Short Update

Hey guys, how's it going, I know it's been an interesting year for some of us, a slow year for others, and everything else in between.

I think you guys know as much as I do that today marks a special day for me and the millions of fans who still remained loyal to not only LINKIN PARK but to Chester Bennington himself, cause I mean shit it's been 6 years now since the guy died now, and to this day it's still a bitter sweet feeling to be reminded of the greatest loss to the world of music of my time and generation.

And yet the man's words and all this newly discovered footage and music surrounding the man and his bandmates continue to influence us all today, and trust me you guys know this because of my mood and attitude earlier this year.

Looking back at it now, it felt a long time ago, like a bad fever dream, even though this was very recent, though honestly the fact that this feeling is present is probably for the best of my mental health.

Speaking of, I'm not sure what the hell is going on in that overcooked noodle I call my brain from time to time again, but honestly it feels like I'm subconsciously trying to screw myself and my future, I mean I still need to pay for the registration to my car, I quit my job about 2 weeks ago, I still need to get insurance, and a bunch of other things in between.

But in these last 2 weeks, I've been able to finish catching up all the games, anime, and movies I've been meaning to watch, I actually took a weekend security gig that my parents actually own, and it proved that I am a hard worker to my core, just I'm broken, and I just need a mental break or even a vacation, and I've actually got a few jobs lined up all of which is very accommodating and compliant to my, and will be future life style, plus I was reminded I'm a handsome bastard with charisma coming out the wazoo, but then again it's to be expected since I'm the main character in this world.

I know not being humble there, but sometimes having an inflated ego does help build a persons confidence up, but that's not the point I'm trying to make.

The point is, it's ok to not be ok, you're not alone, and even though it feels heavy to carry all the burden on your shoulders or in your heart, I can assure you that in time it won't be as heavy, you'll be ok, and won't feel alone.

I think I pretty much said what I wanted to, so I'm gonna go and spend the day on me and be left talking to myself over the positive changes I made and continue progress, while keeping in check of some negative aspects that I'm still dealing with, and tomorrow I go back to work, that is getting back to work on writing.

So until next time, be safe, be good people, support your local fandom communities, and of course continue to be humble my followers.

This has been your Humble Narrator and official author Tobi Yaza. =3