Hi everyone! Sorry for the late update, I was participating in another fandom challenge as those who follow this account might have known. I hope to be back and running on this collection that I have going. I am so glad that you all are enjoying it so much! In the next few weeks, I will become very busy and I am not sure if I will be able to update as frequently as I have but I still have a lot of ideas and I have some story ideas of yours to write. Also as a reminder, I see your reviews and suggestions and I do have your ideas in mind but I do like to spread out the characters.

Aisha and Nex-Guilt

Tongues and teeth clashed together as Aisha ran her hands through Nex's silver hair. The sleek strands ran between her fingertips as her body arched underneath his, begging for him to hold her closer. One of his hands held her, his hand on the small of her back and the other hand held himself up over her on his bed in his dorm room.

Their mouths moved together in tandem and Aisha gasped between sloppy and fevered kisses. A hand moved from Nex's hair and towards his chest, tugging at the soft fabric of his shirt.

Nex and Aisha had been dating for quite some time now and after sharing multiple intense workouts in the gym together, Aisha wanted to share another kind of workout together.

She pulled and tugged at the fabric of his shirt, desperate for it to be gone. Aisha's groans pleaded for him to remove his shirt and he happily obliged. Breaking the kiss, Nex pulled his red shirt over his head while Aisha made quick work of her cyan shirt leaving her in a light pink bra that she stole from Flora's closet.

"You are beautiful." Nex exhaled as he looked down at the brown beauty. Her hair was wild and curly, framing her face. Aisha smiled sheepishly before Nex returned his lips on Aisha's swollen and plump lips.

Her back hit the mattress yet again and Nex's hands returned to Aisha. Running up her sides, Aisha shuddered under his touch and took in sharp inhilations when she felt Nex's hand hit the tender spots of her body. She wanted him and she wanted him bad.

This had not been the first time that they had made out nor had it been the first time that they had seen each other so exposed. But they had never gone any further and Aisha was hungry for more.

Reaching her hands down to her skirt, Aisha wriggled under Nex, shimming her hips out of the short skirt. She kicked the skirt off of her legs and Nex's hands lowered to her leg, rubbing against the soft skin. Aisha arched her back, her chest hitting Nex's and her hips grinding into his.

Nex moaned as he pulled his lips away from Aisha's and lowered his head to her shoulder.

"Aisha," Nex groaned lowly, "don't do that if you don't want me to take you right now. Because I am so very close."

Aisha gripped the sides of Nex's face and pulled him aways from her shoulder so that her blue eyes could look into his.

"I want you to."

"Aisha," Nex's eyes widened, "are you sure?"

"I am." Aisha gave Nex a gentle smile.

Nex's hands trembled as they made their way up to the waistline of Aisha's panties. Aisha could not help but giggle at Nex's apprehension as Nex had made quite the reputation for himself as being cocky and hot-headed and now he was gentle and hesitant. She knew that she had to take matters into her own hands.

Finding the edge of his pants, Aisha wasted no time in undoing the buttons and lowering the zipper. She tugged at the light blue denim until it came down to his thighs exposing his cloth covered erection. Aisha's lips crashed onto Nex's as his hands pulled his jeans and his underwear off of his body. Save for the pink bra that Aisha wore, they were completely nude on Nex's bed.

Giving his hard cock a few strokes, Nex lined up to Aisha's slick and warm entrance. Waiting for a signal, Nex stared down at Aisha. With lidded eyes, Aisha nodded and her back arched when she felt Nex enter her.

Her arms hooked around Nex's pale neck and she panted as she stilled to get used to the feeling of Nex inside of her. His hands gripped her waist and once again he waited. They stayed in that still position as they both got used to the sensation of being connected with one another so intimately. Aisha took in a deep breath before she smiled and nodded her head again.

Nex began to slowly move in and out of Aisha, hissing at the tight and warm walls of Aisha's sex. She lifted her knees higher and placed her legs on Nex's shoulders, begging for him to go deeper.

