A/N Hey all I am so so so so sooooooooooooooo sorry! I have been working non stop, paying bills and what not...trying to get my life back up and going after everything I have been dealing with the past few months...Also only 1 person knows the good news in my life and that is my Dollface...Miss Alice, Anonbishy...so I will let you guys in on whats going on. On Oct 25, 2017 I will be flying to LA, to meet with casting directors, and producers, as well as 2 writers from SNL! I will be back on the 29th of Oct, hopefully with good news...the Agents I have been working with might be offering me a contract with them! So who knows I might be in TV and movies soon! LOL..although I will be in a TV show in June of 2018. The agency, that I have been working with is putting on a TV show and asked me to be apart of it...So I am keeping my fingers crossed. So I have been working to pay for my trip out there to meet with everyone...
Also I plan to stop this book at 30 chapters, and start book 2 soon after. I might do a few one-shots of Christian and Ana of them younger..we will see them how they were before all this happened. LOL...what do you all think? There will be a total of 3 books, then I will start a whole new set..
I want to thank my readers for not giving up on me. My life was pretty hard, but now things are starting to look up for me and that is a good thing. I am no longer depressed, I am working, planing this trip...even went out on a date..I have only been divorced for 5 months, and they say to wait at least 18 months, but who knows...anyways...I just want to say thank you to my readers and hope you will like this next chapter.
Christian POV:
" What the fuck is this"!
I hear Ana grasp and squeeze my hand. Before us sits, Elena, Carla and an ex sub Paige. But that is not all. No there is a young girl no more than 4 that is sitting on Paige's lap. She had copper color hair, with grey/green eyes. I stare with eyes wide open. I don't know what sick game they are playing here, but I will get to the bottom of it.
" Hello Christian, Long time. Would you like to meet your daughter? Isabella". Paige asks me with a sly smirk on her face. I know what game they are playing here. At the same time I am trying to count back to make sure this girl could no way be my daughter.
" What kind of sick game are you three trolls up too!" I hear Ana yell. I feel Ana pull out of my hand trying to walks towards the table. I go to grab her hand, but she pulls away from me. This is not good. Ana please baby, keep calm. " Well answer me! NOW!" Ana is not holding back. I don't blame her one bit, but I know Ana. I know what she is like when she gets pissed, and I am so glad I am not the one she is pissed with.
I look at the child that is sitting on my ex subs lap. I am trying to count back the days while we were together. I know Paige is looking at me, she sees my trying to count back. I can hear Ana yelling, but I don't know what she is saying. My life is flashing before my eyes. Am I gonna lose Ana over this? If this child is mine? I have always made sure that this would never happen. I made sure that my subs always got their shots on time. Plus I always made sure to wear condoms when it got close to that time. There is no way she can be mine. Is there? Oh God if she is then that means Paige will always be in mine and Ana's life. Can and will Ana deal with that? Oh please God I can't lose her over this. Not after everything we have been through in our lives.
" You think you three can come in here and try to pass off this child as Christian's? You three really need help. Get the hell out of here now! You are sick." Ana is yelling at Elena, Carla and Paige while Sawyer is holding Ana back and Taylor is standing in front of her that way she can't beat the shit out of them. Not that I wouldn't love to see that happen, but there is a child here, and she dose not need to see that. And if she is mine, she dose not need to see her soon to be step mother beat the hell out of her mother, while her father just stands there and lets it happen. I snap out of my thoughts when I see Carla jump up and go to take a swing at Ana.
" ENOUGH!" I yell making everyone in the room jump inculding Isabella, making her cry and barry her face in her mothers chest. I am getting a death stare from Paige for making her daughter cry, one from Carla because, well Carla has never liked me or my family, and an evil sly look from Elena like she just won something.
" First, I never want to see the likes of you three ever again do I make myself clear? Second I want proof that, that child is mine, and I will have one of my men go with to make sure none of you tamper with the results or make sure you don't pay them off is that clear? Now, if it comes back that I am her father, I will make sure she has the best care. I will pay for schooling, clothes, whatever else she may need in life. She because if she is mine dose not mean I have to be in your life Paige is that clear?" " Yes Sir." She says as she lowers her head looking at the floor.
