Disclaimer: All recognisable characters are the property of MGM/Amazon. No copyright infringement intended. I am simply taking my favourite two Gaters for a walk in an Alternate Universe.

Rating: This chapter is rated E for Consensual Explicit Sexual Content. If you don't wish to read this section, you can safely skip to Part B.

Episode Tags: Takes place in Season 7 after 7.16 Death Knell. Tag to 1.05 Broca Divide.

TRIGGERS: Body shame (self inflicted), explicit consensual sex in Part A. No triggers in Part B. Lots of monosyllabic foul language in the height of passion!

A/N: This chapter has been split into A and B for those readers who are not comfortable reading explicit material.

A/N2: Last chance to skip...

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Chapter 21A: Ecstasy

Feeling the back of my legs bump against the bed, I suddenly felt nervous and self-conscious. I didn't have the hard corded muscle that his Sam would have had. I was softer, not overweight, but I had my mummy tummy that I could not get rid of no matter how hard I tried. Then there were the stretch marks that littered my stomach, hips, and breasts. My concern must have shown when my enthusiasm for what we were about to do waned and I froze under his skilful fingers.

"Sam, what's wrong?" He asked. I swallowed. I wanted this, I wanted him, but I was not the same as I had been our first time, and I was not the same as his Sam. As much as I wanted to see him, I was glad that it was dark, so that he could not see the concern that etched my face or the unsightly marks that littered my body.

"I'm OK." I murmured and returned to kissing him, albeit a little stiffer than earlier before these thoughts entered my head. He stopped me with hands on my shoulders and pushed me away from his chest.

"Sam, we don't have to this if you don't want to." He whispered. I felt instantly cold and a little rejected.

"I do, I want to… it's just…" I whispered then shivered as his hands ran down my arms and over to my hips. I sucked in a breath at his soft touch.

"Talk to me Sam. I won't bite." He soothed, placing a feather light kiss on my shoulder then my neck and finally under my ear. My God, he was alluring. I felt tingles running from my toes to my head. The light brushing of his naked chest against my nipples was almost too much to bear. I had this awful feeling that he would see me and reject me. Why was I so worried about this? I knew I shouldn't be. I didn't know how to explain why I felt less than myself.

"I'm not pretty anymore." I said swallowing down the disgust that I was feeling. "I have marks and scars… and I'm f-" I started to explain when he pulled back.

"Stop right there, you are not fat. You are beautiful and amazing and sexy; you do things to me that I thought I would never feel again Samantha." He replied placing a kiss on my temple. "Like this." He purred, pulling my hips towards his so I could feel his arousal. I gasped. "You saved me from destruction at the hands of myself. The marks that you have make you who you are just as the scars that Sam had made her who she was." He whispered as he breathed warm air over my neck. Bringing his hands around to my lower belly, he continued, "You are the very sexy, very alluring, incredibly smart mother of my daughter."

By the time he finished, I had tears running down my face. He kissed my cheeks then lapped at my tears with the tip of his tongue, his hands and fingers touching every part of my body that I had been ridiculously ashamed of. He made me feel loved and special.

"I love you, Jack." I whispered, then sat on his bed and scooted up to lay my head on his pillow. He followed slowly making his way up my body kissing my stomach, my hips and the sides of my breasts before taking one of my nipples in his mouth. "Oohoh!" I couldn't stop the noise or my back arching. He draw back and changed sides, his hand moving to the now bare breast to cup and massage softly.

Being in the dark somehow made it more sensual, but I wanted - no, needed - to see him, so I reached over and grabbed the cabled switch of his bedside lamp. The room was bathed in a soft glow just as he released my breast and smiled his sexy little grin at me, giving my nipple one last lick with the tip of his tongue while his eyes bore into mine. Ho-ly Hannah, he was hot! The sight of his silver head kissing his way down my body, stopping and lavishing attention on every stretch mark that arced across my body with his tongue and teeth. When he dipped his tongue into my belly button, I nearly leapt off the bed. "Jack! Please…" I moaned while his deep sexy chuckles reverberated through my body.

As he continued work his way down, I remembered it was still my time of the month. "Wait!" I said sitting up abruptly squeezing my thighs together, "You don't have to do that because of…" I faltered, "…well, you know." His only response was a soft smile and his hand running through my hair before he moved his hands back to my closed thighs and gently pried them apart. The first touch of his tongue had me falling backwards in an uncontrolled descent into the soft mattress, my back arching and all the breath knocked out of me. He chuckled and nudged my thighs apart a little more, then hooked his right arm underneath my thigh, his hand arcing up and over the top to hold me in place. Even though I knew what was going to happen, the dual onslaught of his fingers and tongue together overloaded my senses.

