Today has run away with itself I thought it was now 4:30pm Denny was back from his friends and keanu was due back from work any minute.

"Mum what's for tea?" Denny asks

"I'm not sure darlin what do you fancy"

"The chippy , if that's okay"

"Just this once" I laugh "I'll ask keanu to pick it up on his way home"

"Thankyou can I go play on my game for awhile until he gets home?"

"Of course you can , what's wrong you feeling alright it's not like you to ask permission" I smirk

"I meant what I said this morning" he says as he sits down "I want to be there for you for you both he says as he looks down" my hand rubs over my bump unintentionally not even thinking about it

And then again as if they'd heard themselves being mentioned the baby kicked yet again making me wince slightly at the strength of it.

"What's wrong?"

"It's just the baby kicking... here"

As he places a hand on my ever rounding stomach a smile comes across his face he looks so much like his dad i thought he looked like his dad when he was born but now he's older even more so.

"Mum I'm sorry for not always treating you right , I should of known better my dad would be so disappointed"

"Denny! Don't say that your dad would be over the moon with you especially what your becoming, your going to be an amazing older brother and I'm so so proud of you too"

"I love you mum"

"I love you too" I say as we embrace probably my last cuddle of him for awhile.

Meanwhile in mick and Linda's living room.

"Mick can you please sort Ollie's tea out who's idea was it to have this baby shower?"

"I think you'll find it was yours L" he laughs "I tell you what put them balloons down put the nappies and tubs of baby food or whatever it is there calling baby food these days down aswell , put your trotters up and when Ollie's gone to bed I'll help you and I'll help you again in the morning we've got till 1pm tomorrow don't forget"

"Thankyou baby"

Back at Ian's Keanu has come home with the chippy and we were all sat around the table like a proper little family all getting along just like this morning I'm honestly in awe over the fact this is my life now whilst also being terrified something is going to go wrong for me it's never plain sailing being a watts.

It was 6pm by the time we'd finished eating , Denny and Keanu laughing and joking more like brothers Denny really looks up to him and I love that if Denny is half the man Keanu and his dad was then I'll be proud same as this little boy or girl I'm currently carrying.

"Right Denny go upstairs get in the shower and we can sit and watch a film together before I go to bed while Keanu pops to see his mum"

"Okay" well that was easy the lack of complaints from my teenage son have currently made today alot easier after the restless night because of Braxton hicks.

"Shouldn't you be getting to your mums?" I ask clearing the plates.

"Here let me do that first" he replies taking the plates from me.

"Pregnant women are perfectly capable of clearing away a few plates you know"

"Yeah well pregnant women aren't you and pregnant women aren't carrying our baby"

"I love it when you go all protective"

"Yeah well I care about you don't I " he says as he kisses me and pulls me as close as our impending baby will allow "I was thinking one of the flats is on the market how about I inquire on it tomorrow we might even be in there before this little ones born" he smiles as his hand swarms across my bump. "2 bedrooms one for me you and baby Taylor and one for Denny get him off the air bed in Bobby's room. What do you say?"

"I say id love that very much and it seems you've thought of everything which is why I love you"

"I love you too Sharon Ann"

"Watts babe don't forget the watts" I chuckle as he smirks

"Right I'm off to my mums I won't be long and if you get any twinges or you need me for anything promise you'll ring me"

"I promise now go on before Karen accuses me of keeping you from her" we both laugh and of he goes.

"Just me,you and your big brother tonight"I say as my hand comes round to where lord or lady Taylor is kicking "did you hear that our own flat your daddy really is a man full of surprises a perfect one though" I smile.