hey sorry it took me so long to post on this story there's multiple reasons why i didnt but im not going to get into that thanks for reading this story and enjoy this new chapter-tian ps the song is called underdog its made by the script i will use other songs but im just using the script rn because they come on when im listening to music and it immediately makes me think of this fan fic
Previously
You will beat this illness no matter what you will beat it your strong amazing and I'll be here for as long as you need I'll be here. Izzy Magnus Maryse Luke Jocelyn Alec and I will be here for you every step of the way. I don't know how long I had this inner monolog but I fell asleep.
Clary's pov
I woke up surrounded by heat, my eyes opened to see golden orbs looking at me smiling he pulled me closer.
"Clary do you feel like eating?" He asked, I looked up at him and nodded my head even though I had no appetite. I just wanted to please him, he got up making sure he didn't hurt me. This is exactly what I didn't want I didn't want everyone to fuss over me. Jace got changed before leaving to go get some food, I love him yeah but he's going to keep being worried about me. I some how managed to get up and I held on to the wall to walk and suddenly I heard voices that sounded like Jace and someone else who I think is Alec.
"Jace she's going to be ok she might get worse yeah but she will make it through this." Alec said and I thought I heard Jace let out a sob
"I really hope so Alec I really hope so." I decided to walk in hoping that they didn't think I was eavesdropping Jace immediately came towards me before he said,
"Clary you should have stayed in our room instead of walking about. Why did you?" I looked at him before glaring and crossing my arms over my chest. I swear I heard Alec say 'Oh shit',
"Jace don't you fucking dare tell me what to do I walked here because I don't want to be in the same fucking room all day yes I have cancer "Breathe" but that doesn't mean I'm "Breathe" Fucking "Breathe" Fragile "Breathe" so "Breathes twice" Don't." I could tell something was wrong because I couldn't breathe and black spots were clouding my vision but I still continued, "Fucking dare "Breathe" Tell me what to do." I couldn't finish what I was going to say because the last thing I could see and hear was me falling to the floor and Jace and Alec Coming over to me saying Clary!
Jace's pov
I saw Clary start to stir as I was watching her sleep, when I knew she was actually awake I gently pulled her closer to me smiling. I asked her, "Clary do you feel like eating?" She looked up at me and nodded her head I knew she was only doing it to please me but I got up gently with out hurting her. I gently kissed her on her head before getting changed and headed out the door. It hurts me to see her like this she's so fragile, as I walked down the institute corridor and got to the kitchen Alec was there he gave me a comforting smile that I tried to give back but couldn't.
"Jace how is she?" He asked but as soon as he asked tears started to stream down my face he pulled me into a 'man hug' calming me down. He spoke,
"Jace she's going to be ok she might get worse yeah but she will make it through this." He gave me a small smile as I let out a sob,
"I really hope so Alec I really hope so." As I finished my sentence Clary walked in looking even more paler than when I left her. I immediately went towards her and spoke.
"Clary you should have stayed in our room instead of walking about. Why did you." Uh oh shouldn't have said that whoops, I swear I heard Alec say something that sounded like shit. She starts to glare at me and crosses her arms over her chest. And she spoke
"Jace don't you dare tell me what to do, I walked here because I don't want to be in the same fucking room all day. Yes I have cancer." She breathed in, "But that doesn't mean I'm." Breathe." Fucking" Breathe" Fragile." She breathed in again and there was something wrong because she shouldn't be breathing in like this. "So," breathes twice" Don't." There was something defiantly wrong because she was getting paler but still she continued, "Fucking dare," Breathe" T. tell me what to do." That was the last thing she said before falling into my arms and Alec and I said Clary! Alec left to go get Maryse and Magnus, I tried to shake her awake but she was still asleep.
"Cmon Clary I just got you back please don't do this to me." I finished with tears streaming down my cheeks, I checked her pulse and it was weak. I screamed for Alec or Magnus to help but it was only Max who came (A/N you think I could kill off my trusty sidekick max no how fucking dare you he lives everyone he lives.) "Pass me a stele please Max." I asked him as he looked at his 'sister' with horror. Max and Clary had always acted like brother and sister, I don't know why but they did she always read him to sleep even if she was ill or on her period. Izzy and Alec were always there when Clary was too injured to read to him or when she was unconscious from a demon attack. When I wanted to propose to Clary I asked Max about what he thought and he loved the idea said and I quote "So she'll finally be my big sister about fucking time." He passed me the stele as I began drawing an iratze Magnus came in and started to help her. When he finished she let out a huge groan, (A/N did you really think id let her be like this no i have other things planed for this chapter but dont worry more drama happens hehehe) I sighed in relief before picking her up and putting her on the couch before going to get her some water and food.
