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Chapter 229

Valkyrie's POV

Valkyrie hovered outside the door. It was two in the morning, four and a half hours since she left unexpectedly while Nadia was in the shower. Guilt made her nauseous and her heart was aching. She wanted to go in and hold Nadia, kiss her shoulder and wake her up, maybe get on top of her or just hold her tightly. But she didn't feel like she deserved it. She knew full well Nadia was mad at her. Was mad at the situation and most of all, mad that they never had time for each other.

Valkyrie knew Nadia understood. They were on the brink of war and Valkyrie didn't want this any more than her. But she knew it was frustrating. She was frustrated herself. It took a lot of effort to make herself get up in the morning, to make herself go to work and fight. She was only doing it because she had to.

Finally biting her lip, Valkyrie carefully opened the bedroom door to find it totally quiet and dark. She knew Laila was with Tanith, so she crept in quickly and silently closed the door. She tiptoed to her side of the bed and felt around before sitting on the edge and beginning to take off her clothes with a guilty feeling she was waking her fiancée up.

Nadia moaned behind her and Valkyrie stilled.

"Val?" Her voice asked.

"Yeah, it's me honey. Go back to sleep," she whispered.

She groaned more angrily and began shuffling around, and then a light turned on. Valkyrie turned to see Nadia was in her pyjamas frowning annoyedly at Valkyrie, and Valkyrie was naked from the waist down and fully dressed on the top. "Why are you being so loud?"

"I was getting undressed," she said stupidly.

"Yeah," Nadia said, throwing herself back down in bed.

Valkyrie didn't say anything for a moment and then got undressed and into her shorts and old shirt before getting in bed. She'd done her teeth already, having put off going to bed.

"Do you want to talk about it?" She asked in a whisper, looking at the back of Nadia's head.

"No," she said grumpily.

"It sounds like you do," Valkyrie hedged uncertainly.

"I don't."

Biting the inside of her cheek, Valkyrie carefully moved to the other side of the bed and wrapped an arm around Nadia. For a moment she thought Nadia would throw her off, but then she settled back into Valkyrie's body and held only her arm. "I'm sorry I left like that," she said into Nadia's shoulder. "I tried telling you but the bathroom door was locked and you didn't hear me. I had to go in. I'm sorry."

There was a short moment of silence and then Nadia sighed. "It's okay. It's not your fault. I'm sorry I'm being a bitch."

"You're not being a bitch, you're just upset. It's okay. I love you."

"I love you too," she said, turning in Valkyrie's arm so they were face to face. Valkyrie leant back so it wasn't so uncomfortable and they settled into each other's arms. "It's not even you. It's just all this babysitting and waiting and having to just sit here all day wondering when someone's going to die."

"Baby, no," Valkyrie cooed as Nadia teared up. "I'm sorry. I knew you were under a lot of pressure but I didn't realise how much anxiety you had every day."

"It's not your fault, I didn't tell you. I said about little bits, but it's been getting really bad. I just want to keep Laila in my room and never move again. I want to hide. I know it's ridiculous, but I'm so scared someone's going to come here and get us again."

"That's not ridiculous at all, you've gone through a lot of trauma and bad things since you met me," Valkyrie reassured her quietly as the first few tears slipped from Nadia's eyes. "Have you been talking to your counsellor about all this?"

"Yeah, but I'm not going in for it and it's not as good without being there in person," she said.

"What do you mean? I thought you were going in," Valkyrie said.

"No, I changed it to be over the phone because I'm nervous of going in in case someone sees me or follows me back here and gets to us all. I'm worried the Spider's will bomb the manor or they'll come take me and Laila away," she said. "So I'm just calling her once a week."

Valkyrie nodded. "I'm so sorry you've been feeling like this."

"It's not your fault," she said before beginning to really cry into Valkyrie's shoulder.

Valkyrie held her, offering small words of love and reassurance, tears falling from her own eyes as she held her fiancée. When Nadia had cried herself out, she rolled out of the bed and went to wash her face and Valkyrie followed her, also washing her face with cold water before holding Nadia in a tight grip.

