Chapter 14: Car rides and a gift
Sayaka had been true to her words. The next few days were dedicated to Yuu's studies. Promising to only make out on car rides. They chose to study in the living room after the day they reconciled, so they wouldn't be tempted to make out where people could pass by. Even when Yuu would request a reward after finishing some mock test that her girlfriend had prepared.
"Come on, just one. No one seems to go this way for hours."
"You are the one who told me no kisses and to hold back."
"Clearly, I was not thinking at that moment."
"You will have to wait. Now, study biology, and after I have a practice test about the topics on this list."
"You are so strict." Yuu pouted.
But as soon as they were inside the car, both of them were ravenous. At some point, Yuu will be straddling Sayaka and sharing the same seatbelt. At these moments, Sayaka will hold Yuu tighter in fear. She's thinking about designing a seatbelt that is good for two people. It makes her feel irresponsible when they do this, but her hunger always wins over her judgment. And she did instruct Jin to drive more carefully when Yuu is with them. It's a good thing her girlfriend is so petite that an added forty-five kilograms won't be a problem for the seatbelt strength in her car.
Safety is far from Yuu's mind on these car rides. She doesn't care what her hands are doing. Touching every part of her girlfriend within her reach. It didn't help that Sayaka always had a different top on the car ride home to Yuu's house. Clothes that are easy to get under with, to push aside, to undo, and to take off. It is an unfair advantage over Sayaka, who can only undo the yellow ribbon and the top buttons of Yuu's uniform. That is why, when Sunday arrived, Sayaka was ecstatic. Yuu will be in casual clothes.
When the car arrives at the bookstore. The lanky girl goes out and greets Yuu's mother at the counter.
"Good morning, Koito-san. How is business this morning?"
"Ah, Sayaka-chan. Please stop calling me Koito-san already. Call me obachan. You have been a big help to my daughter's studies, and you even fetch her from here. I hope she isn't being a nuisance to you."
"I heard that." Yuu said as she went down the stairs. She's wearing a light purple sleeveless blouse and a knee-length white flowy skirt. Sayaka was delighted by these clothing choices. "I'll go now, mom."
"Be a good girl, okay?"
"Going out on a Sunday to study, I think I am the best girl out there."
"I'll take care of her obachan. And make sure she has the best scores next week."
"Thank you, Sayaka-chan." Turning to her daughter. "Don't cause any trouble for her."
"Do I only cause trouble to people? Where does this notion come from?"
"Yuu, be respectful." Sayaka scolded.
"See, you are not yet out of the house, and you are already causing trouble."
"I am sorry, mom. I will do my best to be a good girl today."
"My parents want to have her stay for dinner. I will bring her home after that. I promise." Sayaka said, bowing deeply.
"Thank you again, Sayaka-chan. I'll see you girls later."
The two went inside the car.
"You look gorgeous."
"No talking on this ride." Yuu said as she immediately straddled her girlfriend and sat on her lap, both arms around her shoulders.
"Oh my, someone is grumpy so early in the morning." The green-eyed girl teases as she keys in the seatbelt over the both of them.
But when Yuu heard the click, she went on offense. Grabbing her girlfriend's face and claiming her lips, it was intense instantly. Sayaka responded in kind. Raging hormones paired with the soft clothing that finally adorned her kōhai. Her hands hungrily go under the hem of the blouse and touch the skin on her girlfriend's waist for the first time. They are soft and taut at the same time. The hands go higher toward the edges of Yuu's bra. The little girl moaned loudly. The hands continue to explore, conquering every patch of skin they hadn't touched before. This goes on for a few minutes.
"I love you, Yuu." Sayaka said as she fondled the lean muscles of the redhead's back. She then let go of the lips in favor of the neck. Hands stroking Yuu's tiny waist.
"Sayaka, please."
"What is it, honey?" Still grazing the neck.
"I want more."
"I know. We will talk about this after the midterms. For now, let's enjoy this moment before it's over." Kissing the exposed shoulder.
"I don't think I can wait that long."
"I thought you said no talking on this ride." She teased.
Yuu responded by tilting to the other side and biting Sayaka's neck. Sending multiple pulses of erotic electrical shocks throughout the brunette's body.
"I promise we will talk about it."
"I don't want to talk about it. I want to do it."
Sayaka was forced to take her hands off Yuu's waist and then place them gently on her face, forcing the little girl to look at her with focused eyes.