" Paige, if she comes out to be mine I will make sure that I will get full custody of her. I don't want you teaching her things that she will never learn or will ever be a part of." I say in my Dom voice.
" You can't do that! She is MY daugter and I will make sure you will never get your hands on her." Paige is now yelling at with while holding on to Isabella. " Make no mistake Miss Winters. I always get what I want. I will always win. You singed a NDA and right now you are in breech of said NDA, so make no mistake that if she is mine, I will get her and give her the life she deserves." I said in a low voice, so low that is makes her look scaruefd. I stand back up straight, fix my jacket and tell both Taylor and Sawyer to get them out of my building. Also I have Taylor call to set up a time where we can do a DNA test to see if Isabella is mine or not.
I watch as Taylor and Sawyer follow behind Elena, Carla, and Paige with her daughter leave the room. I look over at Ana and see that her breathing has not calmed down at all. Her fists are still balled up, her face is red from her yelling, which I still have no idea what was said. I will have to ask her about it later. I walk over to Ana pull her close to me. At first she tries to pull away, then I pull her closer to me and she finally relaxes against me. I feel her starting to shake, then I hear it. She is crying. She wraps her arms around my neck and just cries. I hold her close to me rubbing her back, telling her that it will all be ok.
" Ok? Ok? Are you kidding me right now Christian? How the hell is this all going to be ok? You might have a daughter. A daughter with an ex sub of yours! So please tell me how this is all going to be ok? Because the way I see it, it will never be ok. She will always be in your life. You will always have a tie with her. God, Christian! It's not bad enough that Elena is in our lives, now Carla is thrown in, now your ex sub who is clamming you have a child with is now always thrown in, so please tell me again, how will it all be ok?"
" Ana, we don't know for sure if that child is my daughter. This could be another one of Elena's tricks, just like with the video she said she had of me in Carla. Look how we proved her wrong. Baby, I know your scared, hell I am too. What if she is mine? I'm scared that you will leave me because of all this. You will leave me because I am fucked up." My voice is starting to crack. I feel the tears at the corner of my eyes. I look down at the floor, I can't bear to see Ana's face. The hate she must feel for me right now. It feels like my heart is being ripped of out of my chest. I am so scared right now, that this is it. I have lost her forever.
I feel a hand softy stroking my cheeks, I feel her thumb wipe away my tears that has finally decided to fall. I feel her soft lips on mine. Her tongue move across my bottom lip seeking entrance into my mouth. I feel her hand move to the back of my neck to pull me close to her. When her tongue makes it into my mouth I hear her moan. I pull her body towards me, trying to get her closer to me as she can. I grind my now erection into her. This only makes her moan more and myself groan. I can't let this women out of my life ever. She has always been there for me even as kids. Ana is my soul mate. I am never letting her go, no matter what. SHE IS MINE!
Time jump-September 5. 5 days before Ana's birthday.
Still Christian's POV
It's been 2 weeks since that day in the conference room that I found out that I might be a father. A father of a child with an ex sub. It's been 2 weeks since I started to push Ana away from me. When Taylor told me the day that we were to have the DNA test done I was beyond pissed. I demanded that he get a new day. He told me the September 10 was the soonest that they can get it done, if not then we would have to wait till after the first of the year. Ever since then I have been avoiding Ana. I have been going into the office before she wakes up, and not coming home till I know she is in bed, and even then I lock myself in my office. I have been sleeping on the couch. I am afraid to look at her. I know she told me that no matter what she will always be by my side. But how can she? Knowing that I might have a child with another women. A women that meant nothing to me. A child with an ex sub. How can Ana look at me knowing that she is not the women to have my fist child? I can't even look at me.
I hear my phone go off and I know it's Ana by the ring tone. I can't talk to her so I send it to voice mail...again I don't answer her calls or her texts. They only way I do talk to her is through either Taylor, Sawyer or Gail. Even they are pissed off at me for how I am acting. I don't blame them either. It's been 2 weeks since I have held her in my arms, kissed her, told her I loved her. 2 weeks. God what am I doing? 5 more days and all this will be over. 5 more days till I know for sure how my life will go. 5 days till either I lean that I am a father and I will have to tell my family how that came about, which I am not looking forward too, or 5 days till I can beg Ana for forgiveness.