"Would you like me to get you some more counselling hours? You could do a few times a week instead," she said. "I don't know what else I can do. I want to quit work and take you and Laila away and keep you safe but I can't leave."

"It's okay. I know you have to stay and work," Nadia said.

"How has it been babysitting?"

"A lot of work," said Nadia in a sad voice. "She's so active and never wants to go down in the day, and she only wants to eat when she wants to so it's really hard. She was better when she was younger, but she's getting really naughty. I know it's because she's a baby, I'm not mad at her or anything, I'm just so tired of being a babysitter. I wanted to be a helper and all for Tanith and Ghastly, but I came here for you, not a baby."

"I could ask about working out something else for Laila," Valkyrie suggested, but Nadia was already shaking her head.

"No. I don't want to stress anyone out, and I love Laila so much. It's just stressful looking after someone's baby all day. I want to cry all the time now. Yesterday Laila threw her dinner on the floor and started screaming and I started crying and she just screamed louder and I didn't know what to do. Lenka came home and I just threw Laila at her and ran off. I felt awful."

Valkyrie tutted and held her tighter, swaying them slightly. "I'm sorry it's been so stressful."

"It's not your fault."

"I'm still sorry it's happening."

"Fuck's sake," Nadia said, pulling from Valkyrie's arms to blow her nose and rewash her face in cold water. "I don't want to cry. I want to have a nice night and enjoy being with each other again. It's been months."

"I know, but that's how it is right now. Once we're done finding Kitana Kellaway we'll take some time for ourselves. How does that sound?"

She cracked a smile. "Yeah, that sounds good."

"Yeah. I'll take you to dinner and ice cream. We could go to the pizza place we used to go to?"

Nadia groaned. "No way, too many weird memories. What about a movie?"

"That sounds good," Valkyrie smiled.

"I could paint your nails for it," Nadia said, smiling properly now. She pulled Valkyrie's hands up to see. "God they're awful."

"Don't be mean about my hands, I've been working hard," Valkyrie joked.

"Yeah, but you're a lesbian. What type of lesbian has nails like this?" She asked, inspecting them closer.

"I cleaned them before coming to bed," she defended.

"Oh, and why's that? Did you think you were going to get some?" Nadia said, a hint of a tease in her voice.

"Maybe," she smirked.

"Not like this, you're not. That nails literally hanging on by a thread." She held Valkyrie's hand and took her back to the bedroom, telling her to sit on the bed and getting out her nail kit. "Here, I'll do them now."

"You're going to paint them?"

"No, I can't be bothered with that. I'm just fixing your nasty-ass nails."

"Love you too," she said with a roll of her eyes.

Nadia smiled as she worked, the two of them silently enjoying the presence of the other without bothering to make conversation. When she was done, Nadia made her wash her hands of all the nail dust left behind. When she got back to the room, Nadia was sitting in the middle of the bed, covers pulled back and both lamps on, wearing the white, lacy babydoll dress Valkyrie had gotten her for Christmas and nothing else. Her hair was brushed and shined in the lamplight, she was sitting on her knees with her hands on the bed, her bottom lip between her teeth.

"Oh," Valkyrie said before taking off her shirt. Grinning, Nadia watched Valkyrie take her clothes off and put a chair under the door to give them a sense of privacy. "I didn't think you'd want to do anything tonight."

Nadia shrugged. "I miss having sex."

"It's been a month," Valkyrie tease, kneeling at the end of the bed and looking over Nadia.

"Yeah, well. I miss you. And I want to feel good."

Valkyrie didn't answer, leaning over and kissing Nadia softly before pushing her on her back and lying over her. They deepened the kiss quickly and made out on the bed, taking their time to enjoy each other at last. The forbiddenness of doing it in Corrival's house made it all the more exciting and Valkyrie smiled into the kisses, putting a hand under Nadia's skirt. She felt Nadia's skin get goosebumps and shiver against Valkyrie's hands though it was warm in the room and ground their hips together in response. Nadia moaned, reaching up to stroke her hands through Valkyrie's short hair.

