Chapter 2 Deep feelings

The Play was over. Brenda sat in her garderobe and removed her make up. Her phone vibrated. Valerie´s face was on the display.

„Val? How are you?"

„Hi Brenda. Am I disturbing you?"

„No, I´m in my dressroom. My play is now over. Are you at home?" Brenda looked at her watch. In New York it was 4 p.m. Normally Valerie was till 6 p. the galerie.

„No, I´m in my car on the way to a client. But I had to call you as soon as possible. Are you sitting?"

„Yes, why?"

Valerie took a deep breath. „Dylan and Kelly will getting married."

Brenda laughed. „Oh, I know already."

„Oh" Valerie was surprised. „And what do you think about?"

„You know Val, I know Dylan a long time. And it doesn´t bother me. He got back to her, he wanted her, so he shall take her. I found it´s funny that he and Kelly invited me."

„Are you kidding me?"

„No. I want to know why? One of this left me and one of this hate me."

„I can´t still believe it."

„Maybe, our beloved Kelly wanted it to rub it to my face."

„And are you going?"

„Of course. And Andy will come with me." Brenda smiled through her phone.

„Let´s go Brenda, you´re the strongest woman I know. I couldn´t do this."

„Thanks Val. You´re so cute. Honestly, I can´t wait to see how Dylan and Kelly together run in their unhappyness." Brenda laughed again.

„You´re such a bitch." Now Valerie laughed too.

„Will you come too?" Asked Brenda hopefully.

„Well, my first thought was No. Dylan was the biggest asshole in the universe and Kelly is a Slut. You are right. That could be very interesting. Do you know what? I come too. I´m wondering, Dylan was allowed to inviting us? His ex-girlfriend and exlover." Val giggled.

„Maybe we will see other exgirlfriends too?"

Brenda and Valerie laughed the same time.

„Ok Bren. I just wanted to know if you know. I´ll see you at the big wedding."

„Bye Val." Brenda laid her phone back.

„Honey, do you need more time?" Andy suddenly stood behind her.

„No, I´m finished. I got a call from Valerie. She will come to the wedding too."

„Great. Then I have somebady for talk." Andy smiled and kissed Brenda tenderly. „Let´s get out. The others are waiting for us." Andy took Brenda´s hand and together they left the theater.

Dylan took a deep breath. He had imagined his life a little bit different. He want travel around the world. With stops here and there but no longer then maybe one or two weeks. With Kelly on his side. They were finally back together after the Silver wedding. A time is was great between them. Barely fight and a lot of sex. Dylan wanted to ask her about the journey but suddenly she wanted marry. It seemed she never thought of a travel around the world. She even didn´t wanted left Beverly Hills. Again and again Dylan try it to change the subject but Kelly didn´t want to hear anything about it. She wanted a life with him in Beverly Hills. But for that she promised him to make a long honeymoon. Dylan got it. But he wasn´t happy about it.

When they told Steve and Donna about their wedding plans they were so happy. By far Donna. On this time nobody thought more on Brandon, especially Brenda.

During Donna and Kelly sitting over the place cards. Dylan read a travel magazine. Kelly thought he was looking for a honeymoon.

„Dylan…who shall sit next to Erica? Maybe Steve?"

Dylan thought he heard something. He looked up to find Kelly and Donna staring at him. „Oh, did you say something?"

„Yes, where shall sit Erica?"

„Maybe next to David?" Dylan shrugged asking.

„Erica next do David?!" Donna was indignant.

„Or we sit she next to Iris?"

„Why was my sister not allowed to sit next to David? She´s MY sister.

„Dylan was right." Kelly looked at Donna.

„Okay, this is your wedding." Donna was disappointed.

Kelly knew Donna´s reaction. Donna was extremely jealousy. David wasn´t allowed to sit next to a young, sexy woman.

„Then it´s Brandons turn." Donna made the suggestion.

„But Brandon isn´t alone. He will come with his girlfriend." Dylan was obstinate. „It´s simple. She will get a extra chair on the table." Dylan wanted finally the end.

„Brandon sit on the Walsh-Table." Kelly decided. „And Erica sit next to David."

„And where shall sit Iris?" Dylan asked carefully.

„Next to Jackie and Mel." Kelly looked at Dylan and was naturally.

„Shall Jim and Cindy sitting alone on the table?" Dylan was searching.

„They get a table at the dancefloor. Together with Brenda and her new boyfriend."

„Brenda will really come?" Donna asked in surprise.

„Yes, and she will come with a Plus." Kelly smiled toxic.

She and Donna exchanged meaningful look and Donna looked secretly to Dylan. Now it doesn´t matter Erica would sit next to David. The fact Brenda had a new boyfriend and Kelly shall no worry about her made Donna happy again. Donna watched on the clock. „Oh, sorry Kel. I have to get going. It´s my turn to make dinner tonight and David is probably wondering where I am. I´ll call you tomorrow." Donna got up grabbing her jacket. She opened the door and looked at Dylan. „Bye Dylan."

„Yeah…bye Donna." Dylan said softly.

