Chapter 15

Disclaimer: I only own the plot and OC's.

WARNING: there's major smut in this. I'm going to change it to M tomorrow night, but I forgot to warn people that I'd change it sooo stick with me here. You've been warned, major smut. However, there's also a detail I added in there that you may want to read. Read at your own risk? idk.

I'll make a line when it starts.

Screams of what could only be described of torture would forever be burned into her mind. The jog down the mountain was painful enough, but now that Carlisle Cullen arrived, Raven felt like she was the one screaming.

They'd left Ryker at Emily's so he could sleep. Kyle was located in Raven's place because they didn't want to go up the stairs to the main house. Despite them soundproofing her room, her extra sensitive hearing still allowed her to hear the screams. They were only barely muffled.

Every scream made her flinch. The entire pack had filled their house, pacing and worrying alongside her. While they brought her minor comfort, she couldn't stand to look at a single one of them, not even Paul or her father.

Still, she sat beside her dad in somewhat comforter silence.

It felt like hours went by while his screams only got louder.

Finally, Carlisle and Sam appeared upstairs. "He's going to be fine. I gave him as much morphine as possible, but his body burns it off quickly," he spoke in Sam's direction. "He's asking for Catori."

"Oh my fuck," Raven groaned, finally lifting her head out of her hands. "Of course that shithead is. Doc, can you break a few more bones until he snaps out of this lovestruck mess enough to ask for his dad or sister or someone?"

Sam cleared his throat, and Raven held her hands up in surrender as she fell back into the couch. "Paul," Sam nodded gravely, and Paul reciprocated. "Jared, bring Catori over." Raven almost forgot. Catori randomly showed up at their house before they arrived because she'd 'had a feeling' something was wrong. Collin and Brady, who'd been keeping Emily, Ryker, and Kim safe, had rounded her up and taken her there as well. "Raven, he specifically asked not to see you. To paraphrase, he's 'still dealing with seeing his sister's boobs.'"

Rage flooded through her body as she stood up and kicked the coffee table across the room. "To think I was fucking concerned for his ass."

"Raven," Luke had the nerve to laugh.

"I gave up my place just to be kicked out of it by a love-sick idiot, too," she clenched her fists, urging her anger to go away, but it was so strong.

Luke sent her a pointed look. "He's injured. I think you can stand one night away."

Suddenly, Paul grabbed her hand and pulled her back against his chest. "My house."

"You don't have a house," she hissed, closing her eyes to try and force her uncontrollable rage to dissipate.

A chorus of, "Ooooo's," followed her comment.

Paul snorted, pulling her away anyhow. "Jared, don't you dare come home tonight," he snickered as he finally managed to get Raven moving. She allowed herself to be pulled outside when Jared responded with a 'whatever.' Then, they climbed in Paul's truck that Collin had moved for them.

. . .

"Some secret you guys kept from me," Raven mumbled as she looked out the window. With her new eyesight, she could see everything clearly even in the dark. "For no reason."

Paul hummed as he gripped the wheel, eyes staying on the road. His hand, however, snaked around her waist possessively. "Sam was worried you'd flip out. His exact words were 'we don't know how her city type work.'"

Raven snorted loudly, resting her head on his shoulder. It was the dumbest reasoning she'd ever heard. "You just listen to everything he says?"

"He's our Alpha. Some of his commands…they're hard to break, even dealing with your imprint. You heard his alpha commands earlier. It's more than instinct. It's written in our genes to listen to him, you know," Paul sighed heavily. She could hear the strain listening to Sam had put on him. It made her heart feel heavy, actually.

"Imprint? What's the real meaning behind that?" Raven asked as Paul pulled into a gravel driveway and parked. He stared at the dark house for so long she thought she'd never get an answer. Raven hadn't been expecting such a serious tone to answer this; it couldn't have been as big as the wolf thing.

Then, Paul looked upward slightly. "It's when a wolf sees the girl he's meant to be with for the first time since he's phased and he gets this overwhelming sensation that he has to be around her all the time. It could be in a romantic way, and normally ends up being that way, but not always. Just – it's not sexual. It's this need to be there for them however they need. It's a whole new purpose to live that blocks out all the rest."