"This is just hormones, my love." Sayaka added 'my love' to her pet names for Yuu after their misunderstanding. To remind her girlfriend that she is loved. "It's my fault for touching your skin too much. I had dreamed about it for so long that I couldn't control myself. But this feeling will go away when we get home."
"I have been feeling this way for quite some time now. The location doesn't affect my desires."
"Me too, but we need to have a clear head about this. It is an important step."
"My head is very clear. The voices are screaming at me."
The lanky girl laughs. The vibration went to Yuu's inner thigh. She captures Sayaka's lips again. The slender hands went back under the sleeveless blouse. This time they went to the front and touched the breasts. Massaging gently. A growl escapes from the petite girl's throat. Then bites on the lower lip of her brilliant, mind-blowing girlfriend.
"You expect me to wait when you do things like that."
The car stopped. They both look outside through the tinted window. The house is standing resolutely before their eyes.
"Is it just me, or does that car fly?" Yuu mused as they entered the house. "It feels like we just sat down."
Sayaka laughs heartily.
"What's so funny?"
"Not telling."
"Sure, add it to the list of things that will drive me crazy."
Her girlfriend hugs her from behind as they walk towards the living room. "I love you."
"You call it love, but I call it torture."
"I will tell you if you have a perfect score in any of the quizzes I prepared today."
"Fine," Yuu said as she sat down on the carpet-covered floor by the coffee table. Leaning against the sofa behind her.
Sayaka sat on the armchair beside the sofa to get farther away from Yuu's alluring body heat. She studies her own subjects. They continued like this for three hours, then after lunch, Sayaka gave the quizzes on each subject. Yuu got three perfect scores out of the eleven quizzes. With just one to three wrong answers for the other subjects. The senpai gave and explained the correct answers. It was five in the afternoon when she laid down the papers.
"I think you are ready."
"Really?"
"Yeah," The lanky girl said as she stretched out her long limbs on the chair. "Want to walk outside for a bit to get some fresh air?"
"Sure, if it's only for a bit."
The green eyes got confused. "Why?"
"I've got other plans."
"Ah, I woke up a monster."
"That you did. But wait, you said you would tell me why you were laughing earlier."
"Oh, okay. But let's go out first."
They organized the table and put everything back inside their bags. Then, hand in hand, they walk outside and explore the vast garden.
"My mom likes to grow things. She took care of all these when she was not on business trips."
"Your family is amazing."
"It has its moments, but yes, I am very thankful I was born into this family."
"I am very happy for you. They are so thoughtful and loving. They really love you."
"Yeah. Sometimes I marvel at how easy they make things for me."
"What do you mean?"
"When I came out to them when I was fourteen, they were not surprised at all. They said that I kind of did it already when I was five."
"Really?"
"Yeah, but I can't remember that moment. They said they were both shocked and touched when it happened."
"Can you tell me?"
"Definitely." Sayaka said, pulling Yuu closer, kissing her gently on the lips, and then walks on.
Now, with the sun beginning its descent, the usual green eyes have turned into a light shade of brownish yellow. Wavy hair danced behind her as a gentle breeze leisurely passed through them. Mild rosy cheeks, pink lips, and a delicate smile showing snippets of well-maintained teeth. Walking slowly and breathing in the scent of grass and the blooming flowers all around them. Yuu's mouth fell open in reverence. 'She's shining.'
She picks up a rogue stone with her free hand and examines it with her fingers. "You know how parents ask their children what they want to be when they grow up?" Yuu nodded. "I was five with no filter and being adored by my parents, telling me that I can be whatever I want to be and be successful at it. They asked me that question." She tosses the stone to its relatives and wipes her hand on her pantleg. "They said I look up to them smiling and proudly say, 'I want to be like dad... and love someone like you, mom.'" She looks over to Yuu.
A single tear falls from Yuu's right eye. The brunette wiped the tear with her thumb. "I think I found her."
"Sayaka"
"I love you, Yuu. I have been waiting to meet you since I was five."
"It's not fair."
"Huh? Why?"
"Are you even real?"
"Honey, you need to make sense."
"Why do you keep adding things to the endless list that make me fall in love with you more?"
Sayaka smiled softly, her hand still on Yuu's cheek. She leaned forward slowly. Eyes in different colors. Vibrant green in the shadows and autumn yellow on the setting sun. Long lashes fanning her cheeks. 'It's too much.' Yuu closed her eyes and received the gentlest and sweetest kiss her girlfriend could offer. The wind dances around them. The heavenly scent of Sayaka blends with the blooming flowers, sun-dried leaves, fresh mown grass, and wet stones. It was the moment Yuu knew she could never love another.
