Kido's Diary

by Nei The Maiden Of Mirrors

Kido, after the events of the anime, was suggested to write in a diary to vent out emotionally when she didn't want to talk to anyone else. even after the snakes plans were stopped, strange things had been happening and no one knows why. it's like reading her diary first hand with everything described from how they were seen, ranging from everyday life to the off happenings

31. the lost travels alone

Chapter 31: the lost travels alone

Date: 2nd April 20XX

Time: 11:59pm

Dear diary

With everything that has been happening, Kano has been disappearing off somewhere and he refuses to tell where. I couldn't help but notice the times when he'd go would be during the evening and wouldn't appear until close to midnight. He keeps telling me not to worry but I can't help but to worry and when he leaves like that without saying, my worry shoots up through the roof. I wonder what is going through his head and I can't help but to wonder how much as I really there for him, or even if its close to how much he has been there for me despite the harm that I put him in. I'm starting to see the last few days how much I relied on Kano to be the emotional buffer and to keep myself stable while all of this stuff was going on. I feel the need for him to be around more and I want him to stay by my side, but that would be selfish of me. I shouldn't want it this much and let him do what he needs, even with how much I trust him.