Chapter fourteen - What about your boyfriend

Severus had had the worst couple of days he ever had in his life, locked up in his study. It was as if by acknowledging his feelings for Gina, and that Gina was a good person, he had opened up a cesspool of feelings he didn't know he had had. Of maybe he didn't have them before. He felt permanently nauseous and guilt washed over him in uncontrollable waves. He had even vomited a few times on Sunday. He despised himself. He wondered with disgust and bewilderment how he could have been so arrogant as to think he, hè, was better than ànyone. And than he had thought of Gina, while he had stared into the empty fireplace for hours. He would do anything for her. Anything to be with her. She would never be with him if she knew the truth about him. She would be disgusted by him too, he was sure of it.

On Monday, only the thought of having Gina in class that afternoon prevented Severus from calling in sick. He needed to see her. Feel her soft skin. The thought of her and the warm look in her hazel eyes, her soft skin, was all that was keeping him sane at the moment.

When she came in with the rest of the class and sat down he felt some feeling of calm coming over him. He could sense that she was a little hurt, but she wasn't as mad as she might have been. Severus couldn't prevent a small smile appearing on his face. He hardly noticed that the students in the first row looked rather terrified at his curling lips. He would be okay.

Snape called out from his desk when the bell rang.

'Miss Aldaya, stay behind. I'd like a word.'

Gina felt restless. She had not looked at him all lesson, working silently at her desk. She wasn't sure what she wanted to happen. Slowly the other students left for lunch.

Snape waited until the classroom was empty, then waved his wand to close the door. Gina had packed her bag and hanged it over her shoulder. He walked over to her, boring his incredulously dark and cold eyes into hers.

'Come to my office on Wednesday.'

'Why? So you can throw me out again?' Gina said a little curtly. She still felt hurt. She knew she had caught him off guard by coming to his office but he had been rather mean, snapping at her and throwing her out like that. She looked closely at him, thinking he looked a little ill. His face was paler than usual and he looked like he hadn't slept well for a few days. She wondered if that's why she hadn't seen him around the castle all weekend.

He fell silent.

'I didn't mean to throw you out,' he said eventually.

'Yes, you did.'

Gina had halted and watched him as he came to stand behind her, stroking a strain of hair out her face. Her breath caught in her throat. She didn't say anything as he slid her bag from her shoulder and let it fall on the floor. Waiting full of anticipation she realised she was panting slightly.

'I have Charms,' she said, when he put a hand on her back and pushed her slowly over her desk.

'Than be late,' he growled, bending over her. He kissed her neck and stroked the inside of her thighs. She shivered and had to use all her willpower not to spread her legs a little wider. He let his hand slide into her panties and she bit her lip not to moan.

Severus closed his eyes when he stroked her warm, wet vulva, paying extra attention to the little top of her already swollen clit. He was so relieved she seemed ready to forgive him for his rudeness, his moment of panic. He kissed her neck again, breathing in the smell of her arousal. He had to use all his self-control not to penetrate her. He wanted her to squirm under him, but he could feel she was holding back. He also wanted to clarify something first.

'What about your boyfriend?' he asked in a soft, sneering voice.

She moved against his hand.

'Who?' Her voice was a gasp, incoherent.

He shook his head, smirking. She couldn't see him, being bent over the desk, one of his hands still on her lower back, even though she wasn't resisting him.

'Your boyfriend Gina.'

He could see a shiver run through her body at the sound of his voice for the second time. He had noticed before she really seemed to like his voice...

'I- I don't know what you are talking about,' Gina gasped. She moaned very softly, which made him want to rip her skirt off and take her so bad he almost did so. Almost...

'I don't... don't have a... ahhh...' Gina pushed against his hand, obviously wanting to guide his fingers deeper inside her, but he pushed her back on the desk.

'Never mind,' he breathed in her ear, smirking. Her stroked her for about thirty seconds before stopping and asking his next question. She was moaning incoherently in her arms by now, obviously trying to be quiet. He felt more drops of moisture appear on his cock. She really had no shame in regards to enjoying sex...

He hooked a finger under her panties, pulling it down slowly, questioningly.

'Yès,' she gasped. She pressed against him in addition to her answer. At this, he didn't have patience anymore. He used his wand to magic his trousers and her skirt and panties away and rammed his cock in her warm, wet depth.

'Ohh,' she gasped, taken by surprize, her eyes widening. He could feel her contract around him. He closed his eyes, relishing in the feeling of her clammed around his cock.

'You feel so good Gina,' he whispered in her ear.

He felt her shiver again and she started making soft, moaning noises when he started thrusting in and out of her, pinning her to the desk by her wrists. He pulled back.

'You've never looked so gorgeous, bending over and spreading your legs for me, waiting for me with your warm, wet pussy,' he hissed. Gina moaned loudly. He suddenly bend over and licked her, with one hard, long lick between her legs. She gave a little scream of pleasure. Good thing he had cast a sound blocking charm.

'More,' she moaned. 'More, please.'

'Of my tongue or my cock Gina?' he said softly. He was half tempted to make her come just by talking to her. He was pretty certain he could do it. But he had needs too...

'One more lick and than your cock,' she gasped. He smirked. She had her forehead pressed down on the desk, her eyes pinched shut. He saw moist drip on the inside if her thighs.

'Tu polla, por favor... Please.'

Her needy voice made him drop to one knee. He made it a long one, going up and down over her vulva with his tongue, and ending with a good hard suck on her clitoris, making her gasping out in Spanish. He wondered smirking is she was cursing. The moment he stood up and pushed inside her he could feel her start contracting, and he let go of his restraint, increasing the intensity of her orgasm with his own contractions, emptying himself to the last drop inside her. When he pulled back he watched his cum drip on her thighs too, before she put her legs together, still leaning on the desk. She seemed to be enjoying the aftermath of her orgasm, breathing deeply and contracting every ten seconds or so. It was incredibly pleasant to watch, seeing her press herself against the desk, naked from her waist down, wallowing in the after-waves of the climax he had given her. When she let out a deep sigh and seemed finally finished after a few minutes, he kissed her lower back and made their clothes appear again. Than she turned around, wordlessly.

'I still want to see you Wednesday,' Severus said. 'After dinner. Make sure no one sees you. And freshen up before you go to Charms. You look-' He stopped. The truth was she looked perfect. And very well fucked. She had red cheeks, her hair was wild, she seemed to be glowing and she had a dazed, blissful smile on her face.

She nodded, smiling widely at him. She straightened her clothes and made to turn. He held her back.

'Did you use contraception? The last two times?'

'I use C-fertilis.'

He gave a curt nod.

When the door closed behind her, Severus felt hungry for the first time in three days.