KAGEYAMA

"You're going to show me everything?" I inquire. "I mean kissing, sex…." Even with the dem light from the TV I can see Hinata blushing.

"I meant emotional support," he mutters dropping his eyes. "And guiding you. I figured you would want to save that stuff for your lover." If I happen to find a lover. It is going to take a while before they can even earn my trust. I think carefully about my next answer.

"I would rather my best friend show me," I reply. "I think it will help me to be comfortable with myself and not fuck up so to say."

"You won't fuck up Tobio," he replies. "Besides if your lover was to make fun of you for your lack of experience. They aren't for you." He is absolutely right about that.

"Who was your first?" I ask him bluntly. "Was it with a girl or a guy?" Hinata blushes.

"It was with a girl," he admits. He chuckles nervously. "I'm sure you remember Yona."

"That girl you were hanging around during the summer?" I ask. I remember her. She was from out of town and only here for the summer. Hinata nods. "Why her?"

"She made me comfortable," he admits. "She didn't clown me for being 18 years old and a virgin."

"I see," I reply. So he does understand me. "You make me comfortable Shoyo. I would like for you to guide me if you want." He is still blushing. "Um you have been with a guy before?"

"Tobio….." he groans letting my hand go to cover his face. I chuckle feeling amused.

"You have experience," I say setting up. I want him to see how serious I am about this. "Show me….." Part of me is jealous that he does have experience. How come he didn't come to me? Oh right. We didn't know the other even liked guys.

"I can only show but so much anyway," says Hinata still looking down.

"What do you mean?" I inquire. Hinata sighs.

"Having um sex is an intimate soul bound," he explains. "Sex with the person you love the most intimate experience. I don't want you rushing this." My cheeks deepen in color. Sex should be saved for the person you love. I feel a connection to Hinata. I don't think it is in a romantic nature.

"I'm not rushing it," I reply. "If I was, I would have been like Noya fucking in my 2nd year." Noya was definitely getting some action. He never hooked up with anyone from our school. It was always from our surrounding schools. I think he did this to minimize the rumors. It actually worked too. Not many people knew about his activities. I only know because he told Hinata not knowing I was around. I tend to be quiet like that.

"Certainly not," says Hinata. "Um…w-what did you want to learn first?" I hadn't thought that far ahead.

"I don't know…" I mutter glancing down becoming a little nervous. I look back up making eye contact with Hinata. "What did you learn first?" Hinata looks like he is thinking.

"Kissing with Yona but she wasn't big on it," he explains. "For that reason, it felt weird, always. We didn't do it much since she didn't like it."

"That sucks," I reply. I would like to think kissing is something to enjoy. I haven't gotten pleasure from it myself, so I don't know. "Let's try it. I don't see the harm." Hinata nods looking like he is going to pass out. "You okay?"

"I'm nervous as fuck," he admits. I grab his hand.

"We're best friends," I reply. "No need to be nervous. I was too but I feel much better knowing that it is you. It's what I want. Do you want to do this with me?" Hinata closes his eyes dropping his head for a moment. He nods his yes.

"Okay, you ready?" he asks glancing up. I nod my head feeling myself become excited in more ways than one. I would like to think kissing isn't that hard but the last girl I had did say I was horrible at it. I didn't tell want to tell Hinata this. I am not sure if me being gay had something to do with it. I didn't like kissing her. Nothing else more to say about it.

"Yes," I reply confidently. Hinata lets go of my hand leaning forward into my personal space.

"Come towards me," he says softly. "This lets the other person you are with know the kiss is consensual." I lean forward blushing already despite not doing anything. "Good….most people tilt their head to the right slightly. This is so our noses don't get smooshed." I wasn't expecting him to explain this much but it's nice to know there is reason why certain steps need to be taken. I can feel his breath on my lips. "I'm going to kiss you now." Hinata leans forward kissing me. His lips are so warm. I can even taste a little of the sake from earlier.

