!WARNING!
I'm Italian, I don't speak English well. I'm just translating my FF to broaden my audience. Thank you for understanding.
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Sometimes I think that if I told my brother the truth, now he would be safe and maybe he would be by my side. Just a few years ago I was in the woods learning some new techniques with Shisui, he taught me a lot and has always been by my side. I wish everything that happened had never happened. But it was my fault, I chose all of this and I can't change it.
"What are you thinking about?" Kakashi hugs me from behind, wrapping his arms around my waist.
He leaves a soft kiss on my neck, making me shiver, I still haven't gotten used to all this attention and affection. "I was thinking about Sasuke," he nods, letting out a small 'mh'.
"Don't worry about him, he can take care of himself, he'll be fine. Sooner or later we'll find him." I turn towards him, throwing myself into his arms, warm as always, I have to take advantage of this moment before leaving again. "How long will you stay with me?"
I reach out my right hand to his face, to touch it again, in case I forget. I don't want to forget it and I don't want to abandon it. "I'll leave at sunrise."
"I don't want you to go away", the hug gets tighter, it's almost suffocating me. "Kakashi-san, while I'm gone, please don't die."
He moves a lock of hair to better look at my face, "Itachi how do you feel about me?"
I hide my face in his chest, as soon as he says those words, I know that my face has turned red and I don't want to show it to him. Kakashi is my weakness, as is my brother.
"I don't know, the only thing I'm sure of is that I want to stay like this forever."
He says nothing, continuing to hold me. "Itachi, you know that I love you, right?"
I walk away from him, taking a step back. I don't know what to say and I know that all this is not good, what he told me is not right. He can't love me. "Kakashi-san. I'm sick, one day I will die by my brother's hand so that he can have my eyes and live a long and wonderful life. You can't love me."
His eyes widen in shock at my words, I see him swallow his saliva before speaking, "Itachi you can't die, I can't let you die." He grabs my hand, pulling me back into his arms, "Please stay with me."
"I like you too, Kakashi-san, I like you very much. Since the time you came looking for me in the woods, the night my clan ended."
I swallow my saliva, searching for the words to formulate this complicated confession of love, "I fell in love with you that night, even though I only realized it a few days ago, my heart was pounding so hard just thinking of being by your side "I want to be with you too, but we can't. So can we stay like this for now?"
I dry the small tear that has released on his cheek, he takes my hand and places a kiss on it. "Promise me you'll find a way to meet me before you die."
I smile at him, getting up on my toes to kiss his lips, "I will always find a way to meet you, but tonight do you want to stay with me or would you rather read that strange book on your bed." I point to the book he carries everywhere, even in his bed. Can't I be jealous of a novel?
He bursts out laughing, ruffling my hair, "No, why did you do that? Now I have to tie it up again." He squeezes my cheeks, placing a kiss on my lips, "Can I braid your hair, then?" I glare at him, immediately refusing, "come on, my darling."
"Don't call me that, it's embarrassing and it's a stupid nickname."
Apparently my answer makes him laugh more than before, "you can call me senpai, then."
Kakashi is challenging death.
"So how do you prefer to die? I'll take out your other eye or," I look down between his legs, making him step back. "You know, thinking about it made me hungry, shall we eat the mackerel you prepared?" Finally, it was getting cold, I hope it's delicious.
"Maybe we should prepare something else, you have to eat too, my darling."
"I'll kill you tonight." I point to him and go towards the kitchen to get the fish, prepared with great care.
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"Another shower? It's the third in one day." For some strange reason I need to have his scent on my body, washing at his house will give me his scent. "Then why don't you wash with me? Let's save the water."
Maybe I shouldn't have made such a proposal.
"You said it yourself, don't try to go back on your words." Kakashi grabs me like a sack of potatoes and puts me on his shoulder, "come on honey, let's go wash up together."
Of course he just doesn't want to wash up and that scares me, am I really ready?
