A/N: Well, this is where the fic begins. Freya goes to the Dragoon academy to become a Knight, a special 3 part adventure drama. I also never thought a throwaway OC like Hrist would become one of my favorite characters, I really do enjoy drawing her. Really, she was meant to be a dick to Freya and that's it, but then I grew fond of her. I am not defeated! I swear, I will upload all the chapters in the following days. Hope you enjoy!


Nine Years Ago...

...

Sit on this chair. Lift your head, please. Name?

Freya.

Surname?

Crescent.

Age?

See these fingers?

Five... Alright. What is your purpose?

I don't know.

What do you like to do?

Singing.

What purpose does singing have?

I like to sing.

Why do you like to sing?

I felt like music.

Which kind of music?

Don't know.

So it ain't music that you sing. It's a song.

What is the difference?

Well... Music is composed of instruments. A song can be composed by your voice alone.

I didn't know that Mister.

Okay. So, what will you be when you grow up?

I'll be an adult.

I mean, what do you want to become when you grow up, Freya?

I want to be a Dragoon.

Why?

Mom is a Dragoon.

Do you want to become a Dragoon Knight because that's your mother's job?

I know mom.

Yes, you are... Let's see... Lenneth Crescent. Is that your mom, right?

I am a Crescent.

Fine. Wonder why you are qualified to become a Dragoon Knight, Freya?

My mom is Dragoon.

Right. Who or what inspired you to become a Dragoon?

I'm not Dragoon. Mom is. She is strong.

Do you believe in your own strength?

I can kick butt.

Does kicking others, eh... 'Butts'... point is, does harming others make you feel any stronger?

For a while. A dragon doesn't feel regret. I do.

Do you have any other direction to take if you are unable to become a Dragoon Knight?

No. I want to.

To be a Dragoon costs too much of a Burmecian, so you know. The time spent by Lenneth during her job lasts more than the average working hour...

Duty.

You know what this means to her, and you.

I do. Mom speaks a lot about it.

Right. Do you remember which other words Lenneth had spoken to you, in regards to what a Dragoon must follow?

The D's, you mean? Uh... Discipline.

Yes. We taught the Dragoon discipline here on the Jugend. Which else?

Devotion?

Yes. Each Dragoon must be devoted to what it means to be a Dragoon beyond the title. Anything else?

Defense?

A Dragoon is tasked to protect, either those who were victims of a crime, or the ones who committed it.

Uh, Mister...

Yes, Freya?

Do... does a dress count?

Dress? Well, Dragoons wear distinguishable clothes, so... That's fine. I guess that's enough for today.

...Despair.

What did you say?

No, Mister. Nothing important. Being a Dragoon is really painful, no?

If I said no, I would be lying. If I said yes, however...

It is hard to describe pain. A song alone ain't music. Easy to cry, but Dragoon doesn't cry.

Of course we do.

Why?

Because we aren't only Dragoons. I'm a Burmecian as you do. Yaaaaawnn...

You are tired.

A tired body means nothing to me.

Dad was so tired. Mom gets home tired too. Dad won't get home.

I'm sorry if things have gotten too personal, Freya.

No, it's okay. When mom gets home, she dreams. Only time mom is allowed to share the same thing I have plenty all day.

And what would that be?

Imagination.

Fine then. Lenneth must be waiting for you outside. Seeing how many kids prefer to play in the yard, it's a surprise that you, out of a few, were willing to share this talk. Bye, Freya.

Bye.


Virginia Astley - A Summer Long Since Passed


Years Later...

July 17, 1778

...

There you are.

Finally.

Impressed? Not that much.

I have been here once. Twice, but now that I am on my own, and this coat to make me feel there is someone with me, before he left.

Dan followed me to this place, but couldn't stay here anymore. Only for a while, before duty called him. A silent duty, unnoticeable by the sight of many. To be a guard is just a thing, they can be replaced at any moment, just like the dreams these people shared before. Those who attempted to become Dragoons and didn't even have a chance to fail... Many became guards, only to wield a blade. But to be a guard isn't Dan's only way to give a meaning to his life. He doesn't only wear blue. Outside of that outfit, tarnished by sweat unfelt when under the rain, I can see that he is also a good father. And someone who cares, who follows the words spoken. Most of the time, mainly these.

When Dan was a kid, he was just like my brother. And I didn't know who I was.

