Brett looked at Liam and kissed gently down his body, slowly, with purpose. It felt good to Liam, regardless of his intrusive thoughts. He was weirdly aroused by the fact that it was Brett. It felt so taboo and hot, but at the same time it felt like dirty betrayal. He should stop this...

"Hey... what's wrong?"

Uh oh... Brett can sense his doubt... which, of course he can... he's a psycho...

"I don't know... this doesn't feel- wrong?"

Brett's face turned to a stoic, unreadable expression. "I know you're worried about Theo, but you need to get over that. He doesn't really care about you... not like I do..." Brett's voice seemed sincere, but his eyes... there was something primal in them. Jealousy maybe? Maybe it was just the lust and Liam was interrupting it... Liam was being crazy. He could do this.

"Sorry. I'm just nervous."

Brett smiled, but it seemed kind of like a smirk. It kind of reminded him of the way Theo would smirk at him, but not. Brett's smirk was devious. Dark.

"I've done this before, you know. I know how to make you feel good, even if it's your first time. I promise I'll take care of you." Brett sealed his promise with a soft kiss to Liam's temple, and waited for Liam's reply before proceeding.

Liam laid there, under Brett, heart beating out of his chest... He looked at Brett and nodded. "Yeah... I- I want this."

"Ok then" Brett said as he kissed Liam on the cheek, which was weirdly intimate for Brett, "just relax."

Josh started to put a condom on and he kissed Theo, but when he did he noticed something about Theo. Theo's lip was bleeding. Had he bitten down on his lip so hard that he actually pierced flesh?

"Theo?"

"Why are you stopping?" Theo asked as he kissed Josh back, biting his lip when he did.

"No reason" Josh answered in a low and sultry voice. He was determined to regain his control, but not in the same way that the man underneath him was taking it.

When Josh put the condom on, he tried to ease his way into Theo, hoping not to hurt him if he went to eagerly, but he all of a sudden felt legs wrap around his thighs and saw Theo's arms reach to grab his ass. Theo was making Josh force himself into him. It wasn't only painful to Theo, which he could tell it was by Theo's clenched reaction, but Josh wasn't even inside far enough to be jerked so fast into Theo. It hurt Josh as well.

"Ouch! Theo! What the fuck?!"

Theo laughed "you were moving too slow."

"Theo, I had to put on a condom. Besides, I wasn't even inside you for you to be so rough!"

"Well maybe you need to be rougher" Theo teased, but Josh didn't think it was funny.

"Theo. Seriously? What is wrong with you?"

Theo stopped laughing. He didn't want to do this to Josh. "I'm sorry. I was just playing around. I didn't mean to hurt you..."

Josh was going to regret this. He could feel it. "I can be rough with you. You just have to tell me what you want."

This is actually happening. A GUY is here. In my room. Giving me head.

Liam felt amazing right now. Brett was so good at this. Better than Hayden. Hayden never wanted to go down on Liam, but Brett... Brett treated it as if it was a gift to be able to pleasure Liam in such a way.

"Oh shit" Liam groaned out. "Oh my god you're so good at this!"

Brett just acknowledged the comment with, what could only be described as, a pornstar glance back up to Liam as he took Liam's whole length into his mouth, without so much as a tear. Now Liam knew he wasn't massive, but he knew he was above average. Another benefit of the weird friendship he and Mason shared was that they did this type of stuff.

Then...

Brett started to hum...

The vibrations from that made Liam feel a different kind of pleasure. He started rocking his hips into Brett's mouth as he grabbed Brett by his hair and took control. To Brett, it was fucking amazing, seeing Liam come undone like this. All because of him. It was the sexiest thing and it made Brett's pants get tighter, his hard-on growing painful with every second...

Until...

"Oh fuck! The-"

Liam halted to a stop. Maybe he didn't notice.

Brett looked up and Liam and Liam could finally see it. The redness in Brett's eyes. The slightest hint of tears. All from trying to please him... and he almost said Theo's name...

Brett stood up and looked at Liam. What was he going to do? How would he react? Brett's face didn't give any indication of how he felt about it, only that he noticed it. He must be mad... Liam looked horrified.

"It's ok" Brett said softly as he stroked Liam's cheek with the light delicacy of a feather, "I don't care if you say his name... I'm just happy to be here with you."

"I- I didn't- Brett, I'm sorry" Liam floundered.

"I know you don't feel anything for me right now" Brett said as he got lost in the ocean that was Liam's blue eyes. "I'm just glad I get to be your first. Even if you're thinking of him."

Theo was facing the mattress, face into a pillow, while Josh is behind him, thrusting into him as hard as he can, as fast as he can. Josh was actually getting some pleasure out of it finally. Hearing Theo's moans and panting was driving him wild. Theo had starting asking for Josh to spank him, which was fine, until it got where Josh couldn't even stand to do it anymore. His had was numbing from the pain. Theo was becoming a masochist and Josh wasn't a sadist. He didn't care for the actual rough stuff.

