Sunday, May? 29?, 2011
Nikki-chan, Niko is sorry for dripping tears onto you yesterday :(
Yesterday Ah-chan and Mim-chan told me something to cheer me up that was a lie. They said while I was in the hospital the Idol club got six new members and was in no danger. Nozomi said "Well ..." but then she agreed with them. I guess it was nice to lie to Niko so she wouldn't fall over and drop her crutches and injure herself and lie there crying. Which is what I was headed for. Nozomi held Niko up and even Ah-chan and Mim-chan hugged Niko tightly and wished me luck. Maybe we were closer to being friends than I thought. In the club, which Niko begged everyone to join, it felt like those two, they are best friends, were not enthusiastic and maybe a little cold. I apologized to Nozomi for having to walk me home and miss classes, but she said she was happy to do it. I wished Ah-chan and Mim-chan good luck with their transfers. They said they were both headed for the same school. Some people, in contrast to others, are very lucky and Kami-sama smiles on them. But if God doesn't smile on you, you have to make your own smiles. Maybe when Niko dies alone and unknown she can ask Papa why it was so hard to do. But that's not how to think. If Niko doesn't keep smiling, what else do I have?