They walk around the garden. Sayaka told her the different names of the flowers and exotic plants her mother has. Sometimes the lanky girl will lift their entwined hands to her lips and kiss the back of Yuu's hand. She does it so casually that it looks so natural. But the small girl stands in awe every single time.
"Then this is her bonsai collection. She carved every single one."
Yuu glanced at an army of beautifully carved potted small trees, but her attention went back to the goddess beside her.
Sayaka can feel Yuu staring and not paying attention to the things she's showing her in the garden.
"Shall we go back?"
"Yeah" the small girl whispered
Sayaka can feel the skin on her girlfriend's hand getting warmer. She didn't question Yuu when they didn't stop by the living room to get their bags and went straight for the stairs. With the blush visible on her cheeks, she knew she had one thing on her mind. With the studying done. They can go back to her room again. When they finally arrived inside, Yuu took the do not disturb sign, put it on the doorknob outside, and closed the door.
The lanky girl was led to the couch. "Sit down, please." Sayaka obeyed. Yuu straddled her. "I know you want to talk about it after midterms."
"Yuu…"
"Please let me speak. I promise I won't force myself on you." The senpai only nodded. "If you don't want to cross that line right now or in the coming weeks, I understand. And I realized that you wanted to talk about it with a clear head and without compromising my midterms. I thank you for that. But right now, I feel an indescribable need to give myself to you. I will not cross the line. Or make you cross the line. But I wanted us to go as far as we could without going beyond. Is that acceptable to you?"
"Whatever you need, I will give it if I can."
"You can take my shirt off and yours off too if you want. But if you don't, I will take my top off myself. I don't want anything in the way of what I have in mind. You can also take off the bra if you like. That part I will not demand."
Sayaka swallowed.
"I want to give you all of me. But since it's not possible right now, I will settle for giving you half. This is a gift. Don't think about it like you're taking advantage of me. I told you before. You cannot steal what's freely given. I will not demand more, but I will not stop you if you do. I just want you to know that I am yours and that I am happy to give you everything. Anything."
"You are so serious. You're making me worry."
"Good, then you know that I am not kidding around. I really want you, Sayaka. I am yours." With that, she gave the brunette a sweet and tender kiss. It's a signal for her to start.
When she saw the brown eyes again, she was stunned. It was full of desire and acceptance. She swallowed again. This person. Loving her, trusting her, surrendering herself to her, giving freely the things she craves, accepting her boundaries, her rules, her demands, and her desires—this wonderful person, this gentle soul, the most incredible human being she has ever had the pleasure of knowing. 'She's mine.'
Her hands went to the hem of the blouse, and the brown eyes rejoiced. She took it off slowly, making sure that her skin was not touched in the process. Yuu lifts her arms to help her. The green eyes gaze started from the stomach, eyeing the tiny waist, and noticing how the skin contracted at the barely defined abs with each breath. She took note of the freckles. Then her gaze goes to the ribs. Her girlfriend is skinny, but she doesn't look unhealthy. Then her eyes went to the breasts. Yuu is wearing a bra that is a very light shade of purple. She inspects the peaks and valleys and wets her lips in the process. Then it goes to the shoulders, where the muscles are defined but remain feminine. 'Softball huh.' Then on the neck, she still has the faint remnant of the bruise she gave her last week. At last, the throat, jaw, and lips, which are slightly open, breathing unevenly. Nose, and finally the eyes. They are filled with joy. 'She's happy because she's giving herself to me. I am the luckiest person on earth.'
After her eyes devoured Yuu's bare skin, her hands both went to the base of her ears, touching them with just the tip of her forefingers. Very gently, barely touching, she traces a line down the neck on both sides, then to the shoulders, adding her middle fingers, then to the slender arms, now with the ring fingers, then to the forearm with the pinkies, and to the hands with her thumbs.
"You're driving me crazy." Yuu gasps.
"In a bad way or a good way?"
"In the best possible way."
She smiled as her hands went to her hip, where the edge of her skirt was. Fingertips touch the stomach, then the waist, then the ribs, then they change direction and go to the back. Sayaka leans a little so her fingertips can explore the skin on her back. Her fingers dance from the nape to the small back. She then taps on the skin like she was playing the piano. Yuu smiled widely. Then the fingers go to the bra. Yuu gulped. She knew better than to ask permission. It was already given at the start. Slowly, she unclasped it. The green didn't leave the brown. The fingers went to the shoulder and slowly took off the straps. Still staring at each other. The bra was taken off.
