Rin had wept on her bed for hours. Her mom grew worried and decided to check on her: as she opened the door, a tidal wave of tears rolled over her and knocked her over. Mrs. Kagamine okaa-san swam over to her distressed daughter through the ocean of salty tears and sat next to her on the bed.

"Honey, what's wrong? Tell me!"

"NO! Don't talk to me! Don't pretend to care about me! You can never understand my struggles, You will never understand this… unbearable pain! NEVER!" Rin cried and tore off her hairpins to let her overly long bangs hang emoishly over her face.

"Go away, get away from me!"

Rin's mom stood up quietly and left her alone. Rin sniffled loudly. Then she felt her phone vibrating under the pillow. The message was from that bitch Neru:


To: Kagamine Rin

From: That bitch Akita Neru

Lol, rui just told me the truth about you and lenny-kun. Hahaha bitch how does it feel to know you arent special to him?


When Rin read the mean text, sparkly spring water tears started rolling down her porcelain angel doll cheeks again.

"Nobody will ever love me or care about me at all! I'm just a pathetic and repulsive and annoying and fat and stupid excuse of a human being! I sicken myself! Why did I even think Len-kun would love me? Maybe it was better for everybody if I just ended it all?" Rin thought depressedly.

Then she grabbed a knife (Rin, why do you have a knife in your room?) and started violently cutting her own wrists.


Rin kept wearing a fake smile on her face for the next day. But secretly on the inside, she felt like crying a river and slitting her wrists. She was acting reclusive and kept isolating herself from everybody else.

"Rinny-chan!~" Rin heard Miku call as she pretended to eat her lunch all alone. Miku ran over to her table and sat beside her. Rin didn't say a word. She just coldly picked up her bento box and left.

"How dare that two-faced bitch sit next to me as if we were the bestest friends!" Rin thought. She looked at her delicious lunch that her okaa-san had lovingly made for her dearest daughter, but she didn't feel she could eat at all because now she suddenly has anorexia too!

Later that day, Miku decided to confront her.

"Rin-chan, what is this all about? You have been avoiding me all day! I'm so worried! Are you okay?"

Rin felt her blood boiling. Did that bitch Miku have any idea? Surely she was just acting stupid just to intentionally humiliate Rin, to rejoice in her suffering! Rin clenched her fists so hard that blood came out. (How possible is that?)

"You have no idea why I'm avoiding you? Why won't you take a moment to think about what you've done, maybe you would figure it out?"

"…What I have done? But Rin-chan, I don't understand…"

"STOP IT! You know damn well what you have done! I know you're only trying to make a fool out of me, you liar bitch!" Rin screamed at Miku's face.

"Hey, what's going on? Why are you fighting?" asked Meiko, running over to them with Luka.

"I already know the truth, Miku! Kagene-san told me all about you and Len-kun! Just admit that you're dastardly exploiting your feminine charm to trick Len-kun into sleeping with you even though he's mine, you skank bitch!" Rin screamed.

"WHAT? I am NOT sleeping with Len-kun! I have a boyfriend, I would never steal Len-kun away from you!" Miku retorted.

"Why would I believe you, my bestest friend since childhood, over a new shady student who just recently transferred here and might be a bully? I knew I should not have trusted anybody ever again! I knew it since that one unmentioned super traumatic incident from my past that left me scarred with trust issues forever! And nobody, nobody in this world can ever understand!" Rin angsted.

"Rin-san, are you okay? Do you want us to get an adult to sort this out?" Luka asked worriedly.

"SHUT UP! I bet you two are going along with her evil plan too, aren't you? The whole world is against me! I'm so unwanted and unloved and completely entirely worthless, so I will just disappear! I will kill myself to death!" Rin wangsted.

Before anyone could say anything to calm her down, Rin was already running home.

"The school will pay no attention to Kagami-san's recurring spontaneous departures from school without permission," said Kiyoteru-sensei, who had suddenly appeared behind the girls.


Rin sat in the corner of her room with a dead, blank expression, cutting her bony anorexic arms with a sharp knife.

"Nobody will care if I die. Now I will suicide myself!"

Rin was about to slit her wrist and die, but suddenly someone grabbed her hand that was holding the knife.

"Rin-chan, don't do it!" said Len, who somehow got into Rin's room just in time to save her.

"Len-kun… Nante… Why did you do it?" Rin asked, tears threatening to spill.

"You have to listen to me, Rin-chan! It's all lies! Well, partially. It's true that I used to fuck Rui brainless in middle school, I was quite a player back then. I stole all the 12-year-old hot ladies' virginities with my spaisu… But I swear to God I am not cheating on you with Miku-san! I would never cheat on you or hurt you because you are the love of my life, Rin-chan!"

"Yay, I am now recovered from my serious mental illness!" said Rin, who was now recovered from her serious mental illness.

"So everything is okay now?"

"Yeah, thank you Len… I would be dead right now if you hadn't been here to stop me from killing myself by jumping off the school roof," said Rin and looked down from the school roof they were standing on. The author suddenly decided it would be a cooler suicide method.

"Len-kun… will you always be mine and be mine always and always?" Rin whispered sensually, her eyes glistening in the sunset.

"Hai. Daisuki," Len said, his eyes also glistening in the sunset.

It was romantic as fuck.


Cancer