(Violet's Pov)

"I TOLD YOU TO LET ME DO IT GOD DAMN IT!" I yelled at her.

"YOU JUST BROKE YOUR FUCKING PROSTHETIC VIOLET!" She yells back at me and I glare at her.

"I GOT IT!" I yelled as she took the book from me.

"JUST LET ME HELP YOU!" She yelled at me.

"I CAN DO IT MYSELF GOD DAMN IT, I'M NOT A BABY!" I yell and take a few deep breaths as I clench my fist a bit in anger.

"I'M NOT SAYING YOU ARE!" She yelled and I shake my head at this and I look to the side as we keep silent for a while and I move my eyes to look to her just only a little bit.

"You are not working on the fucking car, that's final." Clem tells me and I glare at her and snatched the book back from her.

"Oh boo-hoo, the prosthetic is broken, I'm working on it god damn it." I tell her and she glared at me.

"You are not, the damn thing has been broken for a week now." She tells me and I glare at her.

"Oh, fuck off." I tell her.

"God damn I Violet, why don't you listen to me?" She tells me.

"Why should I? apparently, I'm weak, apparently, I'm a screw up, that's all I fucking am to everyone here, I have breakdowns who fucking doesn't." I tell her and she took the book back from me.

"You are not, what in gods name is making you-."

"You think I haven't seen it, I've been watching everyone, just cause I lost my arm you all treat me like a baby, you all have been doing it and I fucking hate it." I tell her and she looked to me.

"We have not-."

"Yes you all have and it's bothering the fuck out of me, you all treat me like I'm weak, and I fucking hate it." I tell her.

"Ok so maybe we're a little protective of you-."

"A little? For fuck sake I can't go to the garden without any of you coming over and being all 'Oh Violet can you do this with one arm, oh Violet don't do this let us' it gets so fucking annoying that you all are doing this to me." I tell her.

"Dear god Violet you need to listen to me-."

"NO!" I yelled and she glared at me and then she lifts her hands up.

"Fine, you want to be a bitter old woman about this then fine, fuck off." She tells me and then leaves and I rubbed my head and I took a seat on the chair and sighed a bit at this.

"Why did I do that?" I mutter a bit at this and looked to the door that Clementine had left through. I take a breath and looked to the side a bit then to my stump and looked away.

"Why can't she see that I just want to be independent, that I just don't want to be treated like a child." I mutter and closed my eyes and I opened my eyes once more and I see Joan looking at me and I closed my eyes again. I take a breath and look to see Joan right in my face but I don't back up or show any emotions at this point.

"Because that's what they think you are… a weakling." She tells me and I look to the side a bit then back to her.

"They may think you're crazy as well, because I do recall they think you're a little crazy." She tells me and I chuckled a little to myself at this. I get up from the chair and I went to mine and Clems room I looked around a bit and opened the hidden floorboard and saw that my bag was still there and I nod and put the board back in place and I exit out the room and then out the house. I went over to the truck and popped the hood then took a look inside it.

"I thought you weren't supposed to be working until your arm was fixed?" I hear and turn to see Minerva and I shake my head.

"Not you too." I mutter as I move from the truck and look to her.

"Look we just want to make sure you take care of yourself." She tells me.

"I am taking care of myself, just let me work and I'll be fine." I tell her.

"But your arm." She says and I shrugged.

"We heard you and Clem yelling." She tells me.

"I'm sure you did."

"It… it's not healthy." She tells me.

"I… look right now-."

"We just want to look out for you." She tells me.

"I'm not a baby Minerva." I tell her.

"We aren't saying you are." She tells me and I roll my eye and get back to work on the truck.

"You all sure are acting like it, and I don't need that type of bullshit." I mutter and then I feel a hand on my shoulder and I'm pulled back from the truck and I glare at Minerva.

"Fix your arm or I'll have Louis do it." She says and I glare at her.

"That's not a good threat." I tell her.

"It's not a threat, it's to get you to work on something else." She tells me and I groaned at this.