Younger, tiny, cute, and other names. Words that were fit, others that hurt instead. I also hurted them with kicks. With a mouth, and its bites, like a dragon. An Ironite, the main type of these reptiles. Pinkish skin that devours those who haven't grown fur. Never that I saw them, only their heads, empty like their stomachs. Only the bones left, and their meat taken by mom. It was hard to take those scales off, to not feel their taste, or to prepare them alone. The size of that knife, sharper than any of my claws, these you have learned to polish. Not bite, and spit instead of swallow. Now when it comes to a job, it's better to take it.

Cleaning dishes was one of my first jobs, and I didn't earn anything else. Not even mom's trust, already there, but that we began to know each other, and with father gone, she couldn't be doing all those things on her own. There isn't only me to serve as a Dragoon there. Unnoticed by a few, and noticed by the same few. Only the mouth to speak, and the mind to speak without having to deal with the consequences immediately brought by any of your words. It's silent there, weren't for the rain, and my steps. It isn't polite to step on someone's feet, or to yell in quiet places like these corridors. Not even the fountain and its stream are allowed to be as loud as the rain falling outside. Only outside.

The ceiling doesn't share any holes, and now you realize you are so far from home, far from a kitchen found at the other building. I could catch my breath, if it wasn't so cold, or if the rain didn't vanish, unlike this scent of onions. When I felt this scent, it meant that my nose wasn't stuck anymore. Now you are stuck as a whole, wondering where you should go. Nobody knows you, but this coat they do.

I hope these people don't turn out to be my enemies. It would be unnecessary for a Dragoon to fight each other, unless there is an acceptable reason for the fight to happen. You can even break someone's teeth when on training, as far as excuses, and circumstances as well, are taken. Now I wonder if all mother's injuries were not only caused when she stood outside this place, whose only color is the same one belonging to this city, and the clouds above. As far as an excuse goes, what had been acceptable for you to be so pissed before coming here, Frida? Yep, you said it. The excuses of before won't work here, I guess that they never did. I just didn't like how my brother treated me most of the time. In front of others.

How Jack tried to take care of me, when I already knew how... But he tried anyway, and you've accepted it.

The rain washes the streets, and the manholes take all the dirt to reside below. Some kids are playing football in the yard. Green grass grows instead of muddy puddles. They don't get as any dirt or wounded as my brother did on weekends. These must be the children of those who work here. Engineers, cookers, gardeners, masons, healers, tailors, and only a few to be born in a family of Dragoon Knights. I used to be one of them. Used to dream of the same.

Now that I am able to realize the same dream... Where are you going, exactly? This place seems like a maze, yet I can see the exit gates from a distance. Shouldn't there be someone to follow me, as a guide? Only the wind to tell you this place doesn't hold any fresh air. Although flags are spread everywhere, none of them share a crest. Only the Dragon Crest, deemed as the official crest of the nation, yet only the Dragoons were able to yield its power.

No matter how powerful the skill, it doesn't last for too long. Just like the cherries, and their blossoms who fall. These are the only kind of petals that, even withered, are able to catch the attention of folks walking around. Anything colorful is enough to be deemed as something beautiful, on a land where everyone is born gray, like the clouds, and the ashes rising out of the dead. Buildings made of the same ashes, or those who came before they came to be ashes, like dad.

Not everyone is gray, and that used to be enough of being treated differently. Not even a burmecian, but to be deemed as a dormouse, as if being called by wasn't enough... A few subdued by the majority, and the majority subdued by the few, of something. Only a hundred Dragoon Knights, compared to a hundred thousand Burmecians, and this number doesn't even measure half of the population of Burmecia.

Half of us aren't even adults. We are born as halfs, only to be fit into another half; father's words were like this. I wonder why his life had to be taken too early. Mother's one too, but at least she did too much, far more than any person could do. Nobody does anything on their own, except I, sitting on a bench. Instead of going somewhere, you decide to wait for someone. And something else to be said, other than your thoughts. No, you're not on your own. We're in this together now, these cramps told me.

Ugh, the pain... Nobody deserves it. Honest. It ain't that much of a pain, but unlike wounds, they come inside you, unseen. Only felt, and what comes out it's the same blood, as usual. While cheers and smiles come from others, and the eyes who once told you were a girl changed, like pupils in the dark, fur growing inside a nose. To feel the skin below your hand touching your own, underneath the coat. A massage brings a sort of relief. A tea and to lay over a bed could solve it, had I been at home. It's forbidden to lay on the bench. Who lays on a soaked bench? You used to lay on a bed soaked by yourself. The rain doesn't stink, only the people. As far as I can tell, dad didn't have bad credit.

