A/N Hey all...So this chapter would have been out sooner, but just as i was getting to the really good part, someone my computer deleting it all! OMG i was in tears...it was soo good...so I tried to remember as much as i could from the first go around, but it is not the same...ohhhh i could just scream. My 3 oldest kids did not have school today, so I had them at the house. I hope you guys like how this turns out anyways. Keep up the great comments, makes me want to write even more... So now with that being said on with the show:

Chapter 4

Christian pov:

I am sitting at my desk at Grey House going over some files that Ros needs me to go over before one of our meetings next week, when my cell phone goes off. "Grey" I snap. " Christian, darling. Is that anyway to greet your mother"? " I'm sorry mom, I didn't look at the caller ID before I picked up." " That's alright dear. I forgive you if..." I love my mother to death, but she can leaving you hanging and make you feel guilty at the same time. " If what mom"? I have to chuckle. " Well seeing how it's been so long since we have seen you, I am call just calling to remind you that family dinner is Sunday and I am hoping you will be there this time around". Ahh yes, Grace Grey's family dinners. She has them every Sunday no matter what. This is her day to get all her kids around the table like it was when we were younger so we can all share about our week, and what has been going on with our lives.

" Yes mother, I remember it's this Sunday."

" That's good dear, you are coming right"?"

Yes mother. I will be there for dinner."

" Good i'm glad. How is work going"

" Work is going good mother...is there something else you wanted"? I have to laugh because this is my mother's way of always wanting something. Her small talk,

" Yes dear, I was also calling to see how Ana is doing. I have not been able to get a hold of her. I am worried about her. Seeing how she will be finishing school up in two weeks and working for you at the same time. I just want to make sure she is taking care of herself and you are not running her thin either." Ahh and there it is. I knew her call was more about Ana than anything else. I have to laugh, everyone in my family loves Ana as if she was one of the kids. Ana has always been there, growing it was always the 4 of us. Elliot, Mia, myself and Ana. She is a Grey, just not on paper.

" Mother Ana is fine, she has been studying, and I told her she dose have to come into work till after she is done with school, but that girl dose not listen and comes in when she can. She is due here this afternoon, seeing how she gets out of class early today."

" That's good dear. Would you remind Ana also about family dinner. I expect her to be there also. Same goes with her, no if's and's or butt's about it. Let her know."

"Yes mother, I will tell her when I see her." As i am saying to my mother I see Taylor come into my office with a concerned look on his face. " Mother I have to go, Taylor just came into my office and needs to speak with me. I will call you later on tonight after I have spoken with Ana about Sunday."

"Ok sweet boy, I will talk to you later. I love you."

" I love you too mother. Good-bye."

" Good-bye".

With that we hang up. I look at Taylor for him to go head.

" Sir, we have a problem in the lobby." " What kind of problem" " Sir, it's Ana." " What!? What do you mean it's Ana"? " Well Sir, I was doing my paperwork when I happened to look up and notice that she is not being allowed to into the building."

Grabbing my suite jacket from the back of my chair, I head out of my office towards the elevators. " Why didn't that girl call me if she was having problems? Why dose she have to so stubborn"? " Sir, would you want her any other way"? Taylor asks me? Taylor has been around Ana, long enough to know how she is. Which makes me chuckle at myself remembering the first time Ana had a go around with Taylor.

Flashback:

" Ana, I want you to meet the head of my security, Jason Taylor. Jason, Anastasia Steele." " Ma'ma" Taylor says to Ana. " Hello Jason, you can call me Ana, not Ma'ma ok." " I don't I can do that, Miss Steele." " AHHHHHH that is even worse! Look Jason, you will be working for Christian, so we will be seeing a lot of each other, so it's best if we just did this the easy way ok. I would like to be called Ana. Got it"? Taylor raises his eye brow at me asking me what he should do. I just shrug my shoulders at him.

" Taylor, it's best if you just call her Ana, or you will never hear the end of it. She is quit stubborn this one." I say with a chuckle. " Watch it Grey!" Ana yells at me. I hold up my hands in defense of myself. " Ok, ok, Ana." I laugh, Ana is sure a spitfire.

" So Jason, like I said, please call me Ana,"

" Ok Ana." Taylor just smiles at her. I see these two will get along just fine.

