Hello! Fourth chapter of The Last Loud!
I'm very pleased to present you with this chapter! Although I didn't received any questions in the comments section, I received 2 questions on DM, by two people that asked to remain anonymous, and three comments, saying their thoughts on the fic, and I deeply thank all of you who commented and contacted me on DM, so, let's go answer the questions!
First Question: Will this Fanfic have smut?
No, it won't have any scene of explicit sex, if you want to read that type of stuff, go ahead and search here in the site, that's plenty of out there, well, there'll be suggestive scenes and it already happened before, but it'll be just that. I'm not comfortable on writing this type of stuff, and I don't see myself writing this type of stuff any time soon.
Second Question: This Fic will have a harem Loudcest?
Not exactly, Lincoln will have some relationships with some of his sisters, but a 'harem' with the tropes and common plot beats of the genre will not be there, as I said above, there'll have sexual tension but never something explicit.
DISCLAIMER: I do not OWN The Loud House
Another boring day at the storage, counting and sorting our supplies for the tenth time. I hardly do nothing there, but Lori insists that everyone of us has a essential task and that it's vital the participation of all parts of a machine for it run properly. I'm starting to think that Lori is starting to crack under the pressure.
Sure, she has been in charge when mom and dad were gone for a long time, but before it was just for a couple of hours, not days or weeks, and since mom and dad... Won't be back again, Lori has took all the responsibility on ensuring that we won't die for herself... Man, I wish I could help her, but this is something that only a psychiatrist could help. If there's a psychiatrist somewhere.
Wasn't Clyde, Lincoln's friend that knew a psychiatrist? Lincoln doesn't like to talk about him. Well, all of us get a little moody when someone mentions our friends. Lori doesn't want hear Bobby's name, Leni tends to cry when she remembers Mandee and Jackee, I miss Sam a lot, Luan also misses Benny... And it's just to mention a few. Maybe Lincoln has lost the most, Clyde, His other friends, Ronnie Anne, Stella and a lot more... Not to mention Pop-Pop!
I can feel how Lincoln is struggling with all these loses, he is doing his best to not show, but sometimes he cracks a little and I think that he just let loose when he's alone...
Like on that night...
No Luna, you need to forget that night. That never happened.
Yeah, it's the best for both of us if we pretend that it didn't happened, or we'll be uncomfortable with each other forever.
Man I feel so guilty.
I sighed as I walked back to my and Luan's room to sleep. When I entered it, I saw Luan, sitting in my bed with a concerned look.
"Luan, what happened? She hesitated before asking.
"Luna, is something wrong with you and Lincoln?" I felt my blood going cold. She knew... No, she just noticied the awkwardness between Lincoln and me, I still can deny.
"No Luan, nothing is wrong." I spoke.
"Luna, I know you, I know when you're lying, if you don't tell me what is happening, Lincoln will." I was starting to sweat, damnit Luan, you're more intelligent than we give you credit.
Maybe if I tell her, and make her promise that she wouldn't tell anyone, I could feel better with myself? Maybe, but I don't have a choice anyway, if I make a fake excuse, she'll know, and she'll end figuring it out by herself. I gulped.
"Ok Luan... But you need to promise me, that you won't tell anyone, ANYONE!" If emphasized. Luan nodded. I sat on my bed beside Luan.
"Okay Luna, I promise." She said making a cross across her chest.
"Well Luan... A few nights ago I found Lincoln crying in his room." I started.
"Crying?" She repeated, I nodded.
"He misses Mom and Dad, but tries to hide it ' I explained, Luan nodded along. "And you know, I tried to comfort him." She continued to nod along. "And I... Ended up..." I paused, it was very difficult to say that Just thinking made me feel sick again. "I... Ended up... Sleeping with him."
It took a Second for Luan to realize what I just said. "YOU WHA-" I reacted fast and covered her mouth.
"Luan, keep it quiet!" I pleaded as I got my hand off her mouth.
"Luna this is crazy! How could you?" She said incredulously.
"I know it was wrong! I feel sick! But couldn't help myself, we both felt bad and things escalated!" I tried to explain.
