Never Have I Ever... Part 2.21

Ch. 23

Summary: Bucky and Steve share an intimate evening of discovery and a surprise phone call heralds a visit from a friend.

Notes: This chapter is dedicated to lyvu and MommaGotABuzz for your wonderful support and feedback on this story. This is actually dedicated to all my wonderful readers who've hung on and waited patiently for this chapter. I hope you all enjoy it. – W6C


Bucky shifted his position to rest atop Steve's chest. He looked down at Steve and smiled and, as usual, whenever Bucky was in a position to look down at him, his hair would fall to partially obscure his face. Steve couldn't abide that, he wanted to see him; his eyes, his mouth, the dimple in his chin. He reached up to sweep the unruly locks away from his face and held them back even as Bucky leaned in for a kiss. This time it was really soft and really slow and really hot. Steve could feel Bucky's rising passion conveyed in this kiss and Steve moaned into Bucky's mouth.

The kiss continued longer than Steve expected and he certainly wasn't going to complain. Instead, he took full advantage of Bucky's willingness to move forward – no, Steve realized, not his willingness, that would indicate that he was moving forward with some hesitation. None of his actions felt hesitant in any way, no – this was pure desire – this was a soul deep need for which Bucky was desperate and starving.

Steve's one hand held back the hair that continually threatened to obscure Bucky's face as his other hand slid up under his chin. Gripping his jaw firmly Steve leaned up to claim Bucky's mouth even as Bucky's impassioned fervor stole his breath, leaving him gasping for air whenever he was able to break away briefly.

"Buck -," Steve breathed out, the hand around Bucky's strong jaw pushing him upward to give them a little distance so he could see his face.

"Don't –," Bucky pleaded. "Don't stop me… please."

Steve looked up at him, studying his face. His eyes were closed and his lips were reddened and looked slightly swollen and tender. Bucky opened his eyes to look at Steve and Steve's heart fluttered in his chest. Bucky's deep blue eyes appeared nearly black as his pupils had dilated with desire. His tongue peeked out to moisten his lips before he dove back in to take Steve's mouth with his.

His hands seemed to be everywhere at once and before Steve could say anything to try to ease the fervid intensity of Bucky's actions; he shifted his position to sit astride Steve's hips. His hands grabbed the front of Steve's shirt and tore it haphazardly down the center and then his hands were sliding over Steve's chest and abdomen and his darkened eyes followed their movement as if dedicating all of these sensations to memory.

Steve was awed to silence as he watched Bucky soaking up everything his senses could take in; every touch, every taste, every scent. Steve let his hands glide up Bucky's arms as the sensation of warm flesh and cool metal slid across his skin. Barnes watched his hands moving over Steve's body, feeling his ribs and muscles, and his heart beating under his sternum then he raised his eyes to look into Steve's.

Steve swallowed, feeling aroused and slightly anxious; unsure if Bucky was in control of himself at this point as he had an almost wild look, but then he leaned forward and took Steve's mouth again. His kisses were intense, impassioned and nearly overwhelming, but without any violent intent. His need - his fervent desires, were suddenly awakened and being fully realized and Steve could feel its formidable power. Steve felt as if it was a jolt of high voltage electricity going through him, but that intensity was softened by sincere affection and a denied longing for the warmth of another human being. It was a longing that had been excised from his mind and shuttered away for seventy long years.

Bucky released Steve's mouth and proceeded to kiss and lick his chin and jaw, down his throat to his collar bone. He swept his mouth over Steve's chest and shifted his position to be able to reach his side, to feel his ribs under his laving tongue.

As Bucky was pre-occupied with his chest and abdomen, Steve slid one hand down to his shorts to try to reposition his arousal so as not to put any fear in his partner, but Bucky grabbed his hand as he was doing so and pushed it up over his head. Steve looked at him and Bucky moistened his lips again then grinned at him.

"Buck?" Steve whispered breathlessly. "Can I touch you? Please? Please."