"Ahh…." I moan before pulling away covering my mouth. That was so nice. I didn't expect to make such an embarrassing sound though. "The fuck….." I mutter into my hand. I didn't know I could sound like that.

"It's okay," says Hinata. "You know as well as anyone else those sounds means you're enjoying yourself."

"I know but from a kiss," I say lowly.

"Depends on the situation, person," says Hinata. "Yona hating kissing. The guy I was with well….he likes kissing sometimes but not all the time. His kisses are usually at the right moment." The right moment. Does he mean…..

"Sex?" I question. Hinata shift his eyes away from me.

"Yes….." he says. I got too distracted by my voice I couldn't really take in what I was doing. I need to try again.

"Can I try again?" I ask. "The kiss I mean. I want to lead this time."

"Sure," he replies casually. "I know you want to get comfortable with it. Lead the way." I lean into his space with him meeting me halfway. My eyes travel Hinata's face wanting to know what he is thinking. Hinata stares at me with his cheeks becoming tinted. So fucking cute. I close the gap kissing him. This feels different from when he kissed me. Am I doing it right? Does he like it? Should I be doing more? I don't feel the urge to moan at all this time. I wonder why that is. Hinata pulls away shaking his head. "You're thinking too much."

"How do you know?" I ask.

"You were stiff," he replies. "You're not even that stiff even when meeting new coaches. Relax. You said I'm your bestie right. Don't act so scared." I stare at him trying to do what seems natural. I move back in kissing Hinata not giving him time to think. As I feel his lips, I think about that light he gets in his eyes. The way he smiles when our quick attack works helping the team. I part my lips slightly beginning to feel the kiss as I feel the blood rushing to my lower half.

"Hahh….." I moan with Hinata pulling away making me wonder what happened. I was really into it. I could feel the difference this time.

"That was much better," mutters Hinata.

"Really!" I exclaim. "D-did I make you feel good?" Hinata chuckles.

"Yeah," he says. "It was much better than before. I like that thing you did with your um mouth. It's hard to explain." I smile liking the feedback a lot. I launch forward kissing Hinata causing him to gasp. "Tobio…." I kiss him softly, but my movement is much faster. "Ahhh….." Hinata moans making my dick twitch. He sounds beautiful. I want to hear more. Holy shit. I grab the sides of his face.

"Shoyo….." I groan. My lips start parting on and off. I'm unsure of what I'm trying to do. It almost feels like I am trying to talk but no sounds are coming out. Unless my own small cries of pleasure count.

"Hahh…" Hinata moans placing his hands on top of mine. This makes my heartbeat all so much faster. My head starts moving as I continue to kiss him cradling his face softly. His soft fingers grazing over top of mine. Hinata keeps up with my movement effortlessly. "Tobio….haa….." he pants. He begins to moan again as if he lost his train of thought. I stop kissing him looking down trying to catch my breathe. He whimpers. "I'm sorry….I need a moment." Hinata moves to leave my bed when I grab his wrist.

"Don't leave," I say softly. My heart is slamming so hard in my chest. I feel confident with Hinata guiding me. He should be comfortable with me too. We share everything together. It feels like he is running from me. "Why are you trying to leave?" Hinata murmurs to himself not meeting my eye.

"I…I can't say," he whispers.

"Why not?" I ask. I want to know what he is thinking. Hinata shakes his head.

"You aren't suppose to see me like this," he cries his cheeks so red. "I thought I could do this….." I let go of his wrist.

"You don't want to guide me anymore," I say trying to keep the sadness out of my tone. We just started and he is backing out. I'm trying not to freak out because I really want to do this with him.

"Kage, I'm getting um aroused," he admits closing his eyes. That's it. That's his reason.

"Is that bad?" I inquire. "I would be worried if you weren't. If we are to eventually have sex, I would think that is necessary." Hinata whimpers. This something else. I touch the side of his face. "Did you enjoy how I was making you feel?"

