Dreamers Chapter 13: Heat of Passion, a naruto fanfic

Author's Note:

I would like to credit Lara5170 for the idea of Sasuke getting jealous of seeing Naruto with a girl. I loved this idea and thought this would work perfectly here. Tell me what you guys think of both chapters I've posted. Be looking forward to hearing from you guys.

SPOILER ALERT: THERE WILL BE SEXUAL CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER! PLEASE READ AT OWN RISK!

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Chapter 13: Heat of Passion

Sasuke's P.O.V.

One week after I woke up from my fight with Itachi and met Madara and Obito Uchiha, I am now being sent on a mission of truth. The truth about my older brother. Over this past week, Obito has been helping my wounds heal while Madara tells me more stories of clansmen I have never gotten to meet. I know that they are trying to gain my trust, but I can't bring myself to do it. Nothing seems to add up. First, I find out that Itachi wasn't actually this evil, dishonorable person who betrayed his clan out of hatred and joined the Akatsuki. Second, I am told that I actually have two more living clansmen who desire peace by eliminating the only place I've called home. And finally, in order for me to actually find out the truth I need, I have to return to the Uchiha Compound, a place where I've left my memories and love for the Hidden Village. A place where the only person I've come to know as a lover still resides, waiting for me to someday return. A place I do not desire to return to, especially if I find out that Madara and Obito were right and the Hidden Leaf tried to rid them of my clan.

With all of these thoughts still running through my head, I prepare for my trip back to the Hidden Leaf. I grab my cloak and tie it around my shoulders.

"Are you sure you don't need us to come with you?" Suigetsu asks from behind me.

"I'm sure. This is something I need to see for myself. You three wait here and keep an eye on Obito and Madara. I have no desire in trusting them, but if I find that they were telling the truth… then I do plan on siding with them,"

"Sasuke, are you sure you really want to do this? I know how much the Hidden Leaf has caused you pain. Is all this really worth going back?" Jūgo questions sincerely.

"I need to know. I've been lied to my entire life. It's time I see the truth for myself," I answer before turning to face the front of the cave.

In front of me, Obito and Madara are waiting. "Once you get back into our compound, the Uchiha Historic Scrolls are hidden within the walls of the main house, which should be your house since your father was the last Head of the clan," Obito informs me.

"What exactly are these scrolls supposed to be?"

"These scrolls contains all of the recorded events and all information on every Uchiha clansman since I was the Head. One Uchiha would be placed in charge of keeping these records, usually the mate of the Head or a substitute if the Head never took one. They are usually kept within the Head's home: the main house in case the Head ever needed them," Madara explains.

"Is there any specific place I should be looking?" I ask.

"If your father was the Head, then your mother was the one in charge of the scrolls, so there's no telling where your mother would have hidden them. You know her better than any of us. You just have to think about all of the places she could have hidden them," Obito explains.

"Helpful," I sigh while rolling my eyes before taking off.

According to Obito and Madara, we are close enough to the village to where I can travel within an hour and a half. I take my time and pace myself enough so that it'll be night fall when I arrive. My plan: I will use a genjutsu on the guards to make them believe that I am someone else. Once inside, I will be able to take the back alleys to my clan's compound. I do not need to linger in this village longer than I have to. I just hope I don't run into any old annoyances.

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An hour and a half later, I finally arrive at the gates of the Hidden Leaf village. I climb up a tree to see Izumo Kamizuki and Kotetsu Hagane sitting at the gates.

"Interesting to see that not many things have changed,"

I chuckle slightly before straightening myself up. I sneak in close enough to the gate and look for something to get their attention. When I find a rock, I toss in their direction.

"What is that?" Kotetsu asks.

"Let's go check it out. It could be trouble," Izumo says before they make their way towards me.

I wait for them to get close enough before jumping out at them. Before they can say anything, I use my Mangekyō Sharingan to lock them in a genjutsu. Making sure no one else is around, I move them back to their station before hiding out in a nearby alley. When I am out of sight, I release the genjutsu and make my way to the compound.

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I stand in front of the gate and place a hand onto the gate. As soon as my hand touches the gate, I receive a shock.

"Damnit. They must have sealed it after I defected. Ok Sasuke, think. You have to get this gate open,"

I look around and see a weak spot on the side of the door. I summon a small amount of lightning and point it at the door. It takes a little bit, but I am able to break the seal enough to where I can slide through a small opening. With the gate closed behind me, I look around with a stabbing pain in my chest. Images of my childhood and memories of younger Naruto and me fill my head and vision. So many years have passed since that night when Itachi slaughtered our clansman. At least three years have gone by since the night Naruto tried to stop me from defecting. So many months have passed since I killed Orochimaru. And so many hours since I finally ended my brother's life. So many events have led me up to this moment. Now, I have to search my childhood home for a truth I may not want the answer to. But it's too late now. I've already come this far, might as well get some answers.