Raven wanted to laugh, but she could hear the seriousness in his tone. Her eyes scanned his face, but he kept looking away. "So you have an imprint?" Raven said in a hoarse voice. The words tasted bad, and her stomach turned queasy, as if she'd be sick soon.

Paul snorted and looked at her with an eyeroll. "Yeah, Rave. It's you, obviously."

Except it wasn't obvious, not until their eyes finally connected. Violent purple clashing with deep, safe brown - that was all it was…but not really.

Her world stopped. Her heart stopped. Her breathing stopped. Everything stopped at the sight of Paul Lahote. He was everything she could ask for. An uncontrollable urge to keep him happy all the time no matter what possessed her, but she had no urge to complain. She'd never complain about doing anything for him. She physically couldn't and never would want to in the first place.

Raven felt an anchor attach to her heart with its hooks directed in Paul's body. This horribly strong tug to be connected with him made her head spin. Warmth and love and aggression took over her veins. She had this overwhelming urge to protect him against anything, whether or not she could survive it.

His face was glowing, and there was the crooked smile that meant he totally understood what was happening. Raven scooted closer, wanting to make sure every part of him was okay. With a terrified, shaking voice, Raven whispered, "I, uh, think I get it."

"You don't say?" Paul grinned, pulling her outside and wrapping an arm around her shoulders. "Good. I'm tired of being the one who's more into you here. Too much apologizing."

Raven felt her throat clog up. Grabbing his hand, she stared into his never-ending pools of brown, eyes flickering uncertainly. "I never meant for you to feel that way, Paul. I – I swear I planned on telling you how madly in love I was with you, and I almost did, but…Paul, I've never loved anyone before. Ever."

He stared at her with compassion and gratitude. A small smile slipped onto his lips. "Words aren't the only way to express that, Rave. I knew," Paul confessed. "I did have my doubts when you didn't hear me out, though."

Raven groaned, falling headfirst against his chest. "I'm an idiot."

"It's okay. You're my idiot," he placed his hands along her cheeks and guided her face to his. Raven found with satisfaction that she was taller and now he didn't have to fully bend over to find her lips.

The moment they connected, Raven wanted more. She'd never had such an instant turn on before, but it wasn't surprising with Paul. It was like her whole body suddenly craved his touch.

With a slightly animalistic growl, Raven wound her hands in his hair and pulled him closer. Paul's hands gripped her waist tight enough to make any human cry out. Their lips moved against each other as if fighting for life. He ran his tongue along her lip, and without her permission, a whimper escaped her lips.

"Paul," she spoke against his lips. In a swift motion, he grabbed her ass and groaned. Raven jumped and wrapped her legs around his waist, feeling the desire for him ten times more than before. It was all she could think about. "Inside. Hurry."

But Paul only shook his head. "I can't wait that long," he said moments before he ripped off her shirt. His mouth kissed down her neck, sucking and nipping and licking. It sent her body into overdrive. A delighted squeal came out of her mouth, and she moved his head downwards.

"Neither can I," Raven panted as his lips teased her nipple. He moved forward until she slammed into the side of his truck. Sparks of energy shot through her body with each nip. "God, Paul…stop teasing me."

warning. graphic after this.

Paul chuckled warmly, and then his expression shifted back to serious. He kissed down her stomach until he found her pants. Raven let out a frustrated growl and kicked her pants off herself. Paul looked up at her with a smug smirk. "Oh shut up," she hissed, hands shoving his head downward.

When he first made contact, Raven felt lightheaded. With a chuckle, Paul licked all the way up her vagina, and she swore she saw stars. After that, he played no games. His tongue attacked her body, darting in and out and sweeping over places she didn't even know could feel so good. Her body was overloading with energy. Then, his tongue settled on confronting her clit, which made her head spin, but his fingers also found their way to her opening.

She gripped his hair as her back arched uncontrollably. "Ah – Paul!" Her screams as she came were loud and could probably be heard for miles, but she didn't care. All Raven could feel was pure bliss. When she finally came down off her high, she looked at Paul. Grinning and laughing like he'd been waiting for years to do just that, he stood up and licked his lips. "I'd tell you that was amazing, but clearly, you already know it was."

