a thousand apologies for the delay, I confess that I had many problems and even came to think of not translating since I had several messages that told me that my story was not understood because of the confusion in the translation, as always I apologize, my mother tongue is Spanish and honestly I can not give another person to translate because at the time I make changes in the paragraphs because doing the literal translation many ideas are caught by the difference in the way we talk, when I reread everything I realize what I could include, so that's what I do when I do the translation.
for those who are there, thanks for being, and hopefully like it, I will update when I can, kisses and hugs.
The official Date part 2
Gently, Christian held Anna's hands and linked his fingers between hers, continued to kiss her sweetly, brought his hands to Ana's back, and as he drew them closer, he leaned closer to her and took her by surprise and without separating opened the mouth of the impression a little that allowed him to enter his tongue to explore, the kiss intensified and with it the desire of Christian, pressed his body to Ana, and with one hand he pinned hers on her back and with the other took her face to prevent it from moving, Ana was enjoying the sensations that didn´t care what he did, had waited so long for this moment, that she felt capable of being manipulated by him, Christian was fascinated, the kisses for him had always meant intimacy, he had only kissed his submissive when the occasion deserved, and was something like a reward for good behavior, but since he met Ana all he wanted was to kiss her, and now that he did, he did not want to stop, slowly walked, taking her until her back knees felt a little hard, she carefully lowered her to rest her on the couch, He released her face and placed that hand on his back for support and released one of her hands and lifted it over her head, when Ana's body was completely lying down, with his other hand he lifted Ana's and gathered them over her head, again imprisoned her hands in one of his, and the one he had free came down to her left leg and stroked the space between her skirt and boots very gently, the Kiss was becoming more sensual, Christian was on Anna's body but not fully resting on it, was held by a knee that was located between Ana's legs, Christian's hand was going up to her thighs and Ana shuddered beneath him.
Christian was ecstatic, the desire ran through his body and, the urge to own it was driving him crazy, never in his life, a woman had caused this effect on him, he had never kissed anyone the way he was kissing her, her taste was unique, her lips fit perfectly to his and her skin was soft, perfect, , everything in her screamed perfection, his hand continued to traverse her thighs and with soft movements down to her knees, he felt her tremble and shake slightly with each caress, when the kiss rose of intensity was her who raised the hips a little, and struck her body to his, that was all she needed to make him mad, the kiss became wild, voracious and intense, his tongue tangled in a sensual dance with hers and sent electric currents to the center of her wish, his hand left her leg and made a path from her stomach caressing her abdomen to her breast, and gently took it with his hand, was the perfect measure, with much care stroked it on the bra, Ana moaned in his mouth and stirred uneasily, his caresses were causing her to lose all common sense and between her legs felt to grow every second the humidity, he placed his body directly on her supporting on the hips, above the clothes Ana could feel his erection and this caused her to kiss him with more force, he began to move and rub on her waking sensations that were totally new, continued caressing her breast over her bra, and gently pinching it between his fingers, Ana moaned and arched her back at this sensation, little by little Christian's lips went down first to the jaw and then to the neck giving wet kisses, Ana moaned and moved his head allowing him to have better access, continued down to his collarbone where he placed kisses on every corner of skin that was visible, Ana was moving beneath him increasing friction with his body, breathing hard, Christian again brought his mouth to hers and kissed her again, but this time the kiss was softer, he bit her lower lip slightly causing Ana to moan again, and though he did´n want to end this, he knew it was necessary, gave her a last soft kiss and then looked at her, when Ana stopped feeling their kisses opened her eyes suddenly and met the intense look of Christian, in his eyes there was desire and lust.
-I'm sorry, - he said in a whisper- I lost control. - He released her hands.
- Do not apologize,- she said, turning her face a little. - I wanted it, too - He sat up, and she felt an emptiness to be free of the weight of his body, he helped her to sit down and settled next to her, she was uneasy in her mind a thousand thoughts appeared ... "does he feel sorry?
please do not be, I wanted it too, I still want it "… she felt a little embarrassed by the last thought, so she looked at her hands, Christian came a little closer to her, took her chin with his hand and deposit a soft kiss on the lips.
-"I wanted it too, and I do not regret it,"- he said when he parted, guessing her thoughts, Ana smiled more calmly.
-"Then why did you stop?"- she asked in a whisper.
Christian sighed and ran his hand through his hair - because although I want more than anything to be with you, there are many things that you do not know and that are important that you know before anything happens.
Ana looked at him confused, what could be what prevented them from making love, "will he be celibate?" She thought, "maybe I'm making him lose his vows or something, or he really does not like me and he does not want to be cruel and tell me directly "…these thoughts ran through her mind, her hands twitched nervously in her lap, and unconsciously bit her lower lip, but before she could think anything else felt two strong hands that took her face and her mouth was assaulted again by impatient and voracious lips, the kiss was now carnal, hard and demanding, nothing compared to the previous one and the urgency of Christian woke again that heat in the center of her body, without thinking she raised her hands to her hair and forcefully grabbed them, they were soft to the touch and when she stretched slightly of them Christian sent a groan in her mouth, she took advantage to bring his face closer and explore his mouth with her tongue.
