BPOV

"When I kissed her back..."

"Stop!" I said I pushed him away, "I don't want to hear the details about how you fucked her!"

"No, you need to listen to me!" He said, "Because it was nothing like the fictions you're developing in your head! You need to listen to me! Please give me a chance! I'm not giving you any excuses... I'm just trying to tell you what happened..."

"It's simple. You met your ex-fiancee. All the old memories, all regrets, the old love resurfaced, and... you made love to her." I said angrily as I brushed my tears away.

"No, no, no! Bella! Please!" He said, "That's what I'm trying to say. It wasn't anything like... Oh baby! We didn't make it! Oh, I miss you every single day! Oh how I love you!"

"Edward, just stop!" I said.

"It was nothing like that! There was absolutely nothing. Not a single thing. Nothing." He said, "I don't even know how that happened... We were in a group with friends... We all were celebrating James' success... We all were heavily drunk... We were talking... And then... She began crying... And then..." He buried his face in his hands, "Please! Please! Please! I'm so, so, so sorry! I don't recall the details about the exact things that followed after... I just know that I should have stopped, and I didn't! I'm so sorry! I'm really, really, really sorry!"

I couldn't say anything as I just let my tears roll down my cheeks.

How could he?

"I'm never ever going to forgive myself for this. I promise I will make up for it for the rest of my life. I swear I'll stop drinking. I will do everything you say. Please!"

"Just leave my hand!" I shouted, "Let me go."

"Please, please, please! I'm begging you! Don't leave me! I honestly don't know how to live without you!"

"Please! Please! Please! Don't go!"

My eyes snapped open and I realized I was sweating heavily.

Would I ever stop having this same nightmare? Well, it wasn't exactly a nightmare! It had happened for real!

My husband had actually cheated on me!

"What happened, baby?" he said in a groggy tone as he placed a kiss on my arm.

"Edward... Just leave me alone." I said as I shrugged his hand away.

"Bella, what..."

"Just leave me alone." I said.