Taking a deep breath, I walk up to my childhood home and search for the spear key. When I find it hiding under a broken plant plot, I use it to unlock the front door. When the dust becomes airborne and goes into my nose, I go into a mild coughing fit. Looking around in the dark, I realize that nothing has changed. It looks as if I never left and time seemed to have stood still. Tears try to form, but I bring my hand up to whip them away.

"I cannot afford to lose it now. Get it together, Sasuke. You have to get it together,"

Biting the inside of my cheek to bring my focus back, I try to think of the main places that my mother would frequent around the house. After thinking for a little bit, I remember that my mom had a room where she liked to paint and sew things for Itachi and me. I make my way upstairs, being careful on the old, rickety stairs. One of the steps towards the top collapses and I grab the weakened railing to stop my foot from going all the way through. Taking a few deep breaths, I use the railing to pull myself back up and finish climbing to the top. When I reach the top, I search each room that I closed off; trying not to fall apart at the seams.

Finally, I get to a room towards the back of the hallway. The sound of the door creaking echoes loudly throughout the house. I reach to turn on the light only to find that there is no power.

"Of course they would cut the power to an emptied compound,"

Using my nighttime vision, I search for a candle. Locating one on the table closest to the wall, I pick it up and use some of my fire breath to light it. Looking around, I can feel tears try to form again. Just like everything else in the house, this room was frozen in time too. I close my eyes, but all I can see is the smiling face of my mother. Out of all my family members, besides Itachi, my mother was the only other one I missed the most. Don't get me wrong, I loved my father as well, but I knew that he cared more about Itachi than me. No matter how hard I tried, I could never get my father to even give me a simple compliment. I was never good enough for him. To this day, I still question if my father ever felt some kind of pride for me. Or, was he disappointed because I could never be Itachi. Either way, my mother made me feel different. No matter how bad I was at something or how un-Itachi like I was, she would still look at me with pride and a smile on her face. She was a gentle soul who loved Itachi and me with all her heart. Whenever I would have a problem, she would sit with me, place my head in her lap and sooth me with a song. I loved her so much. She was the only one who truly made me feel loved. Whenever I was feeling down about my father not accepting me, she would always comfort me with reassurance that he did. I still don't know if it was true, but it was comforting. But, if she were alive today… would she still be proud of me?

"Probably not…" I slightly chuckle to myself. "But, I can't think of that right now. I have to find those scrolls,"

Shaking my head free of those damned memories, I look around for a possible hiding place. Next to the window is a wooden rocking chair with a sewing kit and something on the seat of the chair. I walk over and pick up the item on the chair. Looking closer at the object in my hand, I can see a small pillow. From the looks of it, my mother was finishing this pillow with our family's fan and names etched into it. But there is something else I notice. In the center of the pillow, under our clan's fan, is another name stitched.

"Suzuran Uchiha? That sounds like a girl's name," After thinking about it for a few moments, something dawns on me. "Was… was I supposed to have a sister? Mother was pregnant? Did father know? Did Itachi know she was pregnant before killing her?" Feelings of anger and sadness run through my heart as I continue to hold the pillow.

"Fuck! This room is distracting me. C'mon Sasuke, focus!"

With slow, deep breaths, I can feel my anger quelling. Having put my anger aside, I put the pillow down and continue onward with my search. To my right, I see a closet. I pull apart the doors and find several boxes. Sighing in frustration, I kneel to the ground, placing the candle next to me, and start going through the boxes.

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It takes me about an hour before I get to the final box. Time seems to stretch on much longer when I keep taking breaks in between fishing through so many boxes.

"Damnit, this is the last box and there are no scrolls in here. Maybe, I'm looking in the wrong room? The wrong place? Come on, it can't be this difficult!" I yell in frustration as I slam my hands onto the ground.

When I do this, a creaking sound comes from the back of the closet. I use the candle to look inside and see a small door pop open. I peak inside to find a large box. I pull it out before blowing dust off of it. When I open the box, there are several other boxes inside. They all seem to be organized by families. I finally find our families' scrolls and read them. The first one is about my father, the second is my mother, and I find mine and the one mother started on what would have been Suzuran's scroll. I unravel it to see an ultrasound picture and the medical records she had done. From the looks of scroll, mother was about seventeen weeks pregnant with Suzuran when they were killed. Before my anger can return, I put the scroll away in favor of opening the last one.

