Day 1-Hiccup is still unconscious- Stoicks POV

I couldn't sleep. I just couldn't. How could I sleep while my only son is in this condition

I decided to go with him before I went to sleep maybe that could help.

Hiccup was not showing any signs that he was waking up. I started to get scared and recall all my memories with him. I didn't have a lot of them.

He was there laying in his bed, unconscious, with only his Heart beating as a sign of life.

I slides my fingers through this auburn hair.

"Please Hiccup, wake up soon, everyone needs you, Gobber needs you, I need you."

I miss my son. I love him so much. He's the only thing I have left. I promised Valka I would take care of our son and I failed her. I failed Hiccup. I fail as a father.

"My son, you are perfect, you are loved, I'm-I'm sorry...for everything"

"I'm sorry for not being your father, I'm sorry for the damage that me and village have done to you"

I kissed his forehead.

"I Love You" I let out a quite sob, I started crying. I've never cried like this before, the last time I had cried like this was when Valka died.

" I have failed you Valka this is all my fault"

I had lost track of time I Hadn't realize it was already morning.

I was heading down stairs in order to have breakfast.

But before I could get started in my meal k heard a knock on my front door.

As I reached to open it. I was a little surprised to see the teens of Berk in my front porch.

"Uncle, how is he, has he woken up yet" Snotlout said 'Weird the lad sounded as if he were extremely desperate to get an answer'

"No my son has not yet woken" As I said this most of them hanged there heads in shame while the Thorston the in just let out heavy sighs.

"Since my son has not yet woken, I need to stop doing my chiefly duties in order to take care of him, My brother Spitelout will temporarily be acting chief, he will resume the villages plans and works for me as I spent time with my son, in doing this so Dragon Training is now cancelled until further notice"

Most of them gasped while other looked at me with disbelief.

"Listen I know this news will highly affect most of you, and I know that all of you were very much looking forward to that honor, but I do notfeel it's right to continue Training while my son is in this critical and horrible state, please understand that my son is the most important thing in the village that should matter right now"

They all nodded respectfully. They turned around to leave bit before the could I stopped them.

"Wait, Remember when I said that I would be having in investigation in my sons room and private room in the forge in order to find out his Point Of View"

"Yes we do Vast, it was just yesterday and I'm pretty sure everyone remembered that, I mean who could forget, right guys?" None of them answered back.

I decided to ignore the young stupid boys comment and proceed.

"Well I did mean it, I will launch the investigation tomorrow first his room, then the other one he has in the forge, I request you all to be there next help with the investigation, considering the fact that most of you might have the answers for whatever it is that we might find"

"Yes sir, we would be there and help in any way we can" Said the young Hofferson girl.

"Good, be here tomorrow at dawn if it's possible"

They all nodded again.

"Wells then good day to you all" I was about to close the door when a foot stopped it before it could close the whole way.

"Wait Uncle" Said Snotlout surprising all the other teens.

"I didn't just come here to ask you how Hiccup is, I want to see him myself, may I please see him" he whisperd that last part but loud enough to for me to hear it.

"Of course you can"

A small smile speared in his face as I said the words.

I let Snotlout in my home as the others left.

I lead him into my sons room.

"Young lad, will you please take care of Hiccup while I'm gone, I still need to anointed to the village about your father being acting chief"

"Yeah sure I'd be honored" Snotlout said pulling up a chair and sitting next to Hiccups bed.

I wasn't very sure about leaving him alone with Hiccup but he looks lie, he needs to say something to him in private, also I do actually have to announce to the village about Spitelout so it's not a total lie.

-Snotlouts POV-

My head was spinning like crazy. The chief had just told me to take care of Hiccup for a short while. I stared into my cousins body.

He was always so pale, skinny and fragile. I feel guilty for beating his almost every day, I feel guilty for all the things I've said to him in the past, I feel guilty for never recognizing that he is not 'useless'.

He's my family. I never wanted it to be this way. I feel like I've been repeatedly stabbed by a thousand knives.

"You know baby cousin, I never waged it to end up like this" I felt a tear streaming down my cheek as a I spoke to my cousin.

"I care about you more than you think, you are my family, we have the same blood, you and I we are very different but that difference was the thing that should've brought us closer together, but I used that difference to tear us apart, and I used your difference to make fun of you, while I should've helps you instead"

I hadn't realize that my vision was already starting to blur from all the tears in my eyes.

"I-I-I Love Y-You"

The tears just kept going, no matter how I wiped it off more just kept streaming throughout my cheeks so I just went with it.

"When you wake up, witch you will, I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me for all the dreadful damage I've done to you, I don't deserve your forgiveness but..."

I stopped for a moment

"IM SORRY..." My face was already bright red, and my eyes swollen from all the crying.

"THIS IS ALL MY FAULT...YOU DESERVE BETTER I WISH IT WERE ME IN THAT BED NOT YOU" I love my baby cousin.A LOT.

"I'm sorry..."

"I do not deserve to be your family"

As I said those last words I heard the front door of the house open.

I quickly attempted to wipe my tears.

I heard footsteps outside and before I knew it there was the chief opening the door

"I'm back thank you so much fo-" He stopped.

Crap. He must've notice my face as it was bright red and my eyes slightly red also.

"Lad are you okay..." He said gesturing my fave.

"Yeah chief I'm fine" I said trying to hide back the scene I just had with Hiccup.

"Guess, I got a little emotional there..."

He looked at me with puzzled eyes as if he never saw a warrior cry before. Then he spoke.

"Well then I appreciate what you have done, thank you Snotlout"

"Anytime uncle" I said feeling a bit better.

"I better go, have a good day uncle" I said as I walked down the stairs headed for the door.

-Stoicks POV-

Wow I have never seen Snotlout cry. Ever. He one of the best warriors in the village.

"Hiccup I hope you willing to forgive him, he looks like he just apologized to you 50 times"

I looked at my son deeply reflecting my own soul.

"I hope your willing to forgive me for... Everything."

"It wasn't just Snotlout that did this, It was also me, and the other teens, but to be honest, we've all got ourselves to blame for this"

"When you wake up my son, I will beat different man, You will have a different life, everything will change for the better..."

"You'll see..."

I deeply cried by writing the scenes here, hope you like it