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THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND THE SUICIDE OF A PERSONNES IN THE PAST.
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Chapter 6: The Master
You didn't know how, but you found yourself alone in an alleyway. You had your arms wrapped around your knee, head on it.
It was night.
It was cold.
It rained down on you.
You didn't care.
You cried.
For the life, you had lost.
For the family and friends.
For the YOU who had died.
You had thought it often, but never was it truer than now. You hate the asshole-deity who let you be reborn as Chloe.
You were nothing but a fake.
You didn't wanted to be Chloe.
You wanted to be YOU!
Never in your life's had you felt this strongly about anything. This was some kind of godly punishment, you were sure. You started to lose yourself since you had to be Chloe.
It was scary.
You sniffled.
The rain and your tears became one. No one would be able to tell the difference if they saw you.
"I can't…I just can't anymore…", you mumbled quietly to yourself.
With this voice who wasn't yours.
You looked up into the heavens.
"Hey, if you can hear me.", you said out loud in the hope the deity who brought you here, would listen. "I'm done. I will rather be dead than live this fake life as Chloe."
Of course, you didn't get an answer.
Figures.
You signed and placed your head against your knees again. New tears were streaming down your cheeks.
You just wanted it to stop.
"Now, now young miss, what has you troubled so much?", you heard a familiar voice.
No, could it be?
You haven't met him, but you know his voice from the show. You raised your head.
"Master Fu.", you said quietly, yet not quietly enough, since you saw how tense he became under his umbrella.
"I beg you pardon?", he said nervously.
You could do like you had said another thing, lying again, but you were done.
You had enough of the lies and this fake life.
"Master Fu.", you repeated louder looking into his eyes seriously. "You are Wang Fu the last of the Miraculous Order. The one you destroyed by creating a Sentimonster with the Peacock Miraculous named Feast."
Shock couldn't even describe what you saw on his face. It was absolute fear and terror.
"H-How did you know, are you…-"
"I'm not with Papillion, Master, don't worry. I'm from another world where this world is a TV show for kids, that's why I know it.", you scoffed.
You both stared for a few seconds at each other, when suddenly a green blur appeared behind Master Fu's shoulder.
Wazyy.
"So it seems that Dimee and Khee are back on their old games.", the little god said soberly.
You didn't know why, but these names made you shudder. Like something deep in you know that this means nothing good. Surprisingly even the Master did it too.
You would expect that he would scold Wazyy for showing himself, yet this names did something to him too.
"Dimee and Khee.", repeated Master Fu fearfully. "Then this whole situation just got more complicated."
That's how you found yourself now in Master Fu massage parlor. You were wrapped in a blanket a warm tea in one hand, while Master Fu and Wazyy sat before you on the tea table.
Wazyy had convinced you to go with them to their home, there he would explain how this Dimee and Khee were and what he knew about you.
Finally getting answers to your situation besides the one the asshole deity gave you would be nice.
So you waited for an explanation.
"Dimee and Khee are two of the most powerful Kwami that exist.", started Wazyy to explain. You could hear thunder from the storm outside, it made you shake. "So powerful, that no Miraculous can bond them. Dimee is the kwami of Dimensiontravel, while Khee is the Kwami of reincarnation and rebirth. These two…they are so different from us Kwami who decide to bond with humans. They can take a human appearance and they love to mess with humanity."
Fu had a sober look on his face which changed into a compassionate one when he looked at you.
"The Order teaches that we should never trust them since they would use our trust against us. It happened before.", added Fu.
You took a sip from your tea, enjoying the warmth that it brought to you.
"What has this to do with me?", you asked.
You had a feeling you wouldn't like it.
"You are without a doubt their newest victim-"
"[Y/N].", you told Wazyy your name.
The kwami nodded.
"[Y/N]. Dimee and Khee all 100 years or so pick a human from a different dimension than ours to be reborn here as a previous inhabit and make them live this new life. Often it doesn't end well."
You were so scared to ask, yet you had to: "How….How does it end?"
"In suicide.", answered you Fu, and seemed so old when saying it. Your heart nearly jumped from your heart. "Living the life of the person you are not does terrible things to one's mental health. As the Order was young it happened once in the order. A young female master was switched with another female from a Dimension where women basically were not more than animals. This poor girl didn't even have a name so the order just used the name of the previous owner of the body, Mei. Mei…she couldn't adapt to this world were she was safe, was not look down, was threated as a human beeing. As said before the Order was in it's beginning and also didn't know how to handle the situation. They tried to help Mei with the little knowledge they had, in the end, Mei took her own life."
A loud gasp left your mouth and tear sprung in your eyes.
Was…was this how it would end for you too?
Was the asshole deity really this Kwami's Dimee and Khee who enjoyed this sick game?
Something in you felt that this was the true. Kwami were gods and only gods had this kind of power.
"But why me?", you asked Fu and Wazyy.
Did Dimee and Khee just pick random a person?
"They like to spice things up you could say.", Wazyy nearly hissed with disdain for his Kwami brethren. "You said you came from a Dimension where our Dimension is a TV show?"
You just nodded.
"Then I'm pretty sure they just wanted to see how long someone with knowledge of this world would fair. Bastards."
"Wazyy.", tutted Fu.
"It's true Master! You learned to fear Dimee and Khee, but we Kwami hate them. We love humanity and this two play with humans all over the dimensions.", growled the little turtle kwami.
You admitted, for the first time you believed that the Kwami were real gods. The anger Wazyy radiated was scaring you.
He noted that he was scarring you and took a deep breath to calm down.
