The second we're ungrounded and we get our phones back, I can't wait to text Rae. I have a text from her, it says 'I wanted to tell you in person, but I can't wait, I love you, Gracie.' I can't hide my smile when I read those words. Callie stops me just as I'm about to shut myself in the bathroom.

"Gracie!" She grabs my arm. "I know what you're doing."

"What do you mean?" I try to play it cool.

"You said it was over. It's not worth it, delete her number."

"I don't think I can."

"You can. Think about the future. Give me your phone." She holds out her hand. If I give her the phone, she deletes the number and I can't text Rachel. But she can text me, she'll probably already have texted me by now, I can get her number back easily, and we know where each other lives.

"Fine." I hand her the phone and watch her delete the number; she continues to delete all my texts with her too. Including the one that says she loves me.

"It's gonna be okay, Gracie. You're only fifteen, there'll be other girls, or... guys?"

"Girls, I've figured that one out. Thanks, Callie." She hands me the phone back. "I do miss Jason though, regardless of gender he was really sweet, and I did really like him, I guess it just wasn't right."

"Everyone has those little relationships that don't work out, think of it as practice for the real thing." I smile at her; she's experienced in this kind of stuff and I start to see her as a sister rather than just a friend.

Callie and I both have missed calls from Sophia, so we sit on my bed and call her back together.

"Hey, Sophia! Gracie's here too, we just got our phones back."

"Hey, guys! G, how's your stomach?"

"It's good, it doesn't hurt at all anymore, how are you?"

"I'm good, dad says you two and Jude should come over for dinner tonight and bring your boyfriends too."

"Jason and I broke up."

"Oh right, sorry Gracie, you're not still seeing that girl, are you?"

"No, no that's over now," I lie. I couldn't bear it if it ended. "But yeah tonight sounds great."

"We'll have to ask our moms, but I'm sure they'll be fine with it, we're not grounded anymore so they'll probably be glad to get us out of the house."

"Awesome, so is six good?"

"That's great, we'll see you later."

I spend the day sitting in the back-yard texting back and forth with Rae, with every message I feel that much closer to her. We get to know each other more and more. We're meant to be together; I just know it.

Before I know I'm sat down at Sophia's house with her parents, Callie, AJ, Jude, and Noah. AJ has been chatting to me a lot, he's really sweet and I can see why Callie likes him so much. He seems genuinely interested in what I have to say. Sometimes you meet people and they don't pay attention when you're talking, and they don't care to continue a conversation. But AJ asks questions about things I say. I mostly talk about school and stuff and then he starts asking about my hobbies.

"I guess I don't have any, I like to read but I only really read books for school, but I don't like those books that much, I don't even own any."

"Really? Well, I've got stacks of books I've never even touched, from when the council gives foster kids Christmas presents out, I'm not big on reading, you can have them if you want?"

"Wow, really?" I hardly ever got Christmas presents, I was one of the kids who was always moved around so much that they got lost in the mail or sometimes the foster parents would confiscate the gift.

"Yeah man, it's better than letting them collect dust on my bedroom floor."

"That's so sweet of you AJ," Callie says.

"Thanks, AJ." I love how the Adams-Fosters only surround themselves with the best people, I wish everyone was like that.

The Quinn's ask Jude and me about school because we're the same age as Sophia they seem very interested in how our school operates in comparison to her expensive private school, Jude answers most of the questions because I haven't been at Anchor Beach for that long. I haven't been to any school for that long. Thankfully they don't steer towards my mental health as a conversation which I'm thankful for, I just want it to go away.

For most of the dinner, I'm just thinking about Sophia's offer. I don't want to upset or disappoint her and her parents by not choosing to live with them. Things are getting so much better with the Fosters; I don't want anything ruining my happiness right now. After dinner and dessert, we all just sit around the table and talk when Callie's phone starts buzzing.

"It's Mariana, I better take this. She knows I'm here; she wouldn't be calling unless it was important." She goes off inside to speak to her sister, then Sophia gets a notification on her phone, she normally doesn't check her phone at the dinner table but this time she did. I can tell by her face something's wrong.

"Sophia?" I try to look at her phone, but she gets up and puts it in her pocket.

"It's nothing, I'll be right back." She rushes off inside after Callie.

"Sophia, come back," Her mom says. "It's rude to leave the table so abruptly!" Ignoring Jill, I get up and follow the two of them inside, I can hear them talking in the kitchen.

"Where did it come from?" Sophia says. "It has to be someone at your house, how else would they get the camera in there? And why her?"

"What camera?" I ask. They both turn to me, they're panicking.

"It's nothing, go back outside." Callie tries to get me out of the room, but they're talking about me, I have to know.

"No! Sophia, show me the phone." I try to grab it.

"Okay, fine, but don't freak out." I take her phone.

"I'm not gonna freak-" I look down at the screen and see a video of me asleep in bed, it's from when I was crying at the start of the week. "What the hell is this?" I swipe to another video, I was alone in my room and I was going back and forth between whether or not to hurt myself again, my schoolwork was getting to me, but I didn't do it. And I didn't talk about it because I overcame it myself.

"There are others," Sophia says. "Hours of footage. It's all over the internet."

"The whole school has seen them." Callie comes to my side. I keep scrolling through them, there are even videos of me naked.

"This one." I point to the video of me with the razor blade I stole from Brandon. "This one has more views than the others." I scroll down to look at the comments, I recognize a lot of the names, they're kids from school, my heart drops. "They all wanted me to do it."

"I'm so sorry." Sophia hugs me.

"Let's go home." I give Sophia her phone and walk straight out the front door to Callie's car, I can't face saying goodbye to the Quinn's. I can't face anything. Someone set up a camera in my room and I have to find out who did it.

I know it wasn't Jude, he's not capable of something this cruel, it wasn't Callie, it wasn't Mariana, that's their room too, and they're in some of the videos. I want so desperately to keep watching them, so I can find when they started, then maybe I could figure it out. My phone has no signal, though. The second we pull up to the house I run to Jesus' room.

"Was it you?" I yell at him, he's in his room with Emma and they're looking at one of the videos, I look at his laptop, this video is from the hospital, whoever did this had a camera there too.

"No, I swear, Gracie I would never do this. I'm gonna kick someone's ass when I find out who it was." He tries to hug me, but I push him away and go to my room.

I start tearing through the room trying to find this camera, books fly all over the place, glasses smash. I can't find anything. Then my phone beeps, I'm getting all these notifications. People are tagging me in tweets with a link, for a live video. I click on the link and see myself looking down at my phone. The title reads 'WATCH CRAZY GRACIE HAVE A LIVE BREAKDOWN'. Over 500 people are watching, I suddenly realize where the camera is. Callie, Mariana, Jude, Jesus, Emma, and AJ all come into my room to watch me lose my mind in real life. In front of the bookshelf that I just destroyed, is a white wicker chair, where the bear that Rachel bought me sits. I feel my body overflowing with rage and tears start streaming down my face as I begin to scream, I grab the bear and start tearing it apart with my hands. I find a tiny camera behind the eye and a microphone in the plastic nose.

"How could she do this to me!?" I shout. I throw the camera on the floor and crush it with my foot. I break down in tears on the floor, Callie comes to my side, but I just can't focus on anything other than the pain in my heart. I thought she was special. But she's been out to get me the entire time, spying on me and sharing it with the world. She broke my heart.