Midnight and the moon is out
Careful, you might hurt yourself
Pleasure leads to pain
To me, they're both the same
Theo did go to Josh's house after all. He couldn't help but think about what Brett said. Maybe he was right about Liam feeling like his friendship would be threatened but he was absolutely not right about Liam being... in love with him? Brett will never change. All he does is try and ruffle Theo's feathers.
"Hey" Josh said, looking at Theo sweetly, no judgement, just contentment, "I'm glad you could make it."
"Well my appointment didn't last as long as I thought it would" Theo laughed.
"Uh oh" Josh laughed in understanding. "Been there."
Theo laughed at that. If only Josh did know. If only he could understand. Oh god Theo hoped nobody had ever touched Josh the way he had been touched by Brett. Josh was an angel and could never deserve such treatment. He deserved to be protected.
Business.
"So let's get to it," Theo said.
"Oh wait hold on. What's got you in such a rush?"
Theo thought about it for a moment before ultimately opting to lie. "I just thought I'd made you wait long enough..."
"I still want the foreplay. That's what we agreed on. My fantasy?" Josh looked at Theo like he was worried? Irritated? Something. He couldn't exactly put his finger on it.
"I know. I'm sorry. I'm just... I have a lot going on right now and it's getting to me." At least it wasn't a lie?
"We can talk about it if you want?" Why couldn't Josh just be an asshole like every other person that does this. Get his fix and leave.
"I wouldn't wanna waste your time with it."
"I've got all the time in the world."
Josh looked at Theo like he was daring him to make any more excuses. Great.
"I just don't want to talk about something I don't really know anything about. I heard a rumor involving someone close to me and I'm not sure how to approach the situation... or if I even should, considering the source."
Theo looked at Josh with a look that said 'this is all you're getting outta me' and Josh seemed to understand as he contemplated his next move.
"Well. Let me help you forget. At least for tonight. That can be tomorrow's problem" he said as he wrapped Theo into a very passionate, and on the verge of being dirty, kiss.
Sweat drippin' down to the floor
Bite marks like an animal
You might be insane
But maybe we're the same
He hears the phone ringing to the other line. He still had time. So what if Theo thought he was making a mistake being friends with him. He was an adult and he didn't about Theo's stupid opinion anyway.
Alright so the inner monologue was childish, but the logic was there. He didn't exactly have to de- friend Brett just because he and Theo had a past. That was childish. Wasn't it? So he kissed him. That was just... his first kiss with a guy. He couldn't do something like that with Mason. It wouldn't confirm anything. He couldn't talk to Theo anymore because he was so busy with Josh...
Third ring *
Josh...
That's the reason Liam was even calling him in the first place. If only he'd ans-
"Why hello gorgeous. Isn't it past your bedtime?"
"Hey Brett..."
"What's wrong? Can't sleep?"
"Can you come over?"
"Oh I don't think that's such a great idea. I mean... I like it rough, but I'm not sure I want the hardcore beating that your little boyfriend would give me if he thought I tainted your innocent soul" Brett teased and Liam could practically hear the smirk from the other end of the phone.
"Brett. I need you" and as soon as the words were out, Liam couldn't take them back. He wasn't truly sure he wanted to. He was mad. Confused. Distraught. How could Theo just pop up and ask questions when he'd been ignoring him all along. He'd been 'working' more than normal with Josh and it was seeming more like a relationship. It was concerning.
That was it. Liam was concerned.
"Well all you had to do was ask. I'm on my way, Don't get started without me" Brett said suggestively.
"Not like that" Liam blushed. He couldn't wrap his mind around why though. Why not like that?
"Regardless, what kind of friend would I be if I let you wallow in Theo's bullshit by yourself?"
Liam breathed low and tried not to think about it. Brett was right. Theo was being a dick.
"Thank you, Brett."
Josh took Theo into the room and kissed him sweetly at first, but the kisses turned more passionate. It was exciting and hot and animalistic, but slow and teasing when it would come to undressing. At least at first.
"Slow down there, cowboy. Like I said we have all night" Josh said with a small giggle.
"I just wanted to switch it up some. Do something a little different. Is that ok?"
"Absolutely, now that I'm in the know" Josh said as he kissed Theo's neck.
