Notes: Sorry for taking so long to update, with the whole pandemic works been hectic, and apparently where I live, a pandemic means everyone is doing home renovations. Also I make videos as well as write occasional fanfics so it depends what I'm motivated for.
Just a fyi kinda note, in the series Mickey's brothers go from cousins to brothers and back, I'm sticking with them having a lot of brothers.
Juvie was pretty much the same as last time, though it lasted longer and Ian never visited, not that Mickey cared of course but his soulmate bound started to get bad again, making him dream of the red head. Mandy visited him of course, the day after he went in she was fine, and just asking if he was okay and needed anything. But when she didn't come in for a week,he could tell that something had happened, she seemed more quiet and like she wasn't all there emotionally, her smile didn't reach her eyes.
Mickey felt sick to his stomach, but he knew that he couldn't ask her about it while he was at Juvie, phone or otherwise. Being watched and listened in on, never made either of them want to open up to each other, she gave him a quick updates, a bit on Ian and their brothers and even with her being obviously down, she slipped in a comment about how Frank was just his usual drunk self with nothing interesting coming out of his mouth. Meaning his secret was safe for the time being, and he felt relieved but not enough to over power his worry for Mandy.
He noticed she hadn't mentioned anything about herself and asked her casually if there was anything new with her, saying that juvie was boring and hearing anything was better than the boredom that came with juvie. Mandy kinda smiled at him, well it was a smile for anyone who didn't know her but to him it was like less than a half smile. She just said that she was occasionally sleeping with Lip but that it was nothing serious. He told her that their brother would best anyone up if she needed and to use them if anything happened. There was a hint of worry to his words that he knew she noticed but she just responded like usual even though he eyes looked like they wanted to say so much more. Before she hung up the phone he said in a quiet but serious tone, wishing he could do more but knowing he couldn't.
"Take care of yourself okay?" He saw that her eyes watered a bit as she nodded and hung up the phone, leaving the visiting area. Mickey ended up in two fights that day, and lost his visiting privileges for a couple weeks, but luckily it didn't extend his time with the other guys being known for causing fights with everyone, which was why Mickey choose those guys to begin with, but they didn't need to know that.
It was a month after that the bond sent panic his way for a bit, and he felt a bit of pain, it felt like physical pain, but it didn't last. Mickey guessed Gallagher got into a fight or something. He was a bit worried, no curious he corrected in his mind. Then a week after that, he almost had a heart attack, not literally but it caught him off guard, and he didn't know what was going on. He saw a flash of red take over his vision, and he went in to flight or fight mode, he didn't know why and he needed to calm himself down for a bit after. The disgust and sorrow he felt from the Gallagher helped a bit.
A bit after that he felt sick to his stomach from the bond, with a mixture of panic and heartbreak, it was near thanksgiving if he remembers correctly and it seemed that Gallagher was going through something but he didn't have contact so he had no idea what was going on. And his short phone call with Mandy didn't reveal anything either. She had switched to calling for a bit, and it was harder to tell how she was doing but he figured she was taking care of herself or dealing with things so he wasn't too bothered, just worried but glad she was calling so at least he knew she was alive and seemingly okay.
After that he started losing track of the days in there, but after probably months after he felt lust coming from the bond, it wasn't strong, not even close to when him and Gallagher fucked but still there, it made Mickey jealous, he tried to convince himself he was just jealous of him not being able to get a good fucking in this place.
He knew he couldn't just bottom in here but didn't do anything about it until the second time he felt lust from the bond, he was alone in the showers, about to get dressed, and there was a decent looking kid, green eyes but just boring brown hair, so he advanced on him, and the kid didn't look scared on anything which helped, so he fucked him, the kid even had something to use for lube. And if he focused a bit on the lust from the bond no one had to know. Mickey continued to fuck the kid, he told him he wasn't gay just that there was no females in here and that they fucked when he wanted. He didn't even bother learning the guys name, didn't care.
Didn't care when the kid was released before him, just made it harder to find someone else to fuck, while he could of forced himself on a few of the smaller guys, some of them looked scared and like they were gonna cry when he tried. He couldn't bring himself to actually rape someone, despite the Milkovich reputation. When that happened, he just pushed them away and told them to man up before they got raped and left, he made sure he sounded annoyed and angry even if the only annoyance he felt was because he hadn't found someone to fuck. He eventually found random guys to fuck, but didn't care about them in the slightest. Fucking guys in jail or Juvie was expected of of a Milkovich anyways. It didn't stop the bond from forcing dreams of a certain redhead into them, and he felt the longing constantly. He mostly just worked out and fucked guys in Juvie while trying to ignore the bond all together.
Mickey wasn't sure how long it had been since the last time Mandy visited, but she seemed back to her regular self and he was relieved, she told him how she was kinda dating Lip now, and spending time at the Gallagher house. Which he was okay with, the Gallagher's not counting Frank were never that bad, they had a bad rep, liked to party but not all that physically violent unless it was called for. He told her how how he was probably getting out soon for good behavior and overcrowding, and she seemed pleased with it, getting out four months earlier than he was supposed to. He also said not to worry about picking him up from Juvie, since he wasn't sure on the exact day yet.
When he got released he wandered aimlessly and found himself hearing Ian fucking some Asian in camo, he couldn't remember the guys name but didn't care. The bond had probably lead him there and it made him feel more jealous than he would of been, it was one thing to feel Ian having sex with other guys it was another to see him doing it.
As he 'kicked straight' the guy he felt amusement coming from Gallagher and even if he tried to ignore it, the feeling that Ian was amused and didn't care that he was beating the guy up in front of him calmed the jealousy inside of him and he let the guy leave. As soon as he was gone he turned towards the redhead, he needed Ian on him like ten minutes ago.
"You got any fuck left in you or you dump it all in that faggots ass?" He asked he felt the happiness from Gallagher when he smiled at him and Mickey walked forward to get into a better spot and quickly started pulling his pants down when Ian approached him. He didn't plan on jumping Gallagher as soon as he saw him but he couldn't help it, he'd been having dreams of Ian's dick in his ass, fucking random guys in Juvie hadn't stopped the dreams either, and catching Ian with someone else... Well it didn't help, it being broad daylight wasn't part of the plan either.
He had gotten good at keeping himself quiet but some moans slipped out, he blamed the bond pushing Ian's lust at him and finally being on the receiving end after almost a year. He was more eager than he cared to admit, moving back against Ian as he was fucked.
It was a quick fuck, it being outside and everything but Mickey couldn't help feeling elevated afterwords. He pulled his pants back up and sat down to relax, pulling out a cigarette.
"Man that was good." Mickey said as he lit his cigarette in an attempt to hide the smile he could feel on his face.
"Missed ya." He admitted accidentally, without even thinking about it.
