Johnny Zacchara paced the length of his office at the haunted star trying not to breakdown, forcing air through his lungs but breath kept escaping him making him feel like he couldn't breathe. Johnny had panic attacks before but this was different, finding out somebody had killed Anthony should be a relief. Right? Anthony had done nothing but mentally abused him, his father sure as hell never uttered I love you or I'm proud of you. Maybe it wasn't so much Anthony as it was Carly leaving him in his time of need, to go to Corinthos. Johnny felt his body shake with tears as he struggled to control himself knocking everything that was on his desk to the floor, raging. Johnny finally took a seat on the couch, putting a hand over his face. It wasn't even Carly that he wanted to comfort him, it was Lulu. Johnny needed for her to be here with him but, did he have the strength to call her?

"Dante, I'm leaving." Lulu Spencer Falconeri announces, packing all of her things in the back of her car.

"You won't move to Bensonhurst with me? Why?" Dante didn't want to end their marriage over this.

"I need to be here, what I don't need is you weighing me down anymore. I don't want to be your wife anymore, we just don't fit. I don't want anything from you but a divorce, goodbye Dante." Lulu shut the trunk of her car ignoring Dante's words, starting her car and driving away.

"I need to be with Johnny, I know he's hurting right now." Lulu knew it was dangerous for Johnny to be alone right now and he shouldn't be alone. Lulu parked her car a few spaces away from the boat and walked inside. As soon as she stepped into the haunted star she could hear sobbing that could only belong to one person, it tugged at her heartstrings as she prepared herself for what she was about to see. Lulu stood in the doorway to his office seeing him sitting on the edge of the couch with a hand over his face, body shaking with tears as he tried to breathe normally. It tore Lulu up to see him like this but, she needed to be here. Lulu softly shuts the door joining him on the couch reaching for his free hand, squeezing it gently. When Johnny felt someone toych him he flinched, unsure of who it was.

"It's okay, it's just me. Lulu. You shouldn't be alone right now, I oughta kick Carly's ass. Take your hand away from your face, I don't like seeing you like this but I need to be with you." Lulu expected him to flinch because of how he grew up, Johnny was relieved that it was Lulu.

"I was gonna call you but, I didn't trust myself not to cry. I don't want Carly here, Corinthos can have her. I just want you here." Johnny uncovers his face looking at her, it broke her heart to see his tear stricken face and that he was clearly panicking.

"You can always call me no matter what state your in, I'll always pick up for you. I wish Ethan was still here, he'd show up with a six pack and get you smiling in no time...but your stuck with me. I'm sorry she went back to Sonny but, I know you do. Poor baby." Lulu wipes his face with the pad of her thumb and held his face wishing she could take his pain away, Johnny took one hand from his face so he could hold her hand.

"I wish Lovett was here too I could really use my friend right now but, your just as good if not better. I don't really care about that, I just care about being left alone. I can't be alone, everyone walks out on me. You're the only constant in my life and I love you for that. I just can't take anymore of being by myself none of these girls I've dated even care about me, you were the only one. I am so emotionally exhausted Lu, I really am." Johnny rested his head on the couch, staring into her eyes.

"I know, you were abandoned by so many people...I don't know how you've held it together for so long Johnny. You can be a pain in my ass sometimes but, your worth sticking around for. Dante wanted me to move to Bensonhurst with him but, all I was worried about was you. I couldn't bear the thought of leaving you, not for anyone. Johnny, I love you too. My marriage is over and...I don't even care. It's okay because you know I'm going to take care of you, better than anyone else can." Lulu stroked the side of his face lovingly, Johnny's hand grazed her knee which was exposed due to her black mini skirt. Instantly, Lulu felt something inside of her stir that hadn't been awakened in a long time. She really wanted him to touch her but, now wasn't the time!

"Stop being horny Lulu, now is NOT the time!* Lulu willed her body to listen but, as Johnny squeezed her knee the urge intensified. Damn him for being sexy! Lulu tried to focus on what he was saying but, thoughts of what she wanted Johnny to do to her were louder.