Biting Nadia's lip, Valkyrie pulled away and Nadia took her chance to trail kisses from her lips and around to her neck and up to the pressure point behind her ear. They rolled so Nadia was on top, her legs on either side of Valkyrie's ribs. Her lips and tongue made Valkyrie quietly moan into the quiet room. Her body was hot all over and every time Nadia sucked on that point behind her ear she felt little hot flushes run through her body. She barely had the sense of mind to run her hands over Nadia's back, enjoying the soft lace and sheer material of the outfit.

"I want you to do something," Nadia whispered before sucking strongly on the nerve.

"Uh hu?" Valkyrie groaned out, gripping Nadia's thighs in her hand.

"I want you to use the toy. On me." She pulled back to look at Valkyrie. "Can you do that?"

"The, the, thing? I wear it?" She asked stupidly, blinking out of the pleasurable stupor.

"Yes. I want you to wear the strap."

"But you might be loud and I could hurt you."

"I won't be loud, you're much louder than me when we have sex."

"No I'm not."

"Um, yeah, you are. Did you not notice?"

Valkyrie frowned, trying to remember. "I don't think I'm that loud. Am I?"

"You are. You're really loud," Nadia said, rolling her eyes. "It's not a bad thing. I love it actually. So don't stop. But I've had so many waking dreams of you fucking me with this stupid dildo so I really want to do it."

Valkyrie nodded slowly. "I'll give it a go," she agreed.

Nadia quietly cheered and grabbed it from under her pillow and got Valkyrie to raise her hips to put it on her. It barely stretched to the right size for her. Thankfully it did fit though, Valkyrie would have been embarrassed if it hadn't. Nadia pulled Valkyrie down and then threw herself back with a grin and spread her legs, showing the glossy pink of her labia lips.

Trying to ignore the violent yellow of the dildo strapped to her, she reached down and pressed her lips to Nadia's stomach. She kissed her way down to her pelvis, ignoring the pushes Nadia gave to her head, and softly licked around clit. Nadia sighed contently and put her head back.

Working slowly, Valkyrie spread her labia open with her tongue and pushed into her pussy easily. A hand brushed over her hair and she pulled out her tongue to taste the arousal. Enjoying herself, she went back to her clit and kissed it before working it with her tongue, slowly flicking it at first before speeding up, licking around it and beginning again in an easy rhythm. Nadia's breath would hitch every time she began to speed up and her hips would press up right before Valkyrie circled her clit and began the gentle rise again, barely making a sound beyond the occasional quiet moan.

Finally working herself up to it in her head, Valkyrie pressed a last kiss to Nadia's thigh and sat up, pulling Nadia towards the middle of the bed by her hips.

"I was so close," Nadia whispered into the silent room.

Valkyrie didn't want to reply and lose her concentration. She took the lube from the nightstand and put a large drop on her finger and spread it over the dildo like she'd seen Nadia do half a dozen times before. When she was done, she leaned over Nadia and looked at her, feeling an excited warmth in her clit. Seeing her fiancée below her, legs stretched open with a flushed, happy look in her eyes was so gorgeous to her.

"You okay?" Nadia asked, reaching up and brushing a thumb over her cheek.

"Yeah," she reassured, kissing her hand and getting in a better position. "Just don't want to fuck it up."

"It's fine if you make a mistake," Nadia told her. "It's your first time doing this, I'm not expecting it to go perfect."

Valkyrie leaned down and kissed her before putting a hand between them and carefully put the dildo at Nadia's entrance. Nadia smiled at Valkyrie's nervous look and lifted her hips into it, her eyelids halfway shutting in pleasure.

Carefully, Valkyrie pushed Nadia's hips down with her hands and tentatively pushed in herself. Nadia moaned her name and her heart jumped. She pulled back and tried again, going slowly and only until their hips met before pulling back.

"You don't need to be so worried," Nadia soothed her gently. "I'm never like this with you."

Her face burnt red. "I know, but it's harder for you to hurt me."

Nadia giggled under her and Valkyrie smiled in response, kissing her lips. "Do it, I'll tell you to stop or to be more gentle. Trust me to tell you."

