Hey guys! Ok, to be honest, I only planned for this to be a one shot…but I got a lot of reviews on this story so yeah. Thank you so much for all the reviews!
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I'm definitely not alone:
The anticipation was slowly killing her. Marshall had insisted on an X-ray, and many shots at that. Skye was almost confident that her physical injuries weren't serious but mentally…. she was a mess. No X-ray could prove what she was feeling. Cause to be honest, she didn't even know her own mental injuries.
Can this pain ever be taken away?
Of course not. In all reality, everyone was hurting in some aspect, but the pain that Skye was personally feeling…. it had always been with her. Been a part of her.
Not something to be proud of Skye
To be honest, it wasn't even pain at this point. It was something that she couldn't get rid of. And it hurt. It hurt a whole lot. There was no cure, no solution. No nothing that could return Skye to her true self, her true self was hidden away a long time ago. Not that anyone knew. Nobody would ever know because even if she tried to explain her emotional turmoil, that wasn't any word or phrase that could even begin to explain her anguish.
"Hey Skye, I got your results back," Marshall said bringing Skye out of her thoughts. Tension filled the room; it was like something lurked in the small examination room.
"Is it bad?" Skye asked nervously.
Gosh dang it Skye, get yourself together
Skye took a deep breath in and recollected herself. She would not freak out or allow herself to contain any negative energy in front of Marshall. He didn't deserve that.
"Well Skye, all these injuries you've obtained would be far less extreme if you came to me sooner, but overall, you have severely bruised ribs, and your paw is sprained. You are being put on bedrest for at least a few days, maybe more. Drink your fluids and eat regularly"
"Yes sir," Skye joked. Marshall gave her a small smile and walked over to his desk.
Why can't I just act normal?
Tears. What a funny word that is when someone tries so hard to contain them. Skye sniffled and paid attention to the nearest object. Whatever it may be, it was getting harder and harder for her to contain her distress and stability.
"Ok Skye, I'm gonna need you to lie down," Marshall said as he walked over with a needle in hand.
Skye sat up with confusion, "wait why?"
"I'm going to do an MRI on you, just for precautions. I'm going to sedate you to avoid any discomfort or thrashing around. MRI's can be nasty sometimes," Marshall said as the distance between him and Skye got closer.
Almost immediately, Skye's mind went into panic mode. Overall, she knew that Marshall was only trying to help her, but she didn't want the help.
I'm fine!
Due to her panic seizing the moment, she didn't notice the needle implanted into her skin. The drowsiness and brain fog slowly started to overtake her entire system.
"Goodbye world," Skye muttered before the darkness toke over and left her blissfully dreaming.
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When Skye came back to it, lights blinded her. She squinted her eyes and gave out an unvoluntary whimper.
"Here Skye, the lights are dimmed." A distant voice said, "Let me see your eyes"
Skye tried but it felt like her entire body was seized by some force. Nothing worked, she couldn't move her arm or leg. Not even a finger. But she had to find out whose voice that was, maybe it could help her.
Come on, you can do it Skye
Using every ounce of determination in her whole body, she found the will power to move. Lifting one finger at a time to shaking her head back and forth, eventually her eyes slid open.
"There Skye, good. Now try and sit up"
Skye tried to sit up but failed. Luckily, the second time around, she felt paws help lift her up. Now that she was sitting up, her head pounded. And everything… hurt.
"Drink this, it'll help you"
After taking the water, Skye felt the same pair of paws lay her back down on the bed. Maybe now, she would be able to adjust to what was going on. Where was she? Why is she in a bed? Answers! That is what Skye needed.
Suddenly the door slid open, and a small pup came and sat down on the nearest chair.
"Hey Skye, it's Chase. How are you feeling?"
Chase? Wait… Chase! It was like all the confusion left all at once. Everything came back in full force, all the pain and the memories. The memories of the past and present, the people who cared for her so much.
Where's Marshall when you need him?
Skye crocked her head to the side and took a good long look at the police pup. Chase looked different, there were black bags under his eyes, his posture was exhausting and broken. But worse of all, his eyes were filled with pure panic. It was like something was plaguing him greatly.
"Chase…" Skye didn't even know where to start.
"Skye, I am so happy your ok! You've been out for two days, way longer than Marshall expected. Guess you really were exhausted." Chase said with a sigh of relief.
"Wait two days?!"
Chase nodded. Skye gave a small sigh; it was sad enough that she didn't know her limits. But now everyone else knows to.
Can't this day get any worse?
"So, before Ryder and the others come in, they've all been so worried about you. I just wanted to talk to you about something"
Skye shifted and laid on her right-side facing Chase, now he had her full attention. But when she saw made her heart break. Chase looked close to sobbing, his features were worn out, he looked like an old man.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Chase asked as a small sob escaped his lips. His whole body quacked with tears and sobs.
"Tell you what?" Skye asked innocently. Maybe he would forget what it was all about.
"Skye, I love you so much. You know that right?"
Skye nodded, "Of course Chase, I love you to"
"Skye, I know that you are in pain. Not physically but mentally. I hate to see you in pain"
Panic and worry flared through Skye, she started to shake. Nobody was supposed to find out, how did he find out? Maybe that stupid MRI, it had to be!
Back to your comfort zone Skye
"Chase…"
"No stop I'm not done. Skye, you mean the world to me, I would die for you. You are wanted, you are loved. You are a goddesses. We would all die for you. Never ever doubt who you are!"
Skye stood astonished, maybe he was right. Maybe she should let others comfort her or care for her like a daughter. Someone who mattered.
Back to your comfort zone Skye
"Chase, why do I feel so alone?" Skye asked as tears feel down her cheeks. She couldn't hide anymore; she couldn't keep living a lie. Because it was exhausting and one day, it was gonna kill her.
Chase leaned over and hugged Skye tightly, "Cause Skye, you are not alone, you never were."
Allowing herself to sob, she clung tightly to Chase. It felt like her world was ending but was it really? No, it was just starting.
Back to your comfort zone Skye, wait no! Get out of your comfort zone Skye!
Then, the door opened, and the rest of the pups and Ryder filed in. Feeling more arms and paw around her tightly, she allowed herself to relax. Freeing herself from all the emotional baggage that plagued her for years and years.
"Skye, we love you so much" Rocky said.
"Never give up Skye" Zuma said.
"You are amazing Skye" Rubble said.
"We love you so much" Marshall said.
All the voices in Skye's head left. Just like that. Her family was right here and would always be.
Breathe Skye, just breathe
And that's all she needed to do. Just breathe and forget about life for just a little while. After a good five minutes of hugging and sobbing, everyone finally let go. All the pups situated themselves either on Skye's bed or the chairs surrounding it.
Skye gave out a small gasp as pain flashed through her body, "dang, forgot about the ribs"
Marshall chuckled, "Yeah that and you can now officially add a small concussion on your list"
"Awesome," Skye said with a small sneeze. Everyone laughed.
"Doesn't matter how many injuries you have; we'll always be here for you" Ryder said as he hugged Skye. That night was one of the best nights that Skye has ever had. With help, Skye was moved from the infirmary to her room, and Rocky had been able to rig up a screen in her room. The pups all watched a movie and threw popcorn everywhere.
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Well, there it is you guys! I hope that there was enough fluff. Now here is the big question, should I do another chapter? I have ideas…. please review!
