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The previous night had been a nightmare. It had been Friday and there was the usual Friday party. It had been extra wild since everyone found out Abel was going to be okay. I had worn black ripped skinny jeans, my leather corset top, and high heeled boots. I also went all out with my hair and makeup. I remember I had smoothed things over with Jax. We had partied and talked for awhile, but the rest of the night was a blur.

I tried to sit up and realized there was an arm slung across my stomach. I looked over and saw Jax's sleeping face. Oh shit, I thought. I looked down and was happy to see that we were both still dressed. The night came flooding back to me then. Seeing all the guys, and them daring me to spontaneously buy the silverado truck they had, which I DID. Oh well, I needed a vehicle. Good thing I had money from the last job I had as a model.

The guys still didn't know that, that was how I had made all my money. I modeled for small companies and magazines. Nothing huge though. Mostly just ads, if I got lucky I could get a few shots in a catalog.

I let out a sigh and Jax started to move beside me. "Hey darlin'" he said in his deep sleepy voice.

"Hey Jax." I smiled at him as sweet as possible. "Do you think you could maybe get your arm off the merchandise?" I asked jokingly and looked to where his arm now rested on my chest. I didn't care, but it was fun to mess with him.

"Shit sorry darlin" he said as he got up and stretched. "So Fun Town is going on today..." he said trailing off and watching me as I sat up and stretched. I couldn't believe Fun Town was still a thing. I remember when Jax, Tara, Opie, Donna, and I (and sometimes a date if I felt like it) would go to Fun Town when I was a teen. I looked over at Jax and he looked like he wanted to ask me something so I raised my eyebrows. "You wanna go?"

I was shocked that he was asking me especially since he was married and his first love was in town. I couldn't help the bitterness that rose inside me. "Shouldn't you go with Tara or Wendy?" I regretted it as soon as I said it.

"I'm divorcing Wendy. It'll be final next week. As far as Tara goes, me and her are done. We've been done." He looked down at his lap then back up at me. I felt bad for hurting him. I definitely needed to agree to go now.

"Alright. You have to buy me a lemonade though" I said and playfully punched his shoulder. I got up and started to walk out of his room. "Pick me up at 3." I said as I closed the door.

"Going to Fun Town, or were you there last night?" Gemma asked looking at Jax's closed door as I turned around. She always had the ability to catch me in an embarassing or awkward moment and scare the shit out of me. I guess it was her motherly instinct.

"Funny Gemma." I said. "Yes, Jax and I are going tonight and NO, he asked ME." Gemma knew I had asked Jax out. I had been too young though and Jax rejected me. I knew he didn't think of me that way, but more like a little sister.

"Good. So is the rest of the family." she said looking me up and down. "We're gonna have to get you in something a little sexier if you wanna get his attention." She pointed at Jax's door." My son is a little blind but he's not THAT blind." She said as she wrapped her arm around my shoulder and led me out of the clubhouse. I knew I couldn't avoid her makeover forever.

A little while later I was standing in front of the floor length mirror in my bedroom. Gemma had taken me to multiple stores and then to the salon. My nails were done and my hair was curled at the bottom. A red bandana headband, tied, kept my bangs out of my face. My makeup was sweet but dramatic. Winged eyeliner, heavy mascara, but light lip gloss.

The denim cut off shorts I was wearing didn't leave much to the imagination. Neither did the white cropped tank top that Gemma picked out. I was glad that my bruises had mostly faded. I wondered if she had picked this shirt hoping someone would see and I would have to tell them all about it.

I slipped on my red converse and waited in the kitchen for Jax. It was almost 3. I heard a knock and walked over double checking how I looked in the mirror by my front door before opening it. When I did Jax was standing there and when he was me his jaw dropped. Maybe Gemma was right, he couldn't be THAT blind.

