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Serena's POV

The sun was bright in my face and my body was a little sore. I opened my eyes and looked over at Jax who was still asleep after our rounds last night. Once wasn't enough for either of us and our bodies were happy to oblige. I got up and headed to the bathroom to clean up. I hopped in the shower. I wasn't about to have a "walk of shame" and decided mine would be a "walk of victory". I put on Jax's shirt and his reaper hoodie and my shorts and put my hair in a bun.

I walked out of the bathroom careful to not wake Jax up. I went to the kitchen to make everyone some coffee and breakfast as a celebration. Bobby was already in the kitchen making coffee and I decided to get his help setting up breakfast. "So, have fun last night?" He asked laughing and I smacked him in the shoulder and we continued to work. Half an hour later the food was done and set up and all the guys were awake.

"Eat up fellas. We made bacon, eggs, fruit salad, oatmeal, coffee and orange juice." I said as I sat down at the bar with my plate. Jax walked over and kissed my temple. "Morning babe. Eat up"

"Thanks darlin'" he went and got himself a plate and sat down with me. We ate in silence together. "I'm gonna go to the hospital and see Abel" I smiled at Jax and gave him a kiss. "I wanted to let you know I sold my place. It'll give us extra money for Abel since I'm moving in anyway. I just need to get my stuff out of storage now."

"You didn't have to do that darlin'" he said and kissed me back. He grabbed both our dirty plates and took them to the sink. I followed him in while putting my shoes on.

"I know but I wanted to. Besides there's no point in having two houses. " We said our goodbyes and I got a ride with Gemma to the hospital.

When we got to the hospital I went immediately to the NICU to see Abel. I was going to treat him like he was my own. Holding him always made me feel better and I needed it since Gemma had acted weird the whole way here. I saw Tara and she was smiling. I was still pissed with her but wanted to know what was going on.

"Hey. What's up?" I asked as I approached her. She smiled at me and I knew it must be really good news. "Ok spill. You're creeping me out. "

"Abel can get out of incubation!" She smiled and i couldn't help but hug her. Jax was going to be so happy he would get to finally hold Abel.

"That's great! I'm going to go tell Gemma!" I said and ran back down the hall. I stopped when I saw Luanne and Gemma arguing. I listened in and heard them talking about how the club needed money. I couldn't believe Luanne when she said she would only give the club money if they paid her back with interest.

"Never mind Luanne" I said as I walked up to them. "They don't need your money they can have mine." I watched as Luanne got up and walked away and I sat with Gemma.

"I don't know what's going on Gem, but I have money from selling my house. How much do you need?" She looked at me and told me that they needed 70,000. "I can probably get you that out today. I have just about that much from the house." Gemma hugged me.

"What would we ever do without you babygirl?" When she was done hugging me I told her the good news and she called Jax. She looked at me and handed me the phone. "You should be the one to tell him baby."

Serena: "Hey Jax."

Jax: "Hey babe. What's going on is everything ok?"

Serena: "More than ok. We can finally hold Abel now. I'm waiting so you can be the first one to hold him. "

Jax: "I'll be there in a second just finishing some business up. Keep our little man company. I love you. "

Serena: "I love you too Jax"

I got off the phone and was blushing. Gemma gave me a look and laughed as she held her hand out for her phone back. "Let's go keep my son company" I said and practically ran to where Abel was.

Jax came awhile later and immediately picked Abel up when Tara came out with him. I smiled at my two men and walked over. Jax handed Abel to me and I rocked him. Jax held us both. Tara looked upset and left but I could care less right now.

"Mom and I made up and she told me you're helping us out" he said as he kissed my neck. I nodded and hummed never taking my eyes off Abel. "Thank you for being with me." I looked at him and kissed him.

"I just want us to be a happy family. That includes the club." I smiled at him and he smiled back and we both hugged each other and Abel. Abel cooed and we both laughed.

-Later that night-

I decided to go visit Tara. She was still my friend even after all that happened. As much as I wanted to hate her she saved Abel's life and he was my son. I couldn't hate her. I knocked and she answered immediately.