He carries me to the bathroom, closing the door with his foot, goes to the wooden sink with a marble cover and makes me sit on it. The contact with the cold surface makes me jump, "I'll help you."
He grabs the hem of my shirt and pulls it away from me in an instant, he observes my body for a few seconds, making my cheeks burn. "Can I touch you?" He whispers in my ear, lowering his voice, how can he do this to me, he knows I can't resist him.
Kakashi throws himself on my lips biting them until blood comes out, he can't hold back his instincts. "Itachi, can I kiss you?" I moan as he inserts his tongue into my mouth, he asks me things when he's already doing them.
His body rubs against mine, pushing me towards him, his tongue takes my breath away, he's too expert and I can't keep up with him. His hands descend on my hips, inserting inside my pants, he squeezes my butt making me jump. "Kakashi-san", I put my hands on his chest to push him away from me, "you like pushing me away, huh?"
"You're going too fast", I gasp, my words having no effect on him, in the blink of an eye he takes off my pants, "someone here isn't wearing underwear."
He has to be thankful that I'm powerless otherwise I would have already hit him.
"What's the point of wearing it, the pants are comfortable", I shifts my gaze elsewhere, thinking it would be better to wear it. He grins, taking off his shirt, "after you put it on, I won't let you leave without underwear."
He opens the door of the shower cabin and picks me up, I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck to support myself, he's so big compared to me, and he hasn't taken off his pants yet, I don't even want to think about what is he hiding down there.
"Itachi, you are so cute, I feel like throwing you against the wall and kissing you until you fall."
We're finally in the shower, my back slamming into the tile wall making me moan, "be quiet, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere."
"You don't know how long I've been waiting for this moment", he comes back to my lips, sucking my tongue, my whole body smells and tastes like him. He opens the jet of water wetting both of us, "you're still dressed", I point out.
"I know, do you want to undress me?" I turn my head towards the wall, I can't look him in the eye if he asks me these things, he smiles letting his grip on my butt to make me get off, but my legs are weak, I can't keep standing. Luckily he manages to grab me in time, we haven't done anything yet and already I can't control my body.
At that point he takes off his pants, undressing. Ah, that thing is too big, where he want to put it? And what the hell is it?
"Are you admiring your man or ?" Please shut up.
I can't stand up, I'm forced to hold on to his arm, "I'll take care of it." He grabs my thigh and brings it to his side, while with the other hand he goes to caress my waist. "If it hurts, let me know, I'll stop."
"Kakas- wait- aH" Tears begin to fall from my eyes as he sticks two fingers inside me, "wait."
My lips release pained cries, combining saliva and water, "don't move." Kakashi stops as soon as I ask him, and finally after a while I calm down.
"Can you take them off?" He shakes his head, pulling me against his body, I feel his member against me. "I can't, if I do, it might hurt too much."
"Hold to my body, everything will be fine." I do as he says and as he starts making finger movements, I squeeze around him, digging my nails into his skin.
"Ah, faster", Kakashi increases the movement of his fingers as soon as I ask, finally the pain is gone, making room for pleasure, "kiss me."
He brings our lips together in a long, wet kiss, his tongue swirling around mine like they're dancing. I pull away from the kiss to breathe, "are you ready?"
He takes out his fingers and prepares in front of my entrance, "stop me if it's too much for you."
I nod letting him continue, he enters me with a clear and decisive thrust.
"aH!"
I try to breathe, enduring the pain, it's too deep.
"Do you want me to stop?" I shake my head, I don't want to, we've come this far. With the thumb he wipes away my tears, leaving small kisses on my face to calm me down.
"Don't stop."
He grabs my butt, letting me wrap my legs around his waist so I'm more comfortable and start thrusting, but this position is too much.
"Kakas- ah- slowly- it's too deep."
He keeps moving inside me avoiding my words, "forgive me, I can't stop."