Jax quickly recovered, "You look good" he said as his eyes scanned my body. I giggled and walked past him after shutting my front door and making sure it was locked. I made sure to sway my hips a little. Jax caught up and hopped on his bike handing me his spare helmet. I put it on and got on his bike. I grabbed onto him when he started to move and I could feel his muscles move under his kutte and shirt. I was so screwed. I made sure I pushed myself against him so he could feel me. Two could play that game…

We pulled into the fair and Jax parked by his brothers' bikes. I got off and handed Jax the helmet back. He smiled and took his off and put them both on the handles of his bike as he got off. "Thanks for the ride, stud..." I said pulling my best Olivia Newton John from Grease. Jax and I always liked to watch that movie as kids, not that he would admit that. He smirked and threw his arm around my shoulder as we walked into the fair.

Tig and Bobby met us after we got tickets and convinced us to ride the dragon coaster with them. Tig laughed the entire time and I couldn't help but join. Three rough bikers on a children's roller coaster. When he saw me laughing Jax started to laugh as well.

After the ride we all got off and walked over to Gemma and Clay. She was talking about giving him a hand job in the photo booth. Clay picked up Gemma and started to walk off with her. We all ran into Elliot Oswald and his family. Clay put Gemma down and started to talk to Oswald. "Hey mo I'm gonna go to the spinner again." Tristan said as she looked at her mom. Her mom started to complain about how much she rode.

Jax handed our tickets to Tristan telling her to take them because they wouldn't let us ride anymore since we screamed too much. She gave him a slightly flirtatious smile and said thanks after being prompted by her dad, and then they all walked off.

"Come on" Jax said grabbing my hand. Tig and Bobby followed us knowing Clay and Gemma would want some time alone. We were walking and I saw a clown sitting above a dunk tank shit talking people. This was NOT going to be good.

"Oooh look at the big bad bikers" he said instantly getting Jax's attention "Come to get clowny all wet, huh?" Jax grabbed the balls and started throwing. He missed the first and the clown started again. "What's the matter tough guy can't put the little ball in the tight hole? Bet all your leather wesring butt buddies say the same thing. She probably does too." He said pointing at me.

"Oh that's a no no." Tig said as he walked ahead toward the clown. Jax followed close behind and so did Bobby. Tig hit the button and the clown fell in begging while they all three kept shoving him back down. That's what he gets, I thought as I smiled at them.

We all left the fair after Juice ran over to us telling the guys there was club business. Jax gave me a ride back to my place before he went to the clubhouse.

The next day I went into work and Oswald was in the office with Jax and Clay. I overheard him talking about Tristan and that she was raped last night. He offered Clay money to find him and deliver him. Clay told him that when he finds him he needs to make sure justice will be served.

I walked in after Oswald walked out and I looked at Jax. He knew I overheard it all. "It's ok. Do what you have to. Make sure you get that guy." I said and he nodded at me and I sat down getting ready to finish organizing the office.

I saw Hale outside talking with the guys. I knew he would be here to question the guys about last night. He always gave the club a hard time. He knew they weren't responsible.

A while later Gemma came and asked if I wanted to go with her to the hospital to see Abel. I had been dying to see him and also talk to Tara. Even though she had ditched me and Jax she was still my friend and I missed her.

When we got there Tara stopped Gemma and I in the hallway. "Wendy's out of detox." she said looking at Gemma. "Just thought you'd wanna know in case you wanna bring her flowers or something." She started to walk away but I followed her. I needed to talk to her.

"Tara, wait up." I said still following her. She stopped and turned around when we were out of earshot from Gemma. She looked to make sure Gemma wouldn't be able to hear us. I wondered if that's why she hadn't talked to me yet. I was always with someone else when I saw her.

"I know I missed you too" Tara said hugging me "I just didn't get a chance to talk with you in private." She let me go and made sure Gemma was still not listening. "We can catch up later, you can come over to my place and we will have dinner or something." She gave me a piece of paper that had her number on it. I nodded and walked back to Gemma.

When I reached her the elevator dinged and we both saw Darby walk out. He didn't see us though. Gemma pulled out her phone and called Clay. "You still looking for Darby?" she asked. After a minute she said "He's at the hospital, heading up to the South wing." after another second she shut her phone and put it back in her purse.

A while later, Gemma and I sat outside on the bench in front of the hospital when Darby walked out. "Shit." Gemma said as she leaned forward slightly looking towards him. I stayed back against the seat. She must be trying to stall. "How you doing Ernie?" she said sweetly. Yeah, she was definitely stalling.