He'd had enough. Josh flipped Theo over and was going to gentler with him. He was kissing Theo's cheeks and then he kissed his lips and down to Theo's neck, of course he'd play along with his biting fantasy enough, but when he started actually being asked to draw blood, Josh quit even entertaining the idea.

Josh was going slower now, pacing himself, when he heard "harder..."

Josh wanted to laugh, but he picked up the pace.

Theo stopped him by grapping him by the throat and whispered in his ear, "I said harder not faster". Of course this turned Josh on as much as it scared him. He did as he was told and he listened to the whimpered sighs from Theo.

"Choke me" Theo let out in a strangled voice.

"What?" Josh's eyes got wide and he tried to laugh it off. He felt like he knew where this was going.

"Fucking choke me!" Theo said louder this time, and when he did, Josh wrapped a hand around Theo's throat, not too tight, but tight enough that any other person would be aroused by it... But...

Theo wasn't just any other person... especially not in this moment...

Theo grabbed Josh's hand that was around his neck and pressed it down even harder. There was no way Theo could breathe right now, right?

"I said CHOKE. ME." It barely even came out with a sound, but Josh heard him. Apparently Theo was trying to die of asphyxiation.

Brett continued to pleasure Liam until he was sure he was on edge. That was when he stopped. He teased Liam. Not cool.

"No" Liam laughed, "don't stop yet!"

"Well I need a little something too" Brett smirked. "Besides, if you're gonna try and be with a guy, you need to know what that's going to be like. You need to prepare yourself for-"

"I tried... you know... experimenting... with oral..." Liam said sheepishly as he looked down.

Brett laughed, "what does that mean?" He could only imagine Liam deepthroating a cucumber or any number of inanimate objects.

To his surprise, Liam turned red as he turned to pull a small object from his dresser. An ANAL toy? Interesting.

"Well you're more adventurous than I initially anticipated, but whatever works" Brett smirked and this made Liam roll his eyes.

"I didn't do anything with it. I just- you know-" and Liam stuck it in his mouth like it was the most normal thing in the world, meanwhile Brett is on the verge of using it on Liam in ways that would make a pornstar blush.

"You bought it and you haven't used it?" Brett choked out a small laugh.

"Well- I... couldn't..." Liam said with such innocence that made Brett's mind go, again, to pornographic places. He raised an eyebrow at Liam, waiting for a 'why'. "It hurt..."

Brett nodded in understanding then took the toy from Liam. "First of all, this" he held the toy up to Liam in gesture "is too big for a beginner."

"It wasn't even the biggest one-"

"Yes but if you haven't had ass-play ever, then of course this is going to hurt." Brett leaned to kiss Liam and just above a whisper, he said "you have to start smaller."

Liam took a look down at Brett's erection. Brett was definitely bigger than that toy. "So you want me to use something smaller, but not when it comes to you being able to fuck me?" Liam chuckled.

"Well I mean, I know how to prepare you. Stretch you out. I can do it a lot easier than you can because I have better access."

Brett sounded equally smug and educational. He was the right person for this.

"Fuck! Jooshh" Theo whimpered out as Josh started working him harder and faster, still choking him. Theo grabbed Josh's hair with one hand and with the other, he grabbed the had that was around his throat and put Josh's fingers in his mouth. It was better than accidentally killing Theo during sex. Then Theo grabbed Josh's hand and...

smack*

It took Josh by surprise. Then Theo did it again.

SMACK*

Theo wanted Josh to... slap him? In his... face?

I mean whatever tickles your pickle, I guess?

Then Josh finally did. He slapped him, with the same force and tenacity as he would if it were Theo's ass...

"Don't be a little bitch! Hit me!"

At this point Josh wasn't sure whether Theo had seen too much porn or if he was genuinely having a mental breakdown... but he did what Theo asked.

They went on like this and it became less awkward for Josh after a while after hearing Theo getting such pleasure from it. It actually starting turning Josh on.

Theo came harder than he probably had ever cum in his entire life. He was riding a hard wave of pleasure when he felt Josh's orgasm immediately follow his. It was all he could feel. All he could think. It was all... Josh...

Liam was getting used to sucking and stroking Brett, which he already knew from porn and actually having a penis. It surprised Liam to know that he didn't have to think too much about it. He could relax more than he thought would be possible. Maybe Brett just made it easier. He didn't need a relationship with him, and Brett knew it. He seemed like he really cared about Liam's first experience, no matter if he was getting hurt in the process.

"Wow" Brett sighed "you're sure you've never sucked dick before? Because FUCK Liam."