Bucky smiled at him and then released his hand. Reaching behind his head, Bucky grabbed the back of his tee shirt and pulled it up over his head and let it drop to the floor. Steve's eyes took in the sight of him but he didn't move right away. The hand he'd had on Bucky's thigh the entire time slid up over his hip to softly brush against his ribs. Bucky sucked in a breath but focused on the feel of Steve's touch. Steve moved his other hand toward him and Bucky watched it come closer. When it got inches away from his chest, he grabbed onto it and sucked a finger into his mouth.

The sensation of Bucky's sweet mouth sucking hard on his index finger sent another jolt through him, making his cock twitch even though it was trapped snugly under Bucky's weight. He knew Bucky had to have felt that and he looked up at him to see if he'd react. Bucky smiled and let go of his finger, pressing Steve's hand to his chest. He held it there firmly and then twitched with the ticklish sensation of Steve's other hand gliding like a feather over his abdomen. Bucky latched onto it with his other hand to still it.

"Not so light," he told Steve then pressed both hands firmly against his body. "Harder," he instructed. Steve understood that Bucky's issue with soft touches was that his body wasn't used to such gentleness. It was foreign to him and caused strange sensations he wasn't accustomed to. Steve nodded and pressed his hands more firmly against him.

Bucky leaned forward into Steve's warm hands and closed his eyes. He reveled in this new sensation of having hands touching him; not causing him pain but bringing pleasure. Steve's hands roamed over his broad chest and rippled abdomen and he couldn't get enough of it.

A soft sound like a bumblebee buzzing entered his head. He ignored it for a moment until it sounded again… and again. Bucky opened his eyes and looked to his left. It was Steve's cell phone and with each vibrating ring it danced lightly on the wooden shelf over his head. Bucky looked down at him and grinned.

Steve let out an exasperated groan and reached up to hit the red button without looking to see who was calling. It seriously didn't matter in this moment who it could be and it would be just his luck that someone would require his attention at this very moment. He took a deep breath and went back to letting his hands slide over Bucky's skin.

Bucky smiled and leaned down, letting his mouth and tongue glide across Steve's chest and belly. His hands snaked their way up to Steve's throat and then he pushed a finger into Steve's mouth. Steve immediately clamped onto it and began sucking on it.

The buzzing sound reached their ears again and Bucky looked up at Steve from where his tongue was circling Steve's belly button. Steve was watching him closely, his mouth hanging open as he panted for air. The phone buzzed again… and again… and Steve picked it up long enough to slam his thumb down on the red button again. Bucky smiled at him and then worked his way down. His lips grabbed the material of Steve's swim trunks, teasing him as he pulled it away from his skin. He could feel Steve's highly aroused state under him and Bucky enjoyed pushing him to the edge. He'd gotten a glimpse of Steve pushed over that edge on the dock earlier in the day and now he wanted more.

He gripped the waist band of Steve's shorts with his fingers and pulled them down. Steve had to lift his hips slightly to assist him. His aroused state was now clearly evident as his cock was freed and standing erect in front of Bucky's face. Bucky looked at it up close and then his hand closed around it. Steve gasped loudly and his head and shoulders dropped back onto the bed. Bucky moved his hand slowly up and down and around its length.

Steve panted loudly; this was even better than the first time. This time he could feel Bucky's warm flesh around his and it was incredible. His touch was firm but gentle and when Steve raised his head to look at him, Bucky smiled.

The phone buzzed again and Steve growled. This is not happening! he shouted inside his head.

"Answer it," Bucky told him with a sly grin. Steve looked at him like he was out of his mind. He was incredibly aroused and panting and his hands were shaking – "Answer it," he instructed again.

Steve picked up the phone to see who was calling – to see who it was that had the worst timing in the world… his head dropped back onto the pillow again. "It's Nat," he breathed out.

Bucky grinned and slid his hand up the length of Steve's cock causing him to gasp loudly. "Answer it," he said with a saucy grin on his face.

"I can't answer it now!" Steve told him.

"Sure you can," Bucky replied. "Just… focus. Steady your voice and slow your breathing… you'll be fine."

The phone buzzed in his hand.

"Answer it," Bucky told him and slid his hand up and down again. Steve gasped.

"You can't do that if I answer it!" Steve told him, pulling Bucky's hand away from his engorged member.

"Okay, I won't," Bucky assured him, holding his hands up, but staying in position between Steve's legs. He smiled at him. "Tell her I say Hi."