I groaned at the sounds she was making, her hand roughly gripping my hair, the other tangling up in the bed sheets and her toes curling into my hips while she bucked and arched. She had me so hot for her, I had to grind myself into the bed to relieve the pressure building up. It didn't bother me in the slightest that it was her cycle, though it did make everything that much more sensitive for her.

"OH. MY. YES! Oohoh I'm close Jack!" She huffed in a I-want-to-scream-but-not-wake-the-kids tone of breathy shout. Twisting my fingers, I went in for the kill since I knew there was no way I'd be lasting much longer in my current state. "Holy Han… nahh…" She screamed, managing to muffle the last part by covering her face with my pillow. Working her through the aftershocks, I finally looked up to see she was flushed pink, her chest heaving and the pillow still over her face.

I smiled and crawled up to lay beside her. "Hi." I said removing the pillow and revelling in her satisfied look. Rather than answering me, she leaned up on her elbow and pulled my lips to hers, her fingers running through my hair. Clearly having her cycle didn't stop her from wanting to taste herself on me.

"Jack, that was… wow! I can't believe I nearly forgot how good at that you are." She replied tucking her head in my neck. "I need you, I need to feel you inside me, please." She mumbled, her hand moving down to feather along my length. It didn't think it was possible for me to be any harder than I already was.

"Sam, careful, I'm close." I groaned into her hair, stopping her hand from doing too much more. She pulled back and gazed at me with her cerulean eyes. My God she was beautiful. An angel, a goddess. Placing her hand on my shoulder, she pushed until I was on my back. I breathed deep when she straddled me resting her warm, wet folds directly over the part of me that wanted to be deep within her.

"Ready?" She asked. All I could do was nod slowly while preparing myself. Lifting herself up on her knees, she placed my hands on her hips. I gripped a little harder than I probably should have as I watched her place one hand on my stomach for stability, the other guiding me to where we both wanted me to be.

"Fuck!" I breathed out in unison with her own little exclamation of 'Oh my…' as she took me in slowly. At the halfway point, she stopped and lifted herself up again before sinking down a little more. I knew I'd leave marks on her hips. I needed to control myself somehow or I'd be slamming into her relentlessly. "Sam… stop! Please! Just…" I breathed in deep and closed my eyes. I was so very close. After giving myself a few moments to regain my control, I signalled with my hips that I was ready.

"Open your eyes, Jack." She requested, her hips lifting slowly and sinking back down. "Oh yeah, God you feel amazing."

"Uh huh!" Was all I could manage to say before I opened my eyes in time to watch her rise again and sink back down. "Shit, Sam! You are so goddamn hot… ahh… if I had of… ohhh… known it would this good, I never would have said no in the locker room."

"The locker room? Came after you here as well then did I?" She asked. I looked straight into her midnight eyes as she lifted again a little faster and dropped back down with more force than before. I bent my knees and flattened my feet on the bed so I could move with her.

"Yeah, ripped my shirt… uhuh… I was rock hard when I finally got you to the infirmary."

"So, nothing happened?" She asked, then closed her eyes made a small pleasurable noise that had me gripping her hips harder as I thrust up to meet her coming down. Her movements were becoming harder and faster now as she chased her second orgasm. I bit down on my tongue to stop my release until she was done.

"No. You?"

She looked down at me and smiled, that same sexy smile that had gone to my cock for seven long years. "Oh yeah Jack. Something happened alright. God… yes!" She cried, her hips moving in a rocking motion now rubbing her clit against me. "I gave you a blow job that you never forgot in the elevator." She huffed out. Holy shit! Her confession had me so close to shooting my load I thought my head would explode. "Oh God, I'm going to come again Jack." She whispered, her eyes closed and breath coming faster with every movement. "Ahhh…" She moaned, her fingernails curling into my stomach leaving marks in their wake.

"Fuck Sam…" I groaned feeling her tightening around me, the fluttering almost too much for me to hold back from.

"Yes… yes… yes…" She moaned, "Flip me Jack! Take me… now!" I did not hesitate in following that order. Grabbing the sides of her waist, I used a technique that Sam had used on me that first week to flip her over in one fluid move, her legs wrapping around my waist and my arms under her shoulders to give me added leverage to pound into her hard and fast, rubbing in just the right spot, her inner muscles gripping and pulling.

"Now… oh God…" I groaned with gritted teeth hard. Just a little while longer. Then I felt her eruption and the corresponding tingles zipping through my own body. I awkwardly moved my right hand up and over her mouth as she screamed her release while I submerged myself deep within her, my face buried in her neck to shout mine at the same time.

A/N: Happy now?