Liam giggled a little "don't stroke my ego."

"Oh I'm gonna stroke something. Come here" Brett said as he pulled Liam to face him. They kissed a truly passionate kiss. A kiss that lasted forever. A kiss that made Liam forget about Theo. About everyone. Everything. Brett was the only thing. None of his flaws or his faults mattered.

"Finish taking your clothes off" Brett breathed out, making Liam blush.

This was where Liam wasn't sure. This was where Liam couldn't help being nervous. He had never been penetrated. Not fully. Brett was about to change his life. Kissing was one thing, blowing him was... another...

But this...

This would be a complete distortion of his reality.

A complete corruption.

Brett started getting his fingers lubed up with the lube that came with Liam's toy. Liam knew this part. He was going to finger him.

"Are you ready?" Brett asked, smiling down at Liam on the bed.

Liam nodded in response.

"Look. I'm not gonna lie. It'll hurt at first. You just have to relax and let me take care of it... take care of you..." Brett looked into Liam's unrealistically blue orbs he calls his eyes and gets lost, only for a moment, before he asks, "can you do that? Let me take care of you?"

"Ye-" Liam breathed out sharply and cleared his throat, "yes."

Brett kissed Liam on his, appropriately named, Adonis Belt. It was appropriate because Liam was definitely an Adonis, and Brett was going to make him feel worshipped like a god.

After the high of what they had just done wore off, Josh got his answer.

Theo had rolled away from him after sex, which wasn't unusual, but what was unusual was that Theo sounded like he was... crying?

"Theo? Are you-?"

"I'm fine!" Theo snapped as he sniffled, trying to regain his composure.

"Theo... you're-"

"Drop it!"

Josh wanted to be a friend but... he wasn't... he was a client... Theo had every right to keep his emotional side to himself... so instead...

"Goodnight" Josh said as he kissed Theo's temple and wrapped his arms around him. Whatever happened wasn't Josh's fault and it wasn't Theo's either. This much Josh could attest to. Even knowing nothing about it. He believed that Theo was more rational than that.

Liam grunted with pain as Brett put another finger inside him. This was only the second one but Liam was having a hard time getting used to it. It started feeling good and then Brett put another finger and it started feeling weird all over again. It didn't hurt as much as he thought it would, though.

"Liam, you're doing great. Just stay like that", Brett said to him in a raspy voice. Liam didn't understand how he was 'doing great' because he wasn't doing anything.

"I'm not really d-" Brett started moving his fingers in and out and this felt different for Liam than when it was just one.

"You're making it easier on yourself by relaxing. Trust me, this could have gone a completely different way. And it still could. You just have to stay just like you are, which by the way," Brett leaned to nip Liam's earlobe, and whispered "is sooo fucking sexy."

Liam blushed. He could feel it. His whole body was exposing his bashful shyness. Brett took notice.

"Babe, you don't have to be self-conscious. You're... amazing..."

Liam didn't understand the gravity of what Brett had just told him. Brett wasn't just talking about his body. His looks. Brett thought Liam was amazing. In every way. He couldn't believe that he was able to have him this way.

Brett inserted another finger a little more roughly than the other two. Liam winced, but Brett assured him that he's be ok and that it will always hurt a little.

When Brett felt like Liam was stretched out enough, Brett brought the toy back into play.

"What're you doing?"

"Well it'd be a shame to not use it."

Brett slowly pushed Liam's toy inside of him, stroking him as he did it to distract and relieve Liam of some of the pain. When Liam was filled, Brett kissed him and asked hoe he was feeling.

"I'm ok... It feels a little-"

"Weird?" Brett laughed.

"Yeah. But like... good. Like..."

"Like something you wish you woulda tried a long time ago" Brett finished for him.

Liam nodded. "So... what do you want to do now?"

"I thought you 'did your research" Brett laughed and watched as the color changed in Liam's cheeks. "Right now, you just relax. Get used to the sensation. Do the same things to me as I just did to you, not that I necessarily need it, but you will need to know what you're doing."

Liam nodded as he took all of this in. Brett was here to teach him.

Theo was about to lose his mind. He couldn't stay here any longer. He had to leave. Josh was asleep next to him, so now was as good a time as any. Theo maneuvered his way out of the bed and grabbed his phone, wallet and keys after putting his clothes on, delicately and quietly. As if he was trying not to get caught by the wife. Theo didn't have to sneak out. He could just leave. But Josh was getting too close. Too emotional. Asking personal questions.

Theo left and had no destination in mind, but he knew he was hungry. It was 3:39 am. What the hell was open at this time?

Of course he saw the golden arches...

Why not? I may as well eat like the trash I am.