Josh would usually do a few things to play with Theo. He really never did the same maneuvers twice, at least in the same way. Josh didn't really understand what Theo wanted that was different, but he would play along. He knew he was paying for Theo, but he still wanted Theo to be fully satisfied.
Instead of Josh and Theo switching control, this time, Theo took charge. This surprised Josh but it also kind of excited him. He wasn't sure what to expect.
Tonight
You came here
'Cause you know what I need
And no one likes to be alone
Brett arrived at Liam's place not knowing what Liam wanted, but he knew he was ecstatic to find out. Liam didn't have to summon Brett for something as trivial as 'Theo said this and I said this'. He wanted Brett in his home. To help him get over this. To get over Theo. Not something stupid like a ride from work. And they kissed.
Brett's mind raced back to how soft and warm Liam's lips were. How hot his skin was when they were making out. How intoxicating his scent was when he was in the heat of passion. Brett knew Liam was passionate about someone else. That Liam was most likely thinking about Theo when they were holding each other. Brett couldn't be bothered to care. It was still Brett in Liam's arms. Not Theo. Because Theo was a stubborn, good for nothing whore that didn't know what he had when he had it.
No.
Brett wasn't about to let Theo ruin Liam's life and confuse the fuck out of him even more than he already had. Brett was going to show Liam a real man and how it felt to be loved by one. Screw waiting. This was his invitation and he was going to accept.
"Hey... Sorry for the short notice... I almost hung up a few times because it's so late. I hope I didn't bother you."
Blue eyes looked into Brett's. Blue. The color of innocence. The fragility of the situation be damned, Brett was going to have Liam. He wanted to feel every part of him, know him inside and out.
"It's really not a big deal. I was glad you called actually."
Liam looked up at Brett. He was a little happy to hear that, mostly because of what he wanted to ask of Brett. He shouldn't, but he knows he will at some point.
"Soo..." he looked at Brett awkwardly. He didn't know what to say now that he'd gotten him here. He was suddenly very aware of Brett's disheveled state. Had he rushed out? Or was he like this... earlier?... The thought made Liam blush, enough that Brett saw it instantly.
"Aww. You're adorable. Come here."
Liam was hesitant, but he followed. Brett wrapped him in a hug that was so warm considering the fact that Brett was such a cold person. Liam took the opportunity to breathe in Brett's scent. It was amazing. It almost made Liam dizzy. The citrus-y pine scent was almost overwhelming. Surely he didn't smell like this earlier. Liam would have noticed, right?
"You smell good" Liam muffled out as he nuzzled his face in Brett's chest.
"Well I do shower" Brett laughed.
"No I mean-" Liam looked up laughing and suddenly stopped. Brett's eyes were focused on his as his lips curved to smile. Liam was captivated in the moment. He admired Brett in that moment. For being there for him. Being able to listen. Liam now saw his beauty as well...
In this moment...
Liam leaned forward to kiss him and now...
In this moment...
All bets were off...
I don't need a future
I don't need your past
I just need a lover
So gimme what I want or I'll give it to my-
Theo and Josh were making out. Passionately. Josh was loving it. Until he wasn't. Josh was trailing kisses down Theo's neck, nipping at his earlobe and then lower until he starts to suck on Theo's neck, not soft, but not hard enough to leave a hickey. Theo had told Josh he had strict rules about it. Leaving marks was, to Theo, a sign of ownership and Theo wasn't about to be questioned or claimed by one of his clients.
"Bite my neck" Theo whispered. This made Josh stop in the middle of everything. This was crossing another one of Theo's boundaries.
"Are you sure? I mean- I know before you said-"
"Just do it!" Theo demanded gruffly. Frankly, Josh found it kind of sexy.
Josh did as he was told. He figured it was a type of roleplaying thing he was trying. He wasn't used to it, but he'd wanted to try.
"Harder!" Theo moaned out roughly and Josh bit down hard enough that there would definitely be a bruise before the next hour was up. Theo didn't care. He moaned and his body went limp from the pleasure. It was excruciating, but it was so arousing at the same time. Theo's eyes were so blurry and filled with lust and in that moment, all he wanted was for Josh to keep doing this to him.
"More. I want more. P-please" he whisper-moaned out. It was the start of an awakening in Theo that he wasn't supposed to experience. He was in control, but simultaneously losing control all at once. He was about to lose all of his senses.
