EPOV

"So... Charlie betrayed Renee... And yet they didn't end the marriage... Maybe because they didn't want to disrupt James and your lives? I'm not sure about that... But maybe they were unhappy... They had trust issues... But they continued the marriage... Maybe Charlie continued to betray Renee... And... you thought I'd do the same to you... Maybe you thought..." I said.

"Shut up." She shouted.

"Bella, look, I'm just..."

"I don't want to talk to you! Is it so difficult for you to understand? Stop calling me!" she said.

And... She disconnected the call!

Did it mean my theory was in the... right direction?

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

Why didn't I get this earlier?

Why didn't I tried to understand her?

I should have done that instead of just fighting.

I shouldn't have just ended the things.

I should have tried harder.

I should have...

Why the fuck I didn't go after her?

Why the fuck did I have to sleep with Lauren?

And no! I didn't stop there.

I also got married to someone else!

Why did I just make one after another stupid decisions!

Why?

Why?

What should I do now?

Why could I even do?

She didn't want to talk to me.

But... I couldn't just leave her alone. Not now. I fucked up earlier, but was there any way I could do something now?

Should I call her again?

Well, she wasn't going to answer!

Should I just... go to her house?

No. I didn't have any right to do that.

I didn't do anything when I had the chance.

I couldn't see her problems when she was mine.

And now, it was just too late.

A/N: Hope people are reading this!