"You did?" Ian asked and Mickey felt shock and confused affection coming from the other, he realized what he admitted and swore at himself mentally. Fuck he was getting soft or something.
"Yeah Man. I had to do all the fucking in Juvie. otherwise I'd end up someones bitch right?" He said honestly, trying to cover his slip and make it seem like that was the only reason he said it. The affection he felt from the other disappeared.
"Nice to switch back." He added trying to sound as casual as possible when silence continue from the redhead. Ian took his cigarette from him in response before changing the topic. Asking about him getting out early and if he was going to be coming back to school, he honestly answered his questions and told him about collecting drug money. Ian then asked if he'd seen Mandy yet, Mickey responded that he hadn't and asked if he missed anything since being in Juvie. He got awkward silence for a second. Like Ian didn't seem to know how to respond.
"You're dad tried to kill me once." He spoke not really looking at him, Mickey felt his heart race and panic set in.
"What? Why? Did he find out that your..." Mickey asked, gesturing at him but unable to even say the word gay at the moment, and it seemed he got Gallagher's full attention on him.
"No, no nothing like that. He thought I got Mandy pregnant." He replied, clearing up the confusion and Mickey's worry for Ian was pushed aside.
"Mandy was pregnant? What asshole got her pregnant?! Was it Lip?!" He yelled, getting right up in Ian's face, grabbing his shirt and feeling over protective but wondering why Mandy didn't tell him anything about it.
"Obviously it wasn't me..." He said removing Mickey's hands from his shirt calmly.
"We raised money for an abortion so it's fine now." He added on, as he leaned back on his arms
"We?" Mickey questioned, not knowing who would help Mandy get that much money that easily.
"Well once Mandy told me about it, I got the Gallagher's help in raising money for it, along with the Alibi, they all thought it was mine obviously." Mickey nodded and let out a sigh of relief, he'd try and ask Mandy about it later, but he couldn't help but feel affection towards Ian helping his sister like that, when he knew the Gallagher's didn't have money like that to throw around either.
"Thanks, for helping Mandy." He said quietly, getting up and not looking at Ian when he spoke, then started to walk away. Ian stayed silent behind him and he didn't look back to see his response to his sincere thanks.
Mickey made his way home, on to see that Mandy wasn't home so he went out, set up a new cell phone on a month to month plan with the guy their family used for cheap cell phone plans. He picked up some beers and headed back home to enjoy not being in Juvie. The bond wanted him to go see Gallagher again but it wasn't as bad as last time, maybe the sex right away helped.
Mandy didn't come home that night and he guessed she was staying at the Gallagher's and Terry was home being his usual drunk aggressive self so he couldn't blame her. He drank with him cause it felt like he had too, and thankfully no gay bashing came up and it was just racist shit that he could ignore easier.
The next day he went to the school to collect the drug money, though he expected to come up empty today, him getting out four months early and everything but threatening and beating a few of them up ought to show he serious he was and that they needed to get him the money.
He managed to threaten the first guy outside of the school without any issues, didn't have to use his fists, when the guy gave him whatever money he had. He moved into the school and spotted the second, and he was just getting to threatening him about the money, and pulled out a bag from the guys locker when Gallagher came up and helped the guy escape, he should of been more angry but he really wasn't. If it was anymore else there'd be not question about it.
Ian said he was just looking out for him, Mickey automatically told him he could take care of himself and took the bag with him, helping himself to whatever was inside, Ian just stared weirdly at him for a bit as they walked, Mickey continued talking to hopefully snap the other out of it, but it didn't work and Mickey got uncomfortable feeling the other staring. He looked up to confirm that Ian was still staring at him.
"The fuck are you looking at?" He snapped, it felt like he other was trying to see into him.
"Nothing." Ian replied immediately and looked away like he wasn't doing anything. It just made Mickey more suspicious but he wasn't gonna bring it up, his gut told him it was something to do with feelings or their relationship or some other girly shit he didn't wanna talk about. As they walked outside still walking together Mickey changed the topic.
"You still work at towel head's store?" Mickey asked.
"Yep, mostly running it now, Linda's got a new baby to look after." Ian said casually answering the question without thought.
"I need a job while I'm on probation." He said, he wasn't sure how to ask if he could work there again, and he knew that wasn't asking but it was probably the closest he was getting. He heard Ian let out a small laugh and was about to get offended at being laughed at before the other replied.
"Yeah, I'm sure Linda would be fine with you working there again. I'll talk to her." Ian replied easily, somehow understanding what he was trying to say without any problem.
"Better than the meat packing plant." He commented back. Him and Ian exchanged numbers so he could let him know about the job. Then Ian started to talk about school and telling him random things that happened in the last few months, though nothing about Mandy.
"You just gonna talk or you gonna put your mouth to good use?" Mickey asked interrupting him talking about how Lip wasn't applying to colleges or thinking about his future. It's not that Mickey wasn't paying attention and didn't care, the problem was that he was listening and seemed to actually care what the redhead was saying.
Ian grinned at him and lead Mickey to a secluded area, under the bleachers away from where anyone would be. Mickey was about to turn around to get into position, when Ian held him in place. He was about to complain about what the hell he was doing when Ian got onto his knees and looked up at him with a cocky look, seemingly to know what Mickey was about to say before he made it obvious what he was doing. He didn't get why Ian would pass up fucking to suck his dick, but he wasn't going to complain.
"I gotta get back to class soon." Ian said before he easily pulled Mickey's pants and underwear down, Mickey felt himself swallow almost nervously, but he made sure it was quiet. He hadn't anyone suck his dick since the last time Gallagher did it, so he just hoped he wouldn't cum to quickly.
Ian greedily took his dick into his mouth, his hand at the base and his tongue swirling around it, even though it wasn't fully hard yet. Mickey didn't get why Ian was so eager to put his dick in his mouth, but that thought left his mind as the pleasure took over his mind. He closed his eyes for a bit and just gave into the feeling, his hands made their way to Ian's short hair, wanting to grab onto it but it wasn't long enough so his hand just rested on the back of his head and guided it along to thrust slowly into the others mouth.
Ian started sucking in time with the thrusts and Mickey could feel himself getting closer, faster than he would of liked, but not fast enough to be embarrassing. It felt like Ian's tongue was worshiping his cock and just when he was getting close and trying to pull back a bit to make it last longer, Ian's hand moved from the base of his dick to push two fingers into his ass, against his prostate. They easily slid in with the saliva somehow already coated on them, two thrusts from Ian's fingers against his prostate had him cumming into Ian's mouth, letting out a small whine as he did.
He heard Ian swallow and leaned against the bleachers to hold himself up, he pulled up his pants and underwear after he caught his breath.
"Fuck Gallagher..." Mickey said when he was able to form words again, Ian stood up and his own erection become noticeable.
