Chapter 10

Phoebe's POV

Tomorrow I get married to the love of my life. I am incredibly nervous. Not cold feet nervous, just butterfly's in my belly nervous. I love him so much. It can't even be put into words.

I'm sitting on my hotel room couch. I'm with my mom. I'm not a huge fan of this not seeing Nathan thing. I have his gift for tomorrow all wrapped. My mom helped me pick it out. A Cartier watch engraved on the inside that says "for the rest of time." I got that because Nathan always told me he would love me for the rest of time.

I have a glass of water and am wrapped in a hotel robe. We staying here because we are doing the ceremony at the newest hotel in Bellevue then the reception at my grandmas house.

"Are you excited?" She asks.

"Of course, just kind of nervous," I smile. My mom takes my hand in hers.

"Baby, since your junior year of high school I've known this boy was going to be one," she says.

"Really?" I say.

"Of course," she says. "He always had that look whenever he saw you," my mom smiles. "After Nathan stayed with you in the hospital when you got sick while we were away I said to your father that's the one she is going to marry," my mom says and wipes a stray tear. "Your father of course didn't like that, but I just knew that boy he loves you. Oh he loves you so much," my mom says and I get choked up.

"And I love him," I say and my mom nods.

"Oh Phoebe I know. You would have to be blind to miss that," she says and I laugh wiping tears away.

"You are going to be the most beautiful bride," my mother says and I smile.

"No where near what you looked like," I say. My mother looked like Aphrodite at her wedding. She was simply stunning yet elegant.

"Oh you will be 100 times more beautiful, my love," my mom says and I shake my head.

"You should be getting to bed, but I wrote this for you," she says. I feel the tears prick my eyes.

"Thank you mom, for sitting here with me and everything you have done," I say and she smiles. She kisses my head.

"I love you most, little love," she says and I hug her tightly. This woman has my whole entire heart.

"I love you too, mom," I say.

"Now go get some rest. You have a big day tomorrow," she smiles and excuses herself leaving me alone in my hotel room.

I have a suite all to myself. I smile and think about what we would be doing if Nathan was here. Probably laughing or having sex or both. We do a lot of both of those things. Nathan always tells me I'm the funniest person he knows. And I tell him he's a liar then.

I get into bed and open the letter. Oh boy. Here we go.

To my favorite girl in the world,

I wanted to write this because I know what marriage can be like. I also know on your wedding day I will be telling you everything is going to be fine and marriage is pure bliss. Which let me tell you is not true. I want you to read this and know these things. But also know how amazing marriage is.

I want you to know is it is not about tomorrow. The day you walk down the aisle and become Mrs. Nathan Moore.

It actually is about ever other day. The days that you build a marriage, a partnership, an ever lasting love between the two of you.

It is going to be really hard sometimes.

You will have days when you need time and distance from your spouse and they will need the same.

You both might feel bored with each other.

But there will be times when they are the only soul you will want in this world. You will crave them. Their smell, their touch, the familiarity.

Today you are two people ready to say your vows to each other, but you will both change again and again; you won't be the same people throughout your marriage. Hopefully you will love all the different chapters you create together.

You will hurt each other. Sometimes with something really small, and sometimes with something huge. And to get through it you have to have the tough conversations. They can only be pushed aside for so long. The same issues will just keep showing up and become harder to deal with if you keep trying to run away from them. They always seem to catch up and feel bigger than before.

When you are wrong, say it. Learn from it and try to move on. Take it as an opportunity to learn but be gentle with yourself.

Say what you mean. There is no room for hints or mind games in a marriage. (Believe me, I have tried.) Expect the same from your partner, remind them, show them you are capable of talking about how you feel and asking for what you need and they should do the same. It's not a selfish thing, you do this to keep things open, moving and changing. Every time we downplay an issue by tiptoeing around it we are putting up a road block in our relationship. We do not marry mind readers. We marry human beings.

You get to choose the lessons you have taken from your father and me. I know we are not experts on marriage, but I am aware we are the biggest example you have. We have both made mistakes, we have both been wrong many times. Don't let those mistakes, or us, define your marriage. It is yours. It is between you two.

Don't compare your relationship to anyone else's. This is tremendously difficult. Remember people show us what they want us to see. We all have struggles, marriage looks a bit messy to all of us at one time or another.

Do not strive for perfection, aim for respect. Try for compassion, but not perfection.

Don't ask for permission from one another. You are equals. This is a partnership. Have discussions about certain things you would like to purchase, adventures you would like to take, set goals but don't ask for permission.