Aisha gasped as she felt Nex's full length enter her and hit her in her cervix. Her pants began to match Nex's grunts of pleasure as he continued to thrust in and out of Aisha. Sweat began to pool on his brow and Aisha used a hand to brush his hair back from his forehead.

Bringing up her head, Aisha placed a deep kiss on Nex's lips. He tasted like the ocean and it reminded her of home. How she longed for the beaches of Andros and the warm sun, a welcome reprieve from the winter she was experiencing here in Magix.

A tight and warm coiling began towards her lower abdomen as Nex moved faster and harder. She broke the kiss to get a better look a Nex, his face contorting in pleasure, making her own even more intense. He felt amazing and Aisha was so close to coming undone underneath him.

"Nex..." Aisha huffed and moaned, "I'm going to come."

"Good," Nex opened his eyes and smirked, "come for me."

Aisha mewled Nex's command filled her ears and sent her mind spiraling. She felt the tight feeling in her sex begin to burn and slowly compact until finally with one more stroke of Nex's hard cock inside of her, Aisha exploded. Euphoria and ecstasy filled her senses as she clamped down on Nex's thrusting member and he soon came after, filling her with his white hot seed.

Closing her eyes as she came, a familiar face entered her mind. Before when she came, Aisha would see nothing but black but now, she saw Nabu. His smiling face clouding her vision as she reached her peak with Nex. She shook her head as she came down from her high, trying to rid Nabu from her mind, but he would not go.

Nex's hot cum splashing against the walls of her sex was what brought her back to reality. Opening her eyes, Aisha could feel the tears escape. How could she forget about him? How could she forget about Nabu? She fucked someone else and never for a minute thought about Nabu. But when she came, he was all that she saw.

Tears turned into sobs as her chest heaved under Nex. Pulling out, Nex looked down at the naked and sobbing fairy underneath him. His eyes no longer held the look of release but instead his hazel eyes became filled with worry.

"Aisha," Nex whispered, "are you alright? I didn't hurt you did I?"

Aisha's sobs grew louder and she shook her head. Pushing Nex off of her, Aisha rolled off of his bed and grabbed her skirt and threw it on her body. Tears continued flowing down her rosy cheeks as she ran a hand through her curly hair, a tangled mess from her tryst with Nex.

Nex swung his legs over his bed and grabbed his pants before putting them on his body. He walked over to Aisha and placed a hand on her shoulder, causing her to jump. Her breath became ragged and her eyes continued to fill with tears.

"Aisha," Nex's voice was a little more stern, "tell me what is wrong. Please. I need to know if I did something."

Looking up at Nex, Aisha held onto her head as she sank down on the wall. She pulled her knees up to her chest as her sobs became louder and louder. Nex had never seen Aisha like this before. Was the sex that bad? Had he misread her signals? Did she not want him to? He had asked and waited for reassurance every step of the way.

Nex crouched down in front of Aisha and ran a pale hand down her arm. "Please, I hate seeing you this way."

Aisha looked up at him, her cyan eyes meeting hazel, "Get Flora." Aisha growled through sobs.

"She and Helia are on a date and..."

"GET HER HERE NOW!" Aisha screamed.

Standing up, Nex held up his hands and walked over to his bedside table where his phone was charging. Picking up the small black phone, Nex dialed Flora's number and held the phone to his ear. He glanced over towards Aisha who was still on the ground, her knees still tucked under her chin. Nex hoped that he had not screwed up that badly. Aisha had been the best thing to happen to him and it killed him that he had made her feel this way.

"Hello?" a soft voice answered from the other end of the phone.

"Flora?" Nex quickly asked.

"Yes."

"Hi, it's Nex. I, uh, I need you to come over here."

Nex could hear Helia whisper something naughty to Flora, begging her to hang up the phone and continue whatever it was they were doing. Normally, Nex would have hung up the phone after sharing his disgust but he needed Flora here for Aisha and he needed her now.