He walked over and said "It's going good." He looked at us both before saying "How's the beautiful queen and princess of bikers?" I internally cringed. That is one thing I never wanted to hear come out of this guy's mouth.

"It's going good." Gemma said. "What brings you here?" She asked taking a puff from her cigarette. She stared at Darby making sure most of his attention stayed on her. Still trying to protect me.

"Four packs a day finally caught up to mom" he said. I couldn't help but to feel bad for him. It was hard losing a parent. I would know. I was lucky enough to basically get another set of parents though. He continued on "Stage four lung cancer." I elbowed Gemma in the side noticing she was still smoking.

She blew her smoke out and started to put her cigarette out. "Sorry to hear that." She leaned back again as Darby watched her every move. He looked like he would pounce on her if I wasn't sitting right here.

"You look real good Gemma." he said staring at her "Clay must be keeping you happy." He tilted his head to the side.

"Does the best he can." She said as she took off her sunglasses and reached forward. She pulled the neck of Darby's shirt down further revealing a swastika tattoo that said "NORDS" underneath it. Some things definitely never change I thought to myself. "Interesting new accessory." She said pulling away.

"Picked it up during my little retreat in Chino. It's simple, but it says it." he said as Gemma got a disgusted look on her face. Gemma didn't like racist people. I think it's because the club is family and there were and still is different races.

"Jewish doctors keeping your mother alive must love it" she said angrily as she twirled her sunglasses between her fingers. Hopefully the guys would get here soon.

"That's right, you got a little Jew in you don't you?" he smiled and asked as he leaned forward, getting closer to Gemma and I.

"A bit..." Gemma sighed. "On the angry Russian side..." she gave an evil smirk. That's when we heard the bikes pull up. "It was nice talking to ya Ernie. I gotta catch my train back to Auschwitz." She said as she started to walk off.

I got up to follow her when Darby grabbed my wrist lightly. I looked down at him in disgust "If Jax isn't keeping you happy, I gladly will" he laughed as he let go of my wrist because the guys were coming. I walked quickly to catch up with Gemma as I heard Tig and Clay questioning Darby about Tristan's rape.

Gemma and I walked back in the hospital going to check on Abel. "I'm going to go give the crank whore some flowers." Gemma said as she walked out. I stayed in the NICU and sat on the rocking chair reading to the baby who looked so much like Jax already.

A few hours later Jax walked in. "You think he can really hear you?" he asked me. I looked up at him and saw his hopeful face.

"Yeah. I do." I smiled at him. He smiled back. We sat there staring at each other in silence for a minute before we heard the door to the wng open. Oswald had just walked in and was looking at Jax. Jax gave me one more look before he walked out of the room to talk to Oswald.

As soon as they were done talking and Oswald walked out Gemma returned. Jax looked at her and didn't even say anything before Gemma walked back out. I quickly followed after her not wanting to interrupt Jax's time with his son.

We walked into Tristan's hospital room. "Hey sweetie" Gemma said walking over to her. Tristan pulled out her phone and started texting. She looked worried. "I guess there's a lot of people asking you questions" Gemma continued on.

"My mom told me to text her if anyone tried to-" Tristan started to reply as she continued to text. Gemma put her hand on Tristan's. She then gently sat on the bed beside her.

"Oh, it's ok." Gemma said softly. "Your mom and I are old friends." Tristan looked up at her then. "She told me everything. I am so sorry that happened to you."

"She told you?" Tristan asked. Gemma nodded and swallowed. I could tell this was hard for her. She was a mother and Tristan was just a child. I decided to step in since I had some experience with this. I could help her.

I walked over and held Tristan's hand. "It's ok. It will all be ok." I said looking at her. I could feel Gemma staring at me and knew that she would ask me about it later, but right now I didn't care. "It gets easier, I promise. Just know that this wasn't your fault." I started to smooth down her hair that was ruffled from being in the hospital bed. "There will be someone, someday who will love you the right way. Don't ever think that you're ruined now."

I got up and walked out before Gemma could say anything to me. I needed to get home anyway. I was supposed to hang out with Tara tonight. I called her as I walked out past Karen Oswald.