BPOV
I often asked myself why I couldn't leave.
He had betrayed me.
He had cheated on me. It didn't matter if he said it was just a one time... mistake!
She was someone he wanted to marry at some point, and couldn't marry just because of the... circumstances.
I was always his... second choice!
I was just someone he had decided to... settle with!
I had a very valid reason to leave.
But still, I couldn't.
Because he was the best father in the whole world.
Because I knew he would never hurt me again.
Because even with everything that happened, I knew deep down my heart that he was never going to betray me again.
Because I knew that he loved me...
But... He cheated on me... with her!
That's when I saw them laughing out loud together.
Those three people were my whole fucking world!
No... I would never be able to leave them.
I needed to work on my issues!
I had a loving husband and amazing daughters!
Why was I clinging to the past!
Why was I spoiling everything?
Sometimes I felt I was slowly becoming bipolar!
We should have completed those stupid couple therapy sessions! They might have helped!
Suddenly I felt my heart was full of love again.
I might get back to my issues again, but at this moment, they didn't matter!
"What is so funny?" I smiled as I went towards them.
I saw him glaring at me, but I decided to try my luck! I wrapped my arm around his and rested my head on his shoulder.
I knew someday he was going to be fed up with me and would leave me, but I was glad it was not tonight as he put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him!