"Flora, Aisha...Aisha isn't...can you please just come over. Aisha needs you." Nex ran a hand through his hair.

"Is everything alright?" Flora asked.

"I don't know." Nex groaned as he looked back over at a still crying Aisha.

"I'll be there in a few minutes."

"Thank you, Flora."

Nex hung up the phone and sat down on the edge of his bed and looked down at Aisha. It tore his heart in two seeing her like this.

"Aisha, baby," Nex began, "Flora will be here soon. Is there anything that I can do for you?"

Aisha's head rose to look up at Nex before she shook her head.

"Can you please just leave." Aisha replied through a whisper.

Nex pursed his lips together, exhaling through his nose. There was no way that Aisha was going to talk to him until Flora got there. He stood up from the edge of the bed and walked towards the door, not wanting to push her any further. Walking into the common area of the Specialist's dorm, he sat on the large couch. He leaned back and thought through every moment with Aisha, hoping that this would not be the last with her.

A few minutes later, Nex heard a soft knock on the door and saw Helia and Flora standing at the door. Nex exhaled a sigh of relief as he saw Flora.

"She's in our room." Nex pointed to the shut door of the room that he shared with Helia. Flora and Helia looked up and down at Nex's shirtless body. "We uh...she's in there." Nex tried to ask the unanswered question.

Flora sighed before she walked over to the closed door and looked back at Nex before opening the door, "I think that I better talk to her alone."

"Yeah," Nex nodded his head, "that sounds like a good idea."

Nex walked back over to his seat on the couch, Helia took a seat on the opposite end as Flora walked into the bedroom and shut the door behind her.

Noticing Aisha curled up in a ball, Flora ran over to Aisha and sank to the floor. Holding out her arms, Aisha fell into her and began sobbing all over again. Aisha wailed as Flora ran her hands up and down Aisha's back, the feeling of soft skin and lace meeting Flora's fingertips.

"Aisha, sweetie," Flora whispered comfortingly to her best friend, "what happened?"

"I..." Aisha choked out through sobs, "I had sex with Nex."

Flora smiled, knowing that was what happened when she saw Nex standing in the doorway without a shirt and his usually coiffed hair a mess.

"He didn't hurt you, did he?" Flora asked.

Aisha shook her head, "No."

"Was it that bad?"

"No," Aisha lifted her head to look at Flora, "and that is the problem. It was amazing. I haven't came like that since..." tears began to fall, "Flora, I saw him. When I came, he was there."

"What?" Flora asked, her brow furrowed in confusion.

Taking in a deep breath, "When I came, I saw Nabu. His face. I saw him. Flora, I fucked someone else and he was there."

Flora pulled in Aisha tighter and placed her cheek on top of Aisha's head as she allowed Aisha to cry.

"Oh, sweetie," Flora sighed, "I'm so sorry. I can't begin to fathom what it is that you are going through."

"I just feel so guilty. I know I should move on but I just can't."

"Nabu was our friend and we all miss him so much, even after all this time. But he was your fiance and you loved him and he loved you. He would want you to be happy." Flora did her best to reassure her friend.

"It's been over a year and I just can't...I feel so dirty for sleeping with Nex. I'm such a slut."

"You listen to me, Aisha." Flora pulled away to look down in her friend's eyes, "You are not a slut. You are a strong woman and fairy. You love Nex, right?"

"I do."

"And I know that he loves you. He looked like a wreck when I came in. He is worried about you."

"I know and I feel terrible."

"If anyone in this room is a slut, it is me."

"What do you mean?" Aisha's head tilted as her tears began to subside.

Flora took in a deep breath and sighed, "If I tell you something, you promise that you will not tell anyone."

"I promise."

"Not even Helia knows this about me and it is a secret that I have carried with me for years." Flora took in another breath before revealing her secret. "At the end of my first year at Alfea as a student, we had just defeated the Trix and well...Riven and I kind of hooked up."