"You gonna do something about that?" Mickey said with a small laugh, his thought of how Gallagher should of just fucked him instead.
"Nah, your ass will just have to make it up to me later. " Ian said teasingly, pressing his hand against his clothed dick, while making eye contact with him, Mickey couldn't help but watch before Ian turned away from him.
"I'll see you later Mick." Ian said in a normal tone before he walked away, leaving Mickey speechless. What just happened, why was Gallagher was teasing him when they could of just had sex.
Later that night Mandy finally came home, and she seemed alright and just before he was about to bug her, she hugged him. No one else in the house was around so he easily returned the hug. her heard a mumbled I miss you come from her but he didn't comment just hugged her tighter before she pulled away.
"Couldn't even see me my first day back huh?" He said teasing, which caused her to jokingly punch him.
"Didn't wanna deal with your smelly ass again after you just getting out" He laughed in response and she offered to make some food for them, they just sat and watched tv, not really taking for a bit, Mickey thought of asking about her abortion but needed to plan a better way to bring it up, hopefully by the next time he saw her, now that he can see that she was fine it didn't feel as urgent.
The next day he got a text from Gallagher to come into the store and how Linda said he could work there with him, and that he could start today, and he acted like him teasing Mickey the day before never happened, so Mickey said nothing and acted the same. They didn't fuck at work considering it was the first day, Ian did ask if he could text him about other things besides work, and Mickey told him if its important, and that his phone had a lock on it anyways.
They did have a quickie after work, but it was pretty rushed with Ian having plans or whatever the fuck ever he had to do after work... Not that Mickey cared, he got fucked and came so its not like he wanted to spend time with the redhead. Even if he was free after work and made it so he had no plans afterwards, Gallagher was the one who wanted to spend time with him, he was just feeling nice and it didn't matter that Ian had plans.
Days later, Mickey and Ian had the later shift at work when his father followed by both Ian and Lip came in, for a second Mickey was confused on why they were with his father and following him to his house before Terry spoke up.
"Child rapist, get your brother." Lately on Iggy and him were home so he yelled for Iggy while Terry pulled went to get the batt they had, more itching for a beat down than a fast kill. Mickey didn't bring any weapon's his fists were good enough if needed anyways, he wouldn't mind letting out some frustrations with a good beat down, rapists he had no issues with the beat downs his father had in mind for them.
When they got there and a blonde haired female came out, he knew that wasn't gonna happen, apparently Blake could also be a female name, who knew. Mickey wasn't paying attention to much what was being said about her sleeping with a student, maybe if It was an older version of Ian and he was the student... Yeah that would be kinda hot, he mentally shook those thoughts away to hear the end of the conversation.
"I did my time, I paid for my mistake... If love can be called a mistake." Mickey bit his lip and looked away a couple times in thought, lots of people would call him and Ian a mistake, not that it was love or anything gay like that, but still. The thoughts made him uncomfortable. When everyone left and Lip mentioned how they should do something he mentioned a gang bang, seemed to help him get rid of any thoughts about Ian by going in the opposite direction. Which he continued doing when the ages came up.
"If I was fourteen and I had a teacher who looked like that and wanted it... Man I'm getting wood just thinking about that." He wasn't but saying straight stuff like that helped him feel better about his gay thoughts and it made him seem straight to Lip and anyone else would could be listening. He felt conflicting emotions coming from Gallagher that he pushed away. Just then he saw one of the females he had forced him to have sex with, he tended to go for fat chicks when he discovered he was into guys. All the fat made it easier to not feel tits or their pussy too much aside from it being a hole. What was her name again... Oh yeah he remembered now.
"Yo Angie!" He yelled, she was drinking of some cheap vodka she had and swallowed before she responded.
"Yeah?" She asked, sounding like she wasn't sure what he wanted.
"Wanna fuck?" He asked, still in a loud enough voice for people down the block to here.
"Sure." Mickey walked towards her, leaving the two Gallagher behind him, and trying not to focus on the large amount of jealousy coming from the bond, along with a small amount of hurt.
He almost wasn't able to go through with it, with the bond making it harder to concentrate on getting it up. He quickly fucked her from behind, made sure to use a condom and got off to picturing himself as Ian and gave it to her picturing what he would like, not the best way to get off, and he had to really close his eyes and use his imagination but he forced himself through it. Angie was known to have a big mouth and spread around who's shes slept with so that would be good cover for awhile.
Later that day Mickey headed to work, having a shift with Ian today which he was honestly looking forward, anything to get away from the disgusting thoughts of having to fuck Angie earlier, a good fucking from Ian ought to sort that out easily, he thought to himself as he entered the store.
For the first couple hours Ian stayed silent and to himself only talking about work related stuff, and to the customers that came in, Mickey guessed maybe Ian was mad at him for earlier but its not like they were exclusive or dating, so Mickey chose to ignore it and not say anything, using his phone to set up one of his drug deal in the store while hes working to pass the time. Might as well make some money if fucking is off the table. Even just being in the same room with Ian, his soulmate bond was leaving him alone. Not strong feeling from Ian while he was quiet which was nice.
When the kid came in, he was slow and didn't know that when doing business in a store the thing to do is to buy something, dealing with drugs sometimes you got the real stupid ones who didn't know how getting the drugs without looking suspicious. Mickey had to literally tell the kid to buy something, then when he obviously but the cup with the drugs in the trash in a way that even a fucking cop two blocks away would notice and the kid just stared at him, he was almost tempted to punch the guy in the face, and then said he didn't get it mickey having to spell it out for him, he pinched the bridge of his nose in annoyance as Ian broke his silent spell.
"Just get out. You need whatever brain cells you have left." Gallagher sounded annoyed as he spoke and the kid left.
"Why you gotta mess with my business?"
"Why you gotta do your business in my store?" Ian asked sounding a bit angry,
"It's not your store, it's towel heads store."
"Whatever, get smarter customers. I'm not going down for this shit." He sounded a bit more angry, and he could feel annoyance from the other so Mickey decided to try to change the atmosphere
"Oh, okay. So uh." Mickey started before he came up with what to say.
"Whatchu going down for then huh?" Mickey smirked at Ian, even raised his eyebrows trying to steer the conversation into better territory, usually Ian would of locked the front door and then followed him when he gave that smirk but instead he saw him force a smile and follow him from a distance as he got himself a beer.
"Hey, did you really... fuck Angie Zago today?"
"Yeah I fucked Angie, everybody fucks Angie. You don't fuck Angie?" Mickey replied, not really wanting to talk about her but ended up with his defenses up making him say things he usually wouldn't.
"No?" Ian responded, like he couldn't believe Mickey had asked him that to begin with.
"You want to fuck Angie? I can call her, get her down here." Not that Mickey would want to but he couldn't stop saying it with the way the conversation was going.