Josh did as Theo demanded and bit Theo in all of his sensitive areas up and down his body until Theo couldn't handle it. Until he knew Theo would be bruised.
"Come here" Theo demanded as he pulled Josh up by his hair, hard enough that Josh actually would end up wincing in pain more than pleasure. Theo kissed Josh hard and fast and grinded
himself against Josh when he pulled Josh fully onto himself. Heavy breathing, slow moans and shirtless torsos were all that seemed to fill the room. There was no thought of who or what or why. This was what Theo wanted.
Passion.
Pleasure.
Hurt...
He wanted Josh to hurt him...
Self-inflicted torture
You don't have to ask
I just need a lover
So gimme what I want
Or I'll give it to myself
Liam moved away from Brett slowly, blinking up at him from where he stood. He was attractive. He really was. There was nothing wrong with it.
"Aaare youu ok?" Brett huffed a small laugh as he looked equally longingly into Liam's eyes, maybe even more so. Brett wanted Liam, and now it seemed that Liam wanted Brett. He was not about to waste this opportunity... but still... it needed to be Liam's choice.
"Liam... I really want you right now. I want you in every way, but I'll take whatever you can give me..."
Liam thought about this for a moment before he captured Brett's lips. They kissed very tenderly and careful and calculated. Brett wouldn't push.
Liam, however...
"I want you... all of you..." Liam said so seductively, yet Brett couldn't believe it was on purpose. It was Liam's natural way. He could be infuriatingly sexual without even realizing it. This made Liam all the more appealing. Especially to someone like Brett.
"Liam you don't know what-"
"I do... I... Looked into it..." Liam said as his face turned color and he looked down, embarrassed.
Brett was taken aback by this. He didn't expect to hear that Liam had researched sex with guys. Something about that fact sent signals to Brett's rising erection. It was easily the hottest thing about Liam right now. Liam was uneducated, and Brett was here to educate him.
Brett kissed Liam hard, biting on Liam's earlobe as he whispered "you have no idea how that turns me on."
Liam, still blushing, said the one thing that would seal the deal. "Show me."
I can tell that you're new to this
Slow it down but you can't resist
Beat your fantasy
Give yourself to me
Josh was scratching Theo's back while he was inside him. Theo was the one being merciless while he was screwing Josh, but he was the one begging for Josh to be harder. Rougher. He wanted to only feel Josh and nothing else. He wanted Josh to claw him so deep he bled and keep going.
"Oh my god! Josh! HARDER!" Theo screamed and a tear came down his face as Josh did as he demanded. He was starting to feel numb and Josh was starting to lose wood. He wasn't sure what Theo could be getting out of it. It was starting to worry him.
"How about we switch for a while. You must be tired" Josh laughed trying to play it off.
Theo was glistening in the dim light. He was tired, but he was in ecstasy for all intents and purposes. He wasn't thinking about the end goal of actually having sex. He was just thinking about what he wanted to feel in this moment. He didn't want to feel anything but this.
"Yeah" he breathed out, "ok." Theo switched positions with Josh and immediately felt different..
So did Josh..
Brett brought Liam to his bedroom and sat in front of him on his bed, looked him over and tugged him over to him by his beltloops. He kissed him all over his face and eventually had to ask again, "are you sure you want this?"
Liam looked down at Brett's face and kissed his lips. Then, he looked at Brett deep in his eyes and leaned down to tug at the bottom of Brett's shirt and slowly pulled it over his head. "Does this answer your question?"
That was all the invitation Brett needed. He stood back up and kissed Liam as hard as he could, holding him tight. If he let go he may never get him back.
Brett pulled Liam's shirt over his head slowly and meticulously, as if Liam were the most fragile thing in the world. He laid Liam over on his back on the bed and he made out with him. Delicately. He knew this was new for Liam and he wanted him to have the best first time anyone could have. He wanted to make love to him.
Liam's breath was hitching with every touch. He wanted Brett... right now... but he still felt like Theo would be upset...
Should he care though? Theo was judging him for something that Theo himself had done...
But...
This is wrong...
Brett assaulted Theo...
Tonight
You came here
'Cause you know what I need
And no one likes to be alone