"Fine whatever." I say and throw my wrench in the truck and head into the house and I go and grab the broken prosthetic and get to work on it.

"You, ok?" I hear and look to see AJ and I shake my head.

"Look AJ no one is listening to me." I tell him and he takes a seat next to me and I look at him and then back to the prosthetic. We sat in silence for a bit and I worked on the arm.

"I get it, I felt the same way too." He says and I look at him.

"Everyone treated me like a kid even as I grew up, I mean granted I was still an actual kid at the time but I still wanted to be heard out, you know?" He asked and I nod a little at this.

"But it's different, I never did this to Clementine when she lost her leg, I still treated her like a person, I didn't… god I can't even remember the word." I mutter as I placed my hand to my head.

"Shelter? Coddle? Treat her any different than you or I?" He asked and I nod at this a little bit.

"Yea I suppose those are the right words." I say and lean back on the chair and look to the table where my prosthetic was.

"Well, is there anything we can do to make it better?" He asked and I look to him then back to the table.

"I don't know, just everyone making me feel like I can't do anything just pisses me off, I've done fine on my own." I tell him.

"I know I get that but you need to relax once in a while." He tells me.

"How can I relax when there are things to do? Like the garden, the truck, the wall the-."

"And everyone can do that just fine, you need to work on yourself right now, today is Violet's Day off." He tells me and I sighed a bit. He gets up and pats me on the back and then Minerva comes over to me and takes a seat.

"Wanna chat while you work?" She asked and I nod a bit.

"Alright, what does Violet have on her mind today?" She asked me and I think.

"My stupid arm." I say as I wave my prosthetic and then I get angry at it.

"What's with the arm?" She asked.

"No one will let me do anything because of it." I say and then pick it up and throw it to the ground beside me as I get angry.

"Hey don't go breaking it." She says as she gets up and grabs it then puts it on the table and I grabbed it and threw it farther from me and I glare at it or a bit then to the table.

"I hate it, I fucking hate it because people see me as a weak person with it." I tell her and she tries to go and grab it again but I stop her.

"Do not pick it up." I warn her and she sighed.

"Well can I put it to where you don't have to look at it?" She asked and I shake my head.

"No… god I need a fucking drink." I say and rubbed my head.

"Well, I think you've been ok, but just one." She tells me and I look to her then to the house a bit and I nod as we get up and head over to where the stash was. She hands me a drink and I take it in one shot and shake my head and chuckled a bit.

"Fucking… I get it, Clem wants me to take it easy but I can't I really can't I still have that mindset you know?" I asked Minerva as we took a seat on the ground and I look to my parents grave and sighed.

"The Delta mindset." She says and I look to her as she looked to me.

"You still have it in your head that you have to do all the work or something bad would happen right?" She asked and I nodded.

"Same here." She says and I look to the ground and she places another drink in my view and I take it gently and sighed.

"If I don't do good Joan will get mad, if I don't do good, we will be attacked again, if I can't work I'm weak and I don't deserve to relax." I tell her.

"Same here, why do you think I work in the garden more?" She asked and I look at her.

"I think that if I can at least help keep food for us healthy and plenty of it, I'm doing a good job, plus it's a bit therapeutic to me in my own way… we just need to find out what makes you calm down." She tells me and I think.

"I love the open road; I loved hunting with AJ… god we would just talk while we hunted but now." I say and look to my stump and I feel the tears in my eyes and I rub them away.

"They don't even trust me with a gun when I said I wanted to kill myself, but I… I don't know." I mutter.

"Think about it in their point of view Violet… hell I'm scared to have you near a gun because of that… we just don't want to lose you Violet, we want to grow old with you, hell you got a little girl to look after." She tells me and I open the bottle and took another drink and threw the bottle to the side a bit angry.

"Why did that make you angry?" She asked and I get up and kick the dirt a bit.

"Because I want Mary back… I want Tenn back they should be here not…. Dead in the ground… I couldn't protect Tenn… or Mary." I cried and wiped my eyes and I feel Minerva hug me but I back up and shake my head.