"I can't believe what I'm hearing Luna! This is so wrong in so many levels!" She replied.
"I know!" I began crying. "I took advantage of his fragile state! I'm the worst sister ever!"
I started crying into my hands. Luan stood silent, observing me crying.
"Come here." She just said as she hugged me tightly, I returned the hug.
"I'm a horrible sister!" I cried.
"No Luna, you're a really great sister, you just made a little mistake." She said.
"A huge mistake! How could I? Our sibling relationship won't be the same ever again!"
"Luna, look at me." Luan said, I made so. "Do you love him?" I stood silent for some time before finally declaring.
"I love him so much..." I could see Luan swallowing a little then pursing her lips. "He's so... Gentle, caring, smart and... Handsome... I'm so fucked up..."
"No, no, no, no, Luna, I know that's wrong... Very wrong, but love... It's something you cannot choose, change, or force it..." She paused for some seconds. "I... Do agree with you about Lincoln... He is all that you said, and... I also do see why someone would fell in love with him... That's why I do not blame you Luna... And well... I'll be honest with you sis... I think that you... Won't be the last one." I stood in silence.
"What?" it was the only thing I could muster. I didn't knew what to feel. Relief that what I feel could not be exclusive for just me, or disgust, thinking that some other of us could also feel that way about him.
"Come on Luna, He's the only male around, all of our friends, male and female are, well, gone, and with time, well, we all will get, ya know... Pent up." Luan tried to explain.
"This... Is... The sickest thing I ever heard... Pff Ha ha ha!" I started laughing, both to vent my own feelings and to hide my disgust for imagining Leni, Lynn or even Lori, lusting over Lincoln.
"He..." Luan made a awkward laugh. "This is the sickest thing I ever said. And I've been touching some dirty jokes lately." We both laughed again.
"Ha..." I stopped laughing, but still kept the smile. "What do I do now Luan? About these feelings." Luan scratched her forehead, thinking.
"I think that... You should speak with him. Make things clear." I stopped and thought about what she said. She was right, if I don't, maybe my relationship with him could never improve. I love him. It pains me to think that we could be this awkward around each other forever. Yeah. I'm going to speak with him. Right now.
The Last Loud drank from their water bottle. The mid-day sun was killer that day. Getting off the armor from time to time was liberating. They could feel a little claustrophobic sometimes. It was dangerous to be outside the costume. Not because of radiation, the radiation levels have been lowering for years, and it's almost harmless to be outside with out protection.l, yeah, in some places the radiation was still deadly, but the few of people they found around the wasteland didn't used any protection.
They used the armor because being caught without the armor was dangerous, deadly even. But they were in a safe place, the closed off compound of the Power Plant, surrounded by thousands of solar panels.
They had brought the bike there, they were making a break from the work, The generator was almost complete, soon, the sun itself would be powering up that bike. Yeah, that was going to be great, that sensation was great, like completing a quest in a video game, and that'swhat they should be calling the things. Completing a quest or objective was definitely what they needed. They should find another quest to complete.
They put the bottle back inside the bag. They had to get more water, thay was going short on it, and maybe more rations, Yeah, water and make more rations.
N/A: I don't have much to comment in this chapter, most of it is set on the past, progressing the incest drama, I thought that this scene would be resolved much earlier, but the fic is getting longer than I expected, it's not a issue, because a rushed fanfiction is the last thing I want.
Some may think "if you're not going to do smut in this fic, why do you rated this M?" well all that I'm saying is to remember the name of the fic.
If you have a question, or have something to say? go ahead and comment, or talk to me on DM, I'll do my best to respond everyone's questions, I also thank the people who followed and favorited the fic, it means a lot for me.
I've been dealing with some heavy stuff, I even considered suicide. I'm treatment, and I'm better now, and when I receive a notification saying that someone favorited my fics or made a review, I go very emotional. but don't get me wrong, this isn't a plead for favorites and reviews, I'm not trying to make some mental manipulation, I'm just thanking all of you.
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Untill next chapter, bye.