Hi there! im empressfurreal, if you are interested in any of my stories and want to check some out please feel free! i am new to this but i have been taking some breaks due to me having NO IDEAS! but recently i discovered My inner demons! so now im doing that, also credits to Aphmau for these characters! NONE OF THEM ARE MINE!! thanks!


Warning:

My AU

Boy x Boy

has curse words

suicidal thoughts

suicide topic!

If any of these offend you im very sorry i will write a story without these things in the future! have a fantastic day or night whatever time it is for you! 3


.In Ava's Apartment.

Noi: The others have gone out, i wonder if they would even notice that i am gone.. i only drag the others down, im pathetic and a waste of being spared..

He sits on the couch with his head down feeling sad as he remembers being the weakest of the guys as he starts to head towards the balcony,

Noi: i wonder... if i just jump.. would i die? Of course i would! but would anyone even care about it?

His short pinkish hair swayed in the wind as he was in deep thought as he stares down at the streets crowded with families and lovers as he wished someone cared about him in that manor.

Noi: its pointless trying to prove myself to prince asch! he will never see that i can be scary or tough.. im only a runt in the litter.. nobody would take my death as a great loss.. it would just be as if i didn't even exist in the first place..

He started to climb up on the rails and sit on the edge getting ready to jump off when he heard the balcony door slide open and slam shut along with the sound of a scared and worried voice behind him

Leif: N-NOI?! why are you so close to the edge! you can fall off and die! get down please!

Noi stares back at leif with annoyance in his eyes

Noi: yeah well thats kinda the point! i wanna die Leif you should be happy im thinking of jumping off Right now! you love death!

Leif now has tears forming at his emerald green eyes as he heard those words be said to him even if it was true he loved death he dident want to lose noi.

Leif: I dont want you to die! i would never wish that on you! just because im a former assassin dosent mean i would want death on you! noi please don't jump!!

Leif was now crying as he choked up on his words hoping he was actually verbal as he didn't take his eyes off of noi.

Noi: f-fine! i wont jump if you don't want me to do that.. but i will always think about doing it!

Noi slides off the rails as he put his feet back onto the balcony floor as he walked to leif to look at him face to face.

Leif: phew i thought i would of lost you! i almost stabbed myself with one of my daggers so i could see you in the afterlife!

Leif put his hand on noi's shoulder as he stared at noi in his orange eyes with his own eyes that looked glassy and tear stained.

Noi: y-you were willing to die for me? that is unlike you..

Noi blushes as he looks down at the ground.

Leif stares at noi with a surprise kind of look.

Leif: of course i would you idiot! why would i not?!? i fucking love you noi!

Noi looks pale as a ghost as he just heard what leif said as leif covers his mouth knowing he had slipped up big time.

Noi: you... you love me leif.. oh my god...

Noi is now really red, like a tomato's red color,

Leif trys to hide his face in his hands so noi can't see his face

Noi: i did not think you felt like that... because i love you too and i did not think you felt like that..

Leif: t-then come here and let me show you..

Leif pulls noi closer by the waist and bends down a bit to kiss noi

Noi: mm~

Noi kisses back passionately

Leif: what would prince asch think of this.. he might kill us!

Noi: he wont find out!

Asch: Oh i wont will i? we all literally watched the entire thing how have you not noticed us??

Leif and noi blushed in embarrassment as they realize now that asch may kill them

Rhys: Asch why are you so surprised me and you did this earli--

He was cut off when asch summoned his fireball out of his hand and put it in front of Rhys

Asch: Not now! dont you dare tell anyone about that!!

Ava: This apartment just turned into an Lgbtq house... Yeah im going to sleep and clear my mind of today. GOODBYE!

noi: so...no ones gonna die?

Asch: no.

Leif: good because i wanna kiss noi more often!

Asch: yeah... no body needed to know that leif.. you gone soft..

Leif: HEY!!


and thats all for part one! Credits go to Aphmau and another user on here that inspired this AU for me! i do not have their username in my mind so whoever wrote the story about suicidal noi thank you for inspiration for this it means a lot! if anyone has a ship from Aphmau they want me to do comment it! i will write it ASAP! thank you to the people who have been reading my stories! i enjoy writing these to make people smile in so many ways! And thanks to my best friend who followed me on here to read funny and spicy fanfictions! i love writing these for people like me who are interested in these ships! and like i said if you have one for me, comment it! seriously i need ideas! Have an amazing time and hope you read more of my stories! i will always be here for familiar words, funny stories and for support! have a good day! bye!!


made by: empressfurreal

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