"They are dead because of me… AJ was almost shot because of me… I fucking took him out in a heard of Walkers because I want some fucking fun and look at what happened." I say as I raise my stump to her and I point to it.

"Stupidity, stupidity got me bit, stupidity wanted me to just let me turn into a Walker and stupidity is what…. What Joan… God." I say and gripped the side of my head and I shake it.

"Hey calm down take a seat." She says and touches me again and I back off.

"DON'T TOUCH ME, DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME GOD DAMN IT!" I yelled and glared at her as she raised her hands up and I take a breath and the others come to see what the commotion was about and I shake my head.

"Violet." Clem says as she comes over to me and I back up and point at her.

"I don't want to be touched, don't touch me, I swear to god." I say my voice shaking a bit and she nods as I take some breaths.

"Ok, go back to work." I hear Minerva say and I shake my head as I look to the ground and paced a bit and then I gripped the side of my head again as I mutter.

"Need to work, need to do something or… or I'll get in trouble." I mutter and I see Joan as she stood by my parents' grave. I guess I was staring for a while because Clem gets in front of me and I look to her then back to Joan.

"Weak… yet so easy." Joan says and I look back to Clementine.

"Violet what's wrong sweetie?" She asked and I shake my head and then to the ground.

"Nothing." I mutter.

"There is something wrong-."

"Ain't nothing wrong with me, I'm ok, I'm not… I'm just… having a moment." I tell her.

"What kind of moment?" She asked.

"Just a damn moment…. God fucking damn it." I head into the house and slammed the door as I go and grabbed my bag and I hear the door again.

"MINERVA HELP ME!" I hear and look to see Clem as she blocked off the door and I glare at her.

"Let me out." I warn her.

"No." She tells me.

"I said to let me out now." I warn her again.

"And I fucking told you no." She tells me angry.

"If you don't let me out, I swear to god Clem I will fucking hit you." I tell her but she doesn't move and as I was about to hit her, I am grabbed from behind and I end up turning around quickly to try and hit them but I'm tackled to the ground.

"GET THE FUCK OFF ME I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL BASH YOUR HEADS IN WITH A FUCKING BAT LIKE I DID THAT BITCH!" I yelled as Minerva sat on me and held my arms down and I struggled. Sasha was barking like crazy as she tried to get into the house and it started to cause problems.

"RUBY HELP!" Minerva yells and I try to shove her off as I get angrier.

"Get something to help." Clem says quickly as she helped hold me down.

"YOU'RE ALL LIKE HER, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES LET ME GO I DON'T LIKE THIS!" I cried before Ruby comes back and I cried some more.

"GET OFF ME!" I yelled again but no one listened to me. I watched as Ruby handed Minerva something and I quickly moved and got out of Clementines grip and I was able to punch the hell out of Minerva and she got off me and I turn to Clem and was about to hit her but I was grabbed once more and I was shoved back down.

"GET OFF HER!" I hear and feel the weight off of me and I get up and grabbed the pistol from its holster and I point it at them.

"Violet put the gun down." Clem says and I point it at her.

"You'd fucking like that wouldn't you?" I asked as I kept it on them then I see Joan and I shoot it at her but nothing happened.

"JESUS FUCK!" I hear someone yell and then the door opened and Louis ends up tackling me I messed up just as my finger was on the trigger I was scared as I ended up pulling said trigger making the gun go off.

"LOUIS!" Clem yelled and I see Louis grabbing his chest and I quickly get up from the floor as Louis dropped to the ground and I look to the pistol and dropped it to the ground. I see the blood on my clothes and I panic at this and I look to Clem as she ran up to Louis.

"I… I didn't." I stuttered and I am tackled to the ground and I get punched in the face knocking me out. I wake up and look to see I'm tied to the bed post and look to the ground as I try and listen to something.

"What are we going to do?" I hear.