When the kiss ended, both of them were breathing hard, Christian still had his hands on her face and she lowered her hands to his neck, he seemed to tense for a moment, but as his breaths calmed also his body, had his forehead and nose to Ana's and unconsciously they both breathed at the same rate.
-Please do not bite your lip, it drives me crazy and I can´t control myself, - he said in a husky, soft voice.
-Ok - was all she said, he gave her a soft kiss and got up, held out his hand for her to take, and without hesitation took it, when she stood, he again imprisoned his hands with one of the his
and stuck to his body, he looked at her intensely, and stroked her face, Ana saw in his eyes many emotions, lust, desire, guilt and sadness.
-"You are so beautiful," - he said, drawing the line of his lips, - "so sweet and innocent, you drive me mad, when I am with you I can´t have any rational thoughts.
Ana took a deep breath, her words soft, but in her tone there seemed to be a restraint that prevented her from continuing.
Christian struggled internally with himself, a part of him was telling him to send everything to hell and take her to his room to make love ¿"to make love? , I never made love, and no one has ever been in my bed, but she does not deserve anything else, "he thought, and another part of him said that she was too innocent, that he would end up corrupting and destroying her if he continued, Ana who saw the struggle in his eyes, wanted to be able to appease his spirit, so approached her lips and gave him a soft kiss and with all the strength and courage that could muster .."Come on, you can," she thought, she took a breath and in a whisper said, - "Make love to me." - And she blushed.
Christian inhaled sharply and closed his eyes, her words wrapped around him, the fight he was having seemed to disappear and all thought was replaced by the image of her lying on the bed, arching his body receiving it.
-There is nothing that I would like more, but first we need to talk, as I told you there is much that you do not know about me, and I fear that when you know it, run away and do not come back. - he opened his eyes and in them reflected pain …"why I am disturbed by the idea of her leaving, I feel something in the chest that I can´t understand thinking that she will not be here" he thought
Ana withdrew her head and stared at him.
-You married or engaged in secrecy? - she said with a hint of voice ... '
He smiled and shook his head. "No, neither ...
"Are you celibate and do not want to break your vows?" - she said still with apprehension
Christian laughed and kissed her nose - Nop ...
Ana broke her head thinking that it could be so serious that it would make her run away.
-"You do not want me?" - she said timidly, looking down, he took her chin and made her look up.
-"How many times do I have to tell you that you drive me crazy and I'm making all my effort not to tear off your clothes and drag you to my room, I never felt this for anyone, you put my world out axle, and although it's something new I like that feeling, I like to be with you - Ana smiled broadly and again kissed his lips.
-So what's up? Why do you think I'm going to run away?
Christian sighed and released her - because I have many shadows in my life, and I fear that if I show you, you will not want anything with me, and you like me too much and I'm too selfish to leave you.
She stared at him, on Christian's face she could see the anguish he felt from what he was saying, and the last thing she wanted was for this to be ruined, so she decided to leave it for another time, gently she took one of his hands, lifted it up to her face and kissed it, then she put on her cheek and caressed, staring at him.
-Then let's leave this today, I do not want to break what just happened and I do not want you to feel pressured to tell me something that torments you, what do you think if we talk and see from there what arises.
Christian looked at her and weighed what she said, he did not want to ruin his night with her confessing things that would make her flee, so he made a gesture of affirmation and caressed her face with the hand she held,
-"Would you like some more wine?"
-"I'd love to," - she said with a smile.
They returned to the couch and began to talk to each other with a glass of wine in hand, Christian told her about the beginning of GEH, as the idea had arisen, that he had left Harvard to start his company, that his parents had denied the money but a friend had loaned him, told her how was grow up with Elliot and Mia, and that his mother loved the piano and that's why he started to play, he told her that he loved to sail and fly and when she wanted he could take her to make a trip on the Charlie Tango or on his boat.
She told him about her family how her mother separated from her father when she was 12 and that although she lived with her for a while, she went back to live with Ray, told him how she met Kate, about college and how ended up in Seattle, also tell him about the inheritance that her mother have left her and that is been 10 years since she see her, also about graduation and the SIP gift, she talked about her time in New York and how she ended up supporting Kids of Heaven , told him that Ethan was helping her with the hotels and how Mike had made the whole process easier for her, and when she finished she told him that when he wanted, they could go sailing or flying.
Neither of them mentioned anything painful or traumatic, Christian did not talk about her biological mother, nor Elena, nor his playroom or his submissive, did not want to ruin his first real date, Ana didn´t tell him why she returned with her father, or what happen in the time she lived with her mother, and although she felt safe with him did not dare to confess anything.
Almost at midnight, Christian took Ana home, accompanied her to the entrance of the building and waited for her to enter, said goodbye with a long, soft kiss, with the promise that they would speak again the next day.
When she arrived at her condo, she found the lights off, Kate must be sleeping, and with a smile on her lips she went to her room, the night had been magical at the end of everything, and when she went to bed she did hoping to dream again with those gray eyes that held her captive.
When Christian arrived at his apartment, he could not sleep right away, so he sat down at the piano and played a sad tune that reflected his mood, the night had been perfect, Ana made him feel contented, full and calm, but he could not help thinking that when she knew all his depravity would run from his side and never return, and with that oppression in his chest he gave himself to the dream that was plagued by horrors of the past and scars deeper than those his body housed.
