Okay just a heads up this is obviously rated M for a reason. If you wish to skip it you can. The talk will be coming next for those who are waiting.

RPOV

I don't know what I was thinking. Of course I should have been prepared that he could've heard. I think this whole time I was just pleading ignorance, that I never prepared for the scenario in which he'd heard. Come on Rose, say anything, make a sound.

"Oh," oh God is that all I can think of?

"Well yes I am." I couldn't help the little smile I had as my hand involuntarily went to my small bump. It was then that I noticed his eyes widen as he glanced down to my abdomen. I guess knowing and actually seeing were two different things. I just wish I could read the emotion on his face, but it was quickly wiped. I have no idea what I'm expecting from him right now.

"Congratulations to you both. I will see you in the morning Rose, goodnight."

My stomach sank as I responded.

"Goodnight Dimitri." I turned and headed back to my room for a shower. I changed into an oversized T shirt and went over to my bed. I lay on the bed staring at the ceiling trying to tame my thoughts as it was still so early. It occurs to me that I have absolutely no idea how to handle this, to tell him or to not. I know I need to, I won't let this baby feel like I did. The most terrifying part is if he doesn't believe me. I can't handle the rejection again and I will never let our child feel it either. I couldn't help it as I felt the build up of emotion overflow as I sobbed to myself. I don't know what he's thinking either, he was acting different when he hugged me. I'm just getting more worked up but I can't actually control it now as my hormones and everything that I had been suppressing come to the surface. A faint knock was heard but I just ignored it as I couldn't pull myself together. I just lay hugging my body pillow and let it all out.

I felt a touch on my shoulder and a whisper as I jumped at the unexpected contact.

"Oh Roza.." of course I forgot that Dimitri's room was close to mine and not soundproof. He probably heard me and went to investigate, now I feel pathetic. He sat on the edge of the bed and was testing to see if I was going to run but I didn't have the energy. Next thing I knew he laid down beside me and grabbed me from behind and just held me while I cried. I turned around and just gripped his waist as if my life depended on it. As I started to calm down I felt myself begin to drift off to the feel of him stroking my back. The last thing I felt was his lips on the top of my head.

(Rated M Content)

I have no idea how long I slept for when I woke it was still pitch black so it couldn't have been long. It took me a moment to work out that I could smell Dimitri and realised that he was still beside me and we were basically groping each other, I could feel his breath on my neck we were that close. My outburst earlier flicked back in my mind and I felt embarrassed as to what Dimitri witnessed. It was again that I noticed he was laying beside me while a had a leg draped over the top of him, clinging to him and what little I was wearing had risen up, but that wasn't what got my attention. It was a hand wrapped on my thigh draped over him, just under my ass with a firm grip which felt amazing. There is no way he is awake or in control because there's no way he'd let this happen consciously. A soft hum or should I say moan woke me up as his grip tightened on my thigh and I couldn't help where my thoughts were heading. My breath stopped as he unconsciously kissed my neck and dragged me into him fully, not that we could get any closer. I couldn't stop the moan that came from my lips as his touched my neck. That seemed to make him hold me tighter. Crap, he's not even awake and I am so turned on from literally cuddling. His movements stopped suddenly but it was already too late as I was basically on top of him with his face assaulting my neck. No way am I starting the conversation right now.

"Roza?"

"Umm..yes?" I hate how breathless I sounded.

"I mean I know you said you missed me but…" before I could finish my sentence he had pulled me down to grab my lips in a passionate kiss. At the same time I felt the hand that was on my thigh wander towards my ass cheek and grip me tighter while the other gripped the back of my neck holding me there while he explored my mouth.

Oh god, I couldn't help the moan that left my mouth but was swallowed by his. This seemed to spur him on as he pushed his tongue into my mouth fighting for dominance, deepening the kiss and I couldn't help as my body start to tingle. It has been too long and everything is so sensitive right now. I could definitely feel him waking up if you know what I mean, and that just made my need for him burn. He pulled his lips away from mine and latched onto my neck which made me grind against his length eliciting a moan deep from this throat. Oh those sounds are not helping the case, or the fact he has no shirt on and I'm being poked by his not so little friend. I don't know what took over me but I pulled myself away and started to kiss down his chest as I shimmied down off of him to rest between his legs. I stroked his length through his shorts which was screaming to be freed from its confines, and I felt a rumble in his chest which empowered me to reach inside and pull out his length. I pumped him with my hand as I noticed the glistening of his pre cum and suddenly felt bold. I suddenly licked from base to tip and I slipped him into my mouth, sucking hard.

"Roza!" He moaned and his hips bucked while threading his hands through my hair. That name just turns me on more and I can't help as I use my tongue to stroke him as I bob up and down on his shaft. Before I can work him to his release I hear another growl before I'm pulled up and gently placed onto my back. Somehow my shirt is thrown across the room and his mouth latched onto my nipple, swirling his tongue making me a sopping mess.

When he decides he's done with his ministrations he kisses his way down to just below my belly button. I can't help by squirming from the way he's looking at me, as if he's about to devour me. Please do. His palm suddenly pushes against my heat and whispers to himself.

"So wet." He then peels my panties down my thighs and throws them, suddenly forgotten. I can't help but clench my thighs together as the cool air floods my lower half. My arousal is obvious and there's no hiding it as he lowers his mouth and latches onto my clit.

My hips jump off the bed as he grips them while his tongue claims me as his. I'm practically panting and his mouth ravishes me, definitely no extra lubrication needed as he uses his fingers to part my folds which are absolutely glistening.

"So ready." All coherent thought goes out the window as he plunges his fingers into my aching heat while still sucking on my sensitive bud. He adds another as he messily drives in and out and I can't control my release any longer as I moan his name.

He suddenly stops as he crawls back up my body, before he can speak I thrust my tongue in his mouth once again, tasting my juices on his tongue. I didn't think I could be anymore turned on but I needed more. It didn't take long for me to reach between us to once again grab his shaft in my hand, guiding it towards my entrance in an unspoken agreement. He looks at me and I can see the question on his face.

"Are you sure?"

I nod my head in response but it doesn't seem like enough.

"Words Roza."

"I'm sure Comrade." I said breathlessly.

I don't know whether it was my agreement or the nickname but something changed in his face and all hesitation vanished by the plunging of his thick cock into my core.

"Oh god!" I couldn't help the lulling back of my head as I arched off the bed.

"So beautiful." Things like that make me wonder why I was mad but don't want to think about that in this moment.

"I need more Dimitri." I whimpered. With those words he spun me around on all fours and came from behind me. The deeper sensation had me almost falling apart but it was the added sensation when he attached his lips to my throat that spurred me on. Everything felt heightened and he moved his hand down to massage my clit at the same time, starting to pump into me harder and harder. The grunts he was making were making me become wild and I was meeting him in his frenzied thrusts.

"Let go Roza." He whispered in my ear and with those words I couldn't keep myself together anymore as my pussy tightened itself on his cock as my orgasm hit hard, milking his own release from him.

Laying back down he pulled out as reality started to set in. What now? We turned to face each other and he raises his hand to cup my cheek and was looking at me with so much love. That can't be right? He placed the most gentle of kisses on my lips and I lost all brain function.

"Sleep Roza, we'll talk in the morning." And with those words I was out like a light.

(End of M Rated)