As Donna closed the door behind her he looked at Kelly and just stared at her. Kelly came to him.

„And, have you found what you wanted?" Kelly showed of the magazine.

„Well yes. I found a few destinations."

„Look Dylan. I know it´s laborius but we have a few points for the wedding and we should them give attention. It shall be a wonderful wedding, or not?"

„You´re right Kel." Dylan nodded.

„And now come the piece which is more relaxed." Kelly sat on Dylans lap and kissed him passionately.

„Hm…this piece is my favorite." Dylan deepened the kiss.

„I can´t barely wait for our wedding." Kelly murmured against his lips.

„I think we´ll don´t left our bed." Dylan deepened the kiss again.

After, Kelly slept on his chest, Dylan looked up at the ceiling and taking a big breath. He was having seconds thoughts. For the first time since they had been engaged. Since Kelly and Donna told about the Walsh-table and that Brenda have a new boyfriend he couldn´t stop thinking about her.

Carefully he got out of the bed, took his boxers and went to the livingroom. In the fridge found Dylan a few bottles of beer. Maybe from Davids last visit. He took the bottles and let himself down on the couch. The cold beer was great now. He knew Kelly didn´t allowed Dylan to drank alcohol. But after this day he needed. He didn´t even feel the last bottle slip out of his hand.

Dylan was woken up by his phone. Luckily it laid next to him. He immediately grabbed it.

„Hello?" He could barely answered.

„Hello D." Brandon said happy.

„Brandon?" Dylan sounds sleepy.

„Have I woke you up?"

Dylan checked the clock. It was 4 a.m.

„Honestly yes."

„I´m sorry man. I´m in europe. I fight with jetlag."

„Don´t worry about. What´s up?"

„First I congrats." Brandon smiled in the phone.

„Um, yeah…thank."

Brandon sat quiet for a second. „You ok man?"

Dylan swallowed hard. „Yeah…just tired…so what´s up?"

„I call you because I correct my reply. I will come alone. You can correct our seating arrangements."

„Oh B. I´m so sorry." Dylan was carefully.

„Don´t worry. Have you already a reply from Brenda?"

„Yes. She´ll come. Together with her new."

„Oh, you know it. Yes. At least one Walsh have luck in the lovelife." Brandon giggled. „And how are you about?" Brandon sounds carefully.

„Well, I´m okay." Dylan lied. „I have a lot of things in my mind. A wedding means a lot of work."

„I know." Brandon thought on his wedding preparing. „Tell me about it."

„When will you be in L.A.?" Somehow suddenly Dylan missed his best friend.

„In two weeks I´ll fly back to Washington, managed my work and after that I have finally vacation. And I spent it extra for your wedding."

„Thanks bro." Dylan closed his eyes. „Listen, I´ll talk to Kelly, she is the boss when it comes to seating charts. I never knew it mattered."

„All right. We´ll see bro."

„We´ll see bro."

Dylan hang up. Although it was 4 a.m. Dylan was glad Brandon called him. For this way Dylan could went back to the bedroom. If Kelly had discovered him on the couch she would asking him a lot questions.

Dylan looked down at Kelly. She slept peacefully. Suddenly her face changed into Brenda´s. Dylan thought he was losing his mind. He closed his eyes shortly but it was still Brenda´s face on Kelly´s body.

„Bren?" Dylan whispered.

But suddenly changed Brenda´s face back to Kelly´s. Dylan took a deep breath and laid back in bed. He turned to the other side. He didn´t wanted that Kelly smelled the beer breath.

„Who called you the last night?" Asked Kelly the next morning.

„You heard the phone?" Dylan was surprised.

„Yes, a little."

„Sorry, I didn´t wanted you wake up."

„No problem."

„It was Brandon. He told he will come alone to the wedding."

„Oh, okay. Thanks Dylan. Where is Brandon?"

„In germany. He forget the timedifferent."

Kelly nodded.

„Should I do anything for the wedding? Anything to pay or something else?"

„Yes, you could pay the first rent for the hotel lounge. And asked for your tuxedos."

„Okay. I´ll do it."

„Told Brandon at which time he´ll come?"

„Yeah. In two weeks."

Kelly nodded again.

Dylan grabbed his jacket and left the apartment. But instead to the hotel Dylan drove around aimlessly. Why he couldn´t stopped thinking of her? The whole three years where he was back in L.A. and he was with Gina and finally with Kelly he never mind on Brenda. But since she answered the invitation and Kelly and Donna talked about her and that she wasn´t a single he still thinking on her. Was that normal? Got he could feet? Didn´t he wanted the wedding? Sure, he loved Kelly. They known each other since their childhood, had a similar parentshouse and fighting every day for a life. The sex was great too. Kelly was the best in this. But was that enough for a marriage? Do he really wanted that for the rest of his own goddamn life? He thought about when he was the last time happy? Really happy. He didn´t remember when he laughed the last time. When he was with Kelly he laughed barely. And he couldn´t remember when he had with Kelly the last time a serious talk. With brenda he could talk about everything. She was a really good listener. And she always understand him. Found the right words for him. He remember this was only one point of a lot other points why he felt in love with her. That and her cute smile, her lips, her good smelling skin. He could hours for hours stared in her face without a word to say. With Kelly they always talked about her own life. About Jackie, Mel and Erin. About her future plans. Kelly showed never interests in Erica or Iris. Dylan know Iris and Erica didn´t like Kelly. And since he told Erica he would married Kelly she spoke no word more to him. He was surprised she would come to the wedding. Surely Iris had a hand full of done to made Erica said Yes to the invitation. But even Iris herself spoke less words to him since then.