Resting my head in my hands as I lean then on my desk in my office. I am staring at a red small box on my desk. Inside this box holds the key to my happiness. Inside this box lies my whole world. I bought Ana an engagement ring. I was going to propose to her on her birthday, which in also in 5 days. I sigh thinking why dose my life have to be so fucked up. If only I hadn't let Elena get a hold of me, if only I had told her no, if only I had told Ana, or my parents about that Elena did then maybe I would not be sitting here right now wondering what my life will hold for me in 5 more days. If I had not let Elena get a hold of me, then Ana and I could have gotten together a lot sooner than we did. We could have been married by now, with maybe our first child on it's way. But knowing Ana like I do, she would have still waited till after she was done with college before she even thought about kids, hell even marriage, but at least we could have been engaged at least.
I hear my phone go off again. I sigh as I put the ring box back in my suite jacket. I look at my phone and roll my eyes. Elliot. I think, do I want to pick it up or send it to voice mail? If I pick up then he will be asking me a million questions. If I send it to voice mail, then I take the chance of him coming here, and I really don't want that to happen. So against my better judgement I pick up the phone.
" Hello Elliot, what do I owe this pleasure"?
" Cut the shit Chris! What the hell is wrong with you"?
" Excues me? Where the hell do you get off yelling at me"
" What the hell have you done to Ana? Huh?"?
" I haven't done anything to Ana!" Now I am getting pissed off. Where dose he get that it's ok to call me up yelling and saying I have done something to her when I have't. That's right Grey you haven't. And why is that? Because you have been avoiding her that's why.
" That's my point Christian! When was the last time you saw your girlfriend?"
" I don't have time for this Elliot. I am busy."
" Yeah to busy to know what is going on with Ana. Why have you pushed her way? What has in your perfect world has you throwing the best thing in you life away!?"
" If it makes you happy I will talk to her tonight when I get home ok."
" Yeah good luck with that."
" What do you mean, good luck with that? What do you know Ell."
" Look, I shouldn't even be telling you this, but your my brother and I love you, and I know how much you and Ana fought to be together so, but Ana has not been there in over a week."
My heart stop. She hasn't been home in over a week? Where the hell is she? I mean I know I make sure I leave before she gets up and come home when I know she's in bed. I never once checked on her. I have always gone straight to my home office. I have been sleeping on the couch in there when I need to sleep. Oh God, what have I done?
" Ell, where is she? Tell me please."
" Bro I wish I could. I shouldn't even told you what I did. But I love you. But when Ana called up Kate crying and tell her what you have been doing, I was ready to go over to your place and kick your ass. But Ana being Ana told me not too."
" Ell please, if you know where she is tell me, I will make sure it dose not come back on you."
" Sorry bro, but I can't, I don't even know where she is. The only person who knows is Kate, and if she knew I was talking to right now she would have my balls, and I kinda like them attached to my body. If you want to know where she is, I would call her."
" Thanks Ell, I will."
" I love you Christian. We all do. Whatever is going on with you, you are not alone. You know you can always come to any of us and we will always be there for you. Remember that. Now, go get your girl back, before you lose her."
" Thanks Elliot...and Ell, I love you too."
With that I hang up take a deep breath and call Ana. I am ready to beg her forgiveness, to tell her what an idiot I have been, and talk to her. To tell her my fears. We are stronger together. I need to remember that. I take a deep breath pick up my phone hit her name and wait for her to pick up.
It goes straight to voice mail. So I hang up and try again. Again it goes to voice mail. So i hang up once more and try again. Once again voice mail. Is it to late? Have I lost her? I leave a message. " Ana," my voice cracks. " Baby, I'm so sorry. For everything." I hang up and I send her a text message.
Ana: Baby, please forgive me. I'm sorry. Call me back. or send me a text. Please baby.
Now all I can do is wait. God, please let me not have fucked this up.
A/N: Well what did you all think? Who say that coming? Soooo is Isabella Christian's daughter? What are the nasty bitches up too? Where is Ana? Will she come back? Ohhh lots more to come. 3 more chapters till book 1 is done...and more lots more drama to come. Review and let me know what ya'll think. Till next time..
Much Love,
Allie.