The final scroll is about Itachi. Inside, it tells the story of Itachi from my mother's point of view. It starts with him being born, seeing war at four years old, becoming a spy and leaking info for the Uchihas. Everything that Obito and Madara was saying. Wanting to read more on my other clansmen, I reach back into the box to find both scrolls containing information on both Obito and Madara. But with everything that I have read, I can see different point of views on each member, depending on who the scroll person was at the time. Knowing that I was not going to be able to return, I spent the next hour reading over each and every scroll I could. But, it doesn't matter which scroll I look over, none of them give me proof of the Elders ordering Itachi to annihilate our clan. With this is mind, I needed to find something that will give me information from Itachi's point of view. Thinking that there has to be some kind of proof around the house, I leave the room in search of Itachi's.

I bypass my former room to open Itachi's old room's door. Inside, I turn his room upside down to look for anything he might have written before the Uchiha Massacre. It isn't until I turn over his bed that I finally find a small journal. Itachi wrote down every meeting he's ever had with both our father and the Elders. He even recounts every order given to him along with all of the info that he gathered as an ANBU spy. With all of this knowledge swimming inside of me, my head starts spinning. Using my hand, I hold my throbbing head.

"I've been here too long. I need to leave. This dust must be getting to me,"

Looking outside and realizing that it was already late, I decide to seal the book and some of the scrolls into another scroll to read later.

I take my time getting out of the house, not wanting to break anything else. Once I am safely out of the compound, I reseal the gate and make my way back through the alleys. After a few moments, I get close to the gates. I prepare to recast the genjutsu to get past the guards, but stop when I hear a familiar voice. A voice belonging to one of the reasons I didn't want to come back to this vile village.

Thinking quickly, I jump up to a nearby restaurant's roof and hide behind the building's large sign. I search for the source of the annoying voice only to see the owner coming out of the all too familiar restaurant below me.

The roof of the restaurant I am standing on belongs to the village's so called hero: Ichiraku. I get as low to the roof as I can to hide from a head of bright blond hair with two orange fluffy tails exiting the restaurant. I am confused who it could be. I don't know anyone with blond hair and two orange fox tails. A bizarre picture to see. If I wasn't seeing it with my own eyes, I wouldn't believe it. My train of thought breaks when I hear another voice coming from the restaurant.

"Thanks for tonight. I had a lot of fun," he smiles as he turns to face the restaurant.

Thinking he might see me, I try to make a quick escape only to stop when I hear a woman's voice.

"No, thank you for coming with me, Naruto-kun. I had the most fun,"

I look down to see a woman with long dark blue hair and mouse appendages following after him. If I remember correctly, she looks like the Hyūga princess. Hinata I believe her name is. If I also remember correctly, she also had a crush on Naruto when we were younger. Why that detail was important for me to remember baffles me currently. Something I should not be thinking about or even acknowledge, especially at this moment. I turn to try and leave but end up staying to listen to the rest of their conversation.

"How about I walk you home?" Naruto offers.

"Oh, you don't have to. I can make it on my own," she rebuts.

"No, no I'll walk you. Neji will kill me otherwise," he laughs.

"It sounds like nothing but an innocent night out with a friend. A friend who used to and probably still likes Naruto. A friend who is hanging out with Naruto, the guy who said I would never have anyone to worry about. The same guy who I left to pursue vengeance on someone who may have never deserved it. The same guy who is my ex-lover and has apparently moved on from me. The same guy who promised to always love me…"

These are the thoughts that plague my mind as I watch them fade into the night. Feelings of jealousy completely fills me for reasons unknown. Knowing I shouldn't be feeling any of this, I take more deep breaths. When I am calm enough, I turn towards the gate before looking back to the laughing couple disappear out of my sight. The last thing that comes to mind is that this may be the last time I get to say goodbye properly. Naruto treated me so well while we were lovers. The least I can do is give him a proper goodbye before we are no longer on "friendly" terms. Turning my back away from the gates, I follow the couple.

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I stay low and hidden in the shadows as I follow the couple to the Hyūga Compound. Hearing them laugh and carry on as if they've been doing this forever causes a pain in my chest. Memories of how Naruto and I used to be like with each other plague my mind. Because I am too distracted, I almost lose my balance a few times. Regaining my balance, I steady myself and continue onward. I follow them to the Hyūga Compound. I watch them say goodnight. I watch him leave. I even follow him all the way back to his apartment. I grab my chest when all of the memories of the beginning of our relationship flood my mind. This place held a lot of firsts for us. This is where we shared our first kiss, where I figured out my confusing feelings towards the fox male, where he asked me out on our first date/ into a relationship with him, and the first time I realized that I never wanted to spend another night alone.