"Hey." We said at the same time and laughed. She opened the door and let me in.

"I just got off work." She said. "So I'm a little tired. What's up?"

"I just wanted to make sure we are ok. I still love you like a sister." I said as I walked next to her. She hugged me.

"We're fine. Sorry I've been a raging bitch. I guess I was just upset with myself. I could've had a family now like you."

I smiled at her. "You still can and you do. I'm your family. Besides I think the club likes you too. Maybe Jax wouldn't mind you being Abel's godmother. I mean you DID save his life."

Tara was about to respond when there was a knock on her door. We looked at each other and I pulled my gun from the back of my jeans and went behind the door as Tara was answering it. It was Jax. He saw me and laughed before telling us that he needed medical supplies cause a friend of the club got hurt. Tara gave him everything she had and he left.

I decided I'd stay the night with Tara since Jax probably wouldn't be coming home tonight. We were going to just relax like when we were teenagers with a movie and some pizza. "Can I borrow some PJ's? " I asked and took off Jax's hoodie.

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"Yeah in my dresser top left drawer. I'm gonna order some pizza." Tara headed toward the kitchen and I started to walk to her bedroom and pulled off my top on the way there. Before I got to her room though, someone grabbed me and put their hand over my mouth.

I screamed through their hand and Tara ran to us and I bit whoever was holding their hand over my mouth. "Run! Get Jax!" I screamed at her and fought against the man holding me. I knew I'd have a better chance than Tara.

"Wait! Tar-a!!!" I heard the man scream. I knew it was her stalker ex. I thought Jax had handled him. He must've come back... somehow. "Look what you did." He said as he dragged me to the bedroom and hit my head against the wall. He then threw me on the bed and locked the bedroom door.

My head was pounding and my ears were ringing. Before I lost consciousness I saw him standing over me and I prayed Jax hadn't gone too far and that Tara could get to him quick. "You're better than her anyway..."

I woke up and tried to move but my hands and legs were tied down. My mouth felt like cotton and I realized there was a shirt in my mouth. I started to panic and tears rolled down my cheeks when I saw I had no clothes on anymore. Just my bra and underwear. There was an older song playing on an iPod and the psycho was dancing around shirtless.

"This used to be mine and Tar-a's song, but I think you'll like it too." He said as he got closer to me and the bed. I started to scream through the makeshift gag and cry more. "No tears. You want this to be good don't you? You can give me what Tar-a took from me and what that no good biker has. You see Tar-a was pregnant with my baby, but she killed it. I've been watching you. You wouldn't do that. I saw how you hold that Neanderthal's child like it was yours.

I couldn't decide if I was more angry or scared now. How dare he talk about Jax and my family like that. I started to look around and saw that his gun was on the nightstand. I tried talking to him and he noticed and removed the gag. "I'll give you what you want but you have to promise you'll protect me from that biker." I hated lying like this, but I knew it would be the only way to get him to let his guard down.

"I knew it. I knew you wouldn't be happy with him. " he said as he started to undo the ropes at my feet. As soon as he untied one of my hands though he started to kiss me. He kissed my neck and shoulders. It felt wrong and I almost threw up. He moved lower and started to try take off my underwear and I grabbed his gun and smacked him over the head with it. He fell back from me and I got up and started to untie my other hand. "You lying bitch!" He yelled as he approached me.

I panicked and shot him in the stomach. He fell back against the wall and I fell to my knees still tied to the headboard feeling dizzy and tired. "You sick freak! What did you do to me?!"

He laughed "It's just a sleeping pill. Let's see who gets up first now." I heard the front door burst open.

"SERENA!!" I heard Jax and Tara scream. I whispered and tried to move again. I started to become more coherent after hearing them.

"Oh shit." I heard Kohn say and I looked up and saw Jax an Tara standing in the doorway. I've never seen either of them so angry. Tara ran straight to me and started to help me. "You two are nothing but biker sluts." Tara was crying and checking me out and I saw Jax walk over to the guy and shoot him. I closed my eyes. It all hurt too much.

SORRY FOR THE CLIFFHANGER