"No." Ian responded with no hesitation, he felt some confusion from the bond followed by the come back of the jealousy from earlier, though it was now even with the hurt. Slowly the feelings stopped being felt through the bond and and Ian went back to being quiet, watching Mickey from the register while Mickey stocked the shelves and moved his drug deal to the other side of the store. It was getting close to the end of their shift and Mickey figured Ian just needed space to calm down, and swallow the fact that they were exclusive and fucking other people was bond to happen. Mickey himself needed to occasionally force himself to have sex with women to keep up his image, and that wasn't changing anytime soon even if he wished it would.
Mickey was finishing up a drug deal when he looked over and saw some old guy talking to Ian at the register, taking a lot longer than it needed the buy the chips he had gotten, he finished his business then headed over to see what was going on. As he approached he heard the old guy say something about happy hour at the fountain, sounding like he was inviting Ian to something, and he heard Gallagher easily agree, then the old guy headed towards the door, with a grin still on his face from his interaction with Ian
Mickey kept his expression the same as he asked if the guy had a receipt even though he had seen the old fuck pay for his chips, he wasn't just gonna let him leave so easily, he couldn't even help himself from doing what little he could to give the guy a hard time. When Ian printed one out and handed it to the guy with a smile, Mickey felt annoyance, just annoyance and not jealousy he told himself come over him as he let the guy leave. As soon as the door was closed he turned to Ian pointing with his thumb towards the door.
"That your Grandpa?" He asked sarcastically, trying to make it come across as a joke more than anything else.
"Nah just a guy I've been seeing." Ian responded, sounding casual and neutral, just staring at Mickey blankly.
"Oh, that's the guy you've been a, you've been seeing." Mickey said, scratching his eyebrow slightly, his words jumbling as he processed the information, the feeling of jealousy he couldn't deny came over him and next thing he knew he was talking and not thinking before he spoke.
"You guys like picnic together? or a, you get a little dog, a little fucking sweater." He said making faces as he pictured it, not doing so well at hiding his feelings as he usually did.
"Nah we don't picnic, we mostly just fuck. Like you and Angie." Ian responded with a smile, getting up and leaving the register. Mickey just stared at the spot Ian was as he tried to calm himself down, the last of their shift was awkward and neither of them talked, Mickey still trying to calm himself and Ian, in a much better mood but not paying much attention to him. Texting someone who wasn't him, probably the grandpa from earlier, Mickey peaked at Ian's text when he was behind him and saw that it specified a time for their meet up.
Ian told Mickey he could leave as he closed the shop and he left out the front door with a couple beers in hand, his plan was to go home and drink them and not think of Ian going out with some geriatric viagroid.
Ten minutes before Mickey found himself at the waterfall, waiting from across the street, with an unopened beer. When he saw Ian finally met up with the old fuck they went in, and luckily for Mickey there was big windows that gave him a clear view of them, even as he stayed across the street and opened his beer. He took his time drinking it as they had their drinks and flirted with each other, clear enough to anyone who paid attention but not to people passing by. He couldn't help staring at the as they talked, The smile on Gallagher's face bothering him more than it should of, so what if he was enjoying himself with someone else.
He nursed his beer for over a half hour, battling thoughts of jealousy and wanting to fight someone before they left, Mickey finished the beer off easily as he approached them, seeing Ian laughing and joking with him he had no plan of action as he was spotted. He felt shock coming from Gallagher along, but it didn't last long.
"Shit Mickey. What the hell are you doing here?" Ian asked, not sounding angry in the slightest, just like he really wanted to know, though his smile had disappeared. Mickey didn't have an excuse ready for him being jealous and following Ian on his date or whatever the fuck they were doing.
"Ah, from the store right?" The old fuck asked, Mickey scratched his nose with his thumb trying to control his anger at the guy even talking to him.
"Oh, Come on Ian don't be rude. Invite your boyfriend back to my place, I mean the more the merrier right?" He said without any response and even trying to share a laugh with Ian over it. Mickey grinned and this was just the opportunity he needed to avoid answering the question Ian asked and let out his anger. He never thought he'd be happy for someone to imply he was gay.
"I'm sorry, what did you call me?" He asked, covering his mouth as he chuckled, finding humor in the situation.
"What?" the guy asked, not knowing what he was in for, Mickey let his jealousy take over. he headbutted the guy and started punching him, making sure to call him a faggot,so that anyone around him would see it as fag bashing even if he wasn't in the south side. He continued punching the guy, unable to reign back his jealousy and anger, even as Ian tried to get him to stop, moving to kicking him before Ian used his ROTC training to bring him down, Mickey would find it attractive if the air wasn't knocked out of his throat and the one on the other side of it.
"The fuck Gallagher?" he heard Ian say something about the cops as he got up off of the ground. He looked over and seen Ian checking up on the old fuck. Was Gallagher really concerned about him and had to make sure he was okay, its not like he shot the guy or broke any bones, he would of felt if he did.
"Come on." Mickey said as he moved back to get ready to run away from the scene, he stalled when he saw Ian was still leaning over him.
"Gallagher!" he yelled sounding a little more desperate than usual, fuck Ian wasn't going to stay with him was he? He looked back to see Ian getting up, and coming towards him, he stop and waited until Ian was next to him before they both ran away from the guy who called probably already called the cops on him. When they had escaped, Ian turned to him as they were catching their breath.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" Gallagher yelled at him but he could tell even without the bond that Ian wasn't really mad at him, and him following and not staying behind was a good indicator too. He laughed and didn't answer that question either, he told himself that the reason he went to playfully tickle Ian was to distract him from asking any more question but really he just wanted to and was still feeling the adrenaline rush from the run, and couldn't help himself.
Ian attempted to tickle him back and Mickey made a run for it, smiling and laughing with Ian as they ran after each other playfully, And Ian's smile and laughing made him feel warm and affectionate, which wasn't normal for a Milkovich, but there was worse feeling and Mickey was too busy enjoying himself to care. He hadn't let his guard down like this since he was a kid.
As they chased each other through the back lanes,they ended up in an abandoned building in the south side. Without realizing Mickey lead Ian to the one he frequented when he wanted to be alone or just blow off some steam, well when he wasn't using fucking Gallagher for that.
The ended up having a quick fuck in the corner of the first floor out of view, it didn't last long with the adrenaline rush they were both on but neither could complain. After they fucked they even talked about Mandy and Lip and how it was weird that their siblings were dating even though they kinda suited each other. Ian didn't ask why Mickey lead them here and he was grateful, hopefully he would see it as a random place and not somewhere special to Mickey.
Since Mickey often has a gun on him they even had some target practice together with some empty cans where Ian showed off how good his shooting skills where from RTC and Mickey talked about different kinds of guns, other than fucking it was almost like two good friends hanging out, he refused to say like two people dating, cause they weren't anything close to that at all, maybe a friends with benefits at most. He couldn't deny that despite their differences him and Ian got along well, growing up in the south side probably helped that.