If this continues, my hole will break. Kakashi moves stronger and stronger, making space inside me, until he touches a point that makes me moan with pleasure, what was it? What was that?
"Found." I don't understand what he's referring to but he keeps pushing at that point, making my head fall back, I've completely lost my strength. I no longer feel pain, I can only feel the pleasure he is causing inside me. "Don't hold back, I want to hear your sweet moans."
"Kakashi-san," I manage to gasp, "I love you, I love you so much."
I feel his dick getting bigger inside me, how is that possible? "You can't say these things right now."
He increases the thrusts, hitting the same spot several times, "ah, that's too deep." This position certainly doesn't help, I feel it going deeper and deeper, widening the walls of my hole.
"I love you, I love you, I love you", he kisses my nose, before grabbing my legs and lifting my body, in this position it's even worse, "Kakash- the shower is uncomfortable, why don't we move on the bed? "
He smiles, licking my neck, "oh we will, later."
My eyes widen as he grabs my cock and starts making upward motions, "AH, I'm about to cum."
"Me too, let's come together", I lean on his shoulders, in this position I almost fall to the ground.
"Itachi, I'm going to-" Kakashi's lips release a soft moan which I kiss, fascinated by the sound of him, I never imagined a human being could make such a sweet sound. I certainly didn't expect that from him, he's a hungry beast.
"You can cum inside me." I give him consent, he slingshots on my lips, again, sucking my saliva away.
When we finally climax I cum on his chest while he cums into me.
That sticky stuff will be hard to get off, I feel my butt on fire.
"That's a nice butt," he squeezes one of my buttocks as soon as it comes out of my body. "Give me a hand, and not on the ass."
Kakashi laughs, picking me up like a bride, to carry me to his bed. My legs feel weak and my butt still hurts, I can't walk like this.
"Now you can't go away anymore", I stick my tongue out at him, "don't joke, you know very well that I can't stay for a long time."
"But you can't go anywhere like this, I'll be your personal nurse." He lies down next to me and covers me with a blanket, "come on, stay another day, just one."
I can't stay, if I do I could risk being caught and then I know very well what he will do if I stay another day.
"I swear I won't do anything without your consent", he smiles, not convincing me.
He takes my hand and kisses it, "oh my, look at you, my sweet lover smells so nice." I pull him away, "stop it, you can't convince me."
I can't do it, I mustn't let that perfect face, that sculpted chest and that perfume influence me. You will never have me.
"I love you Itachi and you love me too, can't you stay another day with the one you love?" He plays the feelings card, at this point I can't say no to him anymore. I cover my face with the blanket, "I'm staying but you don't even have to touch me with a finger."
"That's not right, do you want to keep me in abstinence?" He rests his head on my shoulder, "please, just a kiss, a small one."
It's amazing how everything he says makes me smile, but I'm too ashamed to be seen like this, my body is still sensitive, just a little touch and I could explode again.
"Kakashi-san, are you really sure you love me?" The question leaves him speechless, he takes off the blanket and climbs on top of me, even this time I can't stop my cheeks from turning red. "What did you say?"
I bite my lower lip looking away, his face is dangerous, "Itachi look at me", he says it as if it were an order.
"Itachi", he grabs my face to force me to look him in the eyes, "In the little time I've had to get to know you, I've grown so attached to you that I'm afraid every day of losing you. Sometimes I think I want to kidnap you and lock you away so that only I can see and touch you, I love you so much."
He leans down to hug me, I hug him back even though I asked not to touch me. But actually it wasn't a good idea, since I want to touch him too.
"I love you too, but you should wear something. That thing you have between your legs is constantly evolving." He bursts out laughing, ruffling my hair, "stop messing with my hair."
I never thought I'd be able to say this but I think I'm really in love with him, there's no way out. I love him and I can't help but want to be by his side even though I don't deserve it, I don't deserve to be with him.
I don't deserve to be loved.
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