Here's the last one you guys! It's funny how far determination can get you. Anyhow please review and enjoy!
*I own nothing*
TMNT
Taking the blame
Cause it's true
Putting others first
That's normal
But hiding the pain
Anguish
Emotions
Makes all the better
Taking control
Adds on exhaustion
Other's must be well equipped
Trained
Or else they get hurt
My brothers especially
This burden I carry
Weighs me down
Drowns me
Hurts me
Leaves deep
Emotional scars behind
The unshed tears
I often imagine
Leave a large mark on my pillow
The dreams
Even worse
This hardness I show
Is not me
It never was
I try to please my master
Father
But the aftereffects are hurtful
Depressing
Emotionally draining
I try to be this perfect son
To respect the honor bestowed to me
But can't a little rest be beneficial
I'm a leader
But not at heart
The truth being that I'm a scared young boy
Who had to grow up faster than usual
My internal battles begun at a young age
My childhood
Gone
Forever
I wanted to be a kid
A child
Not a fighter
Destroyer
But I have to make father proud
Even if it means leaving everything I loved behind
But not my brothers
Never my brothers
Family comes first
Always
Mikey is my heart
Donnie is my brain
Raph is my muscle
But me?
I'm nothing to myself
Useless
I will always be the leader
No matter what
No matter how many mental abusive things I inflict upon myself
No matter how many battles
Wars
Are lost
I am the eldest brother
To amazing siblings
I have that responsibility
Worthy
That's what I am
Lucky
To be an older brother
A leader
Fighter
Son
And much more
I am Leonardo
The leader of many nations
Love Leonardo
TMNT
Ok…so this started out a bit rocky, but it got a lot smoother near the end. Thank you to everyone who enjoyed this small poems, I really appreciated your support. I apologize if there are any grammar errors, it's really late over here.
*Ahem* now I'm going to write the paw portal story. It's an all-nighter :)