Dear Sirius Black

by ANerdyLoser

Remus just lost the people in his life that made him feel like he was worthy of love. James and Lily were dead, Peter was dead, and Sirius was in Azkaban. Alone, Remus begins to write letters to the one person alive who can understand what he's feeling. Sirius Black.

3. 4 December, 1981

Dear Sirius Black,

Your cousin just got sent to Azkaban for torturing Frank and Alice Longbottom. They've gone mad, and now their son is being raised by his grandmother. Hope they put you right next to each other so the Dementors can drive you insane together. What is with you people and fucking up the lives of infants?

Pete got an Order of Merlin. First class. It was given to his mother along with his severed finger, the only part of his body remaining after you blew him up. I went to see her, but she didn't want to talk. Understandable, I wouldn't want to talk to the boyfriend of the man who murdered my son. I just told her I'm sorry for her loss and that Pete was a brother to me.

I haven't listened to music in a month. Every song reminds me of you. It also just feels wrong to be listening to music when all my friends are dead. I tried to summon a Patronus the other day but couldn't. I thought about when you all showed me that you became Animagi for me and how great it felt having people to accompany me during full moons. But I guess I should've known that wouldn't work. It just reminded me that you're all gone.

Missing the you I loved,

Remus