Paul settled between her legs and pressed his lips to hers. "You tasted amazing, baby."

Raven smirked, moving her groin against his clearly hardened body. "Hmm, now I want to taste yours."

With a shake of his head, Paul stepped all the way forward, and Raven gasped. "Not tonight."

"Why?" she asked, though she knew exactly why.

He chuckled as he began to kiss her ear, slowly and thoroughly. "Because tonight, I plan to fuck you so hard you can't stand after."

"We heal quickly."

Paul chuckled. "Which is why I don't have to hold back," he then bit her ear, making her squeal away from him. "Don't worry. I'll still make it happen."

A shiver ran down her spine. "Then what are you waiting for, babe?"

In seconds, Paul flipped her over so her face was against the car. A grin spread along her lips as she heard the unzipping of jeans. He kicked her knees out wide, and then he pressed just the tip against her core. Raven gasped, closing her eyes as she prayed he'd enter her soon.

"Paul," she whined as he continued moving up and down her but not inside.

"What do you want, sweetheart?" Paul leaned over so he was speaking into her ear. A challenge presented itself. She shook her ass back further into him. A loud groan was accompanied because it wasn't close to enough pressure. Her body was pulsing and aching for the one thing she knew Paul had.

"Babe, come on," Raven pled, looking over her shoulder with desire.

"What?" Paul asked with as much innocence as he could muster. Finally, Raven slammed her head on the truck and hissed.

"Fuck me."

"What was that? Hard hearing and all," Paul said right before his hand came down and smacked her ass.

"FUCK ME!" she screamed with aggravation. "Please, I'm dying!"

"Be specific, baby," he said as he kissed down her neck. She arched her back as her eyes rolled to the back of her head.

"I want your dick inside me right now and I swear on my life, Paul, if you don't fu-ohmygod," Raven gasped as Paul finally entered her.

It was a whole new feeling. Raven wasn't sure if it was because it'd been so long since she had sex or if it was because of the imprint, but she swore she'd never felt so full in her life.

Paul slammed into her a second time with full force. It shook her world so completely she could hardly feel her limbs. Stars danced in her vision, and it felt like she was being slowly pumped with air and she just had to wait for her to explode.

"Oh, Paul," she whimpered quietly as she felt him thrust inside her again, making her whole body jump. His warmth meeting hers felt way too good.

Then, he met each thrust with a firm smack on her ass, and Raven felt her knees go weak. She fell back into Paul, which only sent him deeper, and despite her sudden exhaustion, she manifested enough energy to continue meeting him with each thrust – they'd found their rhythm.

"Fuck yes, Rave." Paul groaned as he smacked her ass again.

"Switch," she panted. "I can't stand." Paul smirked as he grabbed her waist and spun her around. She ran her hand through her hair with annoyance. "I mean, I can. I just don't know for how much longer."

"Sureee," Paul said, clearly enjoying the ego boost she'd given him. If he hadn't completely deserved it, she would have been a little pissed. But Paul was huge and he knew how to work her up. Every single thrust, he hit her right. "In the truck bed."

"Condom?"

Paul shook his head. "Don't need one. Leah said she hasn't had a period since she phased."

For a half second, she tried to make sure that was accurate, and then she decided she didn't care. Legs feeling like gelatin, she managed to move her way to the back of the truck. Just as she turned around, Paul jumped up with a lustful look that resembled an animal in ways that simply turned Raven on. With a satisfied smirk, she wrapped her legs around his waist as his lips attacked her neck.

Paul wasted no time in jumping in where they left off. He sent Raven whimpering with each thrust. Her nails dug into his skin so deep she drew blood, and their lips clashed with each other so hard and fast that every now and then she'd bust her lip. Then, he threw her legs up over his shoulders, and Raven felt that in her throat. He reached a new level of deep within her.

And then something shifted.