"What?" Aisha's blue eyes widened in surprise.

"We were celebrating the defeat of the Trix and Riven and I got to talking. He walked me back up to my room and next thing I know he is fingering me and making me cum in the sitting room, my back pressed against the wall and my lips on his."

"Does Musa know?" Aisha asked.

"You are the only other person who knows and you cannot tell anyone. It happened before Helia and I got together and before Musa and Riven dated but I still feel dirty knowing that it happened...and that I liked it. If the girls hadn't come in when they did, I probably would have taken him in my room and...well you know."

"Flora," Aisha smirked, "I would have never thought. Especially not with Riven."

"Yeah," Flora sighed, "so you should not feel guilty. We all have wants and needs, and Nabu would not have wanted you to not enjoy the rest of your life."

"Will it get easier?" Aisha questioned as she held her head down low.

"I don't know, Aisha. But just know that the girls and I will always be there for you." Flora gave Aisha a hug. "And I know that Nex is worried sick about you out there and I think that he wants to know that you are okay. Can I bring him in?"

Aisha nodded her head and Flora gave her a small smile before rising to her feet and walking over to the door. Placing her hand on the doorknob, Flora looked back at Aisha and narrowed her eyes.

"Is that my bra?" Flora chuckled.

"Yes." Aisha replied sheepishly.

Flora laughed and rolled her eyes before opening the door and walked back out to find Nex and Helia on the couch.

"Aisha wants to talk to you, Nex."

"Is everything alright?" Nex asked as he stood up from the couch.

"No," Flora sighed but then smiled, "but she will be okay. I think that it is best that you go in and talk with her."

Nex gave a short nod of his head before walking back into his room and shutting the door behind him. Looking ahead, he saw Aisha sitting on the edge of the bed, a much better position than of that curled in a ball on the floor.

Walking over to the edge of the bed, Nex slowly lowered his body to sit down next to Aisha. He began to fiddle with his fingers before he turned his head to look at Aisha.

"I'm sorry," they both said at the same time.

"What do you have to be sorry about?" Aisha questioned.

"For making you cry. For putting you in such a terrible place."

Aisha gave Nex a soft smile before raising a hand to cup his cheek, "Nex, you did nothing wrong."

"But you-"

"Nex, you know about Nabu? How he...died?" Aisha struggled to say the last part. Nabu had been placed in a deep slumber but there was no way that he was ever going to wake up, he was as good as dead. Nex nodded his head silently. "You are the first person that I have been with since Nabu and when I came, I saw his face."

"I see." Nex replied sadly.

"It's not like that." Aisha looked into Nex's dejected hazel eyes, "I love you but I just felt so guilty. You are the one that I want to be with and the sex was amazing."

A smile formed on Nex's face.

"But I guess that I still have some healing to do. I thought that I was over his death but tonight proved that there are some things that I will have to work out." Aisha lowered her head. "I will understand if you don't want to be with me."

It was now time for Nex to redirect Aisha's eyes to him, "Aisha, I love you, even with all of the 'baggage'. Healing doesn't happen overnight and I am prepared to help you with your journey. I am not going anywhere."

"Thank you for understanding." Aisha placed a soft kiss on Nex's lips.

"No need to thank me." Nex gave her a smile before wrapping his arms around Aisha and pulled her closer to him. "So just to be clear, you weren't crying because the sex was bad or because I hurt you."

"Believe me, the sex was great." Aisha laughed.

"Oh thank goodness."

"And," Aisha looked up at Nex and smirked, "I think that I will want to do it again very soon."

Okay, what did you think about that one? I had that idea in my head for a little while and wanted to write it down in this little one-shot. I know that it is a little more heavier than the other one-shots that I have in here but I just really wanted to include this story because I thought that this is something that our lovely and strong Aisha might go through. Let me know what you think!