Clary's pov
All I could see was black and I let out a groan then someone let out a sigh of relief, I suddenly felt arms wrap around my body lifting me up them putting me down on the couch. I opened one of my eyes and light seeped in I let out another groan, Magnus was speaking to Jace about how I needed to rest and not get worked up when suddenly my eyes flew open when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see a pair of grey eyes.
"Max?" I groggily let out, he hugged me wrapping his small arms as much as he could around my waist for a 10 year old my arms went around him too as silent sobs went through out his body. Once he got up off me and Jace brought some food and water for me too eat. I didn't eat it all unfortunately but, they were still happy that I ate. I asked Jace and Magnus to get everyone into the music room. Jace being Jace asked am I sure, I reassured him that I was ok and ready because I need to sing this. When everyone got to the music room Jace being on the piano and me singing whilst everyone which included Izzy Simon Maia Max Mom and Dad Alec Magnus and Maryse sat on the floor waiting for me to start singing.
Just when you think I've given up, I start to fight
Just when you think I've had enough, I start to bite
I'm gonna prove the whole world wrong tonight
This is for the underdog, underdog
You can call me out, but watch me rise
I've been going up against it all my life
I'm gonna prove the whole world wrong tonight
This is for the underdog, underdog (Yeah)
I'm going to prove to all of you that I will beat this illness no matter what and when I'm done I'm marrying the love of my life and watching my friends get married to their loves of their lives. I mean we made it this far we survived Lilith we survived Jonathan The Seelie Queen and Valentine I can survive this.
This is for the lost, the left out, the leftover
The ones who fight wars, the true soldiers
For the ones who keep marchin' on
This is for the highs, the eyes-eyes cannot believe him
The woes, the low of lows, we don't give in, no
For the ones who keep holdin' on (Keep holdin' on)
So remember what I told ya
It ain't over till it's over
Just when you think I've given up, I start to fight
Just when you think I've had enough, I start to bite
I'm gonna prove the whole world wrong tonight
This is for the underdog, underdog
You can call me out, but watch me rise
I've been going up against it all my life
I'm gonna prove the whole world wrong tonight
This is for the underdog, underdog (Yeah)
I'll try my best to beat this illness not just for me but for my family too and all the people who didn't survive their battle with cancer. I may not look as strong as I did before but I am strong and I will live if not for myself for you Jace and the rest of my family.
This is for the underdog, underdog
This is for the ones who jump high to touch heaven
The ones who must try, the true legends
Think it's something worth fightin' for (Fightin' for)
This is for the ones who dig deep, the prize winnin'
The need to succeed and keep givin'
Yeah, always getting up off the floor
So remember what I told ya
It ain't over till it's over
Just when you think I've given up, I start to fight
Just when you think I've had enough, I start to bite
I'm gonna prove the whole world wrong tonight
This is for the underdog, underdog
You can call me out, but watch me rise
I've been going up against it all my life
I'm gonna prove the whole world wrong tonight
This is for the underdog, underdog (Yeah)
Yeah
This is for the underdog, underdog (Yeah)
This is for the underdog, underdog (Yeah)
Some wanna walk the walk, talk the talk
Oh, let's hear it for the underdog
The only one against the odds
To reach the top, oh
Let's hear it for the underdog
The only one to walk the walk
Talk the talk
Oh, let's hear it for the underdog
The only one against the odds
Let's hear it for the underdog, underdog
Soon to be top dog
I'll get better and prove to them I'm not fragile and I'll hide the fact that I still have nightmares of dying and seeing Jace die at the hands of my brother but I promise I will beat this illness. Yes I will have more nightmares but I will not let them stop me from beating this Illness
This is for the underdog, underdog (Yeah)
This is for the underdog, underdog (Yeah)
Just when you think I've given up, I start to fight
Just when you think I've had enough, I start to bite
I'm gonna prove the whole world wrong tonight
This is for the underdog, underdog
After I finished I started to get tired Jace picked me up after everyone stopped crying and said goodnight Jace helped me into some pj's before getting into his sweatpants and lying down next to me cuddling me where I fell asleep boy how much do I love him and I hope that I'll never lose him. I felt him brush some of my curls out of my eyes but I was to tired to open them and look at him so I just smiled.