They didn't talk about how they got there or Mickey following Ian on his date, Mickey was surprised but not complaining, he originally planned on leaving whenever it was brought up but it seemed like Ian had no intentions of mentioning it for whatever reason, which was weird and Mickey spent a good while just waiting for it to be brought up. It was getting dark and they went their separate ways and it still hadn't come up that, Mickey was glad but also annoyed that it hadn't.
He didn't wanna talk about it but why hadn't Ian brought it up, maybe he didn't wanna admit that he had feelings for the old fuck or something. That night Mickey went to sleep, with thoughts of why swirling through his head.
A few days later while he was still bothered with thoughts of the old fuck with Ian, it finally left his mind when Mandy came home and sat down on the couch with him, with no one else in the house besides them, they finally had time to catch up and it seemed Mandy was going to take advantage of it.
"So how's things with your guy?" He almost choked on his beer at the question, he didn't expect her to just ask like that and calling Ian his guy didn't sit right, for all he knew Ian was out fucking someone else right now, he didn't know if he even felt every time Ian was fucking someone. He turned to face Mandy, though she was casually watching tv while she waited for a response.
"...It's fine, not like we're monogamous and shit." He said with a shrug, he still felt weird talking to anyone openly about guys or his soulmate issue. She turned towards him before she spoke.
"Do you want to be?" He stared back at her with his mouth open before he tried to think of if he did or not, He already told Mandy about it and he wasn't gonna start lying to her now, whether he would admit it or not, having someone to talk to was helpful in a way he didn't expect.
"I don't want him fucking other people while I'm not in jail but were not gonna be dating or whatever fucking shit people do, and I'm still gonna be fucking chicks here and there. So it doesn't matter."
"Yeah I heard about you and Angie, she has a big mouth well among with the rest of her... Does he know you're soulmates yet?"
"I haven't... It's probably one sided and if not he's better off not knowing."
"You never know Mick, he could want to know or be your full soulmate. You gonna tell me who it is yet?" She asked teasing, shoving his shoulder as she asked, not even upset that he most likely wasn't going to tell her. He stared at her and contemplated if he should tell her, she wasn't fake dating him anymore and was spending alot more time with Lip than Ian. It's not like she would tell anyone, he knew Mandy wouldn't if he asked her not to, but he decided to use it to talk to her about a topic she probably wouldn't want to talk about either, even if he did trust her.
"I'll tell you... If you tell me who got you pregnant when I was gone and why you didn't tell me about it." He said looking away from her, he really didn't know why she was keeping it from him, he could resist killing whoever it was if that's what she wanted. Mandy's eyes widened and she looked at the floor.
"I'm sorry for not telling you about it but I didn't know how to tell you without telling you everything... Can we talk about it in your room, I don't want any chance of anyone coming in and hearing something." She said sounding more ashamed than she ever had before, and her tone was sad causing Mickey to feel concerned and want to comfort her, but knowing it'd be best to wait until after she explained. He nodded at her and got up and they headed to his room shutting the door behind them.
"You have to promise not to lose your temper and not to do anything stupid..."
Mickey's eyes widened and he could tell he wasn't gonna like where this was going, fuck Mandy better of not gotten raped or forced into something while he was gone.
"I can't promise I won't get angry, but I'll do my best but I promise not to do anything stupid or kill anyone unless you want me to." He said, already sounding a bit angry but not being able to help it much with what his mind was picturing.
"Okay." She let out a sigh and leaned against him, trying to calm him and herself as she tried to think of the best way to word it. Mickey exhaled to try and calm himself down a bit before she spoke.
"Where do I start.. He forced himself on me multiple times, it started awhile ago, it was only touching at first but it turned into sex after you left, it happened multiple times... I don't think he even remembers.. I didn't tell you about it before you went to juvie because I thought it was just a drunken mistake and it only happened a few times." She explained slowly, not looking at him. Mickey felt his blood boiling and bit his lip to keep himself from yelling and demanding her to tell him who it was, Mandy didn't deserve his anger, he said he'd try not to lose his temper. Once he got his anger to go down and focused more on the concern he felt for Mandy he manged to speak, his tone quiet.
"Who was it?" She looked up at him and her face looked haunted as she bit her lip.
"...Dad." She said quietly, as she looked at Mickey to see his reaction, even though she wanted to look away. Mickey felt his heart stop and he felt sick to his stomach, his expression must of showed how he felt cause next thing he knew Mandy was crying in his arms.
He wrapped his arms around her and held her as she cried, he hadn't felt anything close to this numb since their mom died. Back then he promised himself he would protect Mandy and he had failed, all because he decided that going to juvie was better for him without considering the danger Mandy could be in without him knowing while he was gone. He kept one arm around her and used the other to wipe his eyes to try and control his eyes from watering in response. Mandy must of seen cause she squeezed him back as she continued crying, after about a half hour she had calmed down and she moved out of her hug to lean back against him. Neither of them spoke for a bit, before he spoke quietly.
"Try and stay at the Gallagher's for now, I'm gonna set up a locking system on your door but it'll take me a bit to get it ready. And don't worry no ones gonna find out why and I'm gonna set it up myself." She blinked in surprise then smiled at him.
Fucking Terry, he would sell all his guns if he needed and steal from as many stores until he was sure that Mandy would be safe in her own room. He felt himself getting angry at the thought and felt Mandy nudge him, he almost glared in his anger but it disappeared as soon as he looked at her still tear stained face.
"Your turn to confess." She said, trying to get his mind off of what she told, she knew Mickey would need time for it to sink in before he could actually calm down his anger fully. He blinked at her and looked shy for a second which threw he off and she almost laughed before he spoke.
"I'm gonna apologize in advance for keeping it from you. But it was just saying who he is and that he's my soulmate out loud just makes it feel too real."
"Your still gonna tell me right?"
"Yeah we made a deal. But you can't tell him or act any different around him okay?" He had to make sure, he knew he was her best friend even with them not hanging out as much as she got to know her new boyfriend. She blinked in surprise as it became obvious it was someone she knew, but she nodded, her mind already trying to piece it together.
"It's Ian." He said as he looked away from her, he knew she was close to putting it together herself but he was done hiding it from her and she was honest with him when she didn't wanna be.
"Ian?!" She yelled and he put his hand over her mouth, not expecting such a loud out burst. Her surprised eyes locked with his.
"..Yes but keep it down, were not telling the whole fucking neighborhood." She nodded again and he removed his hands.
"Fuck your the blue eyed guy he's been sleeping with and who he wants to know if they like him back." She whispered before she put her own hands over her mouth at the admission. Mickey eyes widened and he looked away, his heart racing at what Mandy said. Fuck Ian talked to Mandy about him often didn't he, they were best friends after all.