Shaking my head free of those memories, I watch Naruto walk up to his apartment door. After opening the door, he turns his light on and sits on his bed before raising his arms over his head, stretching out his muscles. I watch as he slowly unzips his jacket to revile a short sleeved fishnet shirt. Through the shirt's fishnets I can see toned muscles move in sync with every movement. I my eyes trace over every toned muscle. My heartrate increases as my eyes travel from the muscle definition in his biceps and triceps down to his toned chest and ending at the six pack he likes to hide. I have a hard time swallowing the lump in my throat as I watch Naruto stand up, further enhancing his abs and muscle movement, before removing his shirt. I try to look away, but my eyes are more drawn to him as he turns around and I admire the defined muscles within his back. My eyes are drawing back to his two tails, but they immediately move from there to the rest of his body. I am amazed to see how much he has worked his body out to this state. It is at this moment that I realize that this Naruto is no longer the young boy I dated all those years ago. But, that he has transformed himself into a handsome man. Each time he stretches his body out, my eyes are further drawn to his perfect figure. Hell, even watching his ears and tails twitch are making me feel hot under my cloak. Inside, I am disgusted knowing that I am allowing myself to indulge in this display of my former lover instead of focusing on my mission. But, no matter how I fight it, I can't stop all these past feelings from emerging. This is why I believe that saying goodbye to him will hopefully rid me of these feelings and distractions.

I continue to watch him move around his apartment, placing his headband on his nightstand, before finally leaving the room. Assuming that he went to the bathroom, I get close to his open window and stay there until I hear the water running in the other room. Having confirm that he was going to be a while, I sneak into his room to finish my business. I look around the apartment, trying to steady myself as the rest of our memories swarm my head. Memories of our first almost everything occurring in this same apartment are making me dizzy. What I believe is sucking me in is his clear scent of vanilla and cinnamon. Since I left Naruto, I have only ever smelled one scent over the other, never both in the same room. I am overwhelmed, I need to leave. Seeing that I couldn't even control myself while watching from a distance proves that I don't need to say goodbye in person. I quickly run over to the light switch and turn off the lights before facing his bed. I reach around my neck to unhook both the ruby, fox, and black cat necklaces. I hold them in my hand with my eyes close. As I remember all the times Naruto smiled for me and the promise I made to that older woman who gave me the fox and cat necklaces, feelings of regret and despair fill me to the brim.

With a deep sigh, I reach to place the necklaces on the nightstand only to stop when I see the Team 7 photo and the pictures from our last date before my defect sitting there. All of these emotions swirling around me makes me want to break down and cry. How did I let things get this far? How could I let Naruto distract me…? How could I think that I could ever be happy in this lifetime? This is all my fault. This is my mess to fix and it starts here. I place the necklaces onto the nightstand, say a final goodbye, and get ready to leave. Little did I know that I wasn't alone until it was too late.

"Leaving so soon? Without a goodbye too? Aren't we a little too old to be playing this game, Sasuke," a husky whispers from behind me.

My body gives a slight shiver as I feel a familiar scent overpower my senses and warm breath on the back of my neck. I can feel my throat closing up at how nearer he is to me than I expected. I can't turn around or risk total loss of control, so I choose to try to remain still. The only thing I can do at this current moment.

"What's the matter? Fox got your tongue,"

"…When did you manage to sneak behind me?" I finally manage to say.

"A little while ago. In fact, I am slightly surprised at how easy it was. I half expected you to catch me mid-step. But, when I sensed you following me from Ichiraku's, I knew I could catch you off guard,"

"You knew I was there the whole time?"

"Of course. You act like I would forget my favorite scent in the world," I clench my fists as I feel his nose in the crook of my neck. "Looks like your scent has changed some… You smell more like… strawberries…" I gasp quietly as I feel his hands sneak up my torso. "I wonder if you taste like them too…"

Steeling my nerves, I manage to grab both his wrists. I can tell that he's not putting up much of fight as I force his hands away from me. But, I make the grave mistake of turning around and facing my former lover. My onyx eyes widen as I stare deep into ocean, bright blue irises. And just like that, the last little nerve I had left is now gone from my body. The moment is made worse when I see a fang poking through his smirk.

"Finally able to face me? Good. I've been waiting to be this close to that beautiful face of yours,"

"Why don't you just leave me alone?"

"You're the one in my apartment," he answers back before giving a deep sigh. "Sasuke, why don't we cut the games and just talk," I remain still as he reaches for my chin. "I've really missed you, Sasuke,"

My eyes suddenly travel down from his genjutsu inducing eyes to his thick neck and Adam's apple, to his slightly hair toned chest, his chiseled abs, and finally landing at the v-line just above his towel hanging just off his hips. If I thought he was mesmerizing to stare at from the window, he's definitely a sight to behold this close. Forcing myself to snap out of it, I turn my head away from him. It's the most I can do since my body refuses to move. While my head is turned away, a strong realization overcomes my senses.