Taking a subtle deep breath, Valkyrie began to thrust with more power, letting their hips meet more and more strongly. Nadia began to breathe faster, her eyes totally shut, and told her what to do. "Harder Val, you're making me feel so good," and Valkyrie lowered to her elbows to lean down and kiss her as she put on hand on Nadia's hip and got a steady rhythm going. When she was sure she wouldn't slip the dildo out and hurt Nadia with it, she began going harder like Nadia begged her to.

"Yes, yes, yes, that's it," Nadia encouraged, putting her hands around Valkyrie's back. "Oh god, you feel so strong. I love you."

"Love you too," Valkyrie breathed quietly, trying to keep their volume down. Sweat pricked at her temple.

"I want to try being on top," Nadia said suddenly, opening her eyes.

Valkyrie pulled out, finally getting to see how much Nadia enjoy her efforts. The dildo had a ring of arousal around the base and was speared in a slick mix of natural lubricant and the lube Valkyrie had put on the dildo. All over Nadia's pussy was arousal, a thick bead dripping down to her arsehole.

Stilling Nadia's movements, Valkyrie leaned down and licked it out into her mouth and move to get a kiss from Nadia, getting her to laugh quietly when she realised what Valkyrie had done. They kissed until they got into their new position and Nadia got Valkyrie to lean against the headboard so she was halfway up and could see Nadia fully.

Nadia didn't waste time getting on her knees above Valkyrie and putting the dildo straight into her pussy. She sank on it quickly, the babydoll dress obscuring her cleanly shaven lips from Valkyrie's view. It was difficult for Nadia to find a good pace at first, not used to the position or using her legs to bounce on Valkyrie's hips. Valkyrie held her waist and Nadia held her shoulders, and together they made it work. Nadia's look of pleasure came back for a brief moment before she had to stop and pant in exhaustion. Valkyrie grinned and pushed them back so she was flat, positioned her feet and held Nadia's hips up so she could thrust up into her.

Nadia let out a loud "Oh!" and then her mouth hung open and her eyes screwed shut as Valkyrie went to work under her, thrusting incredibly fast to bring Nadia pleasure. Nadia gradually lowered her head onto Valkyrie's sternum and put a hand between them to play with her clit and Valkyrie breathed hard to keep it up. They were being loud but she could hear Nadia's breath hitching like she was going towards an organism and she didn't want to stop. After not that long, she was whispering at Valkyrie. "Don't stop, I'm so close, so fucking close baby. My clits so hard."

Gritting her teeth, Valkyrie kept thrusting the strap into Nadia and felt as Nadia's fingers rubbed over her clit quickly. Suddenly, Nadia put a hand on Valkyrie's stomach and raised herself up, her mouth clenched against any noise as Valkyrie panted under her. Her hand was moving fast on her clit and Valkyrie got to watch her face without anything in the way as she gasped a last breath and stopped breathing for a moment before letting it go and her hand stopped.

"Look at me," Valkyrie said quickly. "Open your eyes."

Nadia did right before her face went slack. She looked past Valkyrie into nothing, her vision gone as the orgasm wracked her body. Valkyrie stopped thrusting and Nadia's eyes crossed, one closing and the other almost closed, the body jolting slightly from the power of the spasms. It passed in a few seconds for Nadia blinked quickly until her vision came back.

"That was the hottest thing I've ever seen you do," Valkyrie whispered instantly.

Nadia grinned in response, sitting back down on the dildo. "I can do it again if you want?"

"I want to," she said, "but my hearts racing. I don't know if I can."

Nadia pouted, rubbing a thumb over Valkyrie's abs. "All these muscles and you can only fuck me once?"

Smirking, Valkyrie sat up and kissed Nadia soundly, shuffling to the edge of the bed, standing and lowering Nadia to sit. Nadia looked down at the dildo and back at Valkyrie in question before Valkyrie gripped her wrists and pushed her to be on her back. With her hips right at the edge, Valkyrie moved her legs to either side of her hips. The bed wasn't tall enough for her idea to work perfectly considering how tall Valkyrie was, but it did give her a lot of access to Nadia.