"I already know he likes me, I can feel his fucking emotions some of the time.. Remember you said you wouldn't tell him or act any different around him." He said as a reminding, realizing how much she probably knew about their relationship already from Ian.
"I know. How is it feelings someone else's emotions?" She asked curiously, tilting her head in thought.
"It's real weird.. Like if when we fuck the pleasure is more intense with his emotions being felt at the same time. I can feel when hes angry or anything and can't comment on it or anything with revealing myself." Mickey said with a shrug, trying to downplay it, he couldn't just come out and say how it was overwhelming sometimes and drove him mad but he kinda liked nodded in awe in response, just picturing how wonderful that would be.
"its sounds kinda magical if you think about it... Are you sure you're fine with him not knowing? Lip has a one sided soulmate and it didn't seem like the end of the world for him." She said with a shrug of her own. Mickey blinked at her, not sure how she felt about her current boyfriend having one.
"You're fine with him having a soulmate that isn't you?" He asked, forgetting Mandy's question in his concern.
"Yeah we're taking it one step at a time and he was honest with me about it, and its more like hes her one sided soulmate, he still see's the world not in full color." He let out a small laugh, which got him a confused look in return before he decided to explain.
"Was just thinking maybe it's a Gallagher issue to not have full soulmates and found it a bit funny." She laughed herself and shook her head at him. They changed the conversation to less serious stuff and just before they moved out of Mickey's room she stopped and turned to him, looking serious.
"If you ever need to talk about this or even need advice about Ian, you can talk me okay? I'll be mad if you don't because you're being stubborn." Mickey's response was an annoyed groan and him shaking his head.
"Fuck fine, but just cause I'm into guys doesn't mean I'm into girly gossip like you and Gallagher." Mandy made dinner which was some freezer burnt meat she found but it didn't taste that bad considering, they played video games before they went to sleep in Mandy's bed, back to back, Mickey didn't trust sleeping apart in their house until he got the lock set up on Mandy's.
The rest of the week Mandy mostly stayed at the Gallagher's, and Mickey worked and got to setting up a lock in Mandy's room, well multiple lock he might of got a bit carried away. But it was either get carried away or possibly try and confront Terry and probably get himself killed. He knew he couldn't take Terry in a equal fight, not that Terry would be fair in a fight and his mind pictured the bloody floor from his childhood.
His mind kept going to the old guy that Ian could still be seeing for all he knows, and what Ian could even see in a old fuck like that, guy was as old as their dads if not older, Maybe Ian just liked older guys, he did fuck the towel head for a bit before he disappeared. He refused to bring it up and him and Ian would hang out shooting and Ian doing some army drills after work, quick fucks from behind here and there so his bond wasn't bothering him at all, he almost forgot it was there unless he felt emotions that weren't his own, usually during fucking that increased the pleasure.
It was when Ian was doing his army drills in the makeshift course he mad, and Mickey was shooting off his gun, to stimulate the noise partly to help Ian and partly cause he enjoyed the stress relief from shooting it. That Ian finally brought it up, casually when Mickey wasn't expecting it.
"Hey, you know that guy you beat the shit out of at that club." He said while panting a bit doing his drills still
"Wants me to sneak into his mansion. take all his crap."
"Really?" Mickey said as he took a deep drag of his cigarette.
"Hilarious." He added not really interested in talking about Ian wanting to help the guy get his stuff back.
"Can't get it himself. Divorce."Ian added as he keep doing the opsticals.
"Says I can take whatever I want, he's loaded. You want in?" Mickey shoots close to Ian but knowing he wont actually hit him, to let out some of the frustration he feels, that he knows is probably jealousy.
"Jesus! Use blanks maybe!?" Ian yells at him after covering his head from the bullets being too close for his liking.
"Can I bring my brothers?" Mickey asks, knowing hes not gonna be letting Ian go steal from this guy by himself, even if he was against it, at least they'll probably make money on it.
"Yeah."
"Alright, I'm in." He responds easily.
"I don't know what you see in that geriatric viagroid." Mickey says without thinking, he almost bites his lips but instead smokes his cigarette to stop his mouth from saying more unnecessary shit.
"He buys me stuff, orders me room service." Ian explains easily, before pausing briefly. Mickey takes two shots in response, annoyed again he exhales the smoke from his cigarette.
"He isn't afraid to kiss me... Not like I'm gonna be disappointed with confirming were not soulmates, it doesn't matter to me." Ian says and when Mickey looks away and doesn't say anything in response, he feels the disappointment coming from the other and it makes him feel weird, like he has to do something to make up for it, fucking Gallagher.
Mickey makes brief eye contact with Gallagher then gestures in a way to indicate Ian to follow him as jumps down and starts walking. He feels the disappointment melt into confusion as he hears the footsteps following behind him. When they reach their closed off, secluded destination, Mickey backs Ian into a wall, which he realizes was a bad idea when he feels hope and sees Ian staring at his lips. Fuck his plan was to distract Gallagher from his kissing crap not lead him on with making him think it'll happen.
Mickey swallows more loudly then he intends to as he drops to his knees in front of Ian instead and looks up at him silently, waiting to see the redheads reaction. He feels nervous for the reaction and possibly continuing, its not like he's sucked dick before, never tried and never wanted to. Seemed too fucking gay, and he always thought it would taste bad. He waits until he sees Ian react, with a small grin, feelings of arousal and starting to undo his pants before he stops and speaks quietly.
"I'm a bit sweaty from the drills... So you can change your mind." Mickey can tell from the tone that its more of a self conscious comment than one actually wanting him not to. Mickey's hands move to pull Ian's camo pants down, Mickey breaks eye contact too look directly at Ian's crotch as Ian shoves his underwear down seconds after, his dick is only a little bit hard but still larger in size than Mickey's. Fucking Gallagher and his good dick genes
Mickey inhales softly, he does smell the sweat a bit but mostly just a stronger scent of Gallagher, which he might like more than he's willing to admit to himself. His hand reaches out and he takes the other in his hand and strokes a bit, before leaning forward, going all in and almost gagging as he takes too much into his mouth too fast, he refuses to look up at the other, knowing he just made it pretty clear he has a lack of experience. The salty taste of precum wasn't bad ether, Mickey liked salty food normally anyways.
Mickey chooses instead to focus all his attention on the dick inside his mouth, making sure to watch his teeth, he moved his tongue against it experimentally, the twitching and it hardening in his mouth was a pretty good indicator of when Ian liked something, and he followed that as a guide and before he realizes it, he's twirling his tongue around nine inches of full hardness and Ian's hands are lightly tugging his hair in pleasure, the groans coming from the redhead along with the feelings from his soulmate making Mickey rock hard himself.