The phone buzzed again. Steve's eyes narrowed but remained on Bucky as he pressed the green button on the screen. "H-hello?" he said, trying to keep his voice steady. Bucky watched him; his hand was shaking as he held the phone to his ear. "Hi, Nat," he said and paused as he listened, not realizing he was breathing heavily. "Yeah, we're fine. - He's fine. – Yeah, he says hello."

Bucky smiled again because if it had been him on the other end of the line he would know something was going on. Steve really sucked at acting. So as Steve listened and replied with one "uh huh" after another, Bucky decided to brush his finger tips up the length of Steve's cock, causing him to whine before catching himself.

"What? No… no, you're not interrupting… always happy to hear from you," Steve was saying. -heavy breathing-"Yeah, he's here. Umm... no, I don't think… he can talk right now. Ahh!" he nearly yelled into the phone as Bucky slid his tongue up the shaft. "Stop that!" Steve whispered harshly, reaching down to try to push Bucky's face away from him. Bucky snickered and moved his face away until Steve gave up and his hand retreated.-heavy breathing- "What? No… we were, umm… just… umm… playing a game… playing… cards… yeah."

Bucky smiled at him again, tilting his head to one side and giving Steve a look of admonishment for lying. He shook his head in feigned disappointment.

"You want to come up for a visit?" Steve said, looking to Bucky as he repeated her statement as if asking him if it's okay or not. Bucky smiled and nodded and let his tongue glide up the underside of his cock again. "Ah!... What? No, I'm fine." Bucky tried not to laugh out loud and Steve looked down at him. "Stop that," he scolded in a hushed tone. Bucky could hear Natasha through the phone's speaker trying not to laugh as she talked. "Yeah, that sounds great. Tomorrow then," Steve said and then, "Ahh!" he exclaimed as Bucky suddenly went down on him, engulfing him fully. "Ohmygod, Buck!" Steve yelled in surprise and, as Natasha burst out laughing on the other end, he hung up on her.

Steve dropped the phone and it slid off the futon onto the floor with a loud thud but he didn't hear it nor did he care. He reached up over his head to grip the window sill as Bucky's searing hot mouth engulfed him over and over again. He squirmed as he tried to spread his legs, causing Bucky to shift to one side, bending his knees up to give Barnes all the access he desired.

Steve couldn't think or speak. He'd dreamed of this since he was fourteen years old – a pipe dream, a fantasy he had known as a teen could never happen… and yet, here they were – together – and Bucky's mouth was as hot and intense as it was soft and sweet. That mouth was everything Steve had imagined it would be.

He lifted his head from the mattress again to watch Bucky working him into a frenzy of arousal. He could barely contain himself but he didn't want this to end. Bucky swallowed his length and then pulled back, suckling on the head and he looked up at Steve to see him watching intently. Bucky made a show of it for Steve; letting his lips and tongue wander around his throbbing cock then stretched out his arms, letting his hands glide up Steve's body as he engulfed him again.

Steve gasped and his hands came down hard atop Bucky's head, fingers tangling in his hair as he bobbed his head up and down. Watching Bucky's enthusiasm spurred Steve higher and he was barely holding on. The sounds of Bucky slurping and the vibration as he moaned around his length, his head moving faster told Steve that he clearly enjoyed what he was doing.

Steve's gasps and groans and his fingers clawing at his head let Barnes know that his actions were pleasing to Steve. He changed it up often enough to keep him from getting desensitized to a specific action, but not so often that it became distracting. A jolt went through Steve and his cock twitched, spilling sweet liquid onto Bucky's tongue.

"Mmmm," Bucky moaned to let Steve know that he enjoyed it.

Steve couldn't remain still any longer. He tried to keep his hips from moving, doing his best to let Barnes have all the control, but he was losing that fight. His thighs and calves constricted and relaxed as Bucky drove him higher and higher.

"Oh… god… Buck… I'm gonna… ahh," Steve tried to warn Bucky before he spilled over in his mouth but was unable to complete the sentence. His fingers clawed into Bucky's hair, his hands clenching into tight fists as he realized Barnes was taking it and he came harder than he ever thought was possible. Bucky moaned as he swallowed around him. That action only tightened the grip he had on Steve's cock, causing him to cry out in ecstasy.