You need to know you are going to share different experiences, you are going to enjoy doing things without each other. It doesn't mean there is anything wrong with your relationship. It means you two are still individuals. So don't give up the things you love just because they are not interested in them and don't expect them to either.

The two of you get to make this what you want and today will be your start as a married couple. And hopefully today is one day you would do over again and again.

Love,

Mom

I wipe my eyes as I read the letter. She is the most thoughtful human I know. She wrote a list of things she wants me to know going into my marriage. I smile and put the letter down.

She and my dad have been the most supportive through this process. Everything I have needed they have been there. I couldn't ask for better parents.

I lay in my bed and end up falling asleep. I have a blissful eight hours of sleep before I am woken up by my mom running her hands through my hair.

"Good morning, Mrs. Moore," she says and I smile.

"Mmm good morning," I say.

"Your bridal party is having breakfast in the suite. Do you want to come out and eat?" She asks and I nod.

"Let me clean up," I say and she nods kissing my head. I brush my teeth and wash my face and grab most of the bags for the girls. I got them all costume robes to get ready in.

When everyone sees me they all look at me and smile. Spencer and Blake who are my flower girls run over and hug me. Spencer is 7 now and Blake is 3.

"Hi girly girls," i say and bend to their level hugging them.

"Bee you look beautiful," Spencer says and I smile. She is so big now. I can remember her being Blakey's age.

"Thank you sweet pea, and you both look so big no more growing you hear me?" I say and tickle Blake's belly.

"Bee bee no more," Blakely says in her precious voice. These kids are getting so old. Charlie is 12, Quinn is 10, Spencer is 7, Drew is 5, Blake is 3 and the Cruz's has one more baby girl named Karsyn who is 8 months. 3 boys and 3 girls.

"Everyone I have these little bags for you," I say and start passing them out. Everyone opens their robe and smiles. "I wanted us all to be matching," I say and hug Berkeley who comes over hugging me tightly. The robes are floral and have the girls names on the back.

Everyone starts changing into their robes and continuing eating. I slip mine on too. I am sitting having a glass of orange juice sitting next to my mom and Olivia.

"Bee bee help pwease," Blake comes up to me and I smile. She can't get her robe on. I slip it on her and tie the robe. After I pick her up and put her on my lap.

"The makeup artists and hair stylists are here," my mom says as she gets a call on her phone. I smile and pass Blake onto Maisy who helps her finish up her toast. I get put in the hair station first. It is Franco's company he runs.

"Hi there you must be, Phoebe," the head hair stylist says. He was not able to be there on our trial day because he was doing hair for the Grammys.

"Yes so nice to meet you, thank you for being here today," I smile and he kisses my cheek saying it's no problem.

I am doing my hair in thick and loose curls. I have a beautiful and elegant clip in the back of my hair that my Grandmother gave me for something old. He does my hair as I sip my water. Kendra is next to me getting her hair done.

"You look stunning, Grey," she says and I laugh.

"Thanks Babes," I smile.

"You ready for today?" She asks.

"As I'll ever be. I'm excited," I smile.

"Phoebe delivery for you," my aunt Kate says. She comes over and kisses my cheek putting a box in my lap. There's a gift and a note. It's from Nathan.

I open it and there's diamond stud earrings. They are absolutely stunning. The note says

To my beautiful bride. Cross something new off your list. I love you so much. I can't wait to call you Mrs. Moore.

"Those are beautiful," Ava says looking at them. I smile and show her.

"I know, he is so thoughtful," I say and smile. I love this boy so much.

My hair continues to get done as the hairstylists go through the bridesmaids. They are getting a simple braided updo. They all look stunning already.

When my hair is done I move over to makeup. I am doing a natural look with a glossy lip. I trust my makeup artist 100% she is the best. The girls are all also getting very natural looks. They have a shimmery eye look though.

The flower girls get their hair and makeup done too. I make sure the photographer gets a lot of them because they look so sweet. After my makeup is done we all have a glass of champagne. The little girls have sparkling grape juice in the same champagne flute as us.

"To Phoebe," Ava says and we all cheers. I take a sip of mine and set it down.

"Thank you girls so much for agreeing to stand by me. And to my mom for helping me plan. And to my aunt Kate for keeping the life in me during this. You all are so special to me. I love you guys," I say and we group hug.

"Now let's get these bridesmaids and flower girl dresses on," I say and they all clap.

