Hi!

TW: Sexual Violence, William Lewis, A LOT of darkness (but hopefully I can give Olivia some light eventually). Specific trigger warnings will be noted in chapters.

I'm fairly new to this since it has been over 10 years since the last time I wrote a fanfic. Please excuse the grammar errors and let me know if you ever wanna proofread for me! I hope you guys enjoy. This will be a STRONG M. Very strong, lol.

What happens when Fin stumbles upon Olivia's best kept secret while investigating an illegal websites? How will Olivia handle the aftermath? Will Elliot be able to catch before she falls completely to rock bottom? Will Noah save Olivia's life again or will this be the straw that finally broke the camels back?

Frozen where he stood, Fin stared at the screen in complete shock. The video that illuminated the now quiet, dark, and almost empty Manhattan precinct could only be described as absolute horror. Not knowing what else to do, he dialed the number of the only person he trusted to help him figure out how to handle the situation.

"Fin! What a surprise. What can I do for ya?" Came the wise and familiar voice over the phone.

Olivia woke up trying to place her surroundings, pulling the blankets closer as a soft breeze hit her. Trying to piece together everything that had taken place only a few hours ago. As she went to get up a strong arm pulled her closer and panic started to settle in until she looked down to find a sleeping Elliot.

"El?" she whispered softly. She shivered as the breeze hit her again. "Why is it so cold?" she thought. Only to then realize she was completely naked under the thick navy blue comforter and it all came back to her.

Her pants filled the room as Elliot's mouth worked its way around her core.

"Fuck El" she moaned as he started to plunge two fingers in her, her back arching off the mattress.

Elliot picked up his speed once he found her magic spot. Going deeper when her legs started to shake. "That's it baby. Cum for me." he encouraged her as he felt her walls start to tighten around his fingers.

Olivia could've sworn she was going to pass out on the spot as Elliot worked his magic beneath her. Knowing she wouldn't last much longer she tried to muster some words together. "El… Ple- AGUUh'' she let out a moan as he started to overstimulate her slit once more with his mouth while now pumping three fingers in her.

"Don't fight it, baby. Ride the wave" he smirked knowing she was about to come completely undone. With that, Olivia let go and just as Elliot removed his fingers, Olivia released herself all over his bed. A wide smile spread across his face "That's it" he said while still rubbing her.

"Fuuuuck" Olivia said in a low groan as she started to come down from her high. As Elliot took his hand from her core, she convulsed slightly from still being sensitive. "El… that was…" trying to find the words to explain how Elliot had just rocked her world and his cock wasn't even involved. She blushed looking down at the mess she had made, making her ready to go again. "Fuck me, El. Right now."

"What would you call what we just did?" He smirked at her and stood up from the bed.

"No. I want inside of me" she said getting up from her spot. She walked toward him even with her legs feeling like jelly. She stood toe to toe with Elliot. "I want to feel you inside of me." Poking him in the chest. "I want you to cum in me." She poked him again. "Better yet-" she grabbed hold of his cock and started to stroke it slowly. "I'm going to fuck you." She said in a low seductive voice and poked him one more time so he was now laying back flat on the bed.

She crawled to him and pulled his boxers down slowly. Smiling when his member poked right up. Wasting no time she took him in her mouth and started to slowly massage his sack. "Liiiv" Elliot mustered out. "Shit" he said as she swirled her tongue around his tip. She started to hum around him and it drove Elliot wild. He couldn't take it much longer. Her words replayed in his head "I want you to cum in me." He was on a mission and if she kept up much longer he wouldn't accomplish it. He grabbed her hand and she looked up to him. "Fuck me." he smiled seductively at her. She slowly sucked her way off his cock with a *pop* sound once she released him. "My pleasure" she said as she got up and centered herself with him. She slowly slid onto his shaft and let out a gasp as he instantly filled her. She bent over and rested on his body to give herself time to adjust. "You set the pace" Elliot growled in her ear. She sat up and started to ride him slowly, increasing the speed as he started to play with her breast. She grabbed on the headboard in front of her for support once she started picking up her pace.

"Yes! Yes! Yeeees!" She screamed as Elliot's hand made its way to her slit again.

"Fuck, Liv! I'm about to cum." Elliot panted as she rode him fiercely. With that Olivia started to fuck him hard and fast.

"Uuuguhhhh" they each moaned and came in unison. Elliot let his large load spill inside her.

Exhausted, Olivia rested on Elliot's chest. He rolled them to their sides making Olivia giggle. He pulled his member out of her making her jolt again. "You are fucking amazing, Olivia Margret Benson. I love you." He laid a soft kiss on her lips.

"I love you too, Elliot." She replied with a gentle smile, already drifting off to sleep. Ellioit pulled her into his chest and drifted off to sleep himself. Happy that he finally has the woman he's longed for, for the last 23 years.

Olivia relaxed back into the strong and comforting arms. A wide smile plastered on her face. She looked at her apple watch to check the time and got distracted from the bright notification that popped up. 'You've reached your movement goal for today'. She let out a chuckle as the rings in front of her closed. "That's a first. Reached my goal before the sun came up."

"What happened?" Elliot asked with his eyes still closed and sleep evident in his voice.

"Nothing, El. Go back to sleep" She leaned over and kissed him and then laid on his chest waiting for sleep to come back to her.

"Hey, Siri. Set an alarm for 6:00am" and with that she fell back asleep.

Cragen walked into the bullpen. The silence sent shivers down his spine. It doesn't look exactly how he left it and that fact made him smile. "I guess she took my advice." he said to himself as he walked up to Fin's desk. A look of concern fell onto the retired captain's face when he saw him starring into space. "Fin?" he asked not getting a reaction, he reached out his hand and placed it on the younger mans shoulder. "Fin, you're starting to worry me." he tried again.

When Fin looked up at him, Cragen's stomach fell two floors down. "What is it?" he asked almost immediately, seeing unshed tears in man who never cries eyes. Fin just shook his head. "Listen.. You can't call me out of the blue at 2am with tears in your eyes and not tell me what's wrong. If I didn't know any better I'd think someone was lying cold somewhere, but surely you would've just said that over the phone." he started to panic thinking of who it might be, but hoping he was wrong.

Fin let out a heavy sigh knowing that his silence was making his former captain think the worse although this may be 'the worse'. "No one is dead, but I found something while investigating this case. He took a pause. It's Liv."

Cragen sat down at the desk closest to Fins. "What happened to Liv?" he asked, scared of the answer knowing she has already been through too much.

"We're investigating a porn website. People uploading videos of them attacking others and making money off of it…" He took a short breath. "There's videos of Olivia and Lewis on there."

*Inserts closing L&O music* lol

Okay! Please be brutally honest with me. I haven't written in a LONG, LONG, LONG time. Let me know if you think anyone is OOC or something just doesn't fit and if you think this is worth continuing.

Thank yooou!