It felt like minutes passed before Steve's orgasm finally ebbed and he lay there gasping for air. He couldn't think of anything except the intense pleasure he'd just experienced, still unaware of the painful grip he had on Bucky's hair. Bucky eased off of him and rested his head against Steve's hip, allowing him to experience the aftermath to the fullest and watched him slowly come down from the heights of ecstasy with a soft smile on his face.

His hand caressed Steve's leg and he nuzzled his cheek against Steve's hip. Bucky felt an intense connection to Steve, beyond anything they'd shared their whole lives; their bond only strengthening by this new level of intimacy. He let his tongue glide over his lips to pick up the lingering flavor.

"Ohmygod… Buck…" Steve finally whispered and straightened his leg, letting it fall to the mattress. He was shaky and his muscles felt like water. He slowly became aware of his fingers tangled tightly in Bucky's hair and he loosened them carefully. "Oh, Buck… I'm sorry," he said, hoping he hadn't hurt him.

"I'm okay," Bucky assured him then he shimmied carefully up Steve's body. He looked down at him and smiled. Steve looked at him closely and brought his hands up to sweep the hair back again. Bucky leaned down and kissed him passionately.

Steve moaned into Bucky's mouth, tasting himself on his friend's tongue. He'd wondered often what it would be like… to taste Bucky in the same manner but he'd shied away from thinking about taking him fully in the same way. Now that he'd experienced the taste – the taste of a man – even if it was his own on Bucky's tongue – it wasn't so concerning anymore and now he ached to taste Bucky in the same manner.

As they continued to kiss, Steve became aware of the sensation of their chests pressed together. Jack had been right; the feel of it was new and exhilarating. He shifted underneath Bucky's weight and rolled them over so he was now on top and Bucky's hands wrapped around his head to keep them from parting.

Steve slowly broke away from the kiss and followed the example Bucky had set. He let his mouth trail over Bucky's chin and jaw then down his neck. He suckled softly on the warm flesh at the base of his neck and followed the ridge of his collar bone. As he neared the edge of the metal embedded in the scar tissue on his left shoulder he felt Bucky's body stiffen slightly and, instead of causing him the upset, he veered away from the prosthetic, choosing instead to trail his mouth down to his left nipple. Bucky sucked in air as Steve's lips and tongue played around the sensitive nub then Steve's hands wrapped around his waist as he moved one leg over Barnes to center himself.

He could feel Bucky's muscles quivering under his hands and his entire body was slowly tensing up. Steve looked at him and he could clearly see trepidation in Bucky's expression. He lowered himself again to kiss him softly.

"You okay?" he asked quietly against his lips. Bucky swallowed and nodded, but Steve could feel the tension in every muscle. "I just want to make you feel good too," he told him, dropping kisses to his lips. "I won't do anything you don't want me to," Steve reminded him. "Okay?"

Bucky thought about it and nodded stiffly.

"Are you okay with my hands?" he asked, keeping his voice soft as he tried to maintain the sense of quiet intimacy. He lowered himself again and positioned himself on his left elbow at Bucky's right side and let his right hand rest on his belly. He pressed down firmly so as not to tickle but to allow him to feel his solid touch.

Bucky nodded, his gaze glued to Steve's face. Steve held his gaze and softened his expression as his hand roamed slowly over Bucky's chest and abdomen. He continued his caresses, allowing Barnes the time he needed to get used to his touch. He had no idea how long his hand moved over his partner as he'd lost track of the time; enjoying every second of his ministrations on Barnes. Sometime later, Steve realized he could feel Bucky's muscles losing their tension as he became more accustomed to his touch. Steve leaned closer and kissed him and Bucky kissed him back.

They kissed for a long time, soft and slow and passionately. Steve's hand had set its own track over Bucky's chest and belly and when he realized that his friend had finally relaxed completely he let his hand change its course slightly as it moved from his chest to his belly. Steve let his hand continue a little lower to explore the area below his belly button. Bucky's abdomen tightened and he moaned into Steve's mouth. Steve took that as a signal to continue and let his fingertips slide slowly under the waistband of Bucky's shorts.