"Throw her out damn it." I hear Aasim say and I keep my head down.

"She didn't mean it." I hear AJ say and I take a few breaths as I look around scared. The door opens and I look up and see Liz and I look back down.

"Get out." I tell her. I then hear the door close.

"She's awake." I hear.

"Good throw her out." Willy says and I take some shaky breaths.

"We can't just throw her out." Ruby says.

"SHE KILLED LOUIS!" Aasim yelled and I start to shake. Everyone was quiet and I hear the door open and I keep my head down.

"Vi-."

"Is he really dead?" I asked.

"Wha-."

"Did I really kill Louis?" I asked and looked up to see Clementine looking back at me. She looked to have been crying and I look down to the ground.

"I…" She stopped and I chuckled a bit.

"Did you love him?" I asked.

"No, not like that Violet-."

"Shut up… shut the fuck up, treating me like a fucking dog… throwing me out my own damn home." I mutter.

"We aren't-."

"I said to shut the fuck up." I tell her as I look at her.

"Listen to me and listen good Clementine." I say and she nods as she closed the door and sits in front of me and I look at her. Was she scared of me. Good. She should fear me.

"All I fucking wanted to do was leave… you can blame yourself for his death." I tell her.

"I didn't pull the damn trigger." She tells me getting mad and I chuckled.

"All you fuckers had to do was let me go, that's all ya'll had to do." I chuckled again.

"Violet this isn't funny, Louis was your friend." She says and I glare at her.

"A friend? No, he was a problem in my life… him wanting you, him getting jealous because I had you and he didn't, he was a pest to me, he was a pain and now… hahah now… he's gone." I said and then felt the tears.

"You're crying?" She asked and I looked down.

"I didn't… I didn't mean to do it." I said and it just felt like a switch had flipped or something, why the fuck was I crying.

"I didn't mean to shoot him, I didn't." I say and I look at Clementine.

"I know." She says and I look back down.

"This is Marlon all over again." I hear and I shut my eyes tightly.

"I saw Joan… I had to leave because I saw her again, I didn't want to be touched I just wanted to go…. I just wanted to leave and now… I didn't mean to kill him, I'm not Marlon, he killed Brody on purpose you said he did." I tell her.

"He did, I know this was an accident, Louis did too." She tells me and I shake my head.

"No, he didn't… don't lie." I say and opened my eyes as I look to her.

"I'll go talk to the others real quick ok… is it ok if AJ or Minerva come in?" She asked and I keep silent as I keep my eyes to the ground. I hear the door open and then someone else comes in and I see Joan.

"You've snapped my dear flower." She says as she comes up and stroked my face and I could feel her hand and I look down.

"You killed him." She laughed and I felt myself panic.

"You finally did it, you killed someone you know." She says and I look back down slowly.

"Mom?" I hear and I shake my head.

"Don't call me that." I say to them.

"Why not flower?" She asked and I shake my head.

"Sorry." I hear and look to AJ.

"Why did they let you in here?" I asked.

"I can take care of myself." He tells me and I look back down.

"I know you didn't mean to kill Louis." He says.

"Oh yes you did, like you told Clementine, he was a pest." She says.

"I just… wanted to go… I didn't want to hurt anyone I just wanted to go but they wouldn't let me, they touched me and I didn't like it." I say.

"Oh, but you liked it when I did it." Joan says and I whimpered a bit. God I'm acting like a child.

"Violet." I hear and I shake my head.

"Please just leave me alone." I tell him.

"Are you sure?" He asked and I nod.

"Yes… please leave me alone." I tell him again. I ended up falling back to sleep and I feel a shake to my shoulder. I opened my eyes a bit and see Ruby and I look back down.

"Violet." She says and I clench my hand in a fist. No not out of anger not at all.

"I have to leave hu?" I asked and I look to her and she nods a little and I look back to the ground.

"If I untie you… you won't do anything, will you?" She asked and I shook my head. I feel the rope loosen from behind me and I pull my hand forward and went to rub it but I saw my stump and then I look to my hand.