"Yes," he replies. I tilt towards Hinata slowly. His breathing picks up a little. What is he feeling right now? Is he that turned on that his breathing has changed? Hinata gazes into my eyes making my tummy flutter as he meets me halfway kissing me. I grab the side of his face tenderly. I dislike the fact that he doesn't want to feel this way with me. He should enjoy what we are doing here. He moans lowly into the kiss making my dick hard once again. Hinata does something he didn't do before. He slides his hand up my chest wrapping his arms around my neck. I breath heavily feeling his chest press against my body. I groan feeling how hard his nipples are. Shit.

I moan into the kiss softly laying Hinata on my bed. Hinata wants to keep kissing me, but I stop to focus on my next move. His breath is well felt on my lips as I didn't go too far. He gasps as my right hand travels from the side of his rib cage down to his thigh. His skin is so soft. Hinata whines before he starts kissing me once more. His hands are tangled into my hair making my strands super messy. I don't even fucking care. A small price to pay for this moment of bliss. I am pleasantly surprised when he spreads his legs. I swallow hard as I wiggle my way between his thighs. I fit between them as if I was made for him. Now I can feel his erection further turning me on.

"Shoyo….." I moan taking his lips against my own. This is something new and I like it a lot. My fingertips begin to pace up and down the left side of his body. Hinata breathes heavily against my lips as he slides his left hand into my hair. He moans as his body shakes ever so lightly. My eyes widen as I want him shudder more due to my hands. Before I can even think another thought my hips sway my arousal against his. I grumble trying to contain this new sensation I'm feeling.

"Ugh…..Tobio…." whines Hinata lowly. I couldn't help myself. My body moved on its own. It reminds me of when I'm playing volleyball. It's almost as if my body knows what to do in this moment. I pull out if the kiss staring down at Hinata. He stares back at me with his cheeks tinted. I slowly roll my hips like I have seen in the videos so many times. I decide to let my body guide me. I may not be having sex but that doesn't mean I can't pretend. Hinata eyes widen as I continue to sway my hips.

Maybe this will convince him it is okay for us to have sex. He knows I'm okay with it but he still seems to be having some doubts. I rock my hips watching Hinata body moving beneath me. I moan as this feels like the sexist thing I have ever seen. Hinata cries lowly with his hand leaving my hair. I can see his right hand grabbing the comforter squeezing for dear life. He must be filling good to do that. Although his hard dick is telling me everything I need to know. Hinata lets go of the comforter bringing his arms up to cover his face. No, don't do that. I want to see the light in his eyes. My right arm comes up grabbing his hand pulling it off his face.

"Don't run from me Shoyo," I murmur. He allows me to move his hand but turns his face into the pillow. I can't help it as I continue to sway my hips. My groin feels so warm, so fuzzy. I groan basking in it. It doesn't feel like I am going to climax, but I know can if I keep going. I lean down close to Hinata with my eyes land on his smooth neck. Will his neck feel as soft as the rest of his body? I wonder… I enter his space licking his neck.

"Ha!" shouts Hinata grabbing my back with both hands. I love that response. My lips latch on to his neck sucking, licking, a little biting. He is squirming beneath me. "Oh my god….haa….ahhh….." I hum into his flesh as my hips continue to rock against his body. I swear I felt his dick twitch against my abs. Hinata arches his back as his hand slides under my shirt that has risen slightly. I moan feeling his fingertips along my skin.

"Yes…" I groan encouraging him. I lick his neck in quick swipes when I feel his hands sliding down my back. My eyes widen as his hands continue to travel into the back of my shorts. What is he doing? Hinata pants as his hands rub my ass in circular motion before grabbing my ass. "Ahhhh….." I thrust harder against Hinata finding myself with a deep need to be inside of him. This thought does something to me as I feel my dick jerk. "Haaa…." Hinata hand glides over my stomach. My breath hitches as he slides down grabbing my erection into his warm hand.

"So firm…" he murmurs. I release his neck staring at him. Hinata takes on my stare releasing my dick. What the hell is he doing? Don't stop… Before I can protest, I see his hand disappearing inside his own bottoms. He pulls his dick which looks painfully hard. The crown looks shiny as if it is being stretched to the max. "Come closer…" His voice sounds so soft and inviting. I move my hips back closer to him as he wraps his left arm around my waist. I wish I could be flesh against his chest. I get as close as I can without crushing him or his hand.