"God I just want one little touch, my god please finger me. Give me something. Anything." Lulu thought to herself, having the urge to close her legs because of what was bubbling up inside of her. Lulu knew that she might become wet soon, thinking of the things they'd done in the past. The way his dick slammed into her, the way he pulled her hair, the way she used to ride him those thoughts made her want to cum on the spot not mention how his voice made her want to melt. Johnny knew what was going through her mind that's exactly why he'd done it, he wanted to know if the fire was still there, Johnny grabbed her by the throat intensely kissing her lips their lips crashing together as she moaned into the kiss. While kissing her he let the hand that was on her knee gradually move lower until he moved her underwear aside and inserted two fingers inside of her feeling that she was already wet, he started fingering her slowly. Lulu broke away from the kiss laying back against the couch breath catching in her throat as his movements came faster, her legs shook with ecstasy Lulu's moans filled the room.

"I haven't heard those in a long damn time." Johnny smirked their lips only inches apart.

"I haven't moaned like this in a long time." She groaned against his lips as he moved his fingers in a circular motion. Johnny removed his fingers before discarding her top, skirt and underwear. Lulu swiftly undid the buttons on his shirt as Johnny unzipped his pants stepping out of them and his boxers. Johnny lifted Lulu off of the couch carrying her to the desk and climbing on top of her, sliding his dick inside of her slamming into her not even bothering with slow thrusts because Lulu liked it rough.

"Don't stop, please." Lulu gasped gripping his back, their movements made a slapping noise that could be heard throughout the room and probably in the other room too.

"Wasn't planning on it." Johnny whispers in her as she made small gasping noises wrapping her legs around him.

"I think you've gotten even better, sex with you was always amazing but this is a whole new level." She groaned as he roughly kissed her lips, Lulu placed his hands around her throat wanting him to choke her again.

"I know how you like it." Johnny smirked choking her as he thrusted into her, placing a longing kiss on her lips before moving to kiss between her breasts.

"Yes you do." She moaned letting her eyes fall shut, he was hitting every pleasure point she had.

"You're so cute when your wound up like this, begging for it. Telling me what you want me to do to you. Those little whimpers you make when I'm doing everything you like, God I love those whimpers. Johnny could feel her walls clamping around him, he didn't want her to cum just yet. Even if she did she wouldn't want him to stop until he came.

"Johnny, I've really missed you." Lulu gasped, as he took his dick out of her and she went down on him.

"I've missed you too, especially when you do that." Johnny let the pleasure overtake him as he pulled her hair, Lulu began choking on him which never failed to finish him off. Johnny was right because he came in her mouth, she swallowed every last drop.

"You know I can't let you do that and not let you finish." Johnny laid her down on the desk once more standing over her and lowering his tounge onto her clit, slowly licking.

"JOHNNY PLEASE." Lulu screamed his name her body shaking with pleasure as his tounge moved in a circle against her, pushing his head down further. Gradually his licks became faster and more erotic, Lulu's pleasure filled screams were all he could hear making him jerk himself off while he was eating her out.

"Almost there." Lulu gasped reaching the high that she so desperately craved before her walls came crashing down leaving her breathless.

"One more thing...sit on the edge of the desk." Johnny instructed her and she did as he said before he slid back into her feeling how aroused she was, sliding in and out of her as pleasure filled the room.

"Oh Johnny..." She moaned as Johnny guides her hips before picking her up to finish fucking her on the couch.

"You're fucking beautiful." He groaned, not prepared for what happened next. Lulu lowers herself onto his dick slowly riding him placing his hands on her breasts in a breathy gasp as he thrusted into her from underneath.

"I love when you use me to pleasure yourself, God you're the woman of my dreams." Johnny pulls her body closer kissing her breasts lovingly hands moving up and down her back. Lulu places her hand around his throat choking him, which surprised him.

"Lulu...Lulu...keep riding me, don't stop doing what your doing." Johnny moaned her name twice as she grinded herself against him, kissing his neck while moaning in his ear. Johnny's hands gripped either breast burying his face in them, pressing kisses against her chest. Lulu placed his hands on her hips he gripped them, guiding her to where he wanted her. Johnny reached down and smacked her ass, making her gasp against him she gripped him as she came in his dick.

"JOHNNY..." She moans against him, feeling his release into her.

"Lulu..." Johnny moaned, holding her against his chest as they ride the wave of their love making.

"I feel like we made a baby." Lulu chuckled, face still buried in his neck.

"Maybe we did." Johnny smirked, lovingly kissing the top of her head.