She could feel herself climbing towards a climax, but it was different than before. Her whole body felt like it was reenergizing, and a new need arose. Raven looked up at Paul as he stared back at her, eyes dark and focused. A dark glint shone in his brown orbs, and all she could think was how he was hers.

It was an overwhelming thought, suddenly. Paul Lahote was hers – hers to love, to protect, and to simply be her everything as she is to him. She wanted everyone to know that. It was an uncontrollable urge.

Paul frowned with a confused expression as he looked over her body. His eyes darkened. "Rave," Paul said with a warning tone in his voice as he slowed his pace.

She nodded, "I know. I – feel it, too. Just – keep going."

Paul didn't have to be told twice. He sped up the pace so fast that Raven could hardly even sync up with his rhythm. He leaned down over her and kissed her neck, and she got a sudden desire to do the same to him.

"Baby, you're mine," he growled as his grip on her body tightened.

Raven nodded, enjoying the way that sounded. "Fuck yes I am," she hissed, nipping at his neck slightly. He did the same, and that quickly turned into a light bite. She felt her body churning with energy as she grew closer. She was right on the edge when the undefinable need to make Paul hers officially came upon her, and before she could control it, her teeth bit down harder than she'd meant to, right along his traps, at the same time her body tensed and she orgasmed a second time that night.

Paul groaned, but it didn't deter him from plunging inside her as deeper as he'd gone before. His eyes connected with hers, and she tried to ignore the taste of blood on her lips. He smirked, kissing along her neck again, harsher, sucking harder and faster than before. He traveled to just above her collarbone, nipping coarsely with no abash.

His thrusts grew irregular and rougher. Raven threw her head back as she continued to ride off her orgasm. "I love you, Paul," she groaned as his teeth ground into her neck.

"God, I fucking love you," he spoke against her skin. Then, he thrust inside of her completely, causing her to whimper, and simultaneously, his teeth dug deep into her neck. It was like he was out for blood, but it didn't hurt. Honestly, it was really hot. She came out of it grinning after letting out a small moan.

Paul fell against her, panting like he'd just run a marathon. Raven lied there staring at the blinking stars while running her hands up and down his back muscles. After a while, she felt her neck. It was still dripping blood. "God, what is wrong with us?"

Paul's entire body shook as he laughed. He propped himself up and felt his own neck. Even in the dim moonlight, Raven could see and smell the crimson color. "Fuck if I know. Hey, biting's hot and all, but that was…that was the wolf side."

Raven eyed him curiously. "Why? What purpose?"

Paul's eyes darted along her neck with a hint of pride. He wiped at the blood to get a clear image of the bite and smirked. "Well, I'd say it'll leave a hell of a scar, so people will know."

"Know what?"

He snorted, pressing his lips to hers with a smile. "That your mine. And I'm yours. Taken."

Raven threw her head back with laughter. She twined her hands through his disheveled hair and pulled their lips together with mirth. "So stupid. Makes sense though. Descending from wolves, I guess we would be pretty territorial."

Paul tugged at her bottom lip and nodded. "Kinda hot."

"Kinda stupid."

"But it's still hot."

"Maybe."

"Admit it."

"No."

"Admit it!"

"Or what?"

"Or round two will leave you crawling, sweetheart."

"Bring it on, Lahore."

A/N: Oookay so I'm sure there's some mixed feeling about this chapter. I don't often write smut, btw, so idk may not be good.

But if you didn't catch it, I added in a flair I'd been thinking about since I decided to have her shift. So I read a few Austin and Ally stories in my days of reading and saw a couple werewolf ones where they mated and bit each other to make them as their own. I don't mean this ritual in a way to say that Paul owns her or vice versa, but I've always thought that was kind of cool and very realistic to the animal side of them bc animals are very possessive and protective, especially wolves. IK they aren't werewolves, but I liked it. so deal with it pls.

Also, for anyone not liking her as a wolf? wutttt like girl power awesome she needs to save herself every once in a while, am I right ladies?

hahah anyways, still please give me feedback. I need it now more than ever. I need to finish this last chapter and then write the epilogue bc I've been slacking these past few weeks. I sorry. Give me INSPIRATION PLEASE! LOVE YOU GUYS!