Summary:What if Blair didn't sleep with Nate in hi society? What if she went after chuck??
Blair pov
I can't do this, It felt wrong when Nate had his hands over her but with Chuck it felt natural like she didn't have to hide her true self from him. "Nate I can't do this, I have to go." "What do you mean Blair you said you wanted to get back together and where do you have to go, back to Baizen!." he spat. "Nate I said I wanted to try again but I realized getting back together wasn't going to solve our problems, you will always love Serena and I will always be the second choice. Not that it was any of your business I was never with Carter but I did like someone who liked me for me and I might have screwed it up beyond repair."I said in a vile manner " Blair don't go, I love you." he Said with his kicked puppy look. "No nate you like the idea of me. You like the fact that you had some stability in your life. If you had said this to me a few weeks ago I would have taken you back without a question but too much has happened and I love someone else now." "You love this bastard" he said with a look of betrayal. "I didn't even realize until now but yes I love him and that is why I have to go and find him and apologize to see if I can fix this. I ran from the room leaving Nate standing there envying the guy who had made her so happy in a few weeks that he wasn't able to in years he was with her.
"The Palace Hotel and make it fast."she practically yelled to the cabbie. On reaching the hotel she tossed a few notes to the cabbie and made run for his suite. She entered the suite to find the entire place trashed and on reaching his room she found Chuck packing his clothes in a suitcase and found her heart constricting. "I didn't take Nathaniel for a one pump chump since it has only been 10 minutes since I left. What do you want Blair?As you can see I have places to be. Go back to Nathaniel, he is probably waiting for your arrival."he said cruelly. "What if I don't want to go back to Nathaniel, what if I told you I want you and not Nathaniel." "I am not a toy Blair, you can't just pick me up when you want me and drop me when you don't." he spat " Chuck that is what I am trying to tell you l want you and not anybody else, I think I may be falling in love with you so please don't leave. You've made me more happy in these last few weeks than Nate has in our years together." She yelled "Blair I think I may be falling in love with you as well but if we are going to try we have to tell Nathaniel before Gossip Girl gets to him and I know this may sound hypocritical coming from me but I refuse to be a secret. For what it's worth I am sorry for ruining your cotillion you looked absolutely ravishing in this dress."he said with a suggestive look."I agree with these terms Bass , we will tell him tomorrow but until then are you gonna come ravishe or are you gonna continue to oogle me from there."I said in a taunting manner and before I knew it his lips were on mine and it felt right like I had reached home. His hands roamed her body and soon enough she was pinned on the bed and the aforementioned dress was long forgotten.After a long night of activities t hey fell asleep in each others warm embrace ready to take on the challenge of tomorrow.
