Chapter 36: confusing confession

Date: 6th May 20XX

Time: 10pm

Dear diary

The longer that Kano stays in our bedroom with me, the more of his things keep appearing as if out of nowhere. It's confusing enough to have the feeling that he needs to be by my side, and feels like that's where he's meant to be, but it's weirder to see him slowly moving everything he owns into our room. It won't be much longer before others in the den would start referring to us as husband and wife. For a while, Momo has been asking questions about dating and thought that I'd be able to help with that kind of advice, inside my mind when she asks, I mentally scream. I know nothing about dating and worse than that, why would I know? I've never dated anyone, and she was a pop idol. She never had time for dating but why would she think I'd know about it? I tried to play it cool and give advice. The more advice I gave to her about how you feel to the person, the more I started to realise that's how I feel when Kano isn't around. I was both flustered and confused.

Next thing I knew, everyone except Kano, Konoha and Hibia was coming to me for romantic advice. They all must have talked to Momo, she told them how to get on my good side and told them how I couldn't refuse if they give those big puppy dog eyes. damn it Momo, you all are so exhausting when you need more mental stability. I haven't thought who I'd go and date, I mean it'd be too weird to even picture dating anyone in the den. And I haven't met many people outside either, what would I even start with? What kind of guy would I be into? Heck, would I even be into guys? There's so much I need to consider, and they all look to me to help in their time of need. Ayano, how did you manage it with me, Seto and Kano pestering you as we were growing up? It feels like I need your guidance, and something tells me, I'll be needing it a lot more and soon. I don't know how to explain it, I just feel like something is about to happen.