I help the girls all get dressed. I put the tights and shoes on the little girls and help them slip on their dresses. They are so excited about them because they have tool underlay making them a little poofy like a princess style dress.

The bridesmaids when they get dressed stabbed together for a picture. They all look so stunning. I tear up as I look at them.

"You guys look simply stunning," I say and hug them each. I kiss Maisy's bump as I hug her.

My mom comes out in her mother of the bride dress which she looks absolutely stunning in. "Mom you look beautiful," I say in awe of her.

"Thank you sweetheart," she says. We get pictures all together until finally it is my turn to put my dress on. I pee before and slip on my nude thong. I slip on my blue garter for my something blue. I can't wear a bra with my dress. Ava and my mom help me.

I step in and they help slide it up. They button the back and zip it. They adjust the sleeves too. They help me put my shoes on too.

My mom looks at me and starts crying. "You look... breathtaking," my mom says as we hug. The photographer keeps taking pictures. Ava hugs me tightly too.

"Here cousin something borrowed," she says and slips on the traditional Grey ring you wear on your right hand. My great grandmother wore it, my grandma wore it, my mom wore it, Ava wore it, now it's my turn.

"Thanks Ava," I say and hug her.

"Well let's go show your bridal party," my mom says. I step out and everyone ooos and awes.

"Phoebe, you look stunning," Olivia says and I thank her.

"Thank you," I smile.

"Princess," Blake says and points to me and everyone laughs. I smile as we all get more pictures together. I get some holding Blake and Spencer.

We start heading down to get bridal party and parent pictures. I'm the last one in the room with my mom.

My dad walks in and I smile at him. He looks at me then my mom. He has a bag in his hand. He is all ready in his tux. He looks great.

"Can I have a word with my Bubs?" He asks my mom. She nods kissing me and then him. She walks out and shuts the door.

"You look stunning, Phoebe Grace," he says and I smile thanking him.

"I brought you this," he says and hands it to me. When I open it there is a teddy bear in a tux. I immediately start crying. He got me a daddy bear for my wedding day in a tux.

I look at him and he has tears streaming down his face. Oh don't cry, Daddy. I wrap my arms around him and hug him tightly. Tears start to come from my eyes.

"When you were a little girl, you would always say daddy I'm going to marry you, boys aren't nice," he says and I laugh.

"I'm always going to be your little girl," I say and he nods wiping tears that fall. This is the first time I've seen him cry. He is always so strong.

"Let's go get you hitched before I lock you in a tower forever," he says and I laugh taking his hand. We walk down to the picture area where the makeup artists touches up my makeup.

We get ready to do the reveal. The bridal party is in the other room. I am facing the away and I hear Nathan's voice. "You guys ready to see each other?" The photographer asks. We both say yes as fast as we can. She tells is to turn and I am in awe. Nathan looks so handsome.

"Nathan... I," I say. His jaw is dropped as he sees me.

"Phoebe, you look absolutely stunning. There are no words," he says and I blush.

"You look so handsome," I say and take his hand. We kiss and get pictures together.

"Can you believe it's today," he says in my ear and I shake my head no.

"God you look so beautiful," he says and I smile kissing him.

The rest of the bridal party walks in. We get a bunch of pictures all together. Some with Mrs. Moore and my parents. Some with the bridesmaids and the groomsmen. Some with the ring barrier who is Drew and flower girls.

The whole process takes 45 minutes easily. The wedding planner says it is time to get lined up. They get us all in order. I can't believe this is happening. The butterflies in my stomach are going wild. I kiss Nathan one last time.

"Are you ready for this?" My dad asks. "I have a car waiting in the back," he says and winks. Part of me knows that it might not be a joke.

"Daddy," I laugh.

"I'm kidding, this boy loves you, Bubs," he says and I smile nodding.

I watch as one by one the pairs walk down the aisle. Andrew and Ava are first, then Teddy and Olivia, Berkeley and Nathan's friend Liam, Isabelle and Sawyer, Kendra and Nathan's teammate Tristan, Maisy and Blake, then the flower girls go and the ring barrier behind them.

The wedding march starts and my dad takes my elbow. "I love you, my bubs," he says and I get choked up.

We enter the room as everyone stands. I look around at how amazing everything looks. We have 110 people total here. A lot of friends and family members. We slowly walk down the aisle. I smile at people as I walk by.

Finally we reach my Nathan. My husband. My life. My dad passes me to him and hugs Nathan. I step up to the alter and hand my bouquet to Ava. The officiant starts speaking.

