A/N:I am sooooo soooo soooo sory guys! I know it has been awhile. But there is not internet where I am staying yet, and I have been fighting with my ex to see my kids, and it is all so depressing! I dont know what i would do without a great friend! She is always there for me, and we talk daily. I mean i can read stories, I mean i could write from my phone I guess, I might have to try that from now on. But I want to give a great bit shout out with a great person, like i said she is an has been there for me through this whole thing with my ex n my kids. She keeps me going n helps me trough so much..so thank you ANONBISHY! You r such a great friend n I love ya. So i hope u guys r not to mad at me for not posting like i use to

Chapter 19

Ana POV:

"Ana! Sweetheart!"

Oh god, here she comes. And can she look even more like she's trying to be young again. I mean how much shorter can that dress be...on top and on bottom. Really it's just sad is all.

" Mother." I greet her. while I am squeezing poor Christian's hand. He knows how I feel about her. Last time I saw her it did not end well...Hell every time I am around her it's never ends well. So this time I know how it will end..public or not, she will make a scene and whatnot, but this time I won't give into her.

" Ana, so formal with me?"

" Yes, now just tell me why after all this time you want to see or even talk to me." I say with much dislike.

Christian's keeps a hold of my hand never letting go. God I love this man. He knows just what I need, and when I need to be touched. I squeeze his hand tighter as Carla and this new guy stand at the table. Her eyes go between me and Christian and she has a look on her face. A look that says if looks could kill, Christian would be dead right now.

" Ana, sweetie, I didn't know you were bringing anyone. I thought this was going just to be us. You know a FAMILY get together." Her voice is full of hate, and I know why. She has never liked Christian, or his family. Hell I don't even think she liked or loved Ray or me.

" Really mother? A family get together? First of all, Christian IS my family, always has been and always will be. The same goes for the rest of the Grey's, and second, if this was a "family" thing like you say, then who is this and what is he doing here?"

The look on her face when I told her that Christian and the Grey's are my family I thought she was going to explored right then and here. She knows I think of Grace as my mother, and Carrick as another father. In fact Ray thinks its great that I think of them as my second set of parents. Ray and Carrick has become best friends over the years and have spent many nights in the dog house with Grace.

" Ana, first of all do not take that tone with me I am your mother. I brought you into this world and this is how you talk to me? You need to watch it young lady or else?"

" Or else what Carla? You will leave again? By all means, please do. And this time DO NOT COME BACK!"

Christian squeezes my hand to let me know it's ok and to clam down a bit.

" Ana, stop now. I just wanted you to meet your new father. Derek Moss. He owns his own company and we are moving back to Seattle so we can be a family."

Something about the way her voice is, is telling me she is up to something else and I am going to get to the bottom of it, if its the last thing I do. I look to Christian and he has the same look I do, so I know he is thinking the same thing I am.

" Well Carla, I already have a father. His name is Raymond Steele. You know the man you cheated on and left for husband number 3." I look to Derek and he is not sure what to make of this. It seems he is at a loss. So maybe he dose not know his new wife like he thinks he dose.

" Ana! what did I tell you about taking that tone with me? I am your mother!"

" NO! You are just the person who gave birth to me! You stopped being my mother a long time ago. If I had to say someone was my mother, it would be Grace! She was there for me, she helped me when I needed a mom the most. She was there! Grace is my mother not you!" By now i am starting to shake, and my voice is becoming louder then I want it to. I'm trying to control my breathing, but it is hard to do with Carla in front of me talking her crazy talk.

" I think we all need to calm down, take a breath." Christian says as he interlocks our fingers.

" Christian, I don't even know why you are even here. Like I said this is a family get together and you are not family." Carla says with as much hate as she can. She is shooting him the dirtiest look ever. If looks could kill my poor fifty would be dead!

" Carla I wouldn't be talking about family if I were you. As Ana told you I AM her family and so is the rest of my family. They are HER family, we have always been there for her and always will be. So if you want to talk about family I would suggest you keep you mouth shut before you really piss me off and you will regret even thinking about trying to contact Ana ever again."