Why wanted Dylan married Kelly? Was it fear? Was it the fear to live alone? With Brenda he always had the fear Brenda would left him for another guy. A better guy than him. A guy who would never left her for her best friend. Although Brenda loved him with her body and soul the fear was still at Dylan. And Dylan showed Brenda, without a break, she was the one and only for him. If he only didn´t left her? Why he left her? Because he thought he wasn´t good enough? Because he thought Brenda really deserved someone better than him? He, a dry-alcoholic with selfdoubts and always insecure? A broken guy? With Brenda he never felt broken. The opposite. He was proud of himself. And they shared a wonderful and loveful life. The three years in London were by far the best time of his life. It was his finally destination. And what did he? He gave up the best time for an awful life back in Beverly Hills for cocaine and for the wrong women. With Gina he got his second chance. But No…he let her go and gave her up for the definitely wrong woman. But in one point he was more then sure…with Kelly he had no fear that she would left him. Kelly would never left him. Dylan giggled ironically.

Suddenly he found himself in a special spot on the beach. Dylan was sad. Here was the place where he and Brenda broke up the first time. She told him she wasn´t ready for a sexual relationship. Immediately he heard „Losing my religion" in his head. He thought back then he couldn´t feel more broken. But this was a mistake. Now he felt more broken. He drove to Mullholland Drive. Here they came together again. Here told Dylan Brenda how much in love he was with her. And she with him. And how they kissed each other. He will never forget „Wicked Game" sounds out of the radio. Suddenly Dylan cried. He missed her. He missed her so much.

Kelly looked at her watch. She snapped her phone and typed a number.

„Hi Kelly, nice to hear from you." Brandons voice was like a rainbow for Kelly.

„Hi Brandon." Kelly was excited. „Did I woke you up?"

„No. You know, I can´t sleep so long. How are you?"

„I´m fine. I heard from Dylan you´ll come alone?"

„Yeah, unfortunately." Brandon breathed out.

„What happened with…who was her name?" Kelly asked carefully.

„Abby. It didn´t work. No idea. Something I missed in this relationship." Brandon breathed out again.

„I´m so sorry Brandon."

„Don´t worry. Maybe the problem is me. Maybe it´s better when I´m without a partner."

For a few seconds it was silence.

„I am glad you come to the wedding." Kelly finally broke the silence.

„Yeah, it´s been a long time since we saw us. By the way congratulations Kel. I´m happy for you."

„Thank you Brandon. I´m happy to see you again." Kelly fight with herself against tears.

„I missed you. Your beautiful smile."

„Brandon, you are embarrassin me." Kelly blushed.

„Fine. Yes, I made it again." Brandon laughed heartly.

„You´ll be here in two weeks?"

„Sure. I had then a lot of vacation. And I come for your wedding."

„I´m so happy."

„Me too Kelly."

Kelly laid her phone back and smiled. Soon she would see Brandon again.

Brenda closed her trolley. Today was her last play. Now was season end and the break will be over three monts. The next day they would fly back to L.A. to the big wedding. Andy came in their bedroom. He wrapped his arms from behind on Brenda and kissed her shoulder and neck.

„I hope we haven´t forget anything?"

Brenda closed her eyes. She enjoyed his soft kisses. „Well, we had about two weeks time for preparing. I would say, we are done."

Andy continued his kisses. „I can´t barely wait to meet Dylan live in person."

Brenda giggled. „What will you do when you see him the first time?"

Andy turned Brenda around and pressed she more on him. „I will say Thanks to him. That he gave me the most beautiful and sexiest woman in the world."

Brenda wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him tenderly. „And I´m excited when you met Kelly."

„Oh yeah. The slut who fucking with half of the WestBeverly." Andy laughed.

They kissed again. „Which time is the fly?" murmured Andy against her lips.

„12 a.m."

„Oh that sounds great. We have a lot of time." Andy smiled and began to undressed her.

„Mmhh..I get a goodbye."

„No, our bed get one. Finally it will not used the next weeks." Andy smiled again and sat on their bed.

Brenda saw his big cock. She wanted him. She licked her lips and sat on his lap. Immediately she felt him. She felt his kisses and hands over her whole body. She closed her eyes. Andy was great. He exactly knew what he done. Brenda loves his love making. He smelled phantastic. She got everytime goosebumps. Before they got their climax Andy turned Brenda on her back. Now it was his turn. They intertwined their fingers and after a strong bump Andy felt on Brendas breast.

„I love you honey."

„I love you baby."

They kissed deeply and in his warm arms both felt in a deep sleep.

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