Mickey moaned around the cock in his mouth, letting himself enjoy it more when he knows his noises are muffled and hard to hear, He started sucking more earnestly as he tried to take as much of Ian into his mouth as possible, his gag reflex barley acting up now that he knew what to expect. It seemed that Ian noticed that or it was becoming to much for him and he started thrusting into Mickey's mouth, and fuck if that didn't turn on Mickey more for whatever reason. He continued sucking, while he moved his tongue against it once in awhile but let Ian control the pace.
As it picked up and the thrusts became faster, it was clear that Ian was close. Mickey choose this moment to look up at the others face to find dilated green eyes already looking back at him before they closed and pure bliss came across the freckled face and he felt his mouth being filled. Mickey got close to gagging before he swallowed, he felt overwhelmed by the others emotions and the way his face looked as he came, he brought his free hand down and palmed himself through his pants, embarrassing he came before Gallagher was even finished coming down from own orgasm.
His lips felt a bit swollen and his hair was a mess, and he just came in his pants after having a dick in his mouth. Fuck what was Gallagher doing to him, he needed to get out of here before a wet spot showed on his pants, he should of wore a darker color today. He stood up and turned away from Ian, as the other pulled up his pants, he refused to make eye contact.
"I'll talk to my brothers, we'll rob his place tomorrow." He said as he started walking away, not waiting for a response. He felt a bit of confusion as Ian said okay, to his plan. As soon as he was out of sight he rubbed his lips and tried to fix his hair a bit before ducking into an alley, the garbage bin blocking him from view and he started to quickly clean himself with his underwear and discarding them into the nearby garbage, quickly putting his pants back on then taking the fastest route home.
The next day Mickey, and two of his brother Iggy and Jamie joined him in a van they acquired for the task, and when In arrived at the house they quickly packed the shit they needed and headed to the mansion. His brothers were mostly silent as he Mickey made comments about how rich the old fuck was Ian agreed that they could help themselves to whatever they wanted after they got the main items Ned told him he wanted, which wasn't much.
Mickey was handing his brothers guns when Gallagher told him that it was just a drunk old lady and that they didn't need guns, Mickey bit his lip and listened, holding his hands back out to them and was glad when his brothers made no comment as they gave the guns back to him. Milkovich's were all about having guns on them as an extra safety measure no matter what.
After they got the old fucks stuff, they went for the art, Mickey and his brothers were good at knowing what things were likely to fetch a good amount of money on the market. Good furniture and some antiques were what they went for second and it was going smoothly until Mickey and Iggy spotted an old clock.
Which turned out to be much heavier than it looked and it made a loud sound as it fell ontop of Iggy. He heard the word fuckers coming from upstairs, in a shrill voice. Mickey struggled to get it off of Iggy, not willing to leave him behind in the slightest, one he was free Mickey pushed him out the door and told him to go, and the first gun shot went off, luckily it missed.
Mickey felt relief as they got out of the house without injury before he heard another gun shot go off and a shooting pain on the left side of his ass.
"No fucking way." Mickey cursed as he grabbed his ass briefly as he continued towards the felt panic from Gallagher with his shout, Iggy pulled him in and Jamie closed the back doors behind him as he dragged himself close to the front seat and told Ian to drive, knowing his panic was probably stopping him from immediate action.
"You got shot Mickey?!" Ian yelled, his voice higher than normal with concern.
"Yes! I fucking know I got shot!" Mickey yelled back and Ian started driving, Ian's training to be calm for the army seemed to kick in after then, cause he pulled out his phone and told the guy he called to come to his house with whatever medical stuff was needed for a gunshot wound, hung up. Then while still driving he told Iggy that him and Jamie would carry Mickey into the house and he would drive the away in the van.
Mickey would of been more impressed if he wasn't in so much pain, this wasn't the kind of pain he liked involving his ass. Since when were ass cheeks so sensitive, though he was glad the shot didn't end up in the middle of his ass, he shivered at the thought which got a concerned side glance from Ian.
Jamie and Ian carried him into the Gallagher house Which was full of kids apparently and it was less than a minute later before Ned was there and his pants were pulled down to just below his ass cheeks and he was laying up on the counter with a towel under him and the old fuck was situated between his legs and using some type of medical tweezers to removed the fragments of pullets from his ass. Ian was holding the right over his ass, and he could still feel the burn of vodka in his throat that Jamie got for him. He didn't even react when his ass was slapped.
Ian commented they were almost done and the next thing Fiona had come in and yelled at Ian for what the fuck was going in, then their younger sister showed up yelling about almost drowning something, then some bitch from family service was apparently just fucking standing there. Mickey could tell this wasn't going to end well, it seemed like the worst time for them to show up, he felt Ian's mood turn to a different kind of worry.
Child service didn't stay long and Ned finished removing the bullets and giving him stitches and bandaging him up, he couldn't complain about the free medical work, him and Jamie left shortly after that. Mickey texted Mandy just a brief message that said.
"Got shot, not serious I'm fine, got stitches, put a lock on your door, CPS showed up at the Gallagher's." He wasn't much for texting most of the time, but he figured he needed to let Mandy know it was safe for her to sleep at home.
When Mandy came home that night he showed her all the locks, and made sure she could use them easily, she ended up hugging him in response. She then teased him after learning where he'd be shot, even quietly teasingly saying how Ian must be upset at his ass being injured.
He got a text from Ian the next day that said he was going to a group home and wouldn't have his cell phone for awhile and to let Linda know. He was sure that CPS would inform Linda of Ian's temporary absence at some point but it was a good way to cover up letting Mickey know what was going on.
The next few days were pretty dull, where he took over Ian's register job, though he complained about it and wasn't pleasant to any of the customers. It wasn't until four days later that he saw Ian, they finally confirmed he worked there with Linda and got permission to return to work. It was bullshit if you asked Mickey. Once Ian finished talking to Linda, the started to stock the store.
Ian complained how the group him was horrible and how he used to think being placed in a home was bad, how they treated everyone like a criminal in the group homes. Mickey just listened as he brought out a box of watermelons.
"I mean there's just no privacy. If I wanna jack-off I gotta do it in the bathroom." Ian said, clearly done complaining about the normal things of a group home.
"Can't even begin to imagine what a pussy you'd be in Juvie." Mickey responded teasingly, which made Ian smile as he chucked can at him, Mickey laughed as he easily caught the can, Ian wasn't really throwing it with all his strength.
"You fuck anyone in there yet?" Mickey asked, unable to help himself.
"God, no." Ian replied instantly, Mickey then walked over to Ian to put can that was thrown on shelf, while also coming in closer contact to get a better look at his face.
"Wise choice. Even if your propositioned, it's probably just a set up." Mickey said, partly to be honest and partly to make sure the answer stayed the same.