"Do you need help up?" She asked and I shook my head. I stand up slowly and I look down at her then to the door.

"The others left, it's just Clem, Minerva, AJ, Liz and I." She tells me and I nod as we exit out the room. I look to the others as they look back at me but I didn't say a word. I see my bag on the table and I go up to grab it and place it on my back. I see my prosthetic but I don't grab it. I take a side glance to Clem who wouldn't look at me.

"The others won't bother you when you leave." Minerva told me and I nod.

"She shouldn't have to leave." I hear AJ say.

"Well, she wanted to leave." Clem says and I keep to my eyes to the table. She sounded angry and I shift the bag a bit but still did not speak.

"Well Aasim and them are being assholes." AJ says.

"They're scared." She tells him.

"So what? They can leave." He says.

"Stop." I mutter and look to them as they look to me. I was going to say something else but I shake my head and I take a breath and then I looked to the door.

"I'll take you out." AJ says and I nod as I follow him. We went out the door and no one was out which was good. We went over to the gate and I walk out and AJ closed the gate behind me and I don't turn to look at him. I head on the path to the city and just kept walking. It took me weeks to get where I was going. I took a break in an old hotel room and I barricaded the door then looked to the bed a bit before I took a seat. I was tired, heck a bit hungry I had run out of food a few days ago.

"They abandoned you when you needed them the most." I hear and look to see Joan looking at me.

"They didn't care if it was an accident." She says. This is the funny thing. I haven't spoken at all since I told them to stop.

"Not going to talk?" She asked and I shake my head. I lay on the bed and closed my eyes. She still kept talking but once I was asleep, she wasn't there. Another week would pass me by as I finally reach the old farm and I get to work. It was still light out by the time I had gotten a garden ready and I went into my bag and grabbed some seeds I had packet up. I plant them and then go take a look at the old solar panels but sadly I couldn't fix them, six of them had been broken and I didn't have a vehicle to drive. I went and grabbed some wood to bring into the house and I started a fire. Lucky for me I had found some broth cubes and I had some water so I decided o make myself some broth to drink. I had also found some peaches to eat as well which was good.

"Are you ever going to speak again?" I hear and look to see Mary and I shake my head and look back to the flames.

"You should talk… I miss your voice." I hear her say and I shake my head again.

"Is there a reason why you won't talk to me?" She asked and I shrugged at this and I set a cooking pot in the flames to warm up the broth.

"Come on, say something." She says and I look to her and then pat the side of the floor. I know she wasn't here but it's best to entertain myself for a short while.

"You haven't talked to me in a long time." She says and I nod.

"Say something please." She says and I shake my head at this. It wasn't long till I she had left and I looked to the broth and I make myself a bowl. It was enough to fill me up but I had to go hunting at some point, or even fishing. I sigh and then finished my food and get up and feel my pockets and smile when I find the pack of cigarettes. I put one in my mouth and light it and take a hit of the nicotine and smiled a bit.

-Six Months Later-

I was currently bringing some wood into the house and saw some snow falling. I was going to head to the lake to get some fish after I bring in enough wood. I had kept my old journal and wrote down what I could, since I wasn't talking much anyway. A few people have come to the house actually, strangers just needing some help so I helped them as best as I could, currently right now there was a mother and her son staying at the farm house.

"Hey need some help?" I hear and look to the woman and shake my head a bit as I place the wood on a sheet.

"Still not talking hu?" She asked and I chuckled and shake my head.

"Well at least I got a laugh from you." She says and I nod. I wrapped the wood up and threw it over my shoulder and I see her grabbing some more and I sigh but we take it to the house. I see her son at the couch as he had a map and I look it over a bit.

"Curious?" He asked an I nodded a bit and I go place the wood in the box I had made.

"You know I never asked but who is this woman?" The lady asked as she grabbed a photo from the fireplace and I go up and see the photo of clementine and AJ.

"Her kid?" She asked and I nod but wave my hand a bit in a so, so fashion.