Theo ordered two meals, unconsciously. He didn't even realize it until he was heading in the direction of the one person he had always bought this garbage for. Theo smiled inwardly and felt warm at the thought of Liam. Always eating this trash. Refusing to learn how to cook.

Maybe Theo had been too hard on him earlier. Maybe he could apologize and clarify that he just didn't want Brett around.

They needed to be adults about this...

Liam had successfully, with minimal guidance from Brett, properly stretched him out. During that time, moving around to change positions and gain better access, Liam found that the toy inside him was... doing things to him...

As much as he was pleasuring Brett, the toy was pleasuring Liam. It was a feeling that he was quickly coming to love.

"So. Are you ready?" Brett asked.

"Wh-what?" Liam asked nervously.

"To fuck me" Brett laughed "I'm leaving that toy inside of you though. It's..." Brett paused to look Liam over and breathed in Liam's scent. Brett's pupils looked blown, 'it's doing things to me."

Liam looked at Brett with intensity and he kissed him. Hard. Passionate. Shameless.

He liked the idea that Brett could be turned on by Liam playing with himself. It was new and exciting to him. Hayden hated acknowledging that even happened. It is human nature.

Brett was in such bliss right now. Liam was biting his neck and stroking his dick and filling him up all at the same time. Liam was so fucking good. If he was still thinking of Theo, then it was worth it to be fucked like this. Brett couldn't help the moans escaping with every thrust. He was in such ecstasy. The only thing that would make this better would be-

"Brett" Liam huffed out. "I want to switch" Liam grunted with another thrust. "I want you inside me."

Brett was completely enticed. He was still going to be sure.

"You're sure this is what you want?" Brett asked, hopeful eyes piercing Liam's.

Liam thought about out for a few moments. He did. Really. He did.

"Yes."

Brett smirked and in one swift move, as if Liam was weightless, flipped them and Liam was up under Brett.

The thing is...

Brett had no patience...

Liam wanted it...

At first...

Theo pulled into Liam's driveway and got out of his truck, McDonald's bag in hand, and approaches the door. All of a sudden, he hears screaming.

"Stop it! I said STOP! It hurts! Brett PLEASE!"

Oh my god no.

Theo had a key but it was too late for that thought to even enter his mind. Theo busted Liam's door down and ran up the stairs to Liam's room, where he pinpointed the screaming.

"I said stop, please!"

"You just told me to do it, Liam. I told you it was going to hurt at first!" Brett shouted. "Just let me fin-"

Brett was stopped immediately by two arms grabbing him from behind and throwing him into Liam's wall. This was beyond sexual assault. This was rape. Brett was raping Liam.

"Oh for FUCK sake! What in Christ's name are you doing here?!"

"I honestly didn't know" Theo looked at Liam and then back to Brett "until now."

"Jesus Christ. He told me it was ok! I didn't do anything wrong!"

"Brett! He also told yo to stop! Consent ends at 'no'! I'm sure you very well know that after the last time!"

"Theo- I'm sorry- I didn't- I-" Liam couldn't even talk through the tears. Theo knew what Liam was trying to say, but now wasn't the time for Liam to feel any type of guilt. He was the victim here. Just like Theo had been years ago.

"Liam... get in the bathroom..."

He did. He hurried into the adjoining bathroom and closed and locked the door.

He could still hear Brett and Theo through the door.

"No! Just because you're FUCKING JEALOUS! You can't have everything Theo! You can't take him away from me!"

"He didn't WANT this, Brett!"

"No. you have been projecting you're bullshit hatred of me onto him since we met! I'm so fucking tired of it, Theo."

Theo looked at Brett and laughed.

"You know what? I told him the truth. I said if he wanted to still be around you, that was his choice. I didn't make him do anything. If I did, he sure as hell wouldn't have been in here with you in the first place."

Brett finally noticed the marks and scratches on Theo and decided to make it known... to Liam...

"You and your boyfriend have a fight?"

Theo's face twitched to panic and then back to anger. Brett was trying to distract him.

"He's not my boyfriend. The terms of our relationship were defined very clearly tonight."

"That why you look like that?"

Liam didn't even notice. Did he and Josh actually get into a fight?

"My relationships are none of your business-"

"But for some reason my relationships are yours?"

"You and Liam do not have a relationship, Brett!"

"We could without you interfering! What is your problem?! Which one of us are you obsessed with?!"

Theo's eyes went wide, then he squinted. He got quiet, "what?"

"You seem to be really in love with one of us" Brett smirked. "So, lover-boy, which one is it?"

Liam waited on the other side of the door. He couldn't even be bothered by the fact that he was still naked. He didn't want to think about anything. He wanted to know what Theo's next words would be.

Theo looked at Brett and smirked, "so that's what this is about."

"Of course it is," Brett rolled his eyes. "That's all this was ever about."

What? WHAT IS IT ABOUT?!