Fingertips trace the collar bone, sternum, and, for the first time, the breasts. Skin to skin, Sayaka's breath caught. She blinks a few times, and with a gentle kiss on Yuu's lips, they break eye contact. The hands continue to massage as her lips go down the jaw. Then the neck, licking, sucking, and biting. Yuu is breathing heavily now. The hands let go of the breasts and went to the back as she bent lower and kissed the collar bone. The tongue traces a line to the sternum. Her cheek was turned as she let it feel Yuu's nipple first before her mouth found it. A moan escapes from Yuu. She let her tongue explore, teasing the already hard tip. She felt Yuu pressed herself to her a little. Small hands touch her shoulders as she began to suck.
"Aaah… Sayaka..." She pants.
The sucking deepened but still gentle, after she was satisfied, she let go of the prize and kiss and suck the surrounding skin. Then goes to the other breast and did the same. When her lips let go of the breasts the hands go back to them. Then she lifted her head and gazed back at Yuu.
The little girl leans and kiss her tenderly.
"You are amazing, my love. Thanks for this. It is the best gift I have ever received."
"Thanks for accepting."
Sayaka watched her hands continue to fondle the breasts. Desire is spilling over. She wanted nothing but to take her to bed and continue. She knew her girlfriend was ready for it. But she wants to have the talk first.
"You really like to look at things first before doing anything with them, huh?"
"What?"
"I noticed it when we reconciled. You undo my uniform first and look at me before you kiss me. And now you took your time exploring every part of my upper body with your eyes before you touched me."
"Oh, I guess so." The brunette ponders. "I didn't notice that about me. I thought it was only natural to admire things first."
"I am flattered. I don't think of myself as someone who is sexy and feminine like you."
"You are exquisitely sexy." Sayaka said as she kissed Yuu's chest again. Leaving a hicky where the heart is. "I need your help, Yuu."
"Tell me."
"I can't seem to take my hands off you. Please take my hands and place them on my side. Then put your bra and top on."
"I don't think I can help you with that." Yuu chuckled.
"Argghh… fine." Sayaka forced her hands to stop touching the breasts. Then she moved her hands down to the waist, then went to the back. She then drew Yuu close to her and hugged her. Then she buried her face in her girlfriend's neck and breathed in her scent. She has this invigorating cucumber and green tea scent. Her hair has that mild aroma of green apples. Giving clarity to Sayaka's desire filled mind. 'Everything about her feels so refreshing and light.' She let go of the embrace and looked for the bra. She offered it to Yuu, who accepted it and started to put them on. Sayaka watches closely. Her pupils are still dilated. When the redhead finally got her top back on, she was able to breathe again. "That's like torture." The lanky girl said as she bit the tip of her thumb.
"How? I didn't hurt you in any way." Yuu teased her with a smile on her face.
"Your seduction worked, my love. I will be hunted by this experience every time I close my eyes."
"Good, then you know what it feels like to be turned on all the time and not be satisfied."
"So that's not a gift. It's revenge."
Yuu touches Sayaka's face with both hands and kisses her gently. "It is a gift. How it makes you feel depends on you."
Sayaka slumped on the couch and covered her face with her hands to express her frustration. Yuu laughs and lay on top of her and hug her tightly.
"I love you."
"You're not playing fair."
"You had the advantage from the beginning. So, this is what it feels like to be on the winning side."
"Let's go to the music room."
"No, thank you. I am happy here."
"I still have one song to give." Sayaka said her voice is hopeful.
"Maybe next time. Also, you still haven't told me why you are laughing this morning."
"Ah, that. Why don't we talk about it while I play you a song?"
"It's just one day, Sayaka. Let me enjoy my victory. And I got three perfect scores. Now spill."
The brunette rubs the back of her girlfriend with one hand and plays with her hair with the other. "After our misunderstanding, I told Jin to take the longest route possible when we are together inside the car. Also, not to open the doors for us anymore."
"What?" Yuu said, pulling away to look at Sayaka's face.
"Yeah, so the rides are actually longer. But since we are so absorbed with our make-out sessions, it feels like we travel in a flash."
"So, Jin-san knows we have been making out inside the car?"
"I don't know. Maybe. But the car is soundproof on the inside. And he can listen to his own music, and we won't be able to hear it."
"But with your instructions, he may have ideas."
"So?" Sayaka asks as she touches Yuu's cheek. "What's wrong with that? You are my girlfriend. He had been driving me for years. He knows me. He knows how I am with you. How happy I have been since the first time you got inside that car."