"Hmm, so a friend of yours?" She asked and I think a bit on it. I go to the fire place and grabbed my ring and show it to her.

"Your wife?" She asked and I nod a bit.

"Oh, nothing wrong with having a wife dear, heck my son had a husband…. Did your wife die?" She asked and I was going to shake my head but honestly, I don't know what happened in the past six months that I was gone so instead I shrugged.

"You don't know?" She asked and I nod. I put some wood on the fire and look to the woman and her son and I take a breath.

"Well, we're going to head to Georgia maybe we can meet again?" The man asked and I nod but then look outside.

"Oh, we will be fine, we've overstayed as it is." The mother says and I look to her and I shake my head and I opened my mouth and I sigh a bit.

"Well… we can leave tomorrow." The son says and I look to him then his mother.

"We need to see if we can find your sister." She tells him and I rubbed the side of my head a bit then looked to the flames.

"Right… but it is nice here." He says.

"Yes, it is." She says and just keep watching the flames. I then looked back to them and grabbed a paper and wrote something down.

"Alright I suppose we can leave tomorrow." She says after she reads my note. I nod and they get ready for bed and I head to my room. I lay in the bed for a bit and I close my eyes. Night turns to day and I wake up in the morning, I head down the stairs and I work on breakfast for the two people. As they come down, I have the plates set up for them and they eat and I look to see some light snow on the ground. when they finished, they head on out waving bye to me and I wave back. I made sure they had enough warm clothes at least and some extra food just incase they can't find any during this weather.

"I think you should see Clementine and the others." Mary says and I look to her and I see Tenn. and Joan next to her. I glared at Joan and looked to Mary and then shake my head and grumbled a bit to myself as I scratched my head and go inside. I would go check on the greenhouse later but I grabbed some of my coffee and I take a drink as I looked out the window for a bit. I go and check on the fire and put some wood in the fireplace and I sighed as I look up to the photo I had of Clementine. I rubbed my neck a bit and grabbed a cigarette and lit it then headed out to the greenhouse and grabbed some vegetables to make some stew with it. I head in and then saw some Walkers near the fencing and shake my head a bit then I hear a few shots and I went into the house quickly and grabbed my rifle. I take a look in the scope to see.

"AJ?" I asked myself my voice raw and it hurt a bit I then quickly went and grabbed my pistol and then ran over to him and shot a walker in the head with my pistol and he looked to me shocked.

"MOM?!" He yelled and I point to the farm house and he nods as we run to it. Once inside he helps be barricade the doors and windows and I look to him in shock.

"Holy fucking hell I didn't think… I mean… holy fuck I was right." He laughed as he hugs me and I move him back a bit.

"Sorry, sorry forgot you didn't like being touched but… fuck I found you." He says and I tilt my head a bit confused.

"Right, right, look Clem thought you would come back in... in like a month maybe two I don't know but… I snuck out to look for you." He says and I went to the kitchen and got him something to eat and drink and I set it on the table and then look at him.

"Mom." He says and I point to the food and then take a seat in the recliner and he looks at me.

"Why aren't you saying anything?" He asked and I shrugged and I take a drink of my own coffee. I look back to him to see Joan behind him but I don't say anything. I know she isn't really there.

"I um… I don't know what else to say." He says and I shrugged again and drank some more coffee. I think for a bit and then open my mouth to say something and I sighed once more and rubbed my head.

"Clem misses you." He says and I look to him and think.

"If you're still thinking about what happened to Louis, we know it was an accident, it's just that… they were thinking about Marlon and just… we talked about it." He says and I look at him.

"It's been six months." He says and I nod and motion around the farm house.

"Yea you did good on your own." He says and I smiled at this.

"But it would be nice if you… came back." He says and shake my head and point to the floor of the house.

"You want to stay here?" He asked and I nod once and cross my arms.

"But… I mean." He tries to say something but stops and I shake my head.