"We are gathered here on this beautiful day to witness the union of Phoebe Grace Grey and Nathan Michael Moore in holy matrimony. This is a day of great celebration, for a married life - a shared life - is a great blessing. As Phoebe and Nathan embark on this journey together they will be able to nurture a love that makes them better versions of themselves. Marriage is a garden we sow with love, and harvest in personal growth."

"Phoebe and Nathan, on your journey together, keep your spouse in the space of highest priority in your heart. The love that you share must be guarded and cherished forever, for it is your most valuable treasure. Always remember these words; Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance

"

"Phoebe, when you are ready you may begin," he says and I nod.

"Nathan, you and I both know how indecisive I can be at times. I simply don't like to make decisions. But if there is one decision in my life that I know is the right one, it's to spend the rest of my life with you. There is an infinite number of things I love about you. I love your thoughtfulness and your ability to keep me grounded. I love your loyalty to me and our relationship. I love the way you weirdly get excited about receiving the newest bone and joint journal every 6 months and I love how when you laugh really hard, your eyes starts to crinkle up. I promise to be patient with you, even if it means that I have to listen to how you should have started that one player on your Fantasy Football bench every single Sunday during football season. I promise I will love you til the end of time," I say and he wipes a tear away.

"Nathan, you may begin when you are ready," he says.

"Bee, I was drawn to you from the day we met. Your warm and inviting eyes and your magnetic smile softened my tough façade immediately. I remember wanting to have, and sometimes make, reasons to talk to you. To see you beam that amazing smile back at me, immediately putting me at ease and brightening my day. I love that we started out as friends. That is my favorite part. You truly saw me. You understand me, accept me, in a way no one else has, in a way that I believe no one else can. You are my best friend…. From this day forward, you will never walk alone." I am crying as Nathan talks. We get the rings from Drew.

"Phoebe Grace Grey, do you take Nathan Michael Moore to be your partner in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?" He asks.

"I do," I say and Nathan slides the ring on my finger.

"Nathan Michael Moore, do you take Phoebe Grace Grey to be your wedded wife, in sickness and in health as long as you both shall live?" He asks.

"I do," Nathan says. I slide the ring on his finger.

"I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may now kiss the bride," he says. Nathan cups my cheeks and kisses me. Everyone cheers and I kiss him back. We prance down the aisle we move into a car quickly to head to my grandmas.

"I can't believe we are married," I say and he holds my hand kissing my cheek.

"You look absolutely stunning," he says looking me up and down.

"I can't wait to get you out of this dress," he says in my ear and kisses my neck. I blush looking down.

We get to my grandmas and everything is set up. It looks beautiful. While people are still arriving we get more pictures. After 30 minutes it is time to head into the reception. Nathan and I grab hands as the announcer says

"Now announcing Mr. And Mrs. Nathan Moore," everyone cheers as we walk in. I giggle and laugh as we dance in. It is so much fun.

We sit down at our dinner table. We are doing dinner first then a full on party. Open bar, dance floor, live music. It is going to be so fun. I am next to Nathan and at our table is my parents, Mrs. Moore, Teddy, Berkeley, and their dates.

I am eating the chicken Frances. It is absolutely divine. I was so hungry. I have a glass of water, I am saving the champagne for later. "Phoebe, you are seriously the most beautiful bride," Mrs. Moore says. I grab her hand thanking her.

"So how does it feel to be married?" My dad asks. I look to nathan and we smile at each other.

"It's an absolute dream," Nathan says.

"It's an absolute nightmare," I tease Nathan and everyone laughs. "It feels great, it really does," I smile. As dinner wraps up it is time for speeches. My dad is first then Ava and Andrew decided to co-write theirs as the best man and maid of honor. My dad goes up and takes the microphone.

"Good afternoon Ladies and Gentlemen! It's my great pleasure and privilege to welcome you all here today, at this amazing venue, on such a glorious day, to celebrate the marriage of Nathan and my beautiful daughter Phoebe. We are very grateful for all of you coming here today to be part of this very special occasion, and especially to those that have travelled great distances to be here."

"Phoebe, you are looking truly stunning today, I'm certain we'd all agree. But beauty is only one of Phoebe's many attributes, she is also fiercely loyal, totally dependable, fun loving and friendly. All of which, I'm absolutely certain, will make her a perfect partner. Nathan I think you are very lucky man."