Christian's voice is smooth and clam, to clam. I know this voice...this is the voice he uses right before he ends up blowing up and loses it altogether. And right now that is not a good thing. I have to try to make sure he dose not get to that point. I know he was Luke, here along with Jason, and the rest of the guys, but I don't want this to be in the press if he blows up on Carla.

" Christian I would watch how you speak to me as well. I know for a fact, that Elena taught you better than that, that is not how you speak to a lady."

WHAT THE FUUUUUCK? Both Christian and I look at each other with a look of what the hell. I didn't know my mother knew the bitch troll. I mean yeah they made small talk at parties, but I didn't know they knew knew each other.

" Oh yes dear. Didn't she tell you? We are old friends. I know all about you Christian. All about your life style. Well our life do you think introduced me to Stephen? He was one hell of a Dom let me tell you. He was kinda hoping to get his hands on you Ana, but of course you had to go running back to Ray when it got to rough for you. So to say I'm shocked to see you and Christian together. I know the kind of Dom Christian is, so why is he with you Ana? You are not a sub. But you must be in it for the great sex."

Once again me and Christian look to each other. Both shocked to hear my mother is into that life style. Know I now how HE fits into all this, but what dose she mean for the great sex? Yes it is great sex, but how would she know about it?

" If you are wondering how I know, why don't you ask him yourself? We had a great time together. Fist when he was about 18, then again once he was training to become the great Dom he is, or should I say was maybe? Or is it still?"

Carla looks between us with an eye brow raised up and a smirk on her face. How in the fuck?

" Carla, I think you have really lost it, I have never ever fucked you, and just the thought of it makes me sick to my stomach." Christian growls at her and has a death drip on my hand.

" Oh silly Christian, of course I know. How else would I know that you are very very well above most men, and that you have the cutest dimple on your right butt check. Or how when right before you come you tense up and thrust twice as hard and you growl very loud."

Carla has a smirk on her face like she just won. I look over at Christian and the look on his face is pure shock. He has gone pale, and looks like he is about to either pass out, or knock her out. I let go of his hand. I can't believe my boyfriend has fucked my mother! How could he? I can't even think right now. I am in shock as well. When? How many times?

" Oh Ana, I take it by the look on your face you had no idea that he has fucked your mother, and quite a few times I might add. I am pretty sure Elena still has the tapes if you don't believe me. I am sure she will let you watch them. Let me just say this for you Ana, you did pick a winner in the sex department. He can last all night I might add. Well I will leave you two to talk about things."

With that Carla and Derek leave the cafe leaving both Christian and myself in shock. I look over at Christian. He has not moved or said a word since Carla told us my boyfriend has fucked her. I want to know why he has never told me. I think I am about to be sick. I keep looking at him, thinking he will tell me what the hell is going on. The longer he stays quite the more I am becoming more and more pissed at this whole thing.

" Chris...Chris...CHRISTIAN!"

He finally looks over at me. His eyes wide, with the fear in them. His face pale, shock still covers his face. Is it the shock that Carla told me? The shock that I know his cock has been both inside me and my mother? The shock of hearing Elena has proof of this? What I need to know.

" Christian you better start talking or I swear to god... Christian I want some answers and I want them NOW!"

He just keeps looking at me. The look on his face is making me feel even more sick. I don't think I can hold it back anymore.

" Ana..."

A/N: WOW! Ok I bet none of you saw that coming! How did you all like that? I had to give you guys something to make up for me being gone for so long. I hope I did ok. I am hoping to be posting a few chapters this weekend while I am finally getting to see my kids and having to go back to court on Tuesday. So I am staying with my ex since it's the only way for me to see my babies, and it gives me the chance to write. Like i said I will try to write on my phone if I have to. So let me know what you all think of this. Also I am hoping you guys are not to mad at me for being gone for so long, but personal things kept me from writing. Please don't be to mad at me. So until next time.

Much Love,

Allie.