End flashback:

As Taylor and I step off the elevator i can here Ana lay into the guard" Yes we do, I am running late for work and Miss blonde over there is keeping me from it." Next thing I see is the security guard grab Ana's arm and start dragging her to the door. Oh I don't think so. No body lays a hand on my Ana!

"STOP right there! Get your hands off of her!" I yell as loud as I could. I hear everyone around me grasp and some whispering going on, but at this point I don't give a fuck.

" Mr, Mr. Grey Sir, I was just removing this girl who was causing problems. She don't have a pass sir, and was told to leave, where she refused to do so sir."

" I don't care! Miss Steele has all access to GEH at all times, do I make myself clear?"

" Yes, Sir." With that the guard turns back and heads towards where he came from. Good, I just might end up firing him if I see him anymore.

I pull Ana into a hug. I don't care who's looking at us. I just need to make sure she is ok. As I am holding her I smell her hair. It smells like vanilla, and Ana. My favorite smell in the world. " Ana, are you ok? What happened? Why didn't you call me?" I feel Ana tighten her arms around my waist and whisper "Christian" into my chest.

"I'm fine, really. Miss Blonde over there didn't want to let me pass, after I told her that I work here. I told her to call Taylor, but i guess she called rent a cop over there.

"Ana, I'm sorry this happened. I will take care of it," "No Christian, just leave it. The best kind of punishment is letting her see me come and go as i please and she can't do anything about it." I sigh as I know Ana is right. Although I should fire her ass right here on the spot, but I see Ana's point. Oh but believe me next time she fucks up she's gone. I don't give a flying fuck. " Ok Ana, let's go."

As me and Ana, step into the elevator and the doors closed, something changed. There was this energy, that I just can't explain. My chest tightens, my breathing picks up. It's like all the air is leaving my lungs and the only way I can get it back is with her lips on mine. Her breath on me. I can feel my pants getting tighter, my palms are sweaty. I look over at Ana, and her breathing has also has changed. Dose she feel it too? Could I affect her like she dose me? Could I pin her up against the wall and have her lips on mine? Would she even let me? Oh I could only hope. One day, one day I will feel her lips on mine.

The elevator comes to a stop. " Ana, why don't you get settled and come into my office, then we can start going over next week schedule." " ok, sure. See you in a few mins." I watch Ana walk to her desk and start talking to Andrea and smile at myself. I love how she can feel right at home here. I walk into my office, take off my suite jacket and tie. I roll up the sleeves of my shirt to my elbows sit down at my desk, and wait for Ana to come. So till then I start going back over the paperwork that Ros gave me.

No wonder this company is going bankrupt! These numbers are all over the place. This is going to take a while to get through. I run my hand through my hair and look up when I hear my office door open. I see Ana come in and I smile.

" Ok boss, so you have a few meetings this week that you need to get ready for. I watch Ana walk into the room and sit in the chair in front of my desk. She crosses her legs and I see her skirt rise up her thighs. OH MY GOD! She's wearing stockings!? Is she trying to kill me? I groan to myself, and I can feel my cock start to get hard against my zipper. It is beginning to throb to where it is almost painful. I can actually feel the precum leaking out of me.

"Have dinner with me tonight Ana, please?"

"Mr. Grey, this is not the time or the place." I hold my hand up to stop her talking.

" Ana, enough with the Mr. Grey shit, we have known each other our whole lives. Now come on, dinner tonight. Please? You know I hate to beg." Christian Grey dose not beg to anyone. People beg me. Well the only person I would get on my knees to and beg is the brown hair blue eye beauty that is sitting right in front of me.

" Christian, I have to study. I have my final coming up in 2 weeks. I have to get as much done as I can."

" Ana, you can study at my place. Besides, Gail was asking about you. She misses you." I smile as I knew this would get her. She loves Gail. They have become so close in the last 5 years. Gail is like a mother to Ana. Sometimes, I think Ana comes over just to see Gail.

" You had to pull that card Grey? Really?"

" So I take that as a yes to dinner then?" I start to laugh as Ana raise her eye brow at me and lets out a sigh of defeat.

"Yes I will have dinner with you."

" Good, now what meetings do I have this week?"

" Well you have some people coming in from New York who want to see if their company is something you would want to get into.

" What kind of company are we talking about here?"

" Hmmm, let me look, all it says is about going green."