"Naruto… Why are you just wearing a towel and still slightly damp?"

"Well, I did just get out of the shower. I didn't really have time to get dressed before you would have noticed me," he answers smartly. I turn to glare at him lightly. "There's the glare I've missed from you,"

I give a sigh. This is a battle I know I lost. I won't be able to leave this conversation unless he allows me. I knew that coming here was going to be nothing but trouble. However, deep inside, I think a part of me needed this moment. Maybe I can finally get the closure I need to move on.

Crossing my arms, I speak. "What do you want from me Naruto?"

"You're the one in my room, Sasuke. Shouldn't I be asking you that?"

"Well one thing I am curious about is how in the holy hell do you have more than one tail? I know that it hasn't always been there, so where did it come from?" I ask in genuine curiosity.

"It's something that happens every time I gain more strength and abilities. A perk I guess you can call it from being the Nine-Tails' vassal. But, isn't that getting off topic? What did you come for, Sasuke?"

I pause for a moment as I lower my head and turn away from him. "… I came to say goodbye… for good,"

"Meaning?" he asks with a raised eyebrow.

"I no longer want you to follow me. I have done what I needed to do as far as my brother goes. But now I have other things that need to be done. I can't do that with you chasing me. Your time is best spent elsewhere. When are you going to realize that? I'm never coming back to this village. Everything and everyone here is dead to me," For the first time, Naruto is actually silent. His thick, blond brows frown in thought. Slightly curious as to what he's thinking, I speak again. "You're quiet… why…?"

Naruto moves past me to sit on the edge of his bed with his elbows resting on his thighs and his arms draping downward. "I'm sorry, Sasuke. Looks like I have failed both you and Itachi,"

At hearing this, I reach forward to grip his hair, Sharingan activating, a glare on my face, and pulls his face towards mine while growing. "What did you just say?!"

He shrugs my grip off his hair with a grunt. "You know that doesn't work on me, Sasuke. And I meant what I said. I'm sorry for letting both you and Itachi down. But, I guess Itachi wouldn't know that I failed him since he's dead after all,"

Taken aback by his comment, I narrow my gaze. "How do you know that my brother is dead?"

"He told me," Naruto calmly answers. He picks up the confusion in my face and continues on with his explanation. "Before your fight with your brother, Itachi appeared to tell me his story and his wishes for you. I take it that with you here, you must have killed him. But, with you being here, that also means that you must've met Obito and Madara Uchiha, your other clansmen. Did you go to our old home and find what you were looking for?"

"Don't call it that," I whisper before responding to his story. "So, let me guess, you believe that traitor?"

"I believe that a dying man came to me to fulfill his dying wish,"

"Hn. You're just as naïve as ever. You obviously didn't know who you were dealing with,"

"Sasuke, answer a question for me. Do you honestly think your brother, with as strong as he was, would leave either of us alive to have this conversation if it were a lie? Do you honestly think that he would say that he wants you to be the one to punish him for his crimes instead of killing you?"

"Do you?"

"It doesn't matter what I think. However, we are talking about the same guy who killed your entire clan in a night,"

Thinking what Naruto was saying was making sense to me, but I just couldn't bring myself to fully believe it. All my life, I believed that my brother was a traitor to both our village and clan. I believed that killing him would avenge our clansmen and most importantly our mother. I believed that his death would be the end of my path of vengeance. But, if what Naruto is saying is true then I had my eyes set on the wrong targets.

"You're troubled by all of this, aren't you?" he asks.

I let my left arm rest at my side while my right hand covers my face. "I don't know what the truth is anymore. Before killing him, he tried to tell me the truth, but I wouldn't believe him. I thought he was telling more lies. I thought… I thought…"

"You thought that your vengeance would end with him? Yeah, I know," he says before standing up and walking towards me.

I remove my hand to watch him in curiosity. "Am I that predictable?"

"No, but I remember that was your thought process while we dated in our younger years,"

"Must you bring that up?" I ask, sighing.

"Yes," he says before reaching out towards me.

I try to fight him off, but his hold over me is just too strong. Before I know it, he has me wrapped in his strong arms and my face buried in his chest. I try to struggle against him, but his hold tightens.

"Stop fighting me, Sasuke. It's ok if you're confused and lost. I'm here for you," he whispers into my ears.

I can feel my ears flatten against my skull as my body lazily falls into his.

"I… don't know what to do from here… All my life, I was either left in the dark or lied to… How am I supposed to know the truth in all of this confusion? What am I supposed to do from here?"

Naruto moves us so that I'm now sitting on the edge of his bed and he is between my legs. My head is down and my arms are draped over my legs. Naruto is kneeling in front of me with just his towel hanging around his waist. He cups my hands in his before turning my chin upward so I'm facing him.