Anywhere I went, I played, instead of doing something else other than being a company to my father. He carried on the weight before I was able, or interested to. Only after carrying enough that I tried to bear any weight, instead of grief upon this back. Dragoons do not live on their own, and they do not have time to share any grief. How do they feel up there? Ask me. I was the daughter of one. Once I held tightly at mom's back. Was it risky? Well, not that much. She was aware of what she was doing.

I did nothing, but see with my eyes. Only mom's bare feet to guide us to this kingdom, as she jumped above each one of these rooftops, sliding on the verge of parapets, and I got queasy. My brain ached. To this day, I wonder if that was a dream. Now it isn't, yet all I see sliding above is the rain. Below, my mouth salivates, eyes blink, lungs inhale... And exhale. When did these things get so boring? Since I've been waiting here.

I hear the rain changing its shape, to nails falling out of the skies to ripples beneath my feet. Scattered across my body, running into this coat. My skin doesn't sweat, but it becomes itchy instead. An urge to scratch my skin suddenly comes, but there is nothing there. Nothing I am able to see. Have I cleaned this coat of any mold? They all seem to grow when near moisture, and living on a land where rain falls all the time favors their existence.

— It ain't polite to poke yer nose in public, you know... – I heard someone near me. Right side, and another Dragoon, maybe the only Dragoon here, stood on its feet. Like that spear, a sharp blade on its point. Sharp like her.

— Uh, sorry... I feel itchy, but now it's gone. – I said, with the need of being sincere to a familiar voice. – Well, maybe this itch doesn't exist. Only a kind of imagination, you see… – Except that same never brought me any harm to this day. Until I acknowledge this world's harms, and that my own had been gone, for a while. Same I thought about my friends, if I ever had one.

— I can't see anything but a Dragoon I've never met before. You must be new here. Though, this coat, and this hair... Crescent, right?

— Yes. Not that one you have expected.

— Don't try to fool me, Freya. I already expected you to be there, someday. – That voice and mine... Ain't the same. Same for that hair. The care she had for it ever since a long ago. Curvy like pasta, or so I once thought to taste alike. It happened a long time ago, yet I can't forget her name, and that hair, and that attitude as well.

— And you are Hrist, right?

— That's who I am! And who are you?

— You already know me.

— Yes, but... Your name. Aren't you going to say it? I said mine, now-

— Fine. Freya Crescent, at your service. – I said, as if she hadn't spoken my own name before. Or if I didn't know how to grate someone.

— Ask my father for service instead.

— Hah, funny... Are you there to help me or what?

— Any kind of help is better than none at all, don't you believe? – I believe. One of the few things I do, coming out of Hrist. Two years younger than me, and she already saw the sun, instead of feeling its warmth, while I feel this same-

— Feeling cold?

— Why do you ask? – That was fast. Hrist had eyes for that, while the ball always hitted my face, leaving a purple mark.

— Been standing there like a stone. – She wears purple, spread over that coat and nails. Naked lips, who do not stop talking. – Doing what, other than letting water pour over you?

— I was thinking.

— About what?

— How times change... – I know when a day becomes night. There are the bells, the clouds who become darker, and the moms. Only a father to take care of Hrist. Ezekiel, or Zack, was a friend of mom. Maybe he can be my friend, or more than. In fact, he is.

— You've changed, Freya. I never saw you this taller.

— I didn't grow that much.

— I wasn't talking about your height…

— Oh. Quite attend to details, don't you?

— Devil is in there. – Before evening came, Jack used to stay most of the time outside home, and with mom on her work, we had to hold hands. Most of the time. Dan used to put his finger on the nose and ears, then the mouth, so... Nothing to complain about.

How these things have changed, and how some remained the same.

I was full of health, compared to the skinny ones. Bones instead of kids, and some of them felt alright, despite only being served rice and beans. In ancient times and sieges, there was no sign that our people would eat for the next week. Eels instead of blueberries for the pies, and Jack's legs grew so thin that his gaiters were all taken for me, so did many of his clothes.

With less meat than bones, it hurted each time he kicked a ball, or someone in the butt. And as for me, not only my legs hurt. As for Hrist... I took a brief look at those legs. The word 'hideous' appeared in front of me, the same can't be said about Hrist's eyes. Nothing can be said, since they're hidden beneath that helmet and its shadow. The shadow lying below her feet, found upon mine, unable to scream at someone younger than me. Hrist is the quaking one, in a way.

— Where are we going?

— To where you should go. Afraid?

— No. It's just... Have you felt the same chill on your stomach?

— I once felt a fist coming into it. Get used to it in time.

— I'll do.

— Don't you dare to faint, Crescent. You haven't begun anything worthy of a faint yet.