"I'm sorry [Y/N], I don't want to scare you, just Dimee and Khee make us lose our patience."
"It's okay.", you mumbled, taking a sip of your tea to calm down. "Is there any chance I can return to my old life or…"
The sad looks of Wazyy and Master Fu said all.
Nether less Wazyy answered: "No, once a new soul is in the body and the old soul moved on, it's done. Dimee and Khee don't have the power to reverse it. And even if they did they wouldn't do it."
"Awesome, just awesome.", you growled. "So I'm doomed to stay Chloe Bourgeois and probably turn crazy that in the end, I kill myself."
"No!", shouted Master Fu and Wazyy.
The Master gripped one of your hands and Wazyy snuggled up to one of your cheeks. You didn't know what to feel. It was nice to feel the warmth of other beings, however.
"We are here for you, [Y/N]!", promised Master Fu. "I may be the only one of the order, but since Mei, when a Dimesionwanderer, that what we called people in your situation, was found by a Master or found his way to the Order we helped them to adjust to their new life. You may have to live as Chloe Bourgeois most time, but here you are YOU. We can find ways to retrieve a lot of your true self, trust me."
"How?", you asked desperately.
"Well, for once I will give you a Miraculous. When you transform you can look like your old self again."
Your chin meets the floor.
"You would just hand out a Miraculous so I don't turn crazy?!"
"Also, but you knowing this world as a show will probably make us find Papillion faster, which is good."
There you winced.
Time to come clean with anything.
"It was too good to be true.", said Master Fu after your long explanation.
"This are Dimee and Khee for you Master, they wouldn't let her remember something so important.", said Wazyy with crossed flippers.
"Yes, but we know that the peacock will become active once again and we can prevent that Papillion finds me so that I have to give up the guardianship to Marinette.", rebuked Fu.
Then he looked with sad eyes at you.
"Are Marinette and Adrien really that terrible for each other?"
You rubbed your temple. Damn, was he stupor.
"You saw the videos I showed you, Master!"
"Yes, but I can't believe he will let people drow just because I forbade Marinette to tell him about me. It's, it's…"
"Unforgivable.", you and Wazyy said together.
"Also he clearly doesn't respect borders.", adds Wazyy.
"So I did a mistake. Again."
"Master Fu, how could you know? Adrien helped you so he seemed like a good person, but next time make a background check before handing out Miraculous.", you told him plainly.
Wazyy nodded agreeing.
Fu signed.
"Alright, all right. We must then make haste and take Plagg back and give him to you [Y/N]. With your knowledge, you are the best suit for the new black cat."
Oh my god, you wanted to dance!
Hah, in your face Dimee and Khee, you would become the black cat!
Hahahaha!
Your happiness was clearly showing since both master and kwami chuckled. You grinned sheepishly.
"Also I want you to become the next guardian with Marinette when it's time that she meets me. Hearing what you told me, it seems better to have the workload divided.", Fu let the bomb go off.
Again your chin meets the floor.
You?
A guardian?
Well, if you could help Marinette, you would do it.
You bowed to the master.
"I will do my best as the new black cat and as your next in line."
"I know you will. So we know that Gabriel Agreste has the Miraculous Spellbook and you told me after this Lila girl comes it will be in our hands again. You don't see any way that when we get Plagg from Adrien, that we can grab it too?", wonders Fu.
"Master Fu, it would only get Mister Agreste sooner akumatiez into the Collector and it could throw off the whole timeline, so my knowledge would be wasted.", you said. "We should wait till we get it naturally in our hands and then we can screw canon over. I'm already afraid that it will change a lot since I won't cause the Akumas Chloe caused and with me being the black cat."
Here all three of you let out a long sign.
God, was this complicated.
You didn't sign up for this, but you would make the best out of it.
You were finally back home and boy, did the mayor lecture you.
Apparently, he had organized a whole search squad for you, after Luka run into the hotel searching for you desperate.
You had to endure an hour-long lecture about running away and scarring people, till you manage to promise to never do it again and give your new dad a big hug.
After that, you called Luka and apologize. You said there was something going on in your life that was heavy on you, but you couldn't tell him.
You weren't ready.
And like the good person Luka was he accepted your apology and your border.
Shy, you asked if you two would still go out with each other. He just laughed sweetly at you and said you wouldn't scare him away that easily.
He liked you way too much.
You swore you were in heaven.
Luka was really too good for you! For this world!
You said good night to each other, then you had to call Zoe and calm her down since the mayor had called her, he know that you two were in contact with each other, to ask her if you had told her about a secret spot you liked to hide or something.
Your sister cried and screamed at you. You let her be and then apologized.
After a while, Zoe calmed down. She threatened to kick your ass if you would do such a thing again. You told her you would accept her punishment.
This pleased her and you both were again okay with each other.
Then you finally called the last person for today which was Sabrina. The poor girl cried in relief hearing that you were save and sound. You tried your best to calm her down and apologize, which she did after some time.
You invited her tomorrow night to the hotels restaurant to make up for the worry and wouldn't accept a no from her.
She giggled and said she would be there.
Satisfied you both ended the call and said you would see each other tomorrow at school.
With a sign, you put your phone on the night table and fell down on your comfy bed.
Right now you only wanted to sleep.
Tomorrow would be a new day.
Tomorrow a lot would change in Paris.
You hope it would be for the best and that the asshole Kwamis Dimee and Khee would be annoyed with how well you would do!
I hope the chapter wasn't too much guys!
Dimee and Khee are my original Kwamis so don't steal understood?!
Wish you all a good night/day!