"Well could she come here?" He asked and I shake my head at this. I don't want her here; I don't want to hurt her.

"But she misses you, don't you miss her?" He asked and I nod at this.

"Then you should see her… you know Liz misses you too." He says and I look to him and scratched my head at this and hold up three fingers.

"Three days?" He asked and I nod at this.

"You'll stay there for three days?" He asked and I nod at this.

"Ok, we can head out now." He says and I look at him.

"I grabbed the truck; it'll be a short trip." He says and I look out the window a bit.

"I parked further from the house; I didn't know if someone else was here." He says and I nod a bit. He helped me grab some supplies and I doused the flames. We then head out to the truck and set the stuff in the back and I got in the passenger side of the truck as AJ got in the driver's side. We drove for a long time and I clutch the rifle a bit as we get closer and closer to the trailer park. I fell asleep at some point and I feel a shake to my shoulder making me jolt a bit in my sleep and I look to the side to see AJ as he looked to the front of the gate and I looked down as he pulls in.

"AJ, I SWEAR TO GOD YOU ARE GROUNDED UNTIL YOU ARE DEAD!" I hear Clem yell as she came up to the truck. It was dark out so she couldn't see me until she pulled the door open and I look at her as she looked back to me.

"You found her?" She asked him silently.

"Yea but… she won't talk." He tells her and she looked to me and then I zip my lips.

"I uh… come out the truck." She says and I look to AJ who nods and we get out and Clementine gets in front of me and I look to AJ and hold up my three fingers.

"Right um… she's only staying three days." He tells her.

"No, you can-." She says and I stop her by placing my hand on her mouth and I shake my head and move my hand away and show her three fingers.

"She said three days only." He tells her.

"Y-You can talk you know." She tells me and I shake my head at this. I then grabbed my notebook then went over to the table to have a surface to write on at least and wrote in it.

"If I don't talk, they don't bother me as much." I wrote and she looks at me.

"Wh-… The voices?" She asked and I nod a bit and wrote in the booklet.

"I've been seeing Mary and Tennessee; Tenn. doesn't talk to me but Mary has been the only one for now." I wrote to her.

"I um… it's going to be a bit hard to help if you can't or won't talk." She says and I wrote.

"I can write what I want to say." I look to her as she reads then looks to me.

"I… alright but… you'll talk one day, right?" She asked and I shrugged at this. Maybe one day I could but right now it's best if I keep my mouth shut.

"If I don't respond to them then they won't talk much to me, I just don't want to set anyone off right now." I wrote and she looked to it and sighs again and nods. She then takes me to our old room and I look around a bit and look to the window.

"Aasim and them went hunting, it might be a bit before they get back, they know it was an accident, we just… it's what you said but… I don't know." She tells me and I look down at her and I lift my hand up and place it gently on her shoulder. She looks to me quickly and I move my hand away from her shoulder quickly and I guess I looked scared to her.

"You didn't do anything wrong sorry." She says and I rubbed the back of my head.

"Come on, AJ and you must be tired." She tells me and I think a bit and I opened my bag as we go in the room and I pulled the item out of the bag and she looks to me as I hold out a small box to her. She looked to me then to the box and I hold it out for her and she takes it gently from my hand and I look at her as she opened it.

"A necklace?" She asked and I nodded and smiled as I pointed to the gem which was orange and she giggles a bit.

"Oh, because I'm and orange?" She asked and I chuckled a bit and nod.

"I don't have anything for you." She says and I shake my hand and wave it off.

"Where were you?" She asked and I think and write it down.

"I was at the Farm, honestly it cleared my head a bit, not saying being around people make me feel bad but… sometimes it's good you know?" I wrote.

"I'm guessing we have to give you some space here and there?" She asked and I nod.

"That would be preferable, anxiety and all this emotional stuff just eh, I'd like some space here and there… especially after what happened." I wrote and look to her a bit and she nods.

"Alright… well get some sleep." She tells me and I nod as we both lay on the bed a bit and I look to the ceiling for a while.