EPOV
"Bella, please... Please, please, don't cry... I'm so sorry! I'm sorry... I'm an idiot. I shouldn't have said what I said... "
I realized the way I had fucked up everything. Agreed, I wasn't the only one who was at fault, but I was certainly at fault.
Why the fuck did I have to sleep with Lauren that night!
How could I be such an ass!
I should have tried to resolve our conflicts... But no! I decided to get drunk and sleep with someone else!
I must have hurt her so badly!
I was a fucking moron!
"No, it's..." She couldn't complete her sentence because she was crying so hard.
"Please, please, please don't cry. I'm sorry, baby..."
Baby?
Did I just call her baby?
Not sure why I said that!
I had spent the last three and half years convincing myself that I hated her, and it's like her crying changed everything!
I was still mad at her.
I still hadn't forgiven her.
But... I couldn't see her crying.
"Edward... I'm... I'm sorry." She said.
Did she just apologize? I never thought I was ever going to hear those words from her!
But if this apology came with her tears... Maybe I didn't want it!
"Please... Don't cry..." I said.
"I'm... really sorry... for everything." she said.
"Bella..." I sighed.
"I... I wanted to tell you... But in my mind... I..."
"Bella... We can discuss this later... You need to get some rest. Maybe you should get some sleep." I said. I didn't think she was in the right state of mind to discuss anything right now. Maybe all the stress was taking a toll on her now.
"Dad... He... He wanted to leave Mom... But he... Because of me..." she said and cried harder.
What?
I had no fucking idea about what she just said.