"Come home," is all he says with a sense of pleading in his eyes.

This is the first time that I actually get a good look in his eyes without lust clouding my judgement. The same need that he showed for me all those years ago remains in his eyes today. Naruto was the only person on this planet, beside my mother, who ever truly made me feel wanted. Everything within me wants to take him up on his offer and just figure everything out from there. But, the more logical side of me remembers that it was the Elders of this village that tried to rid them of my clan. How could I live in a village where I was only a target or pawn in their selfish plan? Having to fight every urge in my heart, I have to reject his offer.

Looking my ex-lover in the eye deeply, I give my answer quietly. "I can't…"

"Please… don't leave me again, Sasuke. My heart can't take it…"

"Naruto… I…"

Before I can continue speaking, I feel his lips press against mine. After having the last shred of logic leave me, my mind goes dead. Every bone in my body feels as if it has turned to jello and now I'm running on instinct.

All I can see is Naruto sitting in front of me, kissing me, with his eyes closed. Feeling that I should do the same, I close my eyes and just allow myself to feel. I knew that I wasn't making it out of Naruto's grip alive. At least I can let the last living part of me die in bliss. I wrap my arms around his thick neck and allow him to do with me as he pleases. Feeling my submission to him, Naruto uses some of his body weight to push me into his bed. It has been a long since I felt my back pressed against this bed while his body hovers over me. The scents of cinnamon and vanilla lulls me into a familiar, long forgotten sense of security as strong arms hold me in a tight embrace.

We pull away enough to stare into each other's eyes. His once bright eyes have become dark with lust. I am sure mine are no different.

I watch in wonder as Naruto slowly gets off to kneel in front of me again. I raise onto my elbows to watch him remove my sandals. Once he removes both sandals and places them against the side of the bed, he moves to hover over me again. His hands reach up to untie my cloak before unzipping my shirt. I shiver as the night air hits my exposed chest. Suddenly, a shock over takes me as I feel his hot hand touch my chilled chest.

"Beautiful…" I hear him whisper before he leans back down to kiss me.

He helps me sit up enough to remove both my shirt and cloak. Once they are off of me, he throws them somewhere across the floor as he continues to kiss me. I reach up to wrap my arms around his neck again. He stops kissing me in favor of biting my ear. I hiss at this but don't push him away. This act only arouses me further. Seeing this, Naruto moves from my ear to the side of my neck. I moan slightly as I feel his fangs grace my pale skin before sucking on the junction between my neck and collarbone. I can feel myself hardening under my tights as I bring my claws up to dig into his arms.

He hisses as my moans and the pressure from my claws increase. He shakes his arms free of my hold as he reaches down with two of his fingers in the waist band of my tights and underwear. I raise my hips enough for him to remove them so that they can join my cloak and shirt on the floor. Wanting to not be the only one naked, I reach down and yank the towel from around his waist. After I threw the towel behind him, I look down with wide eyes to see a fully developed tan member standing proud between my legs. This is the first time I have seen Naruto's dick since the last time we made love. And, to my surprise, it has grown an inch or two in width and girth. My heartbeat quickens at the coming pain from his enlarged member thrusting inside of me. The sad part is that, even though I am slightly cringing at the oncoming pain, I can feel myself getting aroused more at the very same thought. I look up at Naruto with the same widen eyes to see the same smirk from before playing on his thin lips.

Naruto leans down to whisper in my ear. "Missed it? Because he's definitely missed you,"

Hot hands resume caressing my body. The blond fox's hands roam anywhere from my nipples to the junction where my legs connects to my body. My legs jerk every time he touches that sensitive part of my body.

"I see your body remembers my touches. That's good. At least I know you haven't been with anyone since the last time we did this, right?"

"Of course not… Have you…?" I ask in between pants.

"Nope. You're the only one my dick gets hard for anyway," he says, smirking into my stomach.

"Don't say stupid stuff like that,"

"Your member doesn't seem to mind. It even looks like it's already excited for me," he says before gripping it in his hands.

I try saying something back, but my mind goes blank when his even hotter mouth engulfs my member whole. The tip hitting the back of his throat makes me throw my head back and moan loudly. Trying not to alert anyone else to what we're doing, I bite onto my clenched fist. My moans increase as he slides his lips and tongue up and down my shaft. Even though my mind is numb, I am amazed that he is able to do this without the use of his hands. The feeling of his mouth constricting around the base and tip of my member while also allowing his tongue to ravage me sets brings me closer to the edge. I continue to moan into my bite only to be disappointed when he stops. I look at him, panting, in confusion has he gets up and moves over to his nightstand.