"I'll never forget the day 6 months ago when Nathan asked to speak to me. At this point, I had forgotten all about marriage as these two had been dating almost 10 years. When he asked for Phoebe's hand I was stunned. I knew it was time to give my little girl away. Which as hard as it is I know she is in great hands. Nathan loves phoebe so well. Anyone in this room can see it."

"Nathan take care of my daughter. Phoebe know that I am here for you til the end of time. And you will always be my little Bubs. Now I am not going to stand here and get emotional so let's have a toast to Nathan and Phoebe Moore," everyone raises there glasses and Ava and Andrew take mic. I hug my dad tightly before they start.

"Hi everyone I am Ava Thomas and this is my husband Andrew Thomas. We are the best man and maid of honor here tonight. We decided to do a joint speech because an hour ago Andrew informed me that he forgot to write his," everyone laughs.

"I'm kidding. So today we are gathered here to celebrate the marriage of our two best friends. The first time I saw Nathan and Phoebe together was junior year of high school. Nathan rigged the system and got to shadow Phoebe," everyone laughs again.

"Anyway the first time I saw Nathan I leaned over to phoebe and said who is that hot piece of ass, in which Phoebe replied Ava stop it come on," everyone is roaring laughing now.

"Defensive of him from day one let me tell you," i am laughing so hard. Ava passes the mic to Andrew.

"The first time I saw Nathan and Phoebe together was our freshman year of college. I was in my frat boy days and got assigned to walk a girl home. When I saw Phoebe she was, sorry Mr. Grey, three vodka sodas and two tequila shots in," I cover my face and laugh with everyone.

"If anyone knows Phoebe you know she can barely walk in a straight line sober let alone drunk, she was stumbling and slurring her words. Then half way home just to my luck she started crying," everyone is hysterically laughing. Nathan and I are holding hands.

"When I tried to comfort her she responded I am fine I am not interested in you I have a boyfriend," everyone roars laughing. I am laughing so hard and so is my family.

"You know it hurt a little, but none the less I kept walking her home. Finally her phone started to ring. She picks it up and I see the contact name. Nathan. Moore. Now I am an avid basketball fan. I know that Nathan Moore could knock me out with one punch. So as Phoebe slurs her words crying on the phone telling him Andrew Thomas is walking her home I decide to take the phone. I tell Nathan my intentions so he doesn't beat me to a pulp. He ends our conversation with if you hurt her I'll kill you," he says and is laughing.

"So yeah to say the least these two are as protective over each other as they come. But that is what makes their bond so special. Their love is so strong and unique. It is inspiring. Sometimes over the top when you are dragged to a couples dinner with them by your wife and all they can stare at is each other," he says and everyone is laughing. I smile and look to Nathan. He passes the mic back to Ava.

"We love you both so much and are so honored to get to stand by you today. Now let's hand the mic over to Nathan because I need two drinks per minute of public speaking," Ava says and everyone laughs. Nathan kisses me and goes up taking the mic.

"Thank you for that Ava and Andrew. I really need to start by thanking every one of you that is here today. Some of you have come a long way. It really means the world to my wife and me that you have made the effort to be here, although it would certainly be a lot less stressful to make this speech to an empty room," Nathan says and everyone laughs.

"We have been planning this wedding for some time now. Well, I say "we", really Phoebe did all the work. After sharing some of my initial ideas, Phoebe thought it best I play to my strengths… so, I arranged all the booze, bar snacks and have been practicing my breakdancing moves ready for later," Nathan sends the crowd laughing. "On a serious note, today would not have been possible without Phoebe and the support from many people here today," he says.

"Phoebe, I love you so much. You are my soulmate and my best friend. Getting to do life with you is the biggest blessing I have in life. You are the kindest, most caring, most altruistic person I know. You teach me things everyday things about the world and myself. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. Everyone raise a glass to the beautiful bride. I love you, Bee. Now let's party," Nathan says and I smile. I walk over to him and kiss him.

"I love you," I say and hug him tightly. Dinner gets cleaned up and people start drinking and dancing. I have my one glass of champagne for the night. My mom told me that's what she did at her wedding.

"Phoebe, you looked stunning up there," Noel Moore says to me.

"Thank you, Mrs. Moore," I say and hug her.

"Oh honey it is Mom now. You are my daughter too now," she says and I smile.

"Thank you, mom," I say and hug her.

"You are so welcome, sweetheart," she says. Sawyer comes up to me and hugs me tightly.

"I can't believe it," he says and I smile.