" Look into that for me, if it's not something I would get into then why waste my time? Next?"

" Ok, then you have..." I look up at Ana as her voice has changed.

" What Ana? What is it?"

" You have a meeting with the She Devil herself." Ana's voice has dropped lower, and became harsher when she talks about Elena. I know Ana don't like. Not after I told Ana everything a few years ago. Ever since then Ana, has become more harsher when it comes to her.

"Ana, it's just business you know this."

" I don't care Christian! I don't like her, I have never liked her, and I never will. She is evil. Why can't you see this?" Ana snaps at me with a tone she dose not use very much, but when she dose, man is it HOT!

" Ana!" I snap back making her jump a bit. "That is enough it is business that is it and what it will ever going to be. You need to drop this ok? For me please?" I give her a sad smile pleading with her just to stop. I watch Ana stand up and start walking to my office doors to head out. I call out to her to stop. I can't leave it like this between us.

" Ana." I see her look over her shoulder at me. I stand up and come around my desk. I walk up to her so she has to walk back against the door. I have her pined there. I can feel her breathing hitch, her nipples start to harden against my chest. She bits her bottom lip, which makes my cock start to harden again. I place my hands on either side of her head and I lean down. I breath in her scent. My lips are inches away from hers, I can feel her breath on mine lips.

" Ana, we have a business together, that is it. That is only what it will ever be. She is nothing more than a business partner, ok. I don't want her like that. She is not who I want." I see gulp, and take a breath in.

" Who, who do you want?" Her voice is a low whisper.

I lean down close to her ear drop my voice in a whisper as well. " Maybe over dinner I will tell you." I place a small kiss on her check and watch her blush. Man do I love to see her blush. " I see you still blush every time I kiss you. I chuckle as she tries and gets her bearings again as she walks out my door.

Walking back to my desk I shake my head and laugh. Ana is so innocent. I sit back down, trying to make heads or tails of this paperwork. I groan. Man this is not going to be easy. The paperwork is all fucked up, and it seems their people are not very smart, but the company has good 5 year plan. I can see it making a good profit if we do deiced to go a head and buy it. I will talk more about it with Ros about it in our weekly meeting.

I hear my door opening, thinking it might be Ana again. When I look up I see Elena with a small frame petite brunette women with her head bowed following her in.

" Christian, darling." She purrs. " I have been trying to get a hold of you for a while, but you seem to always be busy, so I thought this would be the best way to talk to you."

" Elena" I say as I stand up and walk to her and give her a kiss on the check hello like I always do. " Yes, sorry. I have been pretty busy."

" No worries, well now that I am here, I brought you a new sub, Her name is Leila, and she has no hard limits. Leila, come."

She comes and gets on her knees before me her head still bowed. Her hands on her thighs. She is wearing a yellow sundress, that shows just enough of her cleavage. Not that I am looking, but with how she is sitting it is very noticeable.

" Elena, what do you think you are doing? I have told you, I am not in that lifestyle. I do not need anymore subs."

" Darling, I can see you do. Look at you, you are so stress. Leila, take care of your new master now." With that Leila starts going to unbuckle my belt. I put my hands on top of hers, when I hear a grasp. I look up and I see Ana, at the door. Her face all white, her breathing has stopped.

" OH MY GOD! I..I'm sorry to have interrupt."

" Ana, it's not what it looks like." I say to her as I see her run out the door. " Get up!" I growl at Leila. I turn to Elena, " I want you out of my building in 5 mins. I don't want to see you back here without an appointment is that understood?" I ball up my fist and have to count back from 10.

" Christian, you don't mean that? I'm sure she will be ok, Let her go cry it out. She will be fine once she realizes she can't give you what you need or want."

" ELENA!" I yell making both her and Leila jump. " I want you out now! If not then I will be forced to have you removed." With that she huffs and starts walking to the door.

" Leila, come." Leila is off her knees and follows Elena out. I walk to my desk and it the intercom. "Yes Mr. Grey?"

" I don't want Mrs. Lincoln coming in here unless she has an appointment understand?"

" Yes sir. Anything else?"

" Yes, could you please send Ana back in here."

" Sir, Ana left. She grab her bags and left here crying."

" Did she say where she is going?"

" No sir, I'm sorry."

" Thanks." Shit, shit, fucking damn it! I pick up my cell phone to call her. Damn it straight to voice mail. " This is Ana, leave me a message."