Bucky tensed and his left hand moved to stop him. Steve felt the defensive move and slid his hand back up to his navel. "Sorry," he said quietly against Bucky's lips. "Never where you don't want them," he reminded Barnes.

Bucky raised his head and pressed his mouth into Steve's to stop him from talking. Steve in turn pressed forward until Bucky's head was resting on the mattress again. Bucky's metal hand was holding his hand still against his belly and as they kissed and nuzzled each other his hand was guided down again. As he realized his hand was being guided over the material Steve moaned into Bucky's mouth and his hand came to rest on his semi-hardness.

He realized it would be overwhelming for Bucky if he touched him there flesh to flesh, but he was experiencing arousal and Steve thought that this could very well be the first time in a long time and why Bucky was so unsure if he could ever enjoy physical intimacy again. Steve kept his movements careful but focused and he was thrilled to know that Bucky was still physically capable of sexual activity. His task now would be to keep Bucky from going too deeply inside his own head. His thoughts and doubts and fears could end this very quickly, so Steve simply focused on letting him feel good and did nothing to cause him to tense in fear or allow doubts to enter his mind.

His fingers massaged and squeezed him gently as he devoured Bucky's mouth. Every few minutes Steve moved his hand away to caress his ribs and chest, and the absence of his touch actually caused Barnes to crave it more. As he took the sensations away from his hardening cock, Steve would drag his mouth down to Bucky's chest to suck on a sensitive nipple. Bucky's hand pressed Steve's head against his chest and his body began to undulate beneath him as his passions rose.

Steve moved his mouth to Bucky's as his hand returned to caress him. His touch caused Bucky's shoulders to rise off the mattress and he pressed deeply into Steve's mouth. Steve's hand continued its ministrations and as Bucky moaned into his mouth, he felt warmth dampen his hand through the material. He was there, Steve realized, his heart began to thud against his sternum as he realized how close he was.

"I want to feel you in my hand,'' Steve breathed into Bucky's mouth. "I want to feel you cum in my hand… please."

Bucky nodded and reached up to grip Steve's hair, pulling him into a desperate kiss. "Yeah," Bucky gasped against his mouth.

Steve pressed him into the mattress as hard as he could, their kiss became bruising and he slid his hand inside the shorts. His fingers curled and wrapped around Bucky's hard, heated flesh and as he stroked him his hand became lubricated with pre-cum. He stroked him hard and fast and refused to yield as he felt Bucky's muscles begin to tense. Barnes groaned into his mouth, it was a sound of desperation mixed with intense pleasure and he gasped, his head falling backward and then it came forward nearly slamming his forehead into Steve's face as he came hard, his breath forced from his lungs as his body froze with the intensity of his release.

"Oh, yessss," Steve whispered, pressing his face against his throat as Bucky called out and fell backward. His hand stroked him through his entire climax until he heard Bucky sob as he was finally able to take a breath. Steve relaxed his hand and let him spiral down slowly. He could feel his cock pulsating in his hand as it continued to spill over his fingers. His first orgasm in many decades was slow and languid and continued for nearly a full minute. Each time his cock pulsed gently in his hand, Steve could feel the warmth of his release coating his fingers. He kept his eyes on Bucky's face, watching him closely as Jack had instructed him. He could clearly see the gleam of euphoria in his eyes, his throat had constricted to make taking a breath a little difficult at first but as his body adjusted and began to relax, he cried out – in pleasure or disbelief, Steve wasn't certain.

He released him slowly and pulled Bucky into his arms to hold him securely. As he wrapped his arms around his friend, Bucky began to cry and Steve understood it was a response to overwhelming sensations finally realized and held him close so he'd know he was safe as he waited for him to regain control of himself.

When Barnes became quiet beneath him, Steve loosened his embrace and looked down at him. Bucky looked up at him and tried to smile but Steve could tell he was still feeling a little overwhelmed. He kissed him softly on the lips and rolled off him, pulling Bucky toward him and letting him come to rest against his left side with his arm wrapped snugly around him.

A few minutes later, Bucky was sound asleep against him and Steve tried to order his thoughts. He smiled as he lay there holding Bucky against his side and realized their future – the future they both had wished for – was finally possible.

TBC'd