"Guys want to find out if your gay and pound the shit out of you. And not in a good way." Mickey said that part more honestly, it was one of the things he ingrained into him from growing up with a father like Terry, who he knew fucked guys not in a good way while he was in jail.
"Great." Ian replied sarcastically, Mickey looks over nervously at Ian for a second before he looks away, and starts moving boxes. Knowing he wanted to invite Ian over tonight but finding it hard to just casually invite him over and trying to seem like he didnt care.
"Hey, my dad took my brothers on a run out of town for a couple days so..." Mickey said with a shrug, and nervously looked away from Ian, distracting himself by moving boxes before he continued.
"You wanna ditch that dump and crash at my place you can." he could feel Ian staring and he felt happiness burst from the bond.
"Was I just invited to a sleepover?" Ian asked with a smile across his face.
"Fuck you, is what you were invited to." Mickey replied instantly but didn't retract his offer. And he walked away from Ian the other side of the store.
Ian giggled and it made Mickey's stomach feel all fluttery but he refused to look back over at Ian and tried to not react to the happiness he felt from the other.
The both continued stocking the selves in silence, half awkward from Mickey not knowing how to continue a conversation after Ian's giggle and the happiness he radiated. And half content as Ian was fine with stocking in silence with a smile on his face.
Mickey heard Ian used the work phone and briefly talked to Mandy, updating her on how things were going and telling her how Lip was probably out doing community service.
She phone again right before they closed and her and Ian made some kind of plan to switch out for the night so she could spend the night with Lip and Ian could be free to do what he wanted. Which he got that Ian obviously didn't know that Mandy knew about them, he got a teasing text from her about being safe and to have fun tonight with the house to himself. Which he just texted her to fuck off, knowing she wouldn't listen to him either way.
He spent a couple hours with Mandy, they relaxed by themselves and she ate a bit before she he headed out to switch with Ian while Mickey just waited at home for whenever Ian got there, hopefully they didn't get caught.
It was a half hour later when Ian came over, and Mickey made them some mini pizza pockets, not the actual brand name shit but whatever its not like Ian expects some fancy food. They watched Under Siege together while they drank some beer and ate, talking about Van Damm and Steven Seagal, and even though Ian was wrong about much better Seagal was in comparison, he enjoyed the conversation, Mickey kept glancing over at Ian subconsciously, unable to help it. Without Terry and his brothers home he couldn't help but feel his shields come down and noticed that he's barely holding anything back, well aside from the soulmate shit which he wouldn't know how to bring up anyways, not that he'd want to.
Not that they talked about their feelings towards each other or anything like that, Ian told him more about how he wants to join the army and how its about helping people more than anything else. He talked about his family and how much Fiona had supported the family growing up, how Lip though he was very much a asshole, was always there for him growing up, how much he loved his younger siblings. Mickey in response even told him how close he actually was with Mandy and how he'd do anything to protect her, how she deserved to he happy and he would do anything he could make that happen. Ian smiled at him and fondness was felt through the bond before Ian spoke.
"You deserve to be happy too." Ian said, sounding honest in such a soft tone that Mickey felt his heart skip a beat.
"I... It's..." Mickey struggled to say anything in response, first thing he was going to see was 'I don't deserve someone like you' which almost turned into 'its not like that'. Mickey bit his lip lightly, his feelings for Ian who he might or might not love washing over him. Instead of possibly saying something foolish he got up and walked over to his bedroom, stopping at his door and grinning back at the redhead, licking his lips in what he hoped was an obvious invitation to his room, before he opened the door and went in.
He heard Ian trip briefly over something and swear, before he heard fast foot steps coming behind him. Mickey let himself laugh slightly at the sounds before the other was in his door way, Mickey was leaned against a wall and just stared at the other, as he removed his pants, leaving him in just his boxer, which was tented slightly.
Ian let out a groan, and the next second Mickey was pinned against the wall, his mouth attacked Mickey's neck as he shoved off his own pants. Mickey let out a small hiss as his back and ass hit the wall before he shoved Ian lightly.
"Careful on the injured cheek Gallagher." Ian paused, pressing a gentle kiss against Mickey's neck before he flipped them around so that Ian was the one pressed against the wall. He then rubbed himself against Mickey, and they thrusted against each other for awhile before Ian moved to remove Mickey's shirt, followed by his own. They both removed their boxers at the same time, identical grins on their faces. Finally having to not hide or be quiet, they didn't even close the door to Mickey's bedroom.
When their dicks came into contact with each others they both let out loud groans, and Ian lifted Mickey and leaned against the the walls as support as he ground up against him, groaning almost directly in Mickey's ear. Ian rubbed himself against Mickey's ass, but without the lube it didn't slide in and he didn't want to force it in.
"Where's the-" Ian started breathlessly.
"By the bed, under the pillow." Mickey cut him off before he could finish his question, already impatient himself. Ian carried him over to the bed before he brought put Mickey onto the bed slowly, he grabbed a pillow and put it under his lower back to keep his ass from touching the bed. He ended right in front of Mickey, and they made eye contact before Ian broke it to look down.
Mickey saw Ian lick his lips and he stared at Mickey's lip's moving closer but stopping right before they made contact, feelings of longing and feelings that felt close to his own for Ian coming from the other. Ian let out a breath and closed his eyes before Mickey saw him start to pull back slowly. Mickey felt his heart ache, and before his mind could catch up his body reacted on what he wanted and he moved forward, his lips roughly going against Ian's, their teeth even clanked together, then his mind caught up and he cursed at himself, trying to fight down the panic he squeezed his eyes closed, his lips still against Ian's.
He felt the Gallagher's lips move against his and he let himself move his lips over the others more in response, his eyes peeked open briefly to see that Ian's eyes were still closed from earlier. He put all the passion he could into the kiss, the first kiss with someone who wasn't some female he didn't want to be kiss, the first kiss he started himself, the first actual kiss with his soulmate that wasn't him pulling away. He felt Ian's tongue against his lips, and he opened his mouth, groaning as their tongues met. Fuck why didn't he kiss him before? He never knew it could feel this good. They made out for a bit until finally they both pulled away when they ran out of air, Mickey's mind was still hazy from the kiss, wanting to have sex with Ian so much more than normal, when he opened his eyes he looked at the redhead in front of him, who was staring at him with his mouth open, now sitting back at the end of the bed
"Mick...You..." Ian said in a quiet tone, unable to form a sentence looking shocked and confused.
"Fuck, what's the hell is..." Mickey started, going to ask teasingly what the hell was wrong with him before he remembered why he was against kissing Ian in the first place. Fuck, they were full blown, full soulmates weren't they? Mickey felt all his doubts about being a worthy of a soulmate come to mind, along with how they could never be together cause of his fucked up life. He sat up in the bed and looked away from Ian, not knowing what to do or say. His thoughts all summarized to one word; fuck.