" Ana, please call me. It's not what it looked like. Well it did, but I did not want it, I was trying to stop her when you walked in. Please Ana, call me back." I hang up and tried calling her right back. Damn it, voice mail again. This time I send her a text.

*Ana, please call or text me back please.*

I wait a few mins. I get nothing. So I send her another text.

*Ana, answer me please. Let's talk about this. please.*

*I'm begging you, Ana, please, please, text or call me back.*

* i'm going to have Welch trace your phone, unless you tell me where you are.*

I call down to Taylor to let him know to get the car ready. My next call is to Welch. " Welch, I need to go get me a trace on Ana's phone and tell me where she is."

" Yes, sir. It will take me a few mins to do."

" Fine let me know when it's done." With that I hang up on him. I grab my jacket, and head out of my office to let Andrea know i am leaving for the rest of the day and to cancel the rest of my meetings. I look up and see Olivia with a smile on her face. There is something behind the smile that telling me it means more then what it seems.

" Andrea, where you at the desk when Elena come into my office?"

" No sir, I was making copies for the next meeting." That is when i hear Olivia answer. " Sir I was at the desk when Mrs. Lincoln came in. She told me you were expecting her, so I let her go in." She says in a tone that makes me think otherwise.

" What about Ana?"

" What do you mean sir?"

" Where was she at?"

" She was in the restroom sir, I told her you were looking for her. Was that not right?"

" YOU WHAT?!" Why would you do that? Did I ask you to send her back in?"

" No sir." Olivia purrs, then bows her at me. That's when it hits me. She is one of Elena's girls!

" Your fired! Pack your shit and get the hell out of here now!" I yell at her, making her jump and start crying. I don't have time for this shit. I knew there was something off about her. I could just never put my finger on it. I have always seen her and Elena always talking and acted like old friends. I never thought anything of it. As I make my way to the elevators I call Taylor to have Sawyer to meet us at the car. He tells me he is one step ahead of me.

I get to the lobby and make a mad dash to the front of the building and into the car. As I get into the car Welch calls me. " Welch, what do you have?"

" Sir, I can't get a trace on it. I'm sure it's turned off, but I will keep trying and I will let you know as soon as I have something."

" Good." I hang up and think where would Ana go? I run my fingers across my forehead and think of all the places she could be. If she was heading to Ray's he would have called me regardless what Ana says. It has always been like that. i debate rather to call Kate or not. Would she tell me where Ana is, if Ana told her what she walked in on? But I have to try anyways, I pick up my phone to call Kate.

" Hello."

" Hello, Kate it's Christian. Have you talk to Ana by chance?"

" Yeah, but that was as she was leaving for work. Why what's wrong? Did she make it to work? Is she ok? Christian what is going on?"

" Kate it's nothing. Just let me know if you hear from her please."

" Christian, what is going on? She's my best friend. You have me worried now."

" Kate look, something happened while at work, and it's a big misunderstanding. I just need to talk to her. So please if you hear from her call me ok."

" Sure, Christian."

" Thank you Kate."

" Your welcome." I hang up and sigh as I lean my head back against the headrest and close my eyes. Ana, where are you? Are you ok? If anything happens to you, I would never forgive myself or Elena. I sit there and rub my hands over my face then through my hair. Then it hits me. I sit up with a jolt. Taylor Belview fast I say. With that he just nods at me. I know where she is. She is at our spot. Ana, please be there. I'm coming for you.

A/N: So so so sorry this was later. RL has been kinda crazy here. To hollylikes2write I want to thank you for your comment. I am trying to get beta, but some reason my laptop wont let me. Unless I am not doing it right lol... I try to work on this while my kids are at school and daycare, but sometimes, i can't. I going though a hard time a hard time right now. Divorcing after 7 years of marriage, and being together for 10 almost 11 years. Plus I have 6 kids and I am soooo stressed out. I tend to do most of my writing at night while the kids are a sleep. So i am typing in the dark. I know this is no excuse, and I will try and work on it better. I will try and get beta if I can. If not, I'm sorry for all the mistakes. I will try and not make them, but sometimes i might miss some.

So with all that said. Please all review and comment and let me know what you think, or if you have any thoughts or ideas about this. Like i said I am open to them all. Have a great night!

Much Love.

Allie