"Don't worry, I plan on this night lasting a while. But, I promise to take care of you, like always," I watch as he reaches into his nightstand to pull out a familiar bottle of lube. "Scoot to the headboard,"

I do as he says. He moves with me until we're at the head of the bed. He spreads my legs wide before folding them to where my knees are facing upward. My tail subconsciously moves to try and cover my erect member. He gently moves my tail out of the way with a smirk.

"It's a little too late for you to be acting shy now," He moves my body low enough to where I more laying on my back. I tilt my head slightly at his apologetic look. "I know you said you haven't had anyone since me, so I know you have to be virgin tight. Just bear with me. Think of it like our first time. It's gonna hurt a lot, but as long as you are able to still control your chakra, you'll be just fine,"

"You act like I forgot how to control my chakra,"

"I don't know Sasuke, you seem to be enjoying yourself enough to be forgetting a lot of things," he says, chuckling.

"Well then, like our first night, I'll say it again: shut up and just fuck me,"

"As you wish,"

Naruto uses his thumb to flick the cap open before spreading some on two fingers. He massages both fingers with the pink liquid enough to make sure that there is a thick coating on his fingers. When he is satisfied with coat's thickness, he uses his other hand to spread my legs wider as he inserts the first finger. I hiss at the feeling of being penetrated. Even with the thick lube and my chakra control, there is still a little bit of pain.

"It really has been a long time. Thanks for saving yourself for me, baby,"

"I thought I told you not to say it,"

"I'm the one in control tonight. I can do as I please. And for tonight, you're all mine,"

He moves his finger in circles and thrusts it inside of me. I moan at both the pain and pleasure. Soon it becomes comfortable enough for me for him to insert his second finger. With both fingers inside of me, I throw my head back and moan louder. It has been a long time since I have felt this pleasure. I want him to make it last.

"More lube…" I say, moaning.

He adds more before adding a third finger. I hiss at the pain.

"I have to do this so that you can get use to me,"

"It hurts…"

"Try relaxing. Take deep breaths,"

"Don't you know that I'm trying…?"

Trying to take his advice, I close my eyes and try to breathe deeply. I can feel him licking and sucking on my nipples again to help me focus on something else. It works slightly and soon I start moaning in pleasure and pain. We stay like this for a few moments before he pulls away.

"Fuck Sasuke… I can't hold out much longer,"

"Then put it in and get it over with,"

He pours some lube into his hand before massaging it onto his member. He does the same as his fingers, making sure to get a thicker coat. When he's ready, Naruto scoots closer to me with his member gripped tightly in his hand.

"Breathe," he tells me before slowly inserting himself inside of me.

I hiss at the feeling of his thickened, hardened member entering me. I try to scoot away from the pain, but he uses both hands to hold my body still. I take deep breaths and try to focus more chakra into my anus. It's a slow, agonizing process, but once he's inside I can hear him grunting and panting above me.

"Fuck, you're tight. I love it,"

I can feel his chakra flowing against mine and the lube. With us being connected like this, memories start flowing back to me once again. I think back to our first time and how it brought us closer together. And just like last time, I realize that he's the only one I ever want to be this close to ever again. After taking a few more breaths, I slow my breathing down enough to speak.

"Move,"

"You sure?"

"MOVE!" I yell at him.

Without another word, he slowly pulls out just enough to leave the tip in before thrusting back into me again. Both of us moan at the pleasure and pain from this. He lowers his head and grunts as his hips increase in pace.

"More lube," I say, panting.

He reaches over and adds some more before continuing. Soon we're both moaning loudly. I reach up to embed my claws into his back. He hisses as I dig my claws deep into his skin, drawing droplets of blood. He reaches up to grip my hair before forcing our mouths together again. Our kiss is fierce and powerful. I can feel his pace quickening. The bed rocks with our movements as he vigorously thrusts into me. Everything in me aches in both pain and pleasure. In this moment, I can feel him. In this moment, he can feel me. In this moment, we are one.

I find myself coming closer and closer to my climax, but I can't tell how close he is. And then, time around us seems to stop. Naruto leans over me. My lust filled eyes stare deeply into his. The same feelings from years passed surround us. Nothing could ruin this moment.

"I love you, Sasuke…" he whispers into my ear.

Suddenly, everything within me speeds up. His thrust pace increases and I moan loud as I cum; my seed sliding down my own member and onto my pelvis. Naruto's grip tightens on my hips as he viciously pounds into me. I feel as if my body is going to break from his pressure and pleasure. I throw my head back as I feel my hole tighten around his member.

"FUCK!" he screams, growling, as I feel his warm seed spill into me.