"I can't either," I say.

"Gosh you were 3 singing Cinderella to me just yesterday," he says. He kisses my head and hugs me tight.

"May I have a dance?" He asks and I nod. I dance with sawyer.

"You look absolutely beautiful," he says.

"Thank you Sawyer. For being here, for everything," I say and he shakes his head.

"You are my best friend, Phoebe. Of course I am here," he says and that chokes me up. He is never that transparent.

"I love you," I say.

"I love you too," he says and hugs me tightly.

All the Cruz kids run up to us. Sawyer excuses himself to get a beer. "Phoebe you look so pretty," Quinn says and I smile hugging him. I hug Charlie too. "Look at you Karsyn," I say as Mrs. Cruz comes up holding her. She is in a little dress. I hold her and bop her nose. I get a picture with the whole Cruz family. Then just the kids. I love them so much.

"Phoebe, can we dance?" Quinn asks me. I say of course and start dancing with the ten year old. He is so precious. Then I dance with Drew, then Charlie.

"It is now time for the first dance," the lead singer says. The band we have is amazing. They are Nathan and my favorite. We have them do a cover of better together by jack Johnson. Something Nathan and I always sing together in the car. The singer starts and Nathan holds me close as we dance.

There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard

No song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart

Our dreams, and they are made out of real things

Like a, shoe box of photographs

With sepia-toned loving

Love is the answer, at least for most of the questions in my heart

Like why are we here? And where do we go?

And how come it's so hard?

It's not always easy and

Sometimes life can be deceiving

I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together.

I smile at Nathan as we dance to our song. He spins me around and I smile. He kisses my cheek and whispers and loves me in my ear. I love this boy so much.

After our first dance ends my dad comes out. We picked out your song by Elton john. It is beautiful. My dad takes my hand.

"You are so stunning, Bubs," he says and I smile. We dance to the song. Nathan and my mom come out and dance with us. This is such a special moment for me.

"I love you," I say to my dad. He kisses my forehead.

"I love you most," he says and we keep dancing. More people come out to dance. My dad spins me around as we dance together.

After the song ends, Grandpa Ray walks up to us. "May I have a dance?" He asks. My dad and him shake hands and Grandpa takes over.

"Phoebe, you make the most beautiful bride, just like your mother," he says and I thank him.

"Thank you for flying out here today, Grandpa," I say and he smiles.

"Are you kidding? Miss my Phoebe Girl get married? I could never," he says and I laugh.

"Nathan and I love having you here," I say.

"Oh I need to take that boy of yours fishing," he says and I smile.

"When we get back from the honeymoon I will send him your way," I say.

"Sounds like a plan, Phoebe Girl. I love you," he says and kisses my forehead.

"I love you too," I smile. He lets me go and I end up dancing with my other grandpa, and my uncle Elliot. After I go and talk to a bunch of more people.

As the wedding reception winds down, it is time for us to leave. We have a car taking us straight to the airport to take a red eye to Fiji. I kiss my parents and Noel goodbye. I say bye to my bridesmaids and then watch everyone head out.

I smile and take Nathan's hand. The bags have already been loaded in the car. Our carry one have our clothes. When the doors to the car open everyone is holding sparklers. They light up the night.

We run through as everyone cheers and we get into the car. I sit down breathless and look over at Nathan. The driver starts to take us away.

"You look stunning, Mrs. Moore," he says and I blush. I am now Phoebe Moore.

"Thank you, Mr. Moore, you don't look too bad yourself," I say and wink.

We hold hands and small talk on the way to the airport. Once we get there we board our plane. There is a bedroom in the back. Nathan insists on picking me up. I giggle like a girl as he carries me back to our seats.

We sit across from each other. We have to wait til the plane takes off to go into the bedroom. We meet our flight attendant, Polly. She has a bottle of Bollinger and two glasses for us. Compliments of Christian Grey.

"Cheers to us," I say. He smiles and we clink glasses before taking a sip.

"I can't wait to get you out of that dress," he says and I blush.

"I can't wait either," I smirk. Our plane takes off and as soon as Polly says we are good we rush to the bedroom.

Nathan stands behind me facing the bed. He starts to kiss my neck. As he does he slowly unzips my dress letting it fall to the floor. Carefully he picks it up and hangs it. He also takes my clip out so my hair falls freely.

"I can't wait to devour you," he says nipping my ear.

The rest of the plane ride is spent having sex and sleeping. I can't believe I am Mrs. Phoebe Moore.