A/N: Hi everyone! If you don't remember me, I'm Faethe, and I write the Fanfiction about Edward Kidnapping Bella as a Midnight Sun divergent fanfic.
Story update
I know some of you might have given up on this story by now, but believe it or not, I haven't! This past year has been wild for me, and that plus the fact that I was in a big crossroads with this story kind of put everything on halt for me. I think I've figured out the direction I want to go, though, and I am happy to share that I will be posting the next chapter imminently. As some of you might have realized by now, I am a recovering perfectionist so I am going to counter-condition that by publishing what I have so far and if I have to, I'll have to backtrack.
I don't think I will though.
Outtakes
Some of you longer-term readers might also have noticed I removed some outtakes. Never fear! I am adding a separate story just for outtakes so if you like reading those, please keep an eye out for that.
Also, I added one minor paragraph to the end of the previous chapter; it wasn't enough to post a new chapter.
Themes
I know this story covers a lot of very dark and for some people triggering themes, e.g., suicide, existentialism, etc.; I know things might get dark at times both in the story and in our lives. If you are struggling and do not know if it will get better, it will, I promise. I have been there and it's so much better on the other side. And hopefully this story can also portray this.
I struggled with extreme suicidal ideation and severe depression for many years as a preteen and teen, and although I still have my downs, my life is truly wonderful now, and I feel a lot of peace. I thought I wasn't capable of being loved and loving someone but I am! I actually got married this year and am extremely happy. (Part of why I haven't updated in so long, lol.) My point is that things get better.
Thank you
Finally, I want to thank you guys.
Whenever I am stuck in a rut, I like to go through and reread past reviews that I've received. I have loved all the support and love this story has gotten, and it has gotten me through some hard times myself. I am really excited about what is coming up in the story. I originally thought maybe this story would only go until Bella is returned safely, but now I am thinking I will continue until there is a clear ending, which I have in mind.
Anyways, what I'm saying is I cherish you guys and your reviews carry me.
Tl;dr
The show will go on; Outtakes are in a separate publishing on my profile; Life is worth living; Thank you to my readers.
Love,
Faethe