Having emptying himself, Naruto tries to hold himself up on his shaky arms and hands. I, on the other hand, retract my claws from his back in favor of laying against his bed, panting heavily. After a while of just panting, Naruto finally stops, slides out of me, and gets up to get his towel. I stay still as he uses his towel to clean both his fingers and me free of cum and lube. When he is finished, he moves to sit on the edge of his bed while I'm still laying flat on my back. He looks over at me before getting up and offering a hand to me. I look at him in confusion.

"You should go to the bathroom too," he answers with his hand still extended.

Despite how much my body aches, he is right. I take his hand to slowly pull myself up only to fall onto him. I look up at him before turning away in shame. I only turn back to glare at him when he starts chuckling.

"What? It's funny," Seeing that I'm not amused, he sighs. "Fine. Hold on. I'll help you,"

I gasp as he lifts me into his arms and carries me bridal style into the bathroom.

"There you go, your throne awaits, your highness,"

"Put me down," I say, growling.

He does as I ask so that I can use the toilet while he pees into his bathtub. After we finish, I flush while he runs water to remove the pee. I look at him in curiosity, since he's never done that before. He shrugs his shoulders as he walks past me into his room to sit on the edge of his bed. I move to lean against the doorway and just stare at him with my arms and ankles crossed. We don't say anything for a while. In fact, he just stares at me, a sad look in his eyes. From what I can see, Naruto must be coming to the realization that the fantasy world we both entered a while ago has now ended. Deciding not to say anything either, I move to get my sandals, hissing in pain as I bend to get them. But, before I can get my sandals, he grabs my wrist, kisses my fingers, and looks at me in a pleading manor.

"I know that you don't want to stay. I don't know what you'll do after you leave tonight, but just know that I won't stop trying to save you until you're back home with me. All I ask is that you at least stay the night or until I fall asleep. I just… really miss sleeping next to my lover…"

A large lump forms in my throat at his words. Unlike me, Naruto is not afraid to express himself or how he feels publically. I only wish I had his courage. Little does he know that he I want the same thing. I want nothing more for us to be together again also. And, in another life, maybe things do work out for us; not in this reality. But, at least for tonight, the least I can do is make this idiot dreamer happy, at least for a few hours. Without a word, I gently slide into the bed with him. He smiles at me before pulling the covers over us, spooning my tightly, and sighing into the back of my head.

"I love you, Sasuke. I always will…"

I chose not to say anything; slightly wishing that he didn't. The only way I respond to him is to place my hand over his and wait for his breathing to even out.

…

Later in the night, I jolt awake and look around. I see that I'm in a familiar apartment, naked, and with a familiar scent surrounding me. Suddenly everything comes running back to me.

"Naruto and I… last night… for the first time… in years… I was only supposed to be here to get the scrolls, not a one night stand,"

I smack my hand on my face as I roll over to see a sleeping Naruto draping over me. Even though I am shocked at my actions from before, I don't truly regret anything that happened. I received the closure I might have been looking for while also finding out a couple of truths. Waking up to a peaceful Naruto sleeping is a sight I wish would last forever, but again, not in our lifetime.

I look over to the clock to see four in the morning flashing on his digital clock. I panic a little bit because the last time I remember reading a clock, it said eleven the night before. I was supposed to be back to the cave hours ago. As carefully as I can, slide out of both his grasp and from the under the covers. I pause when I feel him stir, but when he shows no signs of waking, I grab my clothes, go to the bathroom to clean myself, gets dressed, and heads towards his door. I take one last look at Naruto with a sad look on my face. I walk over to him and gives him one final kiss. I turn towards the door, but stop when I see the three necklaces laying next to the photos of us. This night was too hard for the both of us; proving that neither of us ae good for the other's goals. It needed to end tonight. I'm just glad that it ended this way. The promises of loving me forever and to continue his pursue of me are two promises I hope he does not keep. With my final thoughts, I exit his apartment and head towards the gates and then to the cave where my team waits for me.

…

At the front entrance, Madara and Obito are waiting on me.

"We were starting to think you had been captured," Obito says, chuckling.

"I… just had a hard time finding those scrolls…" I lie.

"Well, now that you found them, what do you plan on doing?" Madara asks.

"For now, I will side with you. You both were right about the Hidden Leaf. They need to pay for what they did for what they did to our clan,"

"Excellent. We will share and begin our plans in the morning. Come, it's time for bed," Obito says as he ushers me into the cave. My head continues to swirl with everything that had happened while I was back in the Hidden Village. I go to lay down with all of this turmoil on my mind. Soon, I feel myself drifting back off to sleep with only one last thought on my mine.

"I am truly sorry, Naruto, for everything that I have put you through… I only can hope that you at least find someone who can treat you better than I ever could. Please move on. Move on and forget me,"

…

To Be Continued…