A/N: Here's another chapter of this Heartbreaking story! Or really a non-chapter as this is just the lyrics to the song I wrote that this fic is named after. But it's an update! I'm searching my computer for the first like, 100 words I wrote in chapter three for lost in the duat because I so stupidly didn't name it. PLEASE REVIEW. This chapter is just to get some knowledge of what the heck happened because the prologue was quite cryptic, wasn't it? Even I don't really know what's going on. The thing about this fic is there isn't a ton of fluff in the form of explanation, because everything is about Piper. So hopefully this will answer some questions you may be having about what's happening. I may create another chapter like this soon if I get a ton of questions about the world. P.S.: I'm not dead. Just busy and stressed about the start of school.

It's been 20 years since it happened

20 years to reflect

Reflect in-depth

One name

Is at the tip of my tongue

One name

I just wanna call out

One name

I know won't answer

Because it's yours

I can't live, can't live without your light

I must see, must see the stars tonight

But they refuse, refuse to shine without your light

I know I'll, I'll see the stars tonight

Since the day we first met

On the grand canyon trip

I knew you'd someday be mine

One second

you were in my arms

next second

you were on the floor

minutes later,

you were limp, eternally gone

and it's all my fault

I can't live, can't live without your light

I must see, must see the stars tonight

But they refuse, refuse to shine without your light

I know I'll, I'll see the stars tonight

I sang a song for you

Maybe you'd come back

Even though I knew you never would

One song

Written about our love

One song

About our friends

One song

About my childhood

But this one's for you

I can't live, can't live without your light

I must see, must see the stars tonight

But they refuse, refuse to shine without your light

I know I'll, I'll see the stars tonight

The name I wanna call out

Is Jason, it's yours

The name I know won't answer

Is Jason, it's yours

The name I wanna call out

Is Jason, it's yours

The name I know won't answer

Is Jason, it's yours

The one I blame for our separation

Is the one that started our relationship

Dylan is the one you have to thank, and blame,

And of course, me

The one I blame for our separation

Is the one that started our relationship

Dylan is the one you have to thank, and blame,

And of course, me

I can't live, can't live without your light

I must see, must see the stars tonight

But they refuse, refuse to shine without your light

I know I'll, I'll see the stars tonight

I can't live, can't live without your light

I must see, must see the stars tonight

But they refuse, refuse to shine without your light

I know I'll, I'll see the stars tonight

But I can't without your light and I'll be forever gone

I can't live, can't live without your light

I must see, must see the stars tonight

But they refuse, refuse to shine without your light

Somehow I know, l know I'll see the stars tonight

Yeah, I can't live, can't live without your light

I truly need, need to see your light tonight

But you are in, in Elysuim tonight

So I guess I'll end, end end my life tonight

A/N: So here it is. Still a bit cryptic though, huh? The last chorus and bit is the extended version, which you saw a bit of in the prologue. Maybe someday I'll go and upload the song itself with like fanart and stuff so everyone know the actual tune and isn't just guessing but I don't have a piano part for this yet or anything so it will be just my voice…..that keeps cracking.