Leaning down, she licked her over again, flicking her tongue instantly fast and working her up quickly. She pressed her two middle fingers into Nadia's pussy, feeling how stretched out she was inside now she'd had the dildo in her, and flicked her fingers even faster than her tongue was going. Nadia gasped loudly and her hands gripped her hair in a vice grip as a gurgled moan passed through Nadia's lips. Her clit was still hard and sensitive even after orgasming once so it wasn't hard to push her to a point of being close with her speed against her clit and from the inside. Right when Nadia began to tense up, the precursor to her beginning to crumble, Valkyrie pulled away entirely and rolled her over.

Not expecting it, Nadia let out a small cry she cut off quickly and her feet fell to the floor. Her hips raised only a few inches off the bed when she was standing and it still left Valkyrie spreading her legs to make up for the difference, but when she pressed the tip of the dildo in and Nadia's breathing changed, it didn't matter.

She was a lot less tentative the second time around, thrusting quickly into Nadia with reckless abandon and no care to the noise their hips created. No one had bedrooms near them thankfully, so it didn't matter. She gasped Nadia's name, reaching between them to brush over her clit and stimulate her more. She didn't expect Nadia to slap her hand aside and press her face into the mattress to rub it herself but it made her laugh breathlessly. With Nadia in control of her clit, it didn't take long before she was gasping and begging Valkyrie to go harder or faster or do something to make her cum.

"I'm so close baby," she kept saying. "It isn't enough, please make me cum. I'll do anything. I'll eat you out after. I'll peg you, I'll do anything you want, I promise, I'm so close. Please."

Enjoying a few more thrusts, Valkyrie stopped and stepped back so the dildo fell out and Nadia rolled over quickly, her hand still attached to her clit until Valkyrie got on her knees this time and attached her lips to her the other girl's clit. Her head was thrown back instantly in frustrated pleasure. Using her clean hand, Valkyrie used her middle fingers again to finger her and press play with the sensitive nerves from the inside by flicking her long fingers, getting more quiet moans from Nadia. It took longer the second time but Valkyrie was able to draw a long orgasm from her, her face pressed tightly against her pussy as she came around her fingers. Valkyrie felt every clench and spasm in the muscles and didn't stop for a moment, continuing to flick her fingers and tongue as rapidly as she could until Nadia pushed her face away from overstimulation.

"Fucking hell Valkyrie," Nadia panted.

Valkyrie licked her lips, breaking the string of slick cum between her chin and Nadia's pussy. "I liked that."

"It was amazing. You're so good on top."

"With my tongue or the dildo?"

"Both. Definitely both," she panted. "Fuck I'm all sweaty. And I need to pee."

"We can have a bathroom break," Valkyrie smiled, standing and unhooking the strap-on.

"You say that like there's more? Are you going to let me go down on you?" Nadia asked hopefully.

"As long as no one's outside waiting to kick my ass, sure," she smiled, putting the dildo on the nightstand where it stood up. Nadia grabbed it and pulled on her dressing gown, hiding it inside the material.

"In case we want to use it again," she smirked.

Liking the sound of that, Valkyrie put on her dressing gown and silently opened the door. She looked out. She didn't see anyone in the dark hallway, so she stepped out and Nadia followed her down to the bathroom where they went in together. They went to the loo, not minding that the other was there at all, and cleaned off. Valkyrie's face was red from being smothered by Nadia, though she didn't care about how she looked, unlike the first time she'd noticed and been slightly embarrassed. Now it just reminded her of what she just did and she enjoyed that. Enjoyed it more that every time Nadia saw her, she was reminded also.

They slipped back to their bedroom and Nadia fulfilled her promise of going down on Valkyrie twice over, and Valkyrie went down once more on Nadia before they had to clean again and only then, finally, did they fall asleep at six in the morning.

My first chapter in like, a year, and it's this, fml!

Also while I was away, I gender morphed. I am now non-binary, and I'm trans. Keep up guys, god. My name has changed on my profile, in case you were confused.

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I got some BETA's but haven't heard from them in ages so I assume they are not interested in such a big story, so let's start over. If anyone wants to BETA for this story or any others I have, PLEASE message me, I'd super appreciate it :)