A/N: Wow...67 favs and 149 followers...and 135 reviews...not to bad I guess for only having 21 chapters posted...Like I said this is only book 1...i still have 2 more books till this story is done. I hope to get more ppl as I keep writing. I know everyone is upset because they think they just on Christian without talking to him and how they love Ana more? This is not the case. Yes his family loves them the same. But put yourself in Ana's shoes. How would you feel if someone told that to you? Even with a history or lieing? I know how it feels. But don't worry things will get better..I am not making Christian to be the bad guy. Yes I feel sorry for him as well. And how Ana is always crying? Well come on! I mean look what her mother told her? I would be upset too! Ana is trying to figure out things, and crying is a great way to let up anger and sadness out. Instead of keeping in like I could have done and have her blow up which is not good, I am having her get things out now. SO she will not be crying all the time. So all what did you think of the last chapter? What do you think he saw on the tapes? Well lets find out shall we? So with that said...On with the show!

Christian POV:

" Oh my god...no this can't be! There is no way..this has to be a fake it was to be"!

The tapes shows me as a boy standing in Elena's basement in her playroom with me in sub mode. I am on knees, head bowed down eyes cast to the floor. I see two women into the room. The first one is Elena, but as the second women inters the room I knew who it was. It's Carla! Elena says something to me where I stand up but keep my eyes cast down. Elena is walking over to a dresser where she takes out a blindfold and puts it on me. Next thing I know Carla drops to her knees and starts to suck on my cock. Oh my god I think I am going to be sick, and that is what happens. I run to my bathroom inside my office and throw everything up. After I have finished, I splash cold water on my face. I walk out of the bathroom and see Elliot, Welch, Barney, and Taylor all looking at me with shock and sadness on their faces.

" Welch is this a fake? Please tell me you have something to disprove this." I say in a hopeful voice praying that he will say it's a fake.

" Sir, as of right now, this appears to be real. However if you notice there was a small glitch. To someone who dose not know what they are looking for it just looks like a small jump in the tape. However this appears to be real, Barney and I are looking into it. I think this was fixed somehow. We will keep looking into it Sir."

" Thank you. Please don't let anyone get a hold of that tape. It is to be locked away. I want the rest of everything she has found and burned."

" On it Sir." Barney says with a nod of his head both him and Welch leave my office.I sink into my chair and put my face into my hands. This can not be happening. How am I going to tell Ana?

" Bro, look the boys said, it could be fixed. Let them work it out." Elliot sounds hopeful.

" Ell, what am I going to tell Ana? How can I look her in the face after what we all just saw on the tapes? How? Tell me because the way I see it, she will not want anything to do with me." My voice is starting to crack.

" Come on Chris. This is Ana. She was ALWAYS been there for you. Did she leave when you told her about your past? NO what did she do?"

" She told me I needed to tell you guys and we came up with a plan."

" That's right. Come on, this is Ana, she loves you more than anything in the world. You guys will be able to work this out."

" I hope your right Ell, because I don't know what I would do if she ever left me."

Taylor takes out his cell from his packet and answers a call. He dose not sound very happy right now.

" Yes, hold her there till I let you know."

" Sir, we have a problem."

" What now Taylor"?

" Sir, it seems Mrs. Lincoln is in the lobby trying to get up here to see you. I told the boys to hold her there till I find out what you wanted done Sir."

" Get rid of her! I want her out of this building. I will be calling my lawyers to get a restraining order out against her so she can no longer come into GEH, or any place where I might be."

" Right away Sir." Taylor says with a small smile on his face and walks out of my office.

" Chris, what are we going to about her and Carla? I don't think they will give up anytime soon. I have a feeling this is only the beginning for them."

" I know I have the same feeling too. But right now, I have to figure out how I am going to tell Ana. Maybe if I don't say thing, and wait till Welch and Barney get to the bottom of the tape."

" Bro! No! You have to talk to her. You have to tell her what you found. Just tell her that the boys think it's a fake and they are working on it."

" Alright, I will talk to her later tonight. I am just hoping that she comes home tonight."

Ana POV:

I wake up feeling someone stroking my cheek. I slowly open my eyes and see a pair of sad gray eyes looking back at me. They are red, I can tell he has been crying. I reach up and stroke his cheek run my hand to the back of his neck and bring him down so our lips meet. I give him a soft sweet kiss.

" Hi." My voice is soft.

" Hi." His voice is just as soft as mine.

" Chris, I'm sorry. I should not have left like that. I should have stayed, I should have talked to you. I was just so upset because I mean how would Carla know all that? I mean she knows things...Chris.."

" Shhh Ana, it's ok. I'm sorry. I can't tell you how sorry I mean." He is starting to sob.

" Christian you have nothing to be sorry for."

" Yes, I do Ana, I'm sorry for getting caught up with Elena. I mean if I just told her no, I mean If I didn't have this touch issues, then maybe I don't know. You have been the only one who can truly touch me. Yes Mia can to a point, but you Ana, you have always been able to. Ever since we were kids, I always held you close. I needed to. There has always been just something about you that, that is just more. You are my more Ana. I love you so so so much. You are my whole world. You are my light to my darkness, you are my sunshine on my rainy days, you are my calmness to my crazy day. You are my best friend, my lover, my sweet caring, loving girlfriend. You my love, you are my everything, and I am so sorry my fucked up shit is causing us so many problems. I don't know what I would do if I ever lost you."

" Christian, you have nothing to be sorry for, Yes your past is causing shit, but I would not change it for anything in the world, because all I need is you, I love you so much Christian. I can't tell you how sorry I am. I mean If Carla did not come back, if she just stayed away. None of this would be happening. I'm so sorry." I start to sob and Christian pulls me close to him. Holding me against his chest. I hug him tight as I could knowing that I am here. I will always be here.

" Ana, let's go home, please come home with me"?

" Chris, I will, but I need to know, I need to know about the tapes."

" I am having Welch and Barney try and get a hold of said tapes. So until now, we take this just as another lie from Carla ok? We take this as her trying to come between us, like she tried when we were younger. If we stay strong and show both Elena and Carla that they will not come between us, that we are stronger as one. ok."?

" Ok. But if you find out, please just come to me and let me know. No lies, no holding things away from me. We are a team. Ok"?

Chris brings lips to mine and gives me a slow and passionate kiss. " Ok Ana, I promise."

" Than take me home."

" With pleasure."

" What about everyone else? You need to talk to them. With everything that has happened, you need to talk to them."

" I will Ana, but not right now. I will tomorrow. Right now I just want to get you home and into our bed."

I nod my head and Christian lifts me off the bed and we walk out of my room hand and hand down the stairs, out the door. Christian opens the car door for me. As I sit down and watch Christian walk around the car, I keep thinking he is keeping something from me. I am not sure, what, but I know he is. I will not think about that right now. I just want to go home with the man that I love more than anything in the world and just forget this day even happened, for now at least.

A/N: Ok so I changed it a bit...I was gonna have Ana come late back to the penthouse, and sleep in the guest room and Christian hearing Ana crying herself to sleep. But I think I am going to change just a bit, but I am gonna stick to my plan. The next few chapters things will start coming together...Also a time jump is coming and Ana is going to be starting SIP...Time to meet Jack...Is Jack a good guy in this? Is he a creep? What about Jose? Remember what Taylor and Sawyer were talking about? Well that is coming into play as well...So until next time...

Much Love,

Allie.