"Is this good?" I ask my voice heavy with lust. I lean my head down towards him. My nose touches his. I rub it lightly with my chest becoming tight.

"Yes, it's perfect," he mutters. I pant as he begins to rub his nose back against my own. I hover over his lips as he wraps his hand around our dick stroking slowly. I whimper realizing I'm feeling someone else hand for the first time in such an intimate way. Hinata tilts his head up kissing me moaning. I whine immediately bucking into his hand. "Ahhh….." His voice seems to be increasing which each stroke. I like hearing his voice. I can help but note he was much louder when I was sucking on his neck.

"Hahh…." I sigh in desire. This feels amazing. Hinata hand is warm and tight. I'm surprised that this movement can even feel this pleasurable. His hand can't even wrap around my dick fully. I wonder what the actual sex is going to feel like. I make out heavily with Hinata as he continues to bring us both enjoyment. I slow my hips down surprised when Hinata slows his strokes down. I gasp feeling his tongue run across my bottom lip.

"Tobio…." he whispers before sliding his tongue inside. Wait, what the hell is this. I moan loudly as this set my body on fire. My mouth opens as I begin sucking on his tongue. Hot, velvety muscle. Hinata moans before I release his tongue. His returns the favor now sucking on mine. My mind pictures him sucking my dick the way he is my tongue. My groin begins to tingle making my dick twitch inside his hand.

"Oh god I think I'm going to cum…." I weep in shock. I didn't even want to say that out loud. I'm in shock that this is even happening. My body begins to tremble adding to my surprise. I gasp trying to get my body to stop shaking. Instead, my hips begin to thrust harder. Hinata left hand massages the small of my back. I start crying out as the pleasure seems to be intensifying.

"I'm going to cum….." he whines. I groan my hips speeding up. Hinata hand gets tighter with my body liking this. "Ahhh…..haa…" His voice is starting to quiver. My eyes squeeze tightly as I feel my climax exploding inside of me.

"Shoyo…" I shout. "Fuck…..hhhahaa…aaaggghhh….." I'm thrusting so hard Hinata is rocking underneath me. I can feel his body moving as I cry releasing all my built up sexual desires. Hinata releases a guttural moan as he arches his back as his left hand begins to grip my lower back.

"Tobio….I'm cumming….I'm cumming….." he gasps shuddering. "Hahh….aaahhh…nnggghh…" I groan witnessing the pleasure that comes across his face as I feel his cum on my crown.

"Ohhhh…" I moan unable to contain my voice. I rock my hips not wanting the pleasure to end. I can't help but admire Hinata's face. No one else has seen it. Well except the guy and girl he had sex with.

"Ahh…ahh…" he sighs as his voice is getting lighter. He finally moves his head making eye contact with me. I can fully see his cheeks are a deep shade of crimson. "That was…..a little unexpected." I chuckle lightly.

"Yeah, it was," I agree staring at him. Hinata lets go of my dick. I bite my bottom lip wishing it wasn't over. That felt better than anything I have ever done alone. This wasn't planned yet it was beautiful, comfortable.

"A little help please," he says pointing at my tissues. I shake my head as I reach out grabbing the tissues on my nightstand. My arms are longer allowing for a better reach than Hinata. I focus on Hinata's right hand wiping it down. "I could have done it."

"I know," I reply. I toss the tissue grabbing some more for us to clean up more accurately. Hinata cheeks are still red. I don't know if he is blushing or not. They could still be red from his climax. That thought turns me on. I smile as Hinata turns on his side facing me. I recognize that face of concern. "Shoyo, this isn't going to change our friendship. We will always be best friends." He nods his head beaming and I can tell this comment made him feel better. All the events of today, tonight finally hits my body with me dozing off.

Author's Note: Things were not suppose to go this far. It is what it is.