Tris POV:

"Mmm Tris." moaned Tobias.

I smiled as I watched him pull out of me and walk to the bathroom to clean up. After initiation, me and Tobias started to fool around, trying to conquer my fear of intimacy. After a few weeks of fooling around, we made love for the first time and it was so sweet and passionate and it was the best experience of my life and I wouldn't change it for the world.

Life after initation has been amazing: My job is a Dauntless leader, yes that means working with the dickhead we know as Eric and Max, who I guess is ok. My role as a leader is working in the council, so that means Max and Eric focus on taking care of our faction while I go and debate with middle aged white men for hours. The council is made up of leaders from each faction; I help with new laws and help with problems arising in the city, I handle Dauntless' paperwork too, which is such joy! I also work closely with Will who is faction ambassador. Christina chose to be a fashion designer which I think is right for her, this girl has an obsession with clothes and I'm usually her doll. Uriah chose to be a dog-trainer, which was kinda random, but hey you like what you like. Marlene is working as a firefignter which is pretty awesome if you ask me. Our friendship group has been amazing, I love them all so much. Its been so much fun having sleepovers, dinner parties, clubbing, zip-lining and celebrating. They are family to me, speaking of family, Tobias and I had a suprise visit from my mum and dad, as going into other factions is now legal, I helped with that law. But oh boy! I could literally see the vain popping out of Dad's forehead when I introduced Tobias as my boyfriend. Which ended up in Tobias having the "Hurt my daughter, I hurt you" speech from an Abnegation father, I could see Tobias trying not to smirk the whole time my dad was talking because Tobias basically has the strength of 10 men! But by the end of their visit Dad seemed to be pretty chill with Tobias as my boyfriend as he heard Tobias talk about our plans for the future and how is truly in love with me and he is in this till "death do part us". I think he was scared of me being hurt but now he sees that Tobias would wrestle with a shark before thinking of hurting me. Its sweet how they except him like their own son, he's now got two sets of parents, my parents along with Amar and George. I've also now cut my hair 0.5 cm above where my neck stops and connect with my shoulder. (Tris's hair in the Alliegant movie)

Living with Tobias has been so enjoyable, I love how we wake up together, eat together, clean together and even sing around the house in our underwear together! I love how comfortable we around eachother now. However, this man can't put the toilet seat down or remove his tiny hairs from the sink after shaving and its so infuriating but he blames me for leaving my socks everywhere and not using coasters so I guess its a tie. Its been 6 months since we first made love and our sex life has been amazing! Our friends say we have been going at it like bunnies (not that we have denied it). Recently, I have been started to notice that Tobias has been holding himself back when it comes to intimacy with me. I feel like we are ready to explore our sexual relationship but he still treats me like its our first time and that I can break easily, but hey don't get me wrong I still love it when he is gentle with me but sometimes I do wish that he would unleash his passion for me.

I heard the bathroom door swing open, breaking me out of my thoughts. Tobias leans his back against the door frame with his arms across his sexy chest, whilst looking at me. He was wearing a navy blue t-shirt , that hugs his chest nicely and he is wearing a pair of black pajama bottoms.

''Hey baby, enjoy your shower?'', I say whilst getting out of the bed. We started using the pet name "baby" around 3 months ago, Tobias initiated it first but I always remember how he said it so awkwardly at first, I guess it was his fear of me not liking that name but I made sure to assure him that its such a turn on. If ya know what I mean.

I walk over to my dresser and I pick out a pair of, black jeans and a simple white tank top. I then look into the mirror in front of me and I see that Tobias is still leaning his back against the door frame looking at me intensely.

''You know, Tobias I have always dreamed of having a taco party whilst dressed as a cupcake and everyone else dresses like dildos" I say with a laugh.

"Sorry what?" says Tobias, as I broke him out of his reviere.

I laugh and I walk over to him and wrap my arms around his waist and stare up into his royal blue orbs.

"Sorry, what did you say baby?" says Tobias, looking down at me sheepishly.

I lean up and kiss his cheek, " I was asking you how your shower was, but I also did wanna tell you that I'm going shopping with Christina."

"Ok, no problem, I'm gonna invite the guys over for pizza and beers". I smile up at him and unlock my arms from his waist and tell him that I'm gonna go get ready.

After my shower, I step out of the shower and walk towards the mirror. My body has grown since initiation, thanks to all the training and work outs I do. My body now has more lean muscle, I actually think I have grown a cup or two. My hips have widened and now I can say with confidence that I actually have an ass! But Tobias made sure to assure me that he was attracted to me before my growth. I also have 11 line abs which I trained hard for. I feel more confident now and thats thanks to Tobias and Christina, for trying to open up my eyes to see how beautiful I am and I'm starting to believe it.

Then I start to get ready, I put massacre on, a bit of concealer and some chapstick on for makeup. I tuck the peices hair in my face behind my ears. I put on my black jeans with my white tanktop, with my socks and I walk out the bathroom door. I grab my phone and keys from my dresser and leave our bedroom.

I reach the living room and I see Tobias putting out beers for the guys and fixing up the couch. As he is bending to fluff the pillows on the couch, I can see his back muscles flexing. Oh the things this man does to me! I begin to feel a tingling sensation in between my legs, reminding me that I need to go.

" I will be back around 8, see you" I say, finishing putting my combat boots on and standing up.

"Hey, wait your forgetting something", says Tobias mischievously as he walks towards me.

"What?", I ask playing dumb. "This", then he crashes his lips to mine, and pulls me close, giving me a sweet passionate kiss and I kiss back just as hard.

I pull away and breathlessly say " I need to go now before we start something we can't finish" I joke. He laughs and kisses me on the forehead.

I say my final goodbyes to him and walk down the corridor to Christina and Will's place. Once I reach the door, I knock once and a extremely excited Christina appears.

"Ready for the best trip ever